Your Design is of the Seed of God.

 Child, let go and come to me at this Tabernacle.  Breathe and watch as your spirit lets go of all that you may take in my love and the love of the River of the I Am.  Fret not the noise for I take you into the depths of the River where the noise cannot abide.

Your dream showed you the futility of attempting to be of what is not of your design for to make yourself into what you are not designed to be is of folly and futility.  

In your dream confusion was heavy upon you for you were being asked to do work in a place and space that is not of your design.  You begged the man to aid you in learning this work.  The older man seemed perplexed that you were asking the question.

Janine, my child, your dream showed the way of the futility and confusion of what you call putting the square into the round.  You were never meant to do the work of feeding others through the body as in your dream.  You have been designed to feed others through the heart and spirit and soul. 

Know this, my child, as disturbing as your dream was it gave you view of the futility of attempting to go in ways that are not of your design.  Let this dream serve as awareness that our walk is to open each child to the need to open to their special and unique design for to do so is to find joy and peace.  To be of your design is to know God for your design is of the seed of God.