Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

  Janine, my child, come and let me show you the bravery you show when you “begin” rather than shy away.  I am pleased that you have become aware of the ways of “beginning” where you then move into joy for it is fear that causes you to shy away from doing the things that you know carry love and joy. Why is this so, Janine? It is because as a child you knew the terror of not being allowed to do things on your own. You were taught that you could not do things of your own volition and now it is still the old fear that grips you when you consider starting something. To begin is to say to the child within you that it is ok to begin and not fear punishment. This is truly bringing all parts into one, Janine. Ponder this lesson for fear loses its grip when you begin in spite of fear. To just begin is becoming all the more and more of you. Now let us commune in the solitude of your soul where this newfound awareness shall be added to your foundation in God’s timing. It shall be by the ...

  Janine, my child, it is time. You are learning that no matter the noise that causes fret when you place yourself before this Tabernacle, you still “just begin.” To just begin is to trust that I am here and that I will open this Tabernacle for you. To just begin is to bypass the fret that fears I will not be here or I will not hold you.  So many times as a child you needed holding by those responsible for your care and you never received it. That is why it is so important to just begin for to just begin is to bypass the old ways of learning.  There shall be the day when the fear will no longer be. For now it is of matter to just begin.

  Janine, my child, you are learning the ways of your body that reacts when it cannot take in certain foods that the world may regard as good for you. Come, my little one, and enjoy this time and space with Jesus and me for we take you  into the depths of your soul where the truth of Jesus abides and where the truth of your body resides. You cannot seek what the world regards as good for you. You must seek the language of your body as it speaks to you. I give you a view of the food that has made your body ill. Let us look at the pain of the foods that makes your belly react in a painful way. Today, Janine, seek to pay attention to your body as it speaks to you. It will become clear what is not good for your body. Just as you stay away from those things within the noise that have no matter, so too, my child, you are learning to stay away from those things that give you pain in your belly. Your story is your story and no one else's. So why do you seek to fit yourself in another’...

  Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle for you. You come to me with the sign of the Cross that you may let go of the world and enter this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus. It is your sign of the Cross that lets go of all that you may take in the all of Jesus for we gather here in His name. Today is anew with many choices along with many possibilities. Today is anew in love and only love for you are walking with Jesus who shows you how to love and only love with no matter paid to judgments or controls. Today is anew in joy and peace and trust for as each inch and moment is lived you grow your foundation where love and only love gains you the cement of a strong Jesus like foundation. Let your soul stay open to the soft voice of Jesus in relationship that gives and receives and you shall continue to build the foundation of love and only love.

  Janine, I ask only that you turn to me at this Tabernacle when you are in need. It is as the rising of the day. You are here and I am pleased that you come to me to join me in gathering in the name of Jesus. Let us commune in the ways of love and only love. Love as this is a love that trusts in the coming of our Lord and God into our hearts. When the day ends you call on your Lord and God.  When you awaken in the night you call on your Lord and God and there He is. It is the blue hue that lets you know it is Jeus who hears you and attends to you each time you call out to Him as your Lord and God. The words, my Lord and my God, are but a few words but they touch your soul and open you to Jesus. Jesus shows you in the colors of the blue hues that it is He. Trust this connection and relationship for in that blue hue are the words of Jesus saying “I am here.”