Addiction Hides You From Yourself

 Janine, my child, let go and take in the breath that opens this Tabernacle.  As you let go, take note of your heart and soul that open to me. Take in the beauty of what we have on this new and loving day. 

You are of the River of the I Am where we descend into its depths and commune with Jesus. You are held in the love and only love of Jesus and all of the River of the I Am.

Each depth of the River of the I Am grows you in love and only love. You attend to your soul each day by placing yourself before this Tabernacle and becoming more intimately connected to Jesus and His love and only love.

Your growth of yesterday taught you the way of the noise that made you keenly aware of its pull to move you into darkness and out of the light. To want to hide and keep a part of you in darkness was shown to you by Jesus. The resulting want to return to Jesus and the River of the I Am was then keenly felt.

Growth in the ways of nakedness of heart and soul is yours today for you became aware of that part that hid itself from you yesterday. Today, my child, you are more aware of what is meant by addiction. What you felt was of the old way of behaving that kept you hidden from the truth of love and only love. 

Addiction is that which is kept in hiding and used to not see the truth that lies deep within. Addiction forces you into hiding and using the addiction to keep from knowing yourself in your depths where the soul becomes hidden and no longer naked. Addiction hides you from yourself.

Today, you are naked again and walking with Jesus and me again. Blessed is our walk with Jesus who opens all for you that you may see what harms you and what grows you to the love and only love of Jesus.