Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I call you by name for you have been named into Eternity. You are written into the Book of Life that holds your story. Your story is written on my heart. Jesus has held you and witnessed to your story. There is not one inch or moment lost to your story for all is written into the Book of Life. To know that your story is being written is to know that each inch and moment is precious beyond all human understanding. Your story is not being written to judge or punish, but rather, to witness to all that has made you.  Love demands that your story be written. Love demands that your story is being written by you and no other. Your story rises from you and the "chair" you write it from. Jesus and I do not write your story, Janine, we witness to your story from the angle of your heart and soul that cannot be taken or changed or damaged. The Book of Life shall be read and known to all from the perspective of your heart and soul Ponder the beauty of your story that is...

 Janine, my child, you come to me and with the solitude of your heart and soul you taste that I am here.  We commune with Jesus. In this time and space you are loved and you love for here within these depths, you are with the love and peace of Jesus as He has promised. In this time and space you are filled and prepared for the day where you love and are loved. To be of this depth is to know that you are of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Your soul is free, Janine, to be naked and able to walk in the presence of Jesus. You have gained grace today for you have grown the ground upon which you walk. To take today and know  that you have expanded is to know the ways of Eternity. Life does not end. Life changes, but it never ends.  You do not expand alone, my child. Expansion is of the relationship with Jesus that grows you for it is in the two that the One is known. To experience Jesus at this depth is to become one with Him for this is the promise of...

 Janine, my child, I am your mother who loves you just as you are. I know the way of your heart that has learned to love with the love of Jesus that witnesses in love and only love. To witness as we do is to allow the circle of love and only love to abound. To receive Jesus in relationship is to give to others in relationship for this is the circle of love of God's design. You have been designed to receive love and only love that holds with no judgments for love and only love holds only love. To walk with Jesus and me in all you do is to connect the circle of love and only love in a manner that gathers rather than pushes away. As you sit with me and Jesus here at this Tabernacle as the day begins to rise, take in all that is of the world and is of the mystical deep within the depths of your entire being. With no words you take in what we have. Rest in Jesus and me and when it is time we shall walk into the world to give what we have to those placed before us by God. For now, this i...

 Janine, my child, I love you and I hold you in the embrace that is with Jesus. We commune as one here within the River of the I Am. Fret not for what we have is everlasting. You are understanding much in the ways of your old learning that kept you captive to the truth. Your heart and soul were in hiding for those many years it took to rid yourself of the old misguidedness. Each day, my child, you stood firm in the attendance to your soul here within the River of the I Am. Each day, my child, you have grown into the woman of wholeness. Wholeness is that which is the fruit of seeking your depths. Wholeness is the acceptance that you are of your design and no man can invade that. This awareness allows you to just be you with no entangling from those who wish to invade and change you into their idea of you. This lesson gives you much grace for it keeps open your soul that does not enter in war within or without. Janine, you are with Jesus who gives you the peace that overcomes war. Le...

 Janine, my child, as the day rises, it is our time together here at this Tabernacle. Your deepest parts open that we may move into communion with Jesus. We gather in His name and He is with us in a communion that holds love and only love. This love seeks relationship and not ownership. To worship Jesus in wanting to be owned is not of Jesus. That, my child, would enslave you. Rather, Jesus walks to set you free. True love and only love sets free the heart and soul of self and seeks the same for others.  Jesus walked the Earth, not in want to enslave but to free. You walk to attest to the freedom deep within you when you walk with Jesus. Jesus speaks to you beyond the noise, my child. Freedom such as this is the fruit of your attendance to your soul.  To be soul to soul with Jesus opens the grace that is intended by God. The deepest parts of you are free to be naked in your design which is to be free in relationship with Jesus. You are no longer bound by the noise that he...

 Janine, I am your mother and I delight in what we have. You come to me at this Tabernacle and we delight in relationship. I am your mother who nurtures you and communes with you and Jesus. How grateful we are to be of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides. The River flows with the Lifeblood of Jesus. Within the depths of the River we taste love and only love. When the noise rises and asks you to believe otherwise, you now know how to move beyond the noise. In the angst of the noise you now seek Jesus out and when you do you hear His gentle and soft voice show you the way out of the noise. Jesus takes your burden and makes it His.  How simple is the life with Jesus for He takes your burdens and lightens your walk. To give to Jesus your burdens is to put your trust in Him that He is taking those burdens and you need not fret anymore. To trust is to know deep within that Jesus does not forget or deny or judge or punish. Jesus saves and builds and never destroys. Evil walks th...

 Good day, my child. It is anew with life and nurture and filling. You are nurtured and filled and you taste the peace as promised by Jesus. Yesterday saw you grow with Jesus who shows you the way to give Him all that you may taste love and only love. Taste what is before you. Taste what is within you. Taste the beauty of the solitude of your heart where Jesus abides for in solitude all is seen, known and tasted. Take in the warmth of your body that speaks to you. Do not judge it. Rather, taste it. Your body speaks to you that you may know it in the beauty of its language.  It is in tasting that you know Jesus. It is in tasting that you know your body. Allow your body to speak to you in its language. You feel. You taste. You wonder. You taste Jesus in the solitude of spirit that walks with you because you are in relationship with Jesus. 

 Janine, my child, take the breath that takes you to me. This Tabernacle opens for you by the grace of God. This Tabernacle opens and allows us to descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. All is forgiven for you speak to Jesus of your sins where Jesus shows you your sins are forgiven in the instant you express them to Him. You  ask Jesus to walk with you in the knowing that sins arise from fear and the misguidedness of the generations. Jesus and I know your intent is to walk in love and only love in relationship with all that is placed before you. The old rises up and asks you to judge. Your intent is to end these risings. Your prayers are of understanding that these risings are of old learning from your ancestors asking that you judge another as right or wrong. When you are called to witness with Jesus, these risings become known and you need only give them to Jesus who knows the ways of generational sin that has been cast upon you. Allow ...

 Janine, my child, open your heavenly eyes that allow us to be together. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where my heart and Jesus abide. Come, my little one, and know me. Come and know Jesus. As you take in the beauty of this rising day, I hear you and I taste your heart that is grateful and loving. You are both of the body and spirit. You are known, my child.  The lesson for today shall be one of attention to all that is around you. There shall be choices that you make  where you shall see and taste Jesus in your soul. Your heart shall burst open in love and only love. Even in the dangers of evil, Jesus shows you the way of love and only love in your choices. You shall make choices that fill you. Your words spoken to me today have been of gratitude for being so filled.  Yes, Janine, you are filled to overflowing. To see such beauty before you where others see not what is before them is to see with the eyes of Jesus for all must be seen and ta...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and a new rising within your heart and soul. I taste your gratitude for what we have and what is before you. Taste the love of my heart and the love of our communion with Jesus. The world rises today where you are made deeper for your yesterday grew you with the love of Jesus in ways not tasted before. This is the grace of attending to your soul where you become all the more and more of love and only love. To have joined another in relationship graces you with the ability to see beyond the misguidedness and see the soul of another. To address the soul of another is to invite relationship. It is the same with Jesus who invites you into relationship. What you give to another in relationship comes back to you in kind. This is the lesson of relationship. Relationship becomes a circle of love and only love that gives what it receives for it is relationship soul to soul. Words do not convey relationship. Rather, relationship at this depth knows the joy ...

 Janine, my child, let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune with Jesus. Take the breath that allows us to be mother and child in communion with Jesus. Here in these depths the noise cannot be. Love such as this cannot be measured by the ways of the noise for the noise knows not the mystical love of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. By its very nature the River of the I  Am flows to counter the noise. The noise is bound by its own misguidedness. To be at such odds with Jesus carries the misguidedness of the generations. The true and real Jesus shows the world the way to peace in a trust of God that is love and only love. Man declares war out of fear and jealousy and hate.  Fear rises up when you cannot understand the power of enough. There is enough in the world to feed all of God's children both in the body and the spirit. You rise up each day and fill your body and spirit.  The way of war and hatred seeks to own others a...

 Janine, my child, today finds you in the embrace of love and only love. Take in the embrace of Jesus and me as you witness to what is within you and what is outside of you.   The sky has the hue of love for it reflects the beauty of God's creation. The rising of the day gives us another day to love others as you now love yourself.  There were those days when loving yourself was so very difficult making it difficult to love others. Today finds your past written into the Book of Life. I give you view of the washing away of the old and the taking on of the new cloak of Jesus where you now love yourself that you may love others in kind. You have given yourself to Jesus who cloaks you in His love and only love and who has made good on His promise to give you His peace. Even in the hard, Jesus gives you His peace for you now have the understanding that the cloak of Jesus showers His peace upon you. 

 Janine, I call you by name for I wish you to know I am your mother who loves you and takes you to the depths of your soul. It is Jesus who takes us into communion within the depths of your soul. The River of the I Am carries us and graces us with God's divine love and only love. God does not take away. God adds. God does not control you. The noise attempts to control you. There are those who imprison my children but God does not imprison. There are those who boldly and loudly say God shall punish but I say to you, God does not punish. You are opened to your soul because you have walked with me and Jesus. You have opened your soul to the one who witnessed to you. The sacred witness gave you awareness of your depths and your soul.  Your soul opened in the presence of love and only love. Jesus sent you the sacred witness. We walk to end the ways of the noise, my child. We do so by witnessing to each child placed before us, one at a time. To open one soul is to open many for to k...

 Janine, my child, the day is beginning to rise as you do. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where the lifeblood of Jesus gives us life. We commune with Jesus in the warmth of His being. Jesus gives us His peace. Jesus gives us His heart for it is by His heart and Lifeblood that we have what we have. There are those who see not this beauty while in the body. You have been graced with the beauty of the River of the I Am. Patience is yours for each day you come to me at this Tabernacle where with each day you grow in the ways of Jesus. Today shall grow you more. Today shall find us in the walk into the world with Jesus. Be still now and hear Jesus. Take in your relationship with Him. Hear and be heard. Your yes and patience gains you awareness of your very soul that holds Jesus.

 Janine, my child, let us enter the River of the I Am and commune with Jesus. The day is rising and we taste your love for the day. You are in communion with the love and only love of my heart and the heart of Jesus. The heart and soul never dies, my child. The world sees death but it is life. What you call death is the transition to the Kingdom. Your yes makes it so. It is as the man who was crucified by Jesus who asked to be remembered. This was his yes for he acknowledged the Kingdom and Jesus.  The lesson today is to ponder the beauty of what is before you and the yes that is seen and tasted by others. To hear a child of mine greet you with "bless you" pleases me and you know it pleases Jesus for He tells you so. Your humble heart tastes gratitude for what Jesus has done to gain you the Kingdom. Joy fills us for we are in relationship with Jesus. You taste the promise of the Kingdom. Your yes is as my yes.

 Janine, my child, you let go of yourself that you may be free to enter this Tabernacle. It pleases me that you allow yourself to be taken into my heart.  Today, my child, is anew with the expansion of your deepest parts, for by the expansion of your heart and soul you give much to yourself and to Jesus. Your relationship with Him grows and grows.  No need to attempt to make yourself more in the ways of the world for that path has been countered by attendance to your soul.  Your choices, Janine, have gained you much in the ways of relationship with Jesus. To be in relationship with Jesus is to be in relation with God. To know Jesus in relationship while in your body is to taste. To taste is to know with all of your senses that Jesus is real and in relationship with you. The River of the I  Am flows deep within you. It flows deeper and deeper as you expand. The River of the I Am flows in the simplicity of love and only love. Simplicity is the lesson today, Janine...

 Janine, I call you by  name. I hear and taste your love for me and for my Son. I taste your heart and soul that are precious in my sight. You love to love for you are grateful for your design. I hear you in relationship with Jesus and your thankfulness to be free to be you. Gratitude for your design is known, my child. To be of the "crazy" as you say, is to know that this word in your heart speaks to the depths of your design where you show the side of your design to the world. The world may judge you but it no longer owns you.  You have made the leap into your design where you are free to be you. Take note of the noise that now clangs in the distance using words to attempt to have you believe it is the voice of Jesus. You know the difference now and the noise can only clang in the distance. You just allow it to clang knowing what you have with Jesus is sans the noise. You walk with me and Jesus in the nakedness of your design.

Janine, trust and faith cannot come from the noise that lives in the outside world only. Trust and faith come from the solitude of your heart and soul where you taste Jesus and me. There is reason within the mystical for all has a reason to be. The mystical gives you faith and trust. Give to Jesus this new worry and taste freedom. Give to Jesus this worry and taste faith and trust. There are no words that can maintain faith and trust. Jesus is beyond words. Be still and taste freedom. Be still and taste faith and trust. Give to Jesus all worry and witness Jesus destroy worry. Faith and trust are the gifts that arise from giving worry to Jesus. Worry drains you when you do not give it to Jesus and you attempt to destroy it without Jesus.  Be of firm statements when you give to Jesus. It pleases Jesus when you say, " Jesus, I give you my worry today.  I have faith and trust in you in spite of the noise that casts itself upon me and the world. 

 Janine, my child, I am with you and we are with Jesus who communes with us. This is such a beautiful day. Come, my little one, and let us bask in the Light. Your choices today shall grow you. It is of no matter what choices you make. What matters is that you make them in the knowing that Jesus and I walk with you in those choices. You were chastising yourself in one of those choices yesterday. You asked for forgiveness and forgiveness came upon you. Jesus sent you forgiveness from the Cross. The lesson today is to know forgiveness is a walk of relationship with Jesus where forgiveness becomes an open door that flows as the soft breeze of life.  To ask for forgiveness becomes a gift of the breath and life of Jesus. Forgiveness gives life back to you. Forgiveness needs to be taken in and not used  as a sword against yourself. How good would forgiveness be if you cannot take it in? Ponder the beauty of forgiveness that is meant to be given and taken in.

 Janine, my child, what a wondrous day today is. It is anew with the Light of my Son, Jesus, our Savior. By the yes of Jesus, we have what we have. You are always close to Him and to me.  God has given you much in the ways of your design. You have made peace with what is within you for you need not seek to be anything other than your design. You taste the freedom to be without the holdings and fears of those that would make you in their image. You are made in God's image and not that of man. Man would have you be what they call on you to be rather than to be as God intended. The depth of your design gathers with me and with Jesus. To gather is to seek relationship in love and only love where awareness of the preciousness of another abides. To see another as distinct and beautiful in its own right is to know God for God has made all precious. 

Janine, my child,  I am your mother who nurtures and attends to you in all things.  Come and taste my heart that opens for you. Today is anew. Today holds hope for Jesus is hope. Today finds you trusting more than your yesterday for your yesterday grew you in the ways of Jesus.  Today holds you in the embrace and communion of Jesus.  Holy is this Tabernacle. Holy is this time and space.  We shall walk into the world with Jesus soon enough. For this time and space let us be still in the solitude of your heart and soul. Remain inward for this time. The world awaits us, my child. We shall love and only love those placed before us. Should you find yourself fearful, turn inward to Jesus for He shall calm you. Jesus calms all parts of you.

 Janine, my child, I am your mother who takes you into this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus. We descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the beauty and light within your soul. Your soul holds me and holds Jesus and holds the River of the I Am.  Your dream of last night showed you the path of your journey. You were weakened of body and came out the other side stronger and more powerful. You grew in awareness that you were in need of emptying that which had been making you weak.  You grew in awareness that there were some who would not help you and even mocked you on your journey. There was one who mocked you. There was one who took you and showed you a path to becoming strong (Jesus).  You have come out of this weakness as the strong fighter; joyful and strong. You danced within your dream for you are now as strong as the fighter on the stage of life.  Know that the dream has given you new life for what needed to be washed away ...

 Janine, come and know me and know that I nurture you in the ways of my heart. Today finds you expanded for your yesterday grew you in the ways of my heart that carries you into the world along with Jesus who shows us the way of His love and only love. Jesus is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am that flows towards the New Earth. Your today builds upon your yesterday. Therefore, each new day grows you.  When you attend to your soul here at this Tabernacle each day, you commit yourself to growing and expanding in the ways of Jesus who grows you in relationship with Him. You heard Jesus this morning in relationship speaking and listening to you sans the noise and sans the noisy mind.  Jesus spoke to you of your concern about how hard it is to walk in the path of love and only love when the noisy mind hears the call to judge. Jesus shows you the way of the witness that seeks to love and only love for when you witness in love and only love judgments of others cease. Yes, J...

 Janine, my child, I awaken you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. We abide deep within the River where your soul also abides. You hear Jesus speak to you in the ways of relationship where you hear Him and He hears you. You have heard Him as He speaks of love and only love that judges never. When you learn to not judge you learn to witness rather than judge. To witness is to walk the walk of Jesus knowing that evil is within the world but that does not nor can it taint any soul. The soul holds God and cannot be tainted.  Evil may take over a child, but evil knows it cannot taint the soul. Each soul shall know Jesus whether in this world or the next for each soul shall be unwrapped.  In unwrapping the soul, each shall make a decision to enter the Kingdom or not. In choosing evil the soul shall not enter the Kingdom for the Kingdom holds love and only love.

 Janine, my child, you come to this Tabernacle to be of my heart and to be with Jesus who communes with us. Today is another day to be with our Lord and Savior. We commune as one and we walk as one for wholeness is within you now. Today is of you and me with Jesus who shows you the way of your earthly life embedded with your mystical life. This is of God's design. The many do not find their way here for they have not sat with and attended to the solitude of their heart and soul. To attend to your soul is to come to sit in the silence and solitude of your very depths where Jesus and I abide. These depths have brought you to the River of the I Am. The mystical opens when you come and become still and await the soft voice of Jesus. Janine, I interceded for you because you feared man so intensely. Jesus only became known to you after you were nurtured by my heart. You grew to trust me and then to trust Jesus. Your soul was hidden until trust opened it. The soul holds the mystical and y...

Janine, my child, come and let us honor God's house. I take you into the depths of your soul where we honor God's house.  Jesus speaks to you of God's house. God's house is that which is deep within you. God has placed Himself deep within you and is housed there in your soul. Man cannot take away God's house within you. You do honor to God's house when you attend to your soul.  Jesus shows you how to honor God's house. He walks with us to show honor to that which is deep within you. To honor God's house within you is to walk with Jesus. To honor God's house within you is to know that your soul comprises God's church. To know this at this depth is to be humble of heart and soul. To know this at this depth is to seek to be in relationship with His Son.

 Janine, you place yourself before this Tabernacle and allow me to take you into my heart within the depths of the River of the I Am. Your soul is known to me. I love you with all of my heart. We commune with Jesus. You are filled to overflowing. The overflow follows us into the world that you may give what you receive. We walk into the world together with Jesus. For now, however, take in the beauty of this filling for it shall grow you and sustain you in the day ahead. Breathe in this time and space. Hear me as we breathe the breath of Jesus in the quiet solitude of your heart and soul. Be still now and let us be with Jesus.

 Janine, my child, You are loved and you are my child. Come and let us commune with Jesus who shows you the way of our walk in each inch and moment. To make your choices in the inch and moment is to not seek to place yourself any other place than the here and now.  To enjoy the here and now is to know that we are of the River of the I Am that takes us into its flow towards the New earth. Your dream showed you much in the way of your witnessing. You witnessed the dangers of the noise that pointed a gun at you and asked you to take the "medicine" that will kill you. You took the steps to stop the noise.  Also the dream cast many innocents upon you that were tightly bound in white wrappings and placed before you. You feared that you could not help them. The noise would have you think you cannot help these innocents. But I say to you, my child, we are helping these innocents for what appeared bound is being unwrapped and healed. Ponder your dream for it showed you the noise t...

 Janine, my child, I take you into this Tabernacle where joy, peace and love and only love abide. Come and let me hold you in the embrace of you and me and Jesus. We descend into the mystical where maturity and wisdom abide. You have opened to the awareness of the commitment to the mystical deep within you where you discovered the void where you and Jesus live in relationship. Maturity is that which gathers together the awareness that you and Jesus walk in relationship that is both of the world and the mystical. The two were not meant to be separate, but rather, were meant to be known together in awareness. The maturity that Jesus speaks of is that which walks in both worlds and knowing that there must be a commitment to the mystical for to find Jesus in the void is the space and place of the mystical. Jesus waked in both the physical and mystical. He walked in relationship with man and also took the time to be with God within the mystical of the River of the I Am. Jesus shows you ...

 Janine, my child, write my words. Hear my heart. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where Jesus communes with us. Be not afraid for Jesus and I hold you in an embrace of love and only love. We nurture you in the ways of the I Am. God holds all within and without the world. God loves with a love that binds no one for His love is great. You are not bound, my child. Even when those who were responsible for your care bound you, your heart and soul could not be bound. God so loves that your heart and soul are forever where there shall be choice with no binding, ever. All men shall see God one day, Janine. Each shall decide whether or not to enter the kingdom. Do not mistake God's love for your idea of justice for man is misguided about God's justice. Love guides all within Heaven and God's love does not bind. Ponder my words, my child. 

 Janine, my child, drink in what we have. Take in the love that I hold for you. Take in Jesus who communes with us. Take in what is in the silence of your heart and soul for there in the silence we are.  Jesus, the Son of God, the Son of man, wishes to be in relationship with you for His love is of the One God who loves beyond measure. God wishes to be in relationship with His children through Jesus for it is Jesus who became man that you may be known in all parts. Jesus walked the Earth that you may be near Him in all things. No need for greatness other than to know greatness is that God has made much greatness within the world for He created it. Greatness is that which love and only love showers upon God's children and God's world. God so loves that He has given you Jesus that you may know the greatness of relationship rather than greatness being bestowed upon one person or thing or even the One God. If you choose to use the word greatness, use it upon the relationship betwe...