The Dying of the Old is Birthing New Energy

 Janine, my child, come and taste my love. Come, and as you let go of yourself, take in the love, joy, peace and beauty of this time and space. Feel the letting go of your body and the ways of the freeing in the letting go.

Take in the scent of this holy space. Take in the song that has gained you awareness of your own depths. Take in the awareness that Jesus speaks to you of the ways of letting go and allowing Him to carry you in all things. In your dreams you gave acceptance to the letting go and allowing what must happen, happen knowing that you shall be taken care of. 

In your dream you gave awareness to what must die within you and that is the awareness that the old is dying and you cannot go back to what was of the old. Your attempt to go back to the old could not be sustained for all parts of you learned to speak their truth. The energy of the old is decaying and dying and being replaced with the energy of newness. 

In the next dream you became aware and accepted that you were "losing your mind." Janine, my child, that is the ego mind that you are losing. You accepted and announced to all that you were losing your mind.  The ego mind has lost its place and has been replaced with relationship with Jesus who shows you the way.  Both dreams are showing you the letting go of the old and taking on the new of intimacy with Jesus where all is being made anew.