The Fear of Not Having Enough

 Child, come.  Let us flow down into the depths of your own soul where the River of the I Am flows and where we commune in the ways of the River of the I Am.

Your dreams cause you more fret and I come to show you the way of those dreams.  Firstly, come and be renewed in the ways of the River for the dreams have shown you the ways of your worldly that are being cleansed within your dreams.

You must be cleansed of the fear of not having enough. You waited in the line with the many to be fed for there was a gathering of those who were celebrating life. What seemed joyful became very worrisome for the food was not being served and many were gathering to be in the place of the front. You gave up your place to search for your father who appeared lost to you.

It took you much worry and fret for you could not find him. When at last you found him, you decided to leave with him and find food away from the gathering for the gathering was not joyful when all were seeking to be first in the line.

Janine, my child, the meaning of the dream is that to seek to be in the front of the line in the ways of nurture does not find your heavenly Father.  Rather, to seek to be nurtured by your heavenly Father away from the gathering and the noise shall gain you the food of life rather than the angst of worry about the food of life. 

In your day of yesterday you sought to find Jesus.  To do so you must not seek to be in the front of the line, but rather, to be away from the noise that seeks to have you be in the front of the line. To find life you must leave the noise behind. You must die to the noise that asks you to seek only the food of the earth and rather seek the food of Heaven.