Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

Child, come. I am here and awaiting you that I may fill you with the ways of my heart that loves beyond measure.  Take in this inch and moment. Take in the ways of love and only love.  Slow all down by the breath and open yourself in nakedness that I may fill all parts. Janine, this day is anew and cannot be as your yesterday for yesterday is done and placed into the Book of Life.  Your yesterday has built your foundation for today. Yesterday's page within the Book of Life holds the building blocks for today. Your sleep has graced you with the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where in the gentleness of sleep your soul has been washed and refreshed that you may start this day anew. Child of mine, your communion with the Light has given you view of the ways of entering the "Path" back to God. When you witness to one's story the "Path" is opened.  The "Path" back to one's soul has begun. Awareness unlocks the path that before was unknown.  T

Child, do not fret for I am here and I await your attendance that I may fill you and attend to you. Do not fret your dream for it is of the cleansing waters of the River of the I Am.  Your dream came to you that you may witness to the cleansing waters of the River of the I Am.  The Lord was weeding out the garden of your heart that all weeds may be cast out of the garden of God's love. When you give yourself over to God, He cleanses and moves you down the path towards the New Earth.  Know that what is not in your awareness is known to God.  The dream is a cleansing dream for those parts within your dream needed to be cleansed by the gentle and loving hands of our Father, the I Am. Do not seek to know the ways of your dream from the view of the outside world. Rather, my child, seek to know the ways of your dream from the view of this Tabernacle. The fret upon your awakening was from the view of your dream from the outside world.   I have given you view of the meaning of your dream f

Child, come and taste the ways of this Tabernacle for I fill you with my heart that loves you beyond measure. Empty all that I may fill all.  I teach you to love as I love with each new day.  I show you the path to the New Earth in the ways of your understanding for I know you more than you know yourself. Janine, take note of this new day that finds you of joy and excitement that we walk into the world in the ways of mother and child.  No more do you taste the pain of your childhood for this pain has been washed away by the gentle and cleansing waters of the River of the I Am. You knew not the love of a mother and now you have the love and attention of your heavenly mother. Be of gratitude, my child, for you have been graced to know me in the world and where I walk you into the next. We walk within the world in the dance of mother and child.  I take delight in you and you take delight in me. I know your prayers to me before you utter them.  I take all your prayers and take them to my S

Child, of mine, come and be filled that you may in turn walk into the world with me to fill others with the food of life. I carry the life blood of the New Earth for I am your mother and mother to all as designed by our Father and Creator, our God. The food of life is the nurture that flows within my heart for I am graced to be the mother of God. Janine, you are mine and as such you shall walk with me to gather others into the River of the I Am that flows unto the New Earth. The New Earth shall see no more pain or evil or misguidedness.  The New Earth shall see us walk together within God's garden.   Man cannot  walk into the New Earth until man can know love and only love.  The New Earth can only be when man can see each other as brother and sister.  The New Earth can only be when man takes off the cloaks of hatred, war, misguidedness and self righteousness and replaces these cloaks with love, peace, the wisdom of the River of the I Am and the humbleness to seek God rather than to

Child, close the world from your view and enter into this Tabernacle that we may commune solely for I am you mother and you are my child.  Come and be graced with my love and attention and nurture.  It is not that we are not together always, for we are, but it is of a very special grace that you  have been opened to this depth within the River that we may commune in the intimacy of mother and child. Taste my heart, Janine, for I give you my heart that loves and witnesses and weeps for those who know me not for I come into the world to offer what we have.  My children need their mother to comfort, nurture and attend to.  Within these depths I give you the all of me.  We dance together as one.  We witness together as one.  We weep for my children together and we walk within the outside world together.  If it were not for this time each day that gains you in renewal we could not walk as witnesses for your body and soul and spirit must be filled.  I fill you that we may fill for I am the f

Child, come into this Tabernacle and keep holy this space.  In holiness we commune.  Here within the depths of the River of the I Am you are grown and expanded in the ways of Eternity. The waters of the River of the I Am are warmed by the gentleness and peace as promised by the Lamb.  When you walk with me you walk in the ways of the River of the I Am. Your dream gave you view of the ways of your witnessing.  The two young children (parts of you) witnessed to the evil in the world. You were shown how you are protected from the evil by a protective coating.  You watched from a safe place beyond the evil and yet you saw and tasted all of the evil. The three men who were within the evil to counter evil were the three of the Holy Trinity.   The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit were before you.  You knew them not as the Father, Son and Holy Spirit for they were of what you call ordinary men. Your gratitude and loving "Thank You for all you do." did not go unnoticed, my child. 

Child, you have been given the grace to enter this Tabernacle where we commune for we are mother and child within the depths of the River of the I Am. My dear child, come and begin this new day with me that you may be filled and renewed.  In renewal this new day shall see you peaceful and loving.  As you attend to your soul take note of the lesson of your night.  You were again taken into the void of your being where sleep did not come and yet the Holy Spirit gave you rest. You were shown the way to the void for by the breath the void opens to you.  Take note of the void that is within you as we commune. Your body breathes with no effort.  Your awareness is taken deep into the void where all is of the glory of God. The world cannot give you the peace that abides deep within you.  This peace is of the Holy spirit that has opened the path to God for you. This peace is for all, my child.  This peace flows forth from the void where you and the Holy Spirit combine to make your path clear an

Child, I am here. I hear you and know of your yes for I am you mother who knows you in all parts. I know your heart.  I know your love for me. I know you for we are mother and child  as designed by our Father and God, the I Am. Come and take in all that is here awaiting you.  Take in the beauty of what we have.  Take in the renewal that shall sustain you this day. Take in the peace that is of all within the River of the I Am. Do not take heed of the noise.  Do not take heed of those that will have you stray from this Tabernacle.  For those whom we are graced to witness to know that the Light shines through us and into the world that my children may come to know their mother. Janine, I love with a love the outside world alone cannot know.  The love of my heart that flows forth from the River is cast into the world.  But there are those too closed to taste this love.  We walk to open what is closed.  We walk to give love that love may grow.  We walk to carry the simplicity of God's l

Child, you are here with your yes to me and to this Tabernacle. You attend to your soul each day. You come to this holy place that you may be nurtured and filled. Grace is abundant within the River of the I Am. Grace fills you each day. The lesson for you and my children this new day is to remain true to your design. When you seek to be true to your design you remain opened and naked of heart where your soul resides. Your design rests in your seed for within your seed God abides.  Your design is to walk with me into the world to witness to those whom God places before us. You seek to be of the witness and to walk with me. Janine, there is no greater gift than to honor your design.   To honor your design is to gain the peace as promised by my Son for to be of your design is to commune with Him. The opened seed communes with the Holy Trinity within the River of the I Am.  Joy fills you.  Peace fills you.  We walk to give what you have received. 

Child, it is time.  Come and be filled that we may in turn walk into the world to fill. Come and taste the renewal that is yours.  Come and know the ways of my heart.  Come and know the great love of the Light of my womb.  Come and know your God who has given us the River of the I Am where we commune this day. Take in and know your are loved. The lesson for this day is to walk with me as we walk in love and only love to witness to my children.  Do not take lightly those whom we witness to for you may not know all those we witness to by name, but know this, what we witness to is written in the Book of Life. The walk we walk gains much within the River of the I Am. To witness to one of mine with no judgments is to love as my Son loves. To witness to one of mine without judgment is to witness before your God.  To witness as mother and child is to carry my heart into the world.  Do not take lightly our walk, Janine, for I walk into the world with you and through you. Do not take lightly th

Child, come and let go of all.  Let go with the breath that I may breathe with you and through all parts.  Come and taste my love that nurtures and renews. My dearest Janine, my love for you never ages.  My heart shall always hold and nurture you for I am your mother as destined by our Father, our Creator, the I Am. Within these depths love expands.  Within these depths love is tasted.  Within these depths our communion leaves no doubt of  Eternity. As we commune, take in the love of my Son, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I have taken you into these depths one layer at a time that you may grow and expand in the ways of the Kingdom.   Your yes gains you much in grace each new day. You come here to this Tabernacle each day with your yes where you gain the grace needed to renew you that we may walk into the world to witness to my children. My children need to awaken to my love and the love of my Son. My children need to awaken to the power of the River of the I Am that grows and gains p

Child, come and be known.  Come and take in my love. Come and witness to the entries into the Book of Life.  Come and when you are filled we shall walk into the world as witnesses to God's grace of life. Love is written into the Book of life for all shall be seen through the eyes of the love of our Father, our Creator, the I Am. The Book of life holds dear all of God's creatures for all hold love. Know that we walk to witness in love from the view that flows forth from the River of the I Am.  Love is simple for love holds no one in bondage.  Love holds no one in hate or rage or punishment.  Love speaks softly and with a gentleness that gathers others rather than pushes away.  Janine, the small child, above others responds to the gentleness of love.  The gentleness of love teaches gentleness.  Kindness and love grows the child for rather than abandonment and punishment love builds and keeps open the soul where abandonment and punishment close the heart and soul. No need to take

Child of mine, empty and slow all parts that you may be filled. Allow my heart to fill, nurture and attend to you for you are my child and I am your mother.  Come and hear me.  Come and take in all that is here for you within the River of the I Am. Rest and allow the River to take us on its path into the New Earth.  Allow yourself to be renewed. Let go and allow the River to gently take us, for in this inch and moment you taste the gentleness of my heart. Allow yourself to taste the sweetness of my nurture. Janine, you cannot measure the journey of tomorrow for today must be firstly lived that your tomorrow may be known and tasted.   Trust the voice that rises up from deep within you for it is the voice of the River of the I Am where the Holy Spirit speaks to you.  The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of my Son who speaks to you in the softness and gentleness that flows through you.  Your seed and the Holy Spirit combine to speak to you in the ways of the walk of my Son. Janine, take note tha

Child, come to me at this Tabernacle for we commune in this holy place.  Come and allow me to fill you in all parts that you may be freed from the bindings and boundaries of the outside world. Here in this holy place within the depths of the River of the I Am we flow together as one.  Place yourself within my arms that we may be mother and child before the throne of God. When you come to me and attend to your soul the little one called Faith is free to take in the nurture that awaits her.  She is free to dance with her mother.  She is free to just be with no bindings placed upon her by the outside world. Janine, Faith is the closest to God for she is the part that holds His seed.  She was birthed into life with no bindings placed upon her. She was forced into hiding as such a small child. By this hiding, God was with her that no man or force could destroy her.  Her hiding placed her in a place of waiting.  She waited upon you, the adult, to open her that you may be joined into the whol

Child, come and attend to your soul at this Tabernacle that is of the grace of our Father and Creator, the I Am. Come and be filled that you may know how much you are loved. Come and commune with me in the ways of this holy and gentle place that fills and builds rather than destroys. Janine, my child, love is the destroyer of all evil.  Love can do what no other force within the outside world can do.  Love is mightier than any sword for love is the most powerful antidote to evil. Evil cannot stand on its own for it needs hate to drive its forces.  Evil needs my children to eat from its fruits of hate, self righteousness and the need to be above God. Love calms the heart and soul that the soul may open to its God.  Love counters all evil for love opens the heart where God's power abides.  The fruits of love are humbleness, kindness, peacefulness of heart, joy and love of all children.   Evil shall one day fall to the power of the River of the I Am.  Stay awake this day, my child, an

Child, come and taste what awaits you here at this Tabernacle. Come and let go for to let go is to empty that the River of the I Am may fill. Come and know that to be mine you must empty all for my heart fills all corners of your being.  Your yesterday prepared you for your today.  The days build upon themselves for good or evil.  As you attend to your soul it expands in the ways of love and only love. As we witness to all that is placed before you, love grows for I witness with you and through you that my children may come to know me and My Son, the Christ. Write my words, my child, with no matter the noise, for the noise asks you to mistrust love and only love.  The noise asks you to mistrust what we have.   Janine, my child, to witness is to make no judgments.  You have seen and tasted the painful truth of what evil is capable of.  There are souls taken over and covered over by evil. Evil builds upon itself as does love. There are those we bear witness to who shed the noise of evil

Child, trust is built when you come to me each day and you are greeted by my love and attention.  Trust builds upon your yes each day.  Come and be filled and know this Tabernacle is here for you forever. Love has no boundaries but it has great depth for each day you move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where your ability to love expands.  How great is our Father, the I Am, who grows you in each new day.  Little matter is given to the boundaries of the outside world when you flow within these depths for within these depths is the love that expands forever.  How could you know of these depths before you arrived here? How could you know of the intimacy of God before you arrived here?  Janine, you needed to pass through the depth of evil to truly know the love of God for even in the Kingdom choice is always the gift of love. God so loves that He opens all choices to each that each may truly give the yes to God.  Love at this depth cannot be understood on the surface for th

Child, come and be nurtured.  Come and be awakened this new day to the love of this Tabernacle. Come and let go that I may show you the movement of your dream for your dream has left you in fear of violence. Janine, your dream was one of love and one of the need to close yourself off from those of evil. The man who brought you into the enclosed station was my Son who made the enclosed station safe for you. The outside world of evil was attempting to steal you way from the truth and destroy you.  Janine, my child, your dream showed you the naked truth of evil. Evil casts itself into the outside world for it cannot enter your inner world where the Light of my Son shines.  Do not fret the dream for it came to show you the ways of evil within the outside world. My Son loves you and shall keep you safe. Your struggle to deny evil can be no more. Yes, Janine,  all have God's seed deep within but there shall be those who choose evil no matter. Your dream showed you the war that rages in t

Child, let go and breathe in the love of my heart as I take you into the River of the I Am where we commune. Janine, I call to you by name for you are my child in whom I love beyond measure. This Tabernacle is of the grace of our Father, the I Am. This day is anew with great possibilities for we walk in the knowing that our Father graces us as mother and child and as such we walk within the view of the River of the I Am where God's miracles flow forth from. Janine what we cannot do alone we do together for you are my voice within the wilderness.  You write my words and you become my voice when you let go of yours.  In the quietness of this moment you hear me. In the quietness of this moment you taste me for in this silence you hear and write my words.  The world cannot know the silence of this moment for it is of you and me within the River where words are tasted that they may be heard. The body hears what the mind cannot. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

Child, come and be taken into my heart where I lift you that you may enter my heart that flows within the River of the I Am.  Come and rest.  Come and be of peace.  Come and be nurtured and renewed this new day. The lesson this new day is that of the scriptures that speak of the hypocrite.  The hypocrite boasts and places himself above all  others.  The hypocrite calls out another's sins while denying his own. The hypocrite sees not others as equal, but rather, places himself above others. The hypocrite is chained to his misguidedness for he cannot rise above the noise that calls out to him to aim to be above God. The hypocrite's world is small and his choices are narrow in view like the small child who cannot see above himself.  The hypocrite is of the misguidedness of the Adam and Eve mind that works to be above God rather than the humble love of God.  The hypocrite of the Gospels cannot open his heart for his heart is too filled with himself. Let us walk in the knowing that

 Child, come and awaken to the love of the River of the I Am where we commune.  Come and know the depths of the River where each new depth gains you in the ways of our Father and Creator, the I Am. Janine, there will always be those who see themselves above God.  They boast of great intelligence over God and a deep no to "bowing before anyone."  Yet these same children of God bow to greed and vice.   There are those who will deny their God even into Eternity when all shaping and learning is crushed leaving only the truth of God's love before them. We walk to witness to each story before us for in recounting one's story before the witness who judges not the heart may open.  When the heart is opened the shaping is unmasked leaving the true yes to God.   But I say this to you, my child, those of the no seek no witness nor seek the truths of God for they believe they are above God.  They deny their God for worldly fame and fortune and in so doing chain themselves to the f

Child, come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we shall commune for I am your mother and you are my child.  Within these depths the peace as promised by my Son abides.  I fill you with my nurture and as we flow within these depths you are renewed in the ways of the promises of my Son, our Father and the Holy Spirit. The lesson for this day is to take in all that is within and without you within each inch and moment that you may know the love that flows forth from the River.  The River flows within you and around you that you may be of God's will within each inch and moment. Janine, I am with you and shall remind you of the need to live in each inch and moment.  Do not miss any opportunity to see God in each inch and moment. Do not miss your God who gives Himself to you in each inch and moment.  To stay in this moment is to wait upon the miracles before you.  To seek the next moment before this one is finished is to be blind to the possibilities

Child, Come.  Come and let us commune.  Come and let us be mother and child as destined by our Father, the I Am. Let yourself go into my arms that you may be nurtured and attended to. Let go and pray with me for when you are emptied you are filled with the prayers of my heart.  Taste my prayers that flow forth from my heart. Janine, when you are taking in my heart you take in my love and prayers for we become one within the gentle waters of the River of the I Am. Don't be afraid of the noise that works to confuse you.   Do not fear for my heart is filled with prayer for you and all of my children. I intercede that all may come to know the love of our Father, the I Am.   Within this mystical body of the River of the I Am my prayers are combined with yours and all of the yes. What you feel is the movement of the River of the I Am as we go deeper and deeper.  What you taste is of the prayers of  my heart that free you from fear and doubt.  What you taste is the freedom to let go that

Child, open yourself as you attend to your soul within this  Tabernacle.  Come and make yourself naked in all parts that I may fill you in each and every corner of your being. Allow the warm and gentle Waters of the River of the I Am to flow with us and through us as we commune in the ways of our Father, the I Am. We are of our Father and He has sent us into the world as mother and child to witness to the pain and suffering of my children.  My Son gave Himself up that all may know of God's love and wisdom for without the blood of the lamb we would not be. My Son was witness to the ways of your nature for He witnessed to the misguidedness of all.  Those who pronounced themselves with a purity held evil within and those who pronounced war spread evil without. Those of the true God have learned to walk in humbleness and without judgment.  You have been graced with the name of witness and elder.  Do not take lightly our walk for those hearts we touch shall touch others and then those w

Janine, come and taste the love that awaits you this new day.  Your yesterday has been written and your today is to be written. Come and rest with me and be filled that you may be renewed in the ways of my heart. I am your mother and you are my child in the flow of the River of the I Am.  Come and let go that you may flow with me in the peace and effortlessness of the River.  The River is of gentleness, peace and nonjudgment. Your eyes see love for you now see with the eyes of my heart.  You hear me for your ears are opened.  You taste me with the all of you for all parts are opened.  Your yes over these years has opened you to see, taste, hear and sense me with the senses of the physical and mystical. Child, our Father, the Creator, the I Am, has placed Himself within you that you may know Him within the body and the spirit of the mystical. To know me is to know Him for I am mother to God.  Come and be of the physical and the mystical. Come and listen with the senses of both for to be

Child, raise your hands and come to me within this Tabernacle for I come to you with the call of your heart.  Come and know my nurture and taste my love for you.  Allow yourself to take in all that is before you for I carry you into the depths of the River of the I Am where beauty and bounty and peace abide. Your dream found you in tears as you needed to weep in hiddenness for those who no longer live.  You wept for those who fail to walk into the nothingness to find their God.  You wept for yourself for you needed to die to the noise that asks you to continue to take in that you are alone.  The journey of your yesterday gave witness to the dying of the false gods of the noise.  Your yesterday opened you to the view of the fear of isolation that the noise creates to cause you and my children to fret and worry. We walk that my children may know my constant love and attention that destroys the fear of isolation.  Janine, the noise knows your weakest places.  The noise can hold you no lon

Child, breathe and enter this Tabernacle with nothing that I may fill you with all.  Come to this Tabernacle and allow me to take you into my arms and nurture you with the ways of my heart. Your dream showed you nothingness that you may come to me in the nothingness of the yes that reaches out and gives all to God that God may show you how much you are loved. Nothingness is a state where you expect or desire nothing other than the will of God for you. Nothingness can be tasted within all things.  I have taught you of nothingness within this Tabernacle that you may taste nothingness within the outside world as well. To walk in nothingness is to give up any an all expectations and await the choices before you in this inch and moment. In Nothingness you taste this inch and moment with no expectations of the next. All anxiety, fear, fret and worry come from expectations that are beyond this inch and moment. You cannot control any inch or moment but you can take your God with you in every i

Child, peace is within you. Peace flows within the River of the I Am that all may know peace.  As you breathe take in all that surrounds you for the River flows within and without that all your senses may take in your God. As we commune take in my nurture and attention. As the sun rises take in the beauty and love that is of you and me for the I Am graces us with this Tabernacle. Your gratitude and joy for what we have is known. You must leave all behind to be mine at this depth that you may gain all that is of the love and power of the River.  You cannot go back to what was. You cannot walk the old path. You must raise your hands and reach out to others for you have become whole. In wholeness your soul is so filled with God that you walk to give others what you have received.  You now walk with me with the wisdom of the River of the I Am. You are now given the name of elder. This is God's will for you for you have journeyed into the depths where elders abide.