Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, this is our time. This Tabernacle opens for you that we may commune with Jesus, the Light of my womb. By God's grace this is so. By God's grace you taste me and my love for you. I love you, my child. It is a new day to love and be loved. I take in your love for me as you take in my love for you. The world within this Mystical Living Waters of the River of the I  Am flows in love and only love with no noise to distract or bind. This flow is gentle and peaceful for it is of the promises of Jesus. To taste  such beauty while still in your body is of God's love for you. By your yes to me and to Jesus this is so.  God invades not. God invites always. This communion shall follow you into the outside world for it is the combination of your yes to Jesus and me as well as the promises of Jesus to carry you and your burdens.  The lightness you feel is from Jesus who carries your burdens for you. The dream of those years ago where Jesus was carrying that...

 Janine, my child, I never tire of what we have. I am always pleased when you come to this Tabernacle that we may commune with Jesus in the void of your soul. I am always pleased to walk within the world with you and Jesus where we witness to all placed before us. Love as this has no bounds. Love as this loves for the sake of loving where we love all with no expectations.  You are learning that love has no bias. Love has no control. Love loves with the want to be in relationship with another's soul and not the noisy ego.  The love of the soul loves quietly with no need to place control upon another. Love loves quietly with no need to be blustering. Love loves the soul of another knowing that the noise is just noise and has no meaning. Love loves with the joy of connecting to the soul of another. 

 Janine, my child, come and rest now. Come and rest in the solitude of your heart and soul. Come and take in the love of the River of the I Am that clears out all noise. In the solitude of your heart and soul you are able to just be and to hear me and to hear Jesus. We commune with Jesus in the solitude of that deep void that arises from your letting go of yourself.  You cannot find words for this void other than it is devoid of noise and it is a place where the mystical body of Jesus is tasted. Jesus is within this void. Jesus speaks to you within this space for there is nothing to interfere with giving and receiving love and only love. You are filled here. Man may say you cannot taste both the void and the filling in this space. But I say to you in a  loud and clear voice that man must come to taste the emptying of all into the void that man may be filled with Jesus. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine,  my child, yes it is a new day and I taste your gratitude for what we have with Jesus. To have touched those placed before us in the depths of their soul is to know that Jesus works through you within the world of the noise. To touch a soul is to go beyond the noise. To touch the soul of another comes back to fill you for this is the way of God's Love. This is the way of God's River. The River of the I Am is for all. It flows in love and only love to bring the peace of Jesus to all. The River of the I Am flows in spite of the noise. The River of the I Am flows that God's children may know Him. To be of this depth is to give up yourself to God. To do so makes you all the more of your depths. To give to Jesus your soul is to give it to God that all that are placed before us may come to know Him through your relationship with Jesus and me. Love as this has no bounds. Stay awake and witness to the miracles of the day.

 Janine, my child, let us look at the ways of your heart and soul and as promised Jesus is showing you the clearing of the confusion. Your heart and soul sing the song of love and gratitude for what was once hidden in confusion is now clear. Confusion is the signpost that says you are no longer in certainty. The old ways no longer fit you for they have been placed in confusion that you may see a different way. The different way is that of Jesus who painstakingly walked with you in the ways of change. As you walked with Jesus, you went from a false assurity to confusion and now to clarity. Confusion rose from deep within when what you thought to be real and true was actually hypocrisy. Jesus showed you the hypocrisy of man who will deny truth in order to pledge loyalty to a godlike cult that is held in the ego of man.  Jesus asked you to "sit" with the confusion. Today, my child, Jesus has cleared up the confusion. You cannot "unsee" what you have seen. You cannot ...

 Janine, my child, let us attend to what we have. By the grace of God, I am your mother. I love with the love of my womb, Jesus. Let us move into the depths of your heart and soul and commune with Jesus. Today is anew. Today shall see you more and more in love with all of God's graces. You are grateful for your design. You are grateful for all of yours. You are grateful for what we have. To be of such gratitude is to know the peace of Jesus. Your prayer to be of the peace of Jesus that you may share this peace is known.  Love as this gives all burdens to Jesus that peace may reign with each inch and in each moment.  Be still now and let us bask in the Light of the peace of Jesus. When it is time to move into the world you shall be filled that you may fill.

Janine, my child, it is time. You have come to know the ways of my heart. You come to me at this Tabernacle with your hands, your heart and your soul. You come to be filled. You come to commune with Jesus and me within the River of the I Am. Today is anew with all of the possibilities to love and only love. You are able to love self and others with the ways of my heart and the heart of Jesus.  With each day you become the more and more of my heart and the heart of Jesus where love of self and others grow your foundation.  Stay awake to the watchful eye of your heart and soul today that you may witness to the shedding of a confusion that has held you for a time. You have grown in patience and trust knowing that Jesus shall, in God's timing, shed this confusion. Today shall see the shedding of this confusion. You shall taste the shedding through the watchful eye of your heart and soul.   

 Janine, my child, I am and always will be your mother for I am your mother by God's hand. I walk with you in all you do. I love you with a love that holds no judgments or any want to control. I hold you in the embrace that makes communion with Jesus for we gather in His name. Your body makes you confused. It tells you of the noise that causes confusion. Only by attending to your body and heart and soul here within this Tabernacle will you gain the truth for you are being fed and prepared with the knowing that Jesus shall carry the confusion for you.   Yes, my child, you must walk within the world. Yes, my child, the noise is always around you.  It is by walking with Jesus that you find peace in the confusion. Each inch and moment that you feel confusion, give it to Jesus that He may carry it for you until, in God's timing. it shall be made clear. It is of matter that you walk in the confusion knowing it shall be made clear. You are able to enjoy the peace of Jesus a...

 Janine, I am here and I open this Tabernacle for you. You come to me and place your hands upon this Tabernacle that we may have what we have. There is no pressure here, just love. There is no judgment here, just love. Love is what drives the power of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides. We commune within the River of the I Am where love holds all. There is no war here to make man hate. There is no fret here to make man anxious.  Take in the peace that holds you here, my child. Love is within and flows through us for we are of Jesus. To commune with Jesus is to be one with Him. You need not seek what you call perfection for it is a futile walk. All you need do is remain in relationship with Jesus and all is made of love and only love where perfection is a word that does not make of matter. Rather, seek to be still of heart and soul where you are in intimate relationship with Jesus. When you seek to be still of heart and soul, peace reigns within you for you are in intimat...

 Janine, my child, let go and allow us to descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. You question your choices as you come to know that each is your choice and not the choice of others placed upon you. You ask of Jesus what He wishes you to do. The soft voice of Jesus shows you it is only of matter that you walk in relationship with Him where He walks with you in all of your choices. You walk with Him in love where each choice is of love. It may be that you choose to love yourself for your deepest parts now know that love within becomes love without when is feeds you. To love without becomes a choice of love when your heart is full that you may give in fullness. Jesus has spoken to you, my child. All you need do is to seek your depths that show you when you are in need of filling. Let filling be of your ponder today for what shall fill you shall fill  others for this is the way of love and only love. 

 Janine, come and be with me and Jesus in the oneness of love and only love. We descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we are at once one in union and yet all the more individual for by this oneness we are more of our individual design. God has handcrafted us that we may be at once one in a union with Him and at once be separate in this union. To be one in union and at the same time more individual is to know God at this deep level. When you walk into the world the noise wishes to have you believe that you cannot be in this beautiful union. Take in what we have and when it is time to return to the world, you will be all the more and more sure of this union than you were yesterday for you are growing in oneness with each day. The death in your dream was necessary for you to grow to this day.  Yes, my child, it was upsetting but know it is growth of your deepest parts for there was a part of you that needed to die.

 Janine, my child, as you enter this Tabernacle, know that we are in communion with Jesus for all must be of Jesus here. You ask Jesus to show you the way of your dream. The day ahead shall answer this request. You are in fear that Jesus will judge your behavior in the dream as wrongdoing.  Let us allow the day before us to show you just how much Jesus loves you and does not judge your choices. It was you who judged your choice for you were taught by the noise that Jesus (the policeman being called) would be the one who would make the judgment of whether you did wrong or not.  Allow the day to unfold rather than worry about your dream for it is still too fearful to touch. The day ahead shall show you the way of the dream.   Be still and allow the peace of Jesus to touch you rather than the noise. Taste the peace of Jesus and not the noise. The River takes us in peace.