Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, let us greet each other in the love and only love of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Take this inch and moment to let go with the breath of letting go and take in the breath of my heart and the heart of Jesus.  Love such as this holds no pride or control or judgment for love such as this gives and receives in relationship with Jesus. The River of the I Am slows all down for you that you may taste and expand all senses in the slowness of the flow of the River. Time does not exist within the River of the I Am. It is only the way of the world that time has a a place. For this inch and moment that is counted by the world, let us slow it down with the entrance into the solitude of your heart and soul where all slows with the awareness of Jesus. Jesus speaks in the solitude of your heart and soul. Be still now and let us commune in the silence and solitude of your heart and soul. 

 My child, the peace of Jesus be with you. My heart be with you. We commune with Jesus for we gather here at this Tabernacle in His name. Fret not abandonment for Jesus and I are always with you. This place is made holy by your attendance to your soul. You attend to your soul and open yourself in holy prayer each day. You take in the love of the River of the I Am. Jesus is the Lifeblood of the River. Your body and soul hold much in the ways of Jesus for you have attuned yourself to Him and learned what relationship with Him truly is. You empty yourself that you may hear Him. He hears you from the depths of your heart and soul. Health is with you today. The health I speak of is the health of your soul that shines brightly through your body. This health is made holy and profound by Jesus. You are made holy and profound by Jesus. Though your body may appear old and decrepit your soul shines youthfully and  brightly through your body.  You speak to Jesus and pray with Jesus f...

 Janine, my child, I do not show anger towards you for I am your mother who knows you and knows the wonders of what we have. It is the ways of man that show anger.  I love you with a love that is far beyond anger. You are learning that anger need not be when you walk in love with no expectations or demands or judgments of others. It is these that cause anger for anger is the result of wants and expectations and judgments of others.  We walk to allow others to be others. You seek only relationship when you walk with Jesus and me for relationship listens and gives and receives without demands or control or judgments.  Stay awake today and take note of how love works when you seek soul to soul relationship rather than a relationship that attempts to control which gives rise to anger or judgment. To seek relationship soul to soul is to listen for the soul of another to speak to you. Such relationship allows your soul to respond in love and only love where true relationsh...

 Janine, my child, I am here. Do not fret. This Tabernacle opens for you. You attend to this Tabernacle each day that your soul may commune with Jesus and me in a oneness within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Let us commune. Take in the wonders before you. Take note of your hands that love with the love of the River of the I Am. Take note of  how all slows here that you may take all in with great awareness.  You take in this time and nurture that you may be filled. To be filled to such depths is to know you are of Jesus who shares His peace and who carries your burdens that all may be light in your day. You take in the food of life and the breath of life that the River of the I Am offers. The River flows with the Lifeblood of Jesus. What the world makes small, Jesus makes large for He makes large His peace for you. Jesus makes large His love for you that carries you in all you do. What man makes small and of no matter Jesus makes large with great mat...

 Janine, take in this Tabernacle. Take in my love. Take in our communion with Jesus. Take in the amount of love that Jesus has for you. I love you with the love of my womb. I love you with a love that loves with no bindings.  You are held in a love that makes you free. Man may not comprehend such freedom that holds. The soul is now as free as the caged bird becomes free when allowed to take flight.  To be opened of soul is to know God. Such awareness is to know you are handcrafted with a part of Him. Your soul has the markings of God where freedom is given freely and with no bindings.  Today, let us walk as one with Jesus in the awareness that relationship with Jesus is relationship with God for God has been made man through Jesus. The Easter story flows through you. Stay awake and you shall taste the Easter story as it flows through your veins. 

 Janine, we walk in the ways of the mystical for you attend to your soul each day. We shall be one with Jesus for we walk in a communion that is one with Jesus. Today is anew and you are growing all the more and more for it is another day to be in relationship with Jesus. You hear His soft voice speak to you today in an intimacy that is deep and knowing for Jesus knows you now in a relationship that gives and receives. To wake to such joy and delight is of the design of God. No need to fret or worry. No need to make matter of the noise for when you walk in the inch and moment with Jesus there is no noise. The River of the I Am runs in  the simplicity of God's love. Remain in this inch and moment and all is made clear. Take part in each inch and moment with Jesus and all becomes joyful for the noise is outside of you and not causing worry or fret inside of you. Love loves simply and in the inch and moment.

 Janine, my child, your soul is with me and in relationship with me. Your soul is in relationship with the Light, Jesus. To be in such a relationship is to allow yourself to give and receive in a nakedness that allows your soul to participate rather than hide. To be of such nakedness is a great gift of grace. To be of such nakedness is to have done the walk of opening and acknowledging and healing the deep wounds that closed off your soul. The soul is tender and holds the seed of God. The soul must know it is safe to open and act upon this tenderness where it no longer concerns itself with vulnerability. To end vulnerability is to stand in the Light and walk with Jesus for vulnerability dies in the face of the Light where the soul is exposed in its natural design. The soul was meant to be naked and with no vulnerabilities to force it to hide. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child, it is a new day. Let us open this day in communion with Jesus. We gather with Jesus in a love that is beyond the noise of the world. We commune within the mystical River of the I Am. Pay no heed to the noise. Take in the beauty of the Light that has shown itself to you. Take in the beauty of the walk with Jesus. Take in the view of the walk that Jesus showed you upon your awakening. His face is in the Light before you. Take in what you have with Jesus for it is deep and peaceful and joyful.  No need to place yourself in the world of the noise as of yet. Take in what we have in this communion with Jesus. Your love for me and Jesus and all of life is known. Life never ends, my child. Life changes its coat but it never ends. When you taste this truth within your loins you know what you know and that is that life never ends.

 Janine, my child, come and take off the cloak of the night and be of the naked heart and soul that opens this Tabernacle. Come and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where daylight shines in all corners. Daylight is that which does not allow darkness to enter. Daylight here is the Light of Jesus that shines in all corners of the River of the I Am. Jesus is the Light that counters all darkness. Darkness within the world holds the noise that works in darkness that man may not see the truth of the Light. Darkness is that which is of the dark parts of the mind that sees only what it wants to see and not the truth.  To be of the Light you must take off the cloak of darkness. The cloak of darkness holds the noise and misguidedness of the generations where it sees only that which appears to confirm truth. But truth cannot live in darkness. Rather, truth must walk in the Light where truth overrides and counters the darkness. Jesus is the Light.

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle on this new day of Our Lord. You are loved and nurtured that you may be filled with my love and the love of Jesus for we commune as one with Jesus. Today is anew with all sorts of choices. You are free to choose. You have been freed from the closed off ways of your past that made you feel you could not choose. The old held you captive for it held the misguidedness of your learning. Today is anew with love of self and others where you are free to see all of your choices from the view of your soul that is now opened and in relationship with Jesus. To hear and taste Jesus is to know your very soul. To be in relationship with Jesus is to be in relationship with your very soul. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

 Janine, let go of the noise that clangs the loudest upon your awakening as the day arises. Come and allow me to hold you and take you into the depths of your very being where we commune with Jesus. The River of the I Am flows within your very depths. The Lifeblood of the River is Jesus. Come, my child. Come and be one with me and with Jesus. Come and watch the noise leave for it cannot be here within the depths of your very soul. The noise is loudest when you awaken for the noise knows your weakest times. Pay no heed to the noise that asks you to take leave of Jesus and me. The noise can only make noise. It asks you to believe that it can take the place of Jesus. The noise works to control but it cannot when you are of Jesus and me. It can only make noise. Pay no heed to the noise that asks you to not trust what is in your soul. Your soul knows Jesus and hence knows God.

 Janine, my child, you come to  me that we may commune with Jesus. You come to me that you may know my heart and the heart of Jesus. To be in communion with Jesus is to be in relationship with Him where you receive and give. Jesus receives you and gives to you in a relationship that loves and only loves. You share that love with those placed before us.  The ball of fire that awoke you and brightly lit the skies before you this morning was a view of Jesus who is the ball of fire upon the Earth.  You were told not to worry for the ball of fire was burning the Earth but not in a destructive way.  The ball of fire did not destroy. Rather, the ball of fire renewed the Earth. This is the promise of Jesus who shall renew the Earth with the fire of His love.  You were told to go out and witness to the fire that shall renew the Earth. 

 Janine, my child, come and breathe in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Breathe in the knowing that we commune together with Jesus. Breathe in the love of my heart and the heart of Jesus who shows you the way of love and only love. Your dream of last night showed you the walk you have walked. It showed you the way of the noise that knocked on your door in a showing of confusion as to the identity of man. Your dream showed you the child within that you loved and grew to nurture. The rooms of your old home were still there but with more awareness of the confusion and misguidedness that you grew up in. You saw your mother and father and spoke to them knowing they are in Heaven and doing well.  Your sleep has done the work of letting go of the old and moving into the new. Let Jesus show you the way of the new in the inches and moments before you today.

 Janine, my child, love is in our hearts and souls. We gather at this Tabernacle where Jesus joins us in communion. Today may appear as any other day but it is not. Today is anew, my child.  Man may see just another day, but you and I and Jesus and all of the River of the I Am see the extraordinary in the ordinary. Joy is tasted in the extraordinary within the seemingly ordinary.  Joy is deep within you for you taste the extraordinary within each inch and moment. My words flow through your hands that you may know this extraordinary within the ordinary of your hands on this Tabernacle.  I love you, Janine, with a love that is extraordinary within the seemingly ordinary. This is a gift of Jesus for He graces us with the extraordinary within the seemingly ordinary.  Today is anew and you have Jesus to show you the way of relationship that is extraordinary. 

Janine, I welcome you to my heart and to the heart of Jesus where we are one in our communion with Jesus. All is accomplished with Jesus who carries us in all things. We walk within the mystical with Jesus and we walk within the outside world with Jesus.  Janine, it is a new day to seek and to know Jesus who shows you the way of your body and soul and the ways of your mind. The mind seeks to be one dimensional. That is, Janine, the mind wishes to control the other parts such as the mystical and the awareness of one's self which would include awareness of one's ego mind. The mind uses rational language to attempt to disprove the mystical and the awareness of one's ego mind. The mind wishes to control even the soul and in so doing believes it can control God. The soul can never be controlled for it holds the seed of God. Man will do well to seek to know himself in awareness of all parts which counters the one dimensional mind. In so doing, all parts will learn to walk  in har...

 Janine, my child, I come to you at this Tabernacle that we may meet and be together in this mystical way. You are mine and I am yours for we are mother and child by the grace of God. By my yes I am mother to Jesus and to all. By your yes we are able to meet and descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Your body knows me. Your heart and soul know me. I know you in all parts. Your days are full and your walk is full for you walk with Jesus and me in the ways of the sacred witness. I give you view of your yesterday where you heard Jesus speak to you in the way of the sacred witness and not the way of the blustering noise.  To listen to Jesus is to hear the way of listening that opens the soul of another rather than keep it closed. When the soul suspects another's interference it closes while when the soul sees understanding and non judgment, the soul opens. The soul of another opened to you with what was deemed very sensitive and you did not ...

 Janine, my child, take in the breath that carries you to this Tabernacle. Take the breath of letting go of yourself that I may take you into my heart where we commune with Jesus. Breathe in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where the peace of Jesus abides for Jesus is the Lifeblood of the River. Do not allow yourself to believe the noise that asks you to judge. Do not allow yourself to believe that the world holds the truth for the world is misguided. The only truth comes from your relationship with Jesus. In the old you were hidden of soul and could not see or taste the truth. Today, my child, your soul is open and you see and taste the truth for you walk with Jesus. We gather in His name and He is with us in the walk of the sacred witness to the truth. The truth is held within your soul. We walk to open souls to the truth. It is not of your need to teach the truth for the truth rises up from the soul of another when it is opened. The truth that man preaches is not the t...

 Janine, your sleep held you in my arms and the arms of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides.  You have rested in the love and only love of God. To be of such love is to be washed and made anew for the day ahead. You attend to your soul here at this Tabernacle. I fill you with my nurture and we commune with Jesus who fills us with Himself. Your body knows the beauty of the physical and mystical for your soul opens that you may taste both while still in your body. Jesus graces us with Himself that we may know Him in love and only love. All begins with love and only love. In love and only love relationship is possible. To be in relationship with Jesus is to taste and hear and know Him in your veins. In your veins you know you are being heard and loved and tasted. What began as a subtle knowing has become solid ground where you are made sure in the knowing that Jesus and I are real and true in love and only love with no markings of judgments or control. You are free, Janine. ...

 Janine, my child, come on this new day of our Lord and God. Do not take lightly this new day that finds you in love and only love that gives and receives.  Take in the great love of the River of the I Am that flows towards the New earth. Take in my love for you that nurtures you and fills you with my heart. Your dream of last night showed you your desire to make right. To make right is to engage in your relationship with Jesus. To make right is your yes to Jesus where to make right is to be with Jesus in the walk of relationship.  To make right is to disengage with the noise. Your dream has shown you the need to engage with Jesus in the walk of life. Do not judge your dream. It has come to make right your relationship with Jesus.  To make right is to know that sin is separation from God and to make right is to move into relationship with God. Jesus shows the way to relationship. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, it is a new day and a new you for you are made anew with the rising of the day. Your night gave you cleansing for Jesus washes all for you within  your sleep. Your heart and soul are in love with Jesus and me for we are one when you give all to Jesus. Today shall find you in the joy and trust and faith that walks with Jesus for it is Jesus who carries you that you may know Him in faith and trust and joy. Your yesterday walked in the joy of being one with Jesus and me. You walked in the energy of Jesus. You walked in the love of Jesus. You walked in the way of the sacred witness for Jesus showed you the way of the sacred witness. I give you view of the sacred ground of your yesterday. This sacred ground has built your today. The sacred ground you walk on today has been shaped by your yesterday. All ground of yesterday builds the ground of today.  You may grow the ground beneath you each day or you may destroy the ground beneath you each day. To be made anew each d...

 Janine, my child, let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. This is a new day and we are anew in love and only love. You receive my love and nurture and heart and I receive love back from you. I am your mother who loves you in the ways of motherhood and you love me in the ways of daughter. True love gives and receives. Mother's love is different from a child's love for mother shall always be mother and child shall always be child. But, my child, love of mother and child gives and receives forever. Jesus is with us in this love and only love and within us for we gather together in the embrace that holds in the name of Jesus. Whenever two or more gather in the name of Jesus, there He is.  Today is anew in your growth for your yesterday grew you in the ways of Jesus. Your foundation is stronger today for you walked with Jesus yesterday. You heard His soft voice as He showed you the ways  of love and only love that lets go of the noise in the inch and moment f...

Today is anew with opportunities to love and be loved. There is love and joy in the air that rises up with you for you are of my heart and we commune here within the River of the Am with Jesus. Jesus feeds and holds and shares His peace.  Come and be still within the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where the stillness of your heart and soul allows you to be filled with Jesus. To taste Jesus in the stillness of your soul is to be opened to your design for Jesus abides within your design. Your soul holds your design and the seed of God for the two are one. Take heart in the knowing that no matter where you are and no matter your walk you are designed to be one with God.  When you are chased by the noise, know you are one with God. When you find yourself waiting to hear Jesus, know you are one with God. When pain is within you whether it be pain of the body or pain of the heart, know that you are one with God. To know you are one with God is to hold hope and faith and peac...

Janine, my child, come and be settled here within my heart that loves you with a love that is of the Kingdom and not of the noise of the outside world. Janine, I understand you. I hear you. I know you. You are my child and I know you in all parts. I love you with no matter the ways of the world that ask me to judge you and control you.  The world asks you to judge and to control. The Kingdom holds no such markings. The kingdom loves and only loves with no control or judgments. When you ask me to forgive you it is an awareness that you feel you have sinned. It changes nothing within my heart for I love you with a love and only love that judges not what you judge.  Judgment requires a holding of wrongdoing and therefore pushes towards punishment and or forgiveness. I judge you not and therefore punishment and forgiveness are words of the world and not the Kingdom.  Judgments within the outside world know not what is in a man's heart and soul and therefore are  misguide...

 Janine, my child, listen with your heart and soul. Taste with all of your senses. Come and be with me within the depths of the River of the I Am where you are expanded within the mystical that tastes with all of your senses. To taste with all of your senses is to feel love and to feel with your hearing. To feel with your hearing is to engage taste.  Man may say that no such thing can happen. But, my child, you taste love. You taste the sound of the wind for you allow all senses to be engaged. Today, my child, let us walk into the world with your senses engaged as one. Practice seeing and tasting what you see. Taste holding. Taste the depth of holding that holds with the scent and taste of love.  Today shall show you how to expand all of your senses within the world for you have gained expansion of your senses within the depths of the River of the I Am and are now prepared to live an expanded life within the outside world.  Taste the view before you. Taste the abilit...

 Janine, my child, let go and just be. Allow yourself to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Take in the love that fills you on this new day. Newness abides within you on this new day. In newness you are cleansed. In newness you are filled. Your body and soul are being prepared for the day.  The world  attempts to place its weight upon you for this is the way of the world. Jesus makes your walk light for He takes your burdens and makes them light. It is of matter that you give to Jesus all of you where the weight of the world is upon Him. Your yesterday saw the weight of the world upon you. Without Jesus you could not have walked in peace and awareness of this weight for it would have not made itself known to you. Rather, Jesus showed you just how much weight He holds for you. Ponder the beauty of your yesterday that saw Jesus hold you and your burdens.  Janine, the world suffers with the weight of the world for the many of ...

 Janine, my child, I take you into this Tabernacle to be with me sans the noise for we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and be of my heart. Come and know peace, my child.  Today is anew with the expansion of your senses. Take in the ways of your hands that hear me. Take in the ways of your hands that touch me and touch the heart of Jesus for we are one with Jesus. There is no distinction of our separateness for we are together in the mystical holdings of Jesus. We walk with you in all things. You commune with Jesus and me where you are prepared to walk into the world to witness to those placed before us. The sacredness of this walk is upon you. Do not take lightly what the sacred witness does. You shall be given the strength of Jesus for He carries all burdens when you walk with Him in sacred witnessing and when you give all of you to Him. You cannot measure energy by the ways of the world for Jesus gives you His energy when you allow Him to do so. Let th...

 Janine, my child, Let us begin this new day in the embrace of mother and child.  I am graced to be your heavenly mother and I am graced to nurture you and hold you and show you the love and only love of my heart. I gave birth to the One who has saved us all from death. We live in a forever that is of the Kingdom of God. By Jesus we have what we have. God made man was the greatest gift of God for to taste what it is to be human is to know man from the inside. To taste pain and joy and sorrow as well as misguidedness that causes wars is to know man. To never judge is to know man as man truly is. To never judge is to taste love and only love. To turn the other cheek is the representation of non judgment. Man must come to see that to turn the other cheek is to not judge and is to know that we must turn from judgment in the face of misguidedness. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

Today is rising and you come to this Tabernacle to be seen and heard and to see and hear.  You come to be filled with my heart and to be in communion with Jesus and me. You come to be held in a love that holds the three of us as well as the love of all of the River of the I Am. Prayer is in the communion.  I am patient and I am loving and I judge not, my child. I await you in a compassion that is of my heart and the grace of Jesus who is our Lifeblood. I carry you in all things as does Jesus. We welcome you here to this Tabernacle and we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the Light. Today shall rise once again while you are in your body. The day shall see us walk as one in the name of our Father, our God who has designed us in His Light. Come, be still of heart and be nurtured with love and only love that gives and receives.

 Janine, my child, I attend to you in this way here at this Tabernacle because you have called upon me and because you are of the solitude of your heart where Jesus and I abide. You have practiced these many years to be open of heart and soul. To be still and sit in the solitude of your heart and soul has brought you to the depths of your own being where the mystical waters of the River of the I Am flow forth from. You are of God who graces all with the ability to walk both in the outside world and the world of the mystical while in the body. No need to wait until you take the breath into the next life.  The next life is yours and is for all, my child. The next life shall encompass what you have learned in this life that is of the soul. The noise shall be destroyed when you leave the outside world and pass into the next world for noise cannot enter the Kingdom. You are brave, my child. You show the world the design of your soul. Take heart in knowing you are mine and we are on...

 Janine, my child, you awaken to  me at this Tabernacle for it is a new day and you place yourself before me. I am pleased for you are awakened to what we have. How graced we are to be mother and child in communion with Jesus. We gather in His name. We are held in the sacred arms of Jesus who is Life.  As the day begins to rise, so too we rise up in the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Take note of your body as it opens your soul. To breathe in the air of the River of the I Am is to taste the love and peace of Jesus. Take note of your body that breathes in peace. Take note of your body that knows how much you are loved. Take note of how you flow from the outside world into the mystical of the River. Take note of the disruptions that do not disturb what we have for we are one with Jesus even in the disruptions of this time and space. You hear Jesus when you stay within the solitude of your heart and soul. It is of practice that you grow more and more to see...