Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and a new life. Your dream showed you the intense amount of parts of you in all corners of your life that made you tired and confused and ill.  It was necessary to let go of those many parts in your life.  There was the one woman who needed to die for you to be the person that rose up today. Your dream showed you that you needed to let go of those things that weighed you down. Janine, my child, Jesus carried you and helped you to let go of all those many, many things. Jesus carries you, not only in your day, but also in your night. You are freer today than your yesterday. Let us rejoice in the lightness of your day for your night shed much darkness from you. The lightness may feel off balance but it shall get better as the day wears on. This intense lightness is different and your body is getting used to it. 

  Janine, my child, come and be of my heart and the heart of Jesus where we commune. Today is anew and you are here to present yourself to us. Today is anew with a deeper faith and trust. There are those things that “trigger” your pain and when that happens you need only turn to Jesus and me for Jesus and I shall carry you through these dark times. These triggers shall be a part of your life until you enter the next. But, Janine, they will be loosened when they happen by turning to Jesus and me where our love holds you in the knowing that it is of the old and not the new. Jesus and I shall wipe the tears and clear the confusion and pain. Come to this Tabernacle when the trigger grabs at you and it shall be lessened and cleared and cleansed from you. 

  Janine, I am your mother. You come to this Tabernacle with sadness. Come and be filled and know Jesus. Come and listen to the love of Jesus who speaks to you in relationship. Come and commune with Jesus and me in the trio of love and only love. Your heart is heavy. Allow Jesus to carry your heavy heart for Jesus makes light your heavy heart. You must let go of yourself that Jesus may carry you. Letting go is hard. Letting go is trusting that Jesus can carry you. You are tired and confused and sad.  Know that this letting go shall take you deeper into relationship with Jesus for with each test of faith, you become more and more of intimacy with Jesus.   

  Janine, my child, your tears are being heard. Jesus hears you. I hear you. You cry for the parts that are being let go of for they have been so much a part of you for so long.  Let the tears flow, my child, and know that Jesus and I are with you. Jesus and I cry with you for your childhood has held so much pain and every once in a while that old pain is ignited. Take in love and only love. Do not close yourself off. Rather, allow the pain to flow and allow Jesus and I to hold you in your pain. Your tears need to flow so that you may be free once again from the pain of your childhood. Trust in what we have, Janine.

  Janine, my little one, come, and as you let go of yourself, know that you enter into this Tabernacle in love and only love for as you let go, the noise leaves you. The noise cannot bear love and only love for it seeks to be right and judgmental along with the want to be above God. Man uses noise to keep from being still and knowing Jesus who abides deep within the solitude of the soul. When you become still, you are seeking to enter the space deep within you where Jesus and I abide.  In this holy space of solitude and emptiness, we become of the promises of Jesus for we gather in His name where he joins us. Jesus has made His Covenant with you, Janine. This Covenant is His promise to carry you and be with you and walk with you to love and only love yourself and others. To the degree you can love yourself, you can love others and to the degree you can love others you can love yourself. This is the truth of the soul for to love and only love yourself as equally as you love and...