Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

  Janine, my child, you come here to begin this new day. You come that we may commune with Jesus in the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise is left behind. You have said yes to Jesus and no to the noise. To enter this Tabernacle is of the yes. Your yes and attendance to this time and space allows us to commune in the solitude of your heart and soul where the mystical lives.  In this solitude you enter the void that holds Jesus where noise cannot enter. The noise by its very nature cannot stop itself for it clangs in the want to counter Jesus. Therefore, the noise cannot taste the peace of Jesus. Jesus is the counter to the noise, Janine. To take the time to enter in communion with Jesus and me prepares you for the day where we walk in the circle of love and only love that counters the noise. 

  Janine, my child, you are filled with joy for what seemed insurmountable has been made simple with the love and only love of Jesus. What felt like a large and insurmountable burden became one of joy for you stood back, got out of the way, and allowed Jesus to carry this burden. What was so very large became small when you were able to stand back and just be. As you watched the burden become smaller and smaller you found joy. This is the way of the walk with Jesus, Janine. As you begin each inch and moment in the position of standing back and allowing Jesus to open the doors that need to be opened and the doors that need to be closed without making attempts to own or control, you see the love of Jesus all the more and more within each inch and moment. It is a task that becomes easier and easier for letting go of the need to own or control the inch and moment allows Jesus to show you how much you are loved. When you give up the need to control each inch and moment, Janine, you shal...

  Janine, my child, let us begin. Today is anew with many beginnings. There is joy in these beginnings for each inch and moment shows you a new beginning. To taste this way of being is to hear Jesus in the softness of love and only love. Jesus spoke to you upon your awakening about the transformation you shall have when it is time for you to move into the kingdom of forever. Jesus showed you why He came. He came because of the love of man and not a need to be a king above man. He came to show that man has been misguided since Adam and Eve. God does not punish man. It is man that punishes man in the search for the meaning of right and wrong. Man seeks the black and white of right and wrong making rules that are not of God. Jesus shows us the way of God that is love and only love. Jesus showed you the hypocrisy of making black and white what cannot be made black and white. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

  Janine, my child, come and let me show you the bravery you show when you “begin” rather than shy away.  I am pleased that you have become aware of the ways of “beginning” where you then move into joy for it is fear that causes you to shy away from doing the things that you know carry love and joy. Why is this so, Janine? It is because as a child you knew the terror of not being allowed to do things on your own. You were taught that you could not do things of your own volition and now it is still the old fear that grips you when you consider starting something. To begin is to say to the child within you that it is ok to begin and not fear punishment. This is truly bringing all parts into one, Janine. Ponder this lesson for fear loses its grip when you begin in spite of fear. To just begin is becoming all the more and more of you. Now let us commune in the solitude of your soul where this newfound awareness shall be added to your foundation in God’s timing. It shall be by the ...

  Janine, my child, it is time. You are learning that no matter the noise that causes fret when you place yourself before this Tabernacle, you still “just begin.” To just begin is to trust that I am here and that I will open this Tabernacle for you. To just begin is to bypass the fret that fears I will not be here or I will not hold you.  So many times as a child you needed holding by those responsible for your care and you never received it. That is why it is so important to just begin for to just begin is to bypass the old ways of learning.  There shall be the day when the fear will no longer be. For now it is of matter to just begin.