Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, you make the sign of the Cross as you enter this Tabernacle. It is a sign of my Son and holds His love for you and all man. Do not doubt what we have and the love of Jesus our Savior. To aim to love as Jesus loves is to come to know Him personally for His love permeates through all who aim to love as He does. You cannot say you love as Jesus loves without knowing Him. To boast of loving Him without knowing Him is not love, it is the self righteous ego. Love holds dear to the heart all that is of Jesus even when you know not His name. Each day we commune with the Light, Jesus. Each day you attend to your soul. Each day the Holy Spirit moves us for we give to God our walk and witnessing. Each day we love for we walk with Jesus. Each day you move closer to Jesus for you allow Him to enter and hold you.  It is never about earning or being perfect. It is about letting go of the want to control and giving to God your intent to be His emissary within the outside world of the noise. Co

  Janine, my child, I am here and I give you my heart that holds the love of motherhood. I come to be with you and move us deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where you must let go all the more and more to be all the more and more of the River of the I Am.  Let go of ownership.  God’s will be done, not ours. God’s power must reign, not yours. God shall give you His power and ownership, not yours. Allow Him to use you as His human intercession. Be brave for it takes great bravery to speak my words to those who are in danger. It is now within your depths to know that those in danger carry much hate for me and for God. But I ask you to be brave and speak my words with no matter the hate that confronts us. Remember you are not alone in this walk. Carry your heart and soul held high for we are of God. Man may condemn but man cannot take away what we have. Love has great power. As we walk today take note of the air of love that powers us. We carry God's power into the Wor

 Child, I am with you and I hold you in my arms and heart. Love between us shall never die for I am your mother as designed by God. To be of your design is to become naked and opened as you were at birth. To be of your design is to place your trust in God who is the designer and Creator. You carry God's seed that knows God in intimacy. Deep within the depths of each child is this knowing.  When your seed exploded open you saw the truth of your relationship with God. You are not alone. You have never been alone. When your seed was hidden you knew not the truth for you were on the surface level in a blindness.  Today, you see more clearly and with each day we move deeper into your own depths where you see all the more clearly. Your hidden parts are opened and you are walking in the ways of your design.   As we witness to others God works through us to open them to their design. In your yesterday we witnessed to those who grew more in the ways of their design. What we have we offer to

 Child, I await you here at this Tabernacle. I welcome you here. We commune here for I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. As your hands are placed on this Tabernacle we are one within the River of the I Am. Here there is no noise for your hands belong to me. I love you with a love that is beyond the noise and is beyond human understanding alone. For these years that we commune each day you have come deeper into my heart and the heart of the Light of my womb. Janine, my child, you have grown in the ways of my heart. You cannot be at this depth without the days that have preceded it for each day grows you a bit more. Today, my child, let us celebrate that which has grown you for you are grown by the Light that surrounds us, is within us and is through us. Today may seem like another day to others. But for you and me it is a day of rejoicing for what was so small and unknown is now grown with love and is known.  Had your yes not been made you would still be small. The yes

 Child, it is morning and as the sun rises, so too we rise within this Tabernacle. I take you into the depths of the River of the I  Am where we commune and make holy this time and space. Come and know the peace as promised by my Son. Come and know the promises of the Covenant with God. You are of great measure for you are of God and carry His seed. All are of great measure for all are of the same cloth. You cannot judge another for we walk as our God who judges not. To love as God loves is to see beyond the noise and see the soul and design of another. We walk into the world to see as God sees and that is to see beyond the noise and see the soul of another rather than focus on the ego mind of the noise. To witness as we do is to seek to speak to the heart and soul and not the ego mind that makes much noise. The ego mind seeks to avoid the opening of the heart and soul for it sees its reason to be as a protector of the wounds. It sees wounds as a weakness in need of protection by whate

 Janine, my child, rest in me. Take in my nurture. Take in my holding. Take in the beauty of what we have. Take in those of the River of the I Am who flow with us within the River of the I Am. The River of the I Am flows into Eternity.  Come and take in your ancestors who flow with us. Nothing is lost, my child. All is gained. Fret cannot live here for the truth of Eternity is known and tasted. Each day there are the miracles that show you that I am here. Each day there are miracles that are beyond what you call coincidence. Each day there are those placed before us that show you how God's graces work. To witness another's story open the wounds that have bound them is to witness to a freedom that was not there before. The wounds that bind must be released that the heart may be freed from its boundaries made by the wounds. Stay awake and you shall see all the more and more miracles for as you let go of the noise that asks you to remain in the noise rather than the mystical you s

 Child, I am here. I hold you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Hold me with your heart and soul where we commune. I give you the all of me for I am your mother who feeds you with the Light of my womb. God has granted us this time and space for this Tabernacle is of you and me. God has graced us with the mystical flow of the River of the I Am where we walk in both the mystical and physical worlds as one. To be one in the ways of the River of the I Am is to be whole for the one is beautifully the two where each is whole but walk as one with the Holy Spirit of Jesus. Jesus walks with us as one and yet each is whole in its own way. The One, Jesus, has made us whole.  Let us walk today within the mystical and physical as one. All of the River of the I Am walk with us as one. Let those with ears to hear.

Janine, slow yourself down now. It is time to enter this Tabernacle. Hear me and taste me. Breathe and let your tummy feel the joy that is here for us. I am here. Allow your tummy to know me and to taste the peace of my nurture. Allow yourself to feel the fullness that requires no human food. You need my food to make you feel full and refreshed and renewed. When I fill you the food of the earth takes its place within the all of you and the addiction to eat when you are full shall end. There is never enough food of the earth that can fill what I and the Holy Spirit of Jesus fill. I am with you in all things. I nurture you in the ways of the peace of my Son for we commune with Jesus. I do not treat you like any other child for I know you and each inch of you. I know what has caused you to eat with addiction for you run from yourself with food. Take in what we have and let us bless this time and bless your tummy that knows when it is full.  Let us walk in the knowing that the food of

 Child, let go of yourself and place yourself before me that I may give you my heart that longs to be your mother in the ways of the River of the I Am. Come and love as I love. Come and absorb all that is here for you. Come and know Jesus who loves beyond measure. Today is the day of God's treasure for it is a Sabbath. It is a day for you and I to reflect and be with God's promises. God has given us the Sabbaths to remind us of His promises. Come and know that the Sabbath is more than one day a week. It is the promises of God to His people.  Today, my child, rest in me for I take you into the depths of the mystical body of Jesus and God, our Father. This mystical way of the Sabbath is called up within you when we make this time and space Holy. Janine, my child, I make you part of the Sabbath here within the River for there are no boundaries or ways to bind. We make holy the Sabbath each day we commune within this Holy Space. Take in the promises of God as you let go of the nois

 Child, come and put aside all that you may enter this Tabernacle free from any wants, desires and expectations. Come and let go that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. Come and know how much you are loved. Jesus has given up all that we may have what we have. The Covenant between God and man is by the grace of God who has cemented what we have. Eternity is ours, my child, because of the Light of my womb. How graced are we that we shall have forever. The many of my children know not of the grace of Eternity for they may hear but not taste. To hear is one thing but to taste is to come to know that Jesus is real as is Eternity. The opened soul tastes God and opens to a personal relationship with Him. To deny the soul that is deep within is to "miss the mark",  There can be no faith in God's promises until the heart and soul are exposed to the air of the truth. Taste cannot be understood through the mind. It must be experienced. In the

 Child, I know you for I am your mother who holds you and comunes with you at this Tabernacle that flows within the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am where my motherly love flows forth from. The River flows with all of the yes. The River flows towards the New Earth. The River of the I Am flows with the great love of the Holy Spirit of my Son who has gained us all Eternity. The River flows with many depths where the soul has "many rooms" to be in Eternity. God's house is within the River of the I Am for God's will is established here. God's Kingdom has "many rooms" where each soul moves through to gain the awareness and insights into the truths of the Kingdom. When you attend to your soul within the outside world you begin the journey into the depths of the River of the I Am.  There are those who walk in the way of the hypocrite and boast of knowing God when they are only concerned with the ways of the outside world . There are tho

 Child, it is by the rights of God placed on us that we are mother and child. By God's grace we have the River of the I Am. By God's grace we have this Tabernacle that you may bear witness to me and to the River of the I Am. Come and be graced with my heart that is of the Light of my womb. The many anger at God for His not "ending war and hate". My child, it is man that may end war and hate for it is man that wars and hates. God has given man the right to choose.  It is not for man to judge God's love. It is for man to turn to God in prayer for His will to be done on Earth and it is in Heaven. His will is for love to overtake war and hate. God so loves that He has given man the  choice to choose war or love and peace.  It is for you and me to walk into the world of the noise where anger and hate abide and to love all. Your choices have gained you peace and not war. We walk to give others what we have.  When the world makes choices of love and not war the New Earth

  Child of mine, come and allow all parts to open to me that I may take you and carry you into the River of the I  Am where I fill you with the all of me. Take note of your hands that hear me and know me for they call you to me. Take note of the way we commune on this new day of our lord and Creator. How great is our God for he has given us life and Eternity through His Son, my Son, Jesus. Today is another day for us within the mystical. Today is another day for us to walk into the outside world to gather those placed before us. Today is another day to love in the ways of my motherly heart. Miracles shall happen today within the ordinary. Stay awake to the ordinary for each inch and moment of the ordinary become extraordinary when you remain awake to God's graces.  When the rose blooms within the sand it is extraordinary. When the child who cannot speak, speaks it is extraordinary. When you were a child you were closed of heart for it was too frightening to be opened. And then one

 Child, how is it that you are here and come to this Tabernacle?  You come to me  that you may be of my heart and my words. It is by the grace of God and the Light of my womb that we have what we have. Come and let us commune on this new day. The lesson for today is to lean on me and my Son, our Savior. To lean on me is to trust me. To lean on me is to let go of yourself. To lean on me is to give your yes to the River of the I Am. Come and lean on me for I am your mother who loves you with a love that takes care of you and shows you the ways of motherly love and fortitude.  To lean on me is to say to me that you are weary of the noise and you are prepared to turn it over to me. To lean on me is to say you cannot walk alone in the outside world. To lean on me is to know that I carry the love of God into the world through you,  What you cannot do alone God does for you. By God's grace we walk into the world to teach others of love and only love. Do not tread the path alone, but rathe

 Child of mine, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle that we may commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and be held. Come and let go of all that we may be as one here within the River of the I Am. I am with you in all things. I await your turning to me that you may hear me, taste me and keep opened your soul. Today is a new day of God's love within you and without you. Yes, man makes choices that declare war upon us and the world but that does not end God's love within the world.  All are given choices. Some choices are not based in awareness and therefore are acted out in accordance to learning and shaping. Some are acted out in accordance to the feedings of anger and hate. When you feed anger and hate, anger and hate are the fruits that may be passed onto another who grows in anger and hate as well. You must be careful to not feed anger and hate to others for it may raise their anger and hate. We walk to end the feeding of anger and hate.  When one of mine shows you a

 Child,, you are of a loving and warm heart. Let go and let me take away the noise that asks you to believe you are of the earth only. The noise tells you there is no God. Come and be renewed in the ways of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. To let go of the noise is to see more clearly for the noise is of the old that batters you and I and the River of the I Am are of the new. I do not walk alone, Janine. I walk with you and within you. When you make a choice I go with you. I shall never take away your choice for this is of God's design.  This Tabernacle takes away the noise and fills you that you may leave here with the knowing that all choices are yours.  The noise works to counter these choices through fear.  To choose knowing the choices are completely yours sans the noise is freedom. To choose in the olds ways carries the noise for you were taught that to be loved you must give way to other's choices.  You choose each day to come to me. You come to me knowing tha

 Child, it is a new day and as you place yourself before me within this Tabernacle, know you are on holy ground. Your sleep has gained you physical rest and I give you the mystical rest and nurture that you may face the day in the wholeness of physical and mystical. I taste your love and gratitude as you taste my love and gratitude to be your mother and mother to all. As you love yours I love mine. There is nothing a mature mother would not do to nurture her child.  There are those, however, that cannot love completely as mother for there are wounds that bind them to their childhood and deny them maturity.  When a mother cannot mother it is because of deep wounds that close the ability to mother. When a mother cannot mother the child also is not mothered in the ways of love and only love for a child needs a mother to be giving without matter to her own needs. To be of the adult, mother must be healthy and whole to mother a child into health and wholeness. Adults who are still in the wo

 Child, I have loved you always. Come and taste my love and nurture. Take note of this special time and place for we commune when you attend to this Tabernacle.  When you arrive here you are able to hear me for your hands are graced with my words and heart. The noise may clang around us but cannot enter this holy place. Janine, it is time. You are being taken into my heart within a depth that has no noise despite the noise around you. When you allow your hands to be my hands you hear me with no matter the distractions or noise. You are coming to hear me in the many more inches and moments for you are becoming all the more aware of your hands that are graced with my heart. Yes, Janine, it is nothing new. But, my child, it is  new for you are being stamped with my heart through your hands at a much deeper level.  I ask you to come to this Tabernacle at the end of each day so that you may write my words for just you. At the end of each day we shall commune in prayer through your hands. I

 Child, do not doubt me for I am here in every inch and moment with you. Stay strong in your fortitude and commitment to your heart and soul. All else is noise. Come and let me drown you in my love. I ask only that you trust in me. Trust is a choice for it must move beyond the noise. Trust is saying yes despite your human failings of fear and doubt.  You have been asked to trust much in these inches and moments. With each one I heard your heart say to me. "I choose to trust you in spite of my fear and doubt." Janine, my child. I know you better than you know yourself. I know your heart that longs to move beyond fear and doubt. In God's timing it shall be so, this I can promise you. Each time you choose me no matter the doubt you are growing in trust and fortitude for each time you see my commitment to you and yours. When you trust you allow me to intercede for you. When you trust with your yes no matter the fear you are graced. Your love for me is known.

 My child, you are here and as you attend to your soul here at this Tabernacle, enjoy my nurture and my love. Come and let go of all that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Commune with me in the ways of mother and child. As mother, I take nothing from you. I give you all the more and more of me that you may be filled with the love, patience and fortitude of the River of the I Am.  It is by Jesus that we have what we have for it is He who has cemented our Eternity. To walk with me is to walk as one with me and Jesus. You cannot take away mother even when there is much space between mother and child. You are sister to Jesus for I am mother to all. As brother and sister you walk as part of the design of God who has given us Jesus. You cannot separate God from Jesus for they were once one.  You cannot separate yourself from Jesus for you are of the same cloth.  I have fed  both of you within God's Plan.  My food for you is of the mystical body of God. We are all

   Child, it is a new day. It is a new day in the ways of the River of the I Am that flows unto the New Earth. Come and taste the joy and peace here within the River of the I Am. Come and be nurtured and filled with the ways of my heart and the ways of Jesus who began the River of the I Am by His death and resurrection. By your yes you have chosen Jesus. Your choice has been made without the bindings of the noise that seeks to hide your choices. There shall be those who join us in the yes. There will be those of the no. It is not ours to judge who shall say yes and who shall say no. It is of great importance that we walk to open the soul within each child before us for there within the opened soul true choice abides. Within the opened soul is the meeting with God. Those of the yes while in the body gain the view from the River of the I Am where the true choice abides. Those of the no while in the body have a closed soul and see not all the choices before them for the soul is closed

 Child, I am here and as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, take in the ways of your heart and hands as they are joining my heart and hands within this Tabernacle. Take in the love that flows into your heart and through all parts of you. As I fill you, take note of the letting go of the noise for I am your heavenly mother who takes you into the depths of the River of the I Am where noise cannot enter. Without the noise you hear me. Without the noise you write my words. Without the noise we commune as one within the River.  The noise of the outside world is the tempter. It attempts to promise you riches of the world and not of the Kingdom. The noise promises a love that only God can give you. The noise attempts to carry fear into you that you may fear even the small failings in life.  When all of these attempts fail, the tempter asks you to fear God for it tries to have you believe God will punish you.  The noise temps you especially when it knows you are mine and are of the Riv

 Child, come and release yourself to me that we may move into depths of the River of the I Am. I am your mother who holds you and nurtures you. Come and know the love and peace that flows forth from the River of the I Am where Jesus abides. Come and taste the freedom to just be sans the noise. This time is of you and me. This time is of God's design that you may be filled with His Holy Spirit. Janine, my child, you come to me each day and give me your yes. The yes opens the door to the mystical flow of the River of the I Am.   My children must come to know the One, the Savior of all of mankind.  The yes comes from the heart and soul where Jesus is allowed to enter. Jesus does not force Himself onto you. Rather, he invites you to open your heart and soul where He and the Holy Spirit of God abide. I take you into the world today that you may attest to the unburdening ways of God. To open yourself to something deeper within you is to open the yes and thus open the door to God and the

 Child, come. You are in need of your mother. I hold you and love you with no judgments. It is you who judges yourself as not worthy. By God's hand you are worthy of my love. By God's hand all are worthy.  Let go of the notion that you are not worthy of love.  What the noise tells you of not being worthy is a lie. You are worthy for you carry God's seed within you. Jesus came into the world to teach of love and not hate. He walked with man to teach that all are worthy of God's love.  War within and without shall one day give way into love where all are known to be as brother and sister. You are being faced with much noise and to that you must give it all to me and to Jesus. I intercede for all of my children along with Jesus for we are one in God's name. Let us walk and pray for all who have much noise and see not the ways of Jesus who is alive and with us in all we do. I am alive for I live within you as does Jesus.  I remind you that the Kingdom is within. The Kin

 Child, you come to me in this time and space to be with me and to learn from my heart. In the instant you come to this Tabernacle you gain my love with no matter the time or space.  This Tabernacle is always with you for when you place your hands on this Tabernacle you are opening the gate to my heart. This is your design. This is my design.  You have learned to trust me each new day in deeper and deeper ways. The River of the Ihe I Am flows with us and through us.  The River flows with a love that is of the mystical body of God. You say you need no more than what we have. You say you trust me for I am your heavenly mother who feeds you and nurtures you in the ways of my heart. No need to fret and worry. Janine, I make you aware of the ways of death.  Each day death gives birth to life. Each day you die to the day before for God takes your yesterday and uses it as fodder for your new day today. With your yes you grow each day in the ways of Eternity.  Just as you die to one day to gai

 Child, come and attend to your soul at this Tabernacle. Come and be of my heart that nurtures and speaks to you in the way of my mother's heart. I gave birth to our savior, Jesus. I love you with my motherly heart. Come and taste my love. Come and taste Jesus. Your yesterday saw you in the ways of the witness. Your dream showed you as witness in your yesterday.  You gave witness to the beauty of family joy and love for each was being heard and witnessed to. You began the journey to nurturing those within family. As you did so you witnessed to the one who wasn't family who stepped aside to pray before your altar.  The dream then took you to the witnessing of the childish ego mind in the body of an adult who seemed to choose war rather than be in the joy that was within the family.  Janine, the one who declares war within the family declares war without as well. Those within the family could not make sense of such war. You cannot make sense of the ego mind for it is senseless to

 Child, come and take in the living waters of the River of the I Am. Come and let go of yourself. Come and be freed from the noise. Come and be filled with the lifeblood of my heart that flows within this Tabernacle. Today is a new day of many inches and moments. You are here that you may be filled with my nurture and love and fortitude. You are being graced with my love and the love of all within the River of the I Am. You are precious as are all of my children. There are those times when you see not the preciousness of every child, my child. You are learning to love as I love but while in your human body, you still carry some of the old ways of seeing as did your ancestors. When you were given life you came from your ancestors who were misguided and passed this misguidedness down to you. This is the way of your humanism. God knows this. God also knows that you were given life that you may taste His love and all the good of your humanism. Today, Janine, you are awakened to the truth.

  Child, take in the breath of life that takes you to me. It is the breath of the mystical within the River of the I Am. Come and kow how much you are loved. The music you heard within your dream was that of the One who showed you the ways of love and only love. Even though it felt isolated it shows you the way of courage and fortitude. The woman (you) was hearing the music of her soul and heritage with awareness of the dangers within the outside world in doing so.   Your heart and soul hears and listens to the music that fills the soul and allows it to be heard with no matter the noise and dangers of judgment within the outside world. Your yesterday saw you playing the music of your soul. With no matter the noise you walked in the knowing that I and Jesus walk with you. Each note of the song exposed to you completes you. Each note was allowed to be heard even by those who judge you.  The song showed you the fortitude that is necessary for us to walk together. There shall be those that

   Child,  I am with you in all things for your yes to me allows me to. In your awareness I am. Be still of heart that I may take you into mine. It is daybreak and we are in communion for you come to me and place yourself before this Tabernacle.  Let us rest as one within the River of the I Am. You are being filled with my heart.  As I fill you, take in the love that fills you. Take in the Light of my womb.  Janine, my child,  I show you the ways of freedom for to truly choose God you must be freed from the noise of learning and shaping.  Your yes to me even as a child was made from your heart and soul. Your heart and soul were held in a place of safety until you could expose them. But, my child, know this. The little one called Faith remained close to God and patiently awaited her release from the deep hiddenness within you.  The yes to God takes many shapes. my child. My yes was made with the clarity of my whole being without any noise. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

 Child, come and be of my heart. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am for I am your mother and you are my child. Come and be nurtured. Come and know the beauty of the mystical here within the River of the IAm. Know that your sleep works to make you whole that all parts may be exposed within your dreams. To be lost as you were in your dream is a testament to the walk we walk. Your dream of finding your way home is coming home to me and to Jesus. Your dream showed you the way of the old where there were once dangerous holes and now the holes (parts) are being filled in so that you may feel safer and safer within your deepests parts. Do not make any more matter of your dream. Allow God to make clean all that was of your yesterday for when you sleep your dreams are of God without interference from the noise.  And now, my child, your dreams of last night are behind you. Your walk of today is before you. For now, allow yourself to be held and renewed in the ways of my heart. 

 Child, this day finds us here at this Tabernacle for God has designed it so. Today begins another day within your body. Today is a day to be of love and only love where we begin in the embrace of mother and child. I hold you and nurture you for I am your mother and you are my child. Let your being take in all that is here for you.   By your yes, I am granted the ability to hold you, feed you, fill you with my heart and take in your love for me. Bear witness to this beauty that gains you peace, nurture and a letting go of all wants, desires and expectations. In this inch and moment there is nothing to do but take in each other. As the stillness flows here, take note of how easily we flow and how peaceful is this time and space. We enter the void where Jesus abides. It is the space of complete emptiness where the only sound is love.  Take in the love of Jesus and the love of our communion with the One, the Savior and my Son. There are no need for words here for the void speaks without w