Do Not Become the Puppet of Another
Janine, my child, come and be known. Come and be filled. Come and allow all souls of the River of the I Am to flow with us in the magnitude of the power of the River of the I Am. The River flows and gains power with each yes to something bigger than one's self.
You cannot be what other people want you to be for theirs is of their want. When you chase the tail of another's want for you, you become a puppet and not your true self.
You can be what God wants you to be by being of your deepest and true self which contains the freedom to be you and not what others deem you should be. Freedom is always what God wishes for you and for all of His children for in freedom God is.
When you leave behind attempts to be what others believe you should be and be of who you truly are, you become of the design of God. You become free to choose.