Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my dearest child, you are in need of my soulful nurturing for I feed your heart and soul from my soul that holds you in a love that is beyond human understanding. I nurture you with the ways of my heart and soul that you may walk with me into the world filled. When you are filled your design seeks to nurture others. Today, Janine, let us begin by taking in the beauty of what we have. I take you into the depths of your very soul where we commune with Jesus. Today holds the beauty of your awakening. You are communing with Jesus in the peace of His heart as you awaken to this Tabernacle. You ask Jesus to help you understand the ways of your body and to take in the truth of what is good and not good for your body.  To take in the food of the Earth is to take in God's love for you and your body. To take in the food of the River of the I Am is to take in the food of Jesus where Jesus carries you. To be awakened to both the physical and mystical is to become whole where your body

 Janine, my child, come and slow all down. Come and let me take you into the calming waters of the River of the I Am where the peace of Jesus abides. Come and take in my heart that teaches, holds and nurtures for my heart holds the mothering of God, our Father. Today, the sun rises and warms the Earth. Today the sun rises and warms your heart for God has given us the sun that we may have life. The Son of God shines upon us that we may have life everlasting. Excitement is within your heart for the day offers grace and joy and peace. You have made matter of what we have. You have made matter of giving and receiving love. You have made matter that you allow yourself to just be and let the inch and moment make itself known. You make great matter to be with me and Jesus that your soul may be fed and nurtured. Your heart and soul expand with each new day. As you take in each inch and moment, you learn more about your own body and soul.  Ponder what we have in this inch and moment and how it

 Janine, my child, I am here and as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, know that by your yes, we have what we have. I am your mother and I am pleased that you come to attend to what we have. To open this Tabernacle with your attendance is to come to know my heart and my love for you and all of my children. We walk into the world to invite my children, one at a time, to come to know me through you. Each child we mother together comes to see love and only love with no judgment or boundaries to bind. To lay down your boundaries is to take in the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am where nakedness and openness of soul abide and where my children may open to their own heart and soul. Today arises with much grace for this is the way of our God and Father. Today is of much grace for those who seek to know what is beyond them rather than to stay blind to God's graces. There are many places of war, my child. Let us pray that God's graces shower my children who are bo

 Janine my child, I am pleased to take you deep into the River of the I Am on this new day of our Lord and God. We are given the grace to commune once again before Jesus who communes with us for this is of our design. All we do we do with Jesus who shines the Light on our path.  Today, my child, I walk with you in all things. Take in what we have as it shall fill you with nurture and the ways of my heart. Take in the beauty that shines through Jesus and into us for all we do is with the Light of Jesus.  I love you with my motherly heart and soul. I show you how to mother others with no boundaries or judgments. The noise wishes you to see love as having closed boundaries, but I say to you that closed boundaries only keep others away. To have no boundaries is to allow souls to speak to each other without words for it is by your countenance and love with no judgments that shows another what true loves is. Boundaries do not open souls for boundaries wall off the parts that must be tasted r

 Janine, you make the sign of the Cross to denote that you are entering this Tabernacle where you become still of heart and soul and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. I speak to your heart and soul. As we move into the depths of the River of the I Am, take note of the way your breath slows and your heartbeat slows that you may take in the beauty before us.  Today, Janine, is another day to love and be loved. Today is another day to be of the joy that comes from having your soul opened that it may expand with the wonders of our Father and God. Your dream frightened you for the man and woman entered your home uninvited and even though they appeared calm and friendly, they were uninvited and refused to leave. You saw that the man was not of the human, but rather a man of fake and not real. The dream showed you that what is uninvited is not real even though it frighteners you. The lesson of this dream is that you often have uninvited forces (noise) that do not

 Janine, my child, I am here and I take you into my heart. Let us flow deep into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus and all of the yes. Your ancestors of the yes are here and are with us as we pray with Jesus for Jesus gathers all to Him. Jesus is the One who shows us the way. Jesus is the One who has saved us from ourselves for it is He who became the Lamb for us. Distractions are a part of the life you lead on the earth. Distractions come in many ways and at times that leads you to stray from here. But know this, Janine, I am with you in all things. You are as the little child within you at times where you stray to play and to change directions. Do not take matter for the child plays with us. Jesus plays with us for this is the beautiful way of the child within you. Jesus has shown us that the child is important. The child enjoys coming to Jesus and to me to not only be held but to play. Make no harm to the child who plays. Make no harm to the child who w

 Janine, my child, come and be known here within this Tabernacle. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. We commune with Jesus who is our guide. It is by the Light of my womb that all is guaranteed by God's Covenant with mankind. Today rises and today shall gain you more of the Light that shines our way. To be naked of heart and soul is to know that Jesus, by any name given to each soul, is the Light that gains you the peace and awareness of your design.  Jesus died for all with all languages and all beliefs. Misguidedness is not the property of any one nation, but with all nations. Jesus died for all with no matter the degree of sin or evil. These words are taken in as only words until the soul is reunited with its Creator. To come to know your own soul is to come to know how much you are loved. Jesus is just a word until you know Him in the intimacy of relationship. My children would do well to beco

 Janine, my child, take note of our garden for we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the garden grows and comes to life. What may appear of no life on Earth has life in the Kingdom for it is alive within you as you take in the taste of its beauty. The garden before us is but a small mirror of the Garden in the Kingdom. Let those who make small make small for theirs is a view from the outside of the narrow road which is hidden to them. The narrow road, when entered, becomes expanded with the Light that shines the way. I say to you, Janine, on this new day, you shall see the expansion that opens when you walk with Jesus and me within the outside world. The narrow road is not seen by the many for theirs is the misguidedness that seeks the road within the noise. The noise must be tempered by looking within where Jesus shows you how to be still and see and taste the narrow road that, when walked through, opens the expansion of heart and soul where all is seen through the ey

 My dear child, let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of the River of the I Am and where Jesus is with us for all we do is with Jesus who shows us the way. All is given to Jesus that we may be carried by His love and only love. Your dream showed you the futility of the noise that often acts as a superior. You were shown the futility of what is called an expert that had no basis in the truth. The dangers of such things were shown to you for as you took in their words they gave you false information. Today, I tell you that even though they appeared as experts, they gave you information based upon their  misguided truth. You shall be shown the truth today as we walk into the world. As we walk into the world, stay awake to the truths of your own body and soul and not those of others. The ultimate choice of your body and soul is yours. You ask, "How is it then that there are those who speak to me of my body and soul in a way that may be the t

 Janine, my child, come and hear the soft voice of Jesus as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us commune in the ways of mother and child in the presence of Jesus. You have heard of the ways of truth for Jesus has spoken to you. You cannot ever find the truth through the voice of man for man carries the misguidedness of the generations.  As you awakened this morning Jesus spoke to you of the road to the truth that is narrow. The narrow road is within and not without.  The truth of what another man or woman calls truth cannot be separated from his or her misguidedness. Therefore, each child must seek the truth from Jesus who shows you how to separate yourself from the misguidedness. The road to the Kingdom of Eternity is narrow for it must be found within your depths and not the paths or voicings of others. Learning to listen to that which is deep within your soul is the narrow road to the Kingdom for when you become still and listen you hear the invitatio

 Janine, my child, let us begin this new day with the love and commitment of our hearts to be of God's design where we are graced to be mother and child forever. Such are the ways of God for to be naked of our design is to know our soul that knows its God. My dear Janine, I call you by name that you may know how much you are known and loved. I call you by name with the love of my heart for it shows you that your given name has no more sins attached to you by those responsible for you as a child. Those who may attach the words of sins to another only shine the light of hypocrisy upon themselves. In your yesterday your heart saw the hypocrisy that rose within you as you thought of another's sins. In that instant you saw the hypocrisy come back to you. This gift was of Jesus. You heard His soft voice show you that hypocrisy is attached to judgments upon others. Because of your heritage since Adam and Eve, hypocrisy and jealousy and judgments shall rise up without a warning. You ca

 Janine, my child, I hear your prayers and I hear them within your heart that loves self and others. You love to the extent you can love yourself and others. Love is within my heart and I fill you with the love that has no boundaries of judgments. Come and be with me and with Jesus in the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune and bask in the Light and gentleness of the River.  Jesus holds us within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Today, as we bask in the anew, know that all of the old is written and the new is here. The day is here and Jesus shows us the way within this inch and moment. Take in the joy and peace of what we have. Take in the anew for it shall make your day light and gentle. Love yourself as Jesus loves you where gentleness and peace reign deep within with no matter the noise in the outside world. The sun has not yet risen but you know it shall. The new day is here and has risen for us. To be within this soft and gentle flow with no bounda

 Janine, my child, you come to me to attend to your heart and soul and I am pleased that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune. I am your mother who awaits you here at this Tabernacle that we may have what we have. Jesus awaits you here where we become three for we gather in His name. Your dream showed you the ways of your childhood where your apologies and begging to be forgiven were not accepted. You yearned to be heard and to be forgiven for the mistakes of a child. Your dream showed you the pain of not being forgiven and the adult in your dream showed you the mistakes were that of a child. The face of the man with no ability to forgive was the combined face of those responsible for your care. You saw the pain of a child who ran away deep inside herself and searched for many years to find someone to understand and forgive. Today, Janine, you see more clearly that which a child had to bury to survive from such indignities.  The sins were not yours Janine. R

 Janine, my child, you are mine and I walk with you in all things. I walk with you and show you the way to trust and having faith in Jesus who is our Salvation and our Lifeblood for we are of God.  Come, on this new day, and allow yourself to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Feel the Living Waters of the River that flow with us and through us. Taste the Living Waters that nurture you and prepare you for the day.  Today is anew with the gentleness and love of Jesus who shows us the way. We walk into the world to attest to Jesus. You attest to being in relationship with Jesus. As you hear His soft voice, you shall know Him in ways that are not of the teaching of the world for Jesus is within each soul where no man enters. Jesus is deep within where relationship is intimate and personal and deep. It is deep because you attend to your soul each day. To attend to your soul is to listen and hear Jesus where Jesus hears and listens to you. The Kin

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and I shall shower you with my love and the ways of my heart that loves with no boundaries or judgments. Jesus is here with us for we gather in his name. Your dream showed you the dangers of following others in blindness for others have judgments and misguidedness from the generations. Man has been misguided from the time of Adam and Eve. To follow another in blindness or allow another to ask you to follow is of folly for another cannot open your soul  without the aid of Jesus. To follow another in a blindness that thinks another knows what is best for you is folly. You must come to see that even Jesus does not ask you to follow in blindness.  To open your soul is to open to Jesus. To follow another in blindness is of danger. To open and become still is to know Jesus who asks not to follow, but rather, be in relationship where Jesus walks with you in a

 Janine, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. Let us take this moment to take in the preciousness of what we have. You can come to me at any time and be with me. This Tabernacle awaits you always for it is always open to our love for each other. Do not make matter of the word need for you need never come from a place of "must"  that you may fulfill a law made by you or any man. Rather, come out of love and the want to be with me. Man makes such rules as "must do or must be" to make rigid what God intends to be anything but rigid. When you come to a place of any "must" know that it is not of my heart nor the heart of Jesus nor a rule of God. God wants not slaves. God does not want you or others to feel you must  follow rigid rules to earn a place in Heaven. Heaven is the kingdom within and it is a place of choice and not laws that must be followed. God wishes you to be free to choose. God wishes you to come to Him to be loved and not controlled with  &quo