Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, slow all down that you may see me and taste me for I come to fill you. We gather in the name of Jesus. I fill you with my love that is of Jesus. Today is anew with all possibilities. Your choices are made one by one and with each choice there are many more choices before you. By day's end your choices shall show you the beauty of Jesus for your choices shall be made with a knowing that you are in intimacy with the Light of the world. You need not purchase this right. You need only say yes to gain more precious riches than any within the world for the riches you gain move you into the realm of Eternity. Love as this is of the great love of Jesus who has given all for you. 

 Janine, my child, I am here. I take you into my heart for your yes makes it so. How many times did you hear Jesus ask if you would die for Him. Your answer never waived. Your yes was always answered with words of love and only love. Janine, I remind you of this. Hear the words of Jesus who tells you He never wanted you to die. He wanted to engage you in relationship. Hear now the words of Jesus who seeks to have you live in the forever of Eternity with Him. As we walk into the world today, take note of what gives you life. The life that Jesus speaks of is the life of love and only love that shall walk you into Eternity.

 Janine, my child. Come and allow me to welcome you here at this tabernacle. I speak to you through your hands. I ask only to feed you that I may fill you with love and only love. I fill you that you may fill for your need nourishment that you may nourish others. Each day we commune with Jesus in the oneness of love and only love. Yes, your yesterday witnessed to the gentle voice of Jesus. The gentle voice showed you the way of being, just being. The gentle heart of Jesus gave you view of how He holds you in gentleness and asked but one question. Do you love me? Jesus does not wish to love in isolation but to love in relationship. He asks, "Do you love me?" because it awakens relationship where love is given and received. Jesus loves you intensely and hears your prayers. Let us be still now and take in love that is reciprocal. 

 Janine, my child, your heart and soul and mind are no longer separate but made whole for all are opened to the truths of all parts. All parts now taste the truths of Jesus. The Mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am run through all of you with no more blocks to bind and hide one from the other. The mind is now opened to the truths and no longer works to hide itself from the parts of your heart and soul and body. There are those in the world that seek to seek as you do for they have come to know that wholeness is Godliness for wholeness acknowledges that deeper part of the soul. The soul is the soul with no matter the names for it. Ponder this lesson as we witness to those who have opened their soul with all of the beautiful names of the soul.  

 Janine, I open this Tabernacle for you that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus sans the noise. Today is anew for us that you may witness with Jesus and me to the love and only love that is showered upon the world. The noise of the world gets heavy. When we move back into the world Jesus shall carry your burdens of the noise that shall make you light. Do not fret for when the burden is placed upon you, in that instant Jesus shall take it from you. Pain is of the world but not of Jesus. Evil is of the world but not of Jesus. When you give to Jesus these burdens you need not fret.  You shall be shown the way of prayer as Jesus shows you the pain and evil within the world all the while you are not within it. The River of the I Am flows that you may see the goodness of Jesus and witness from afar the evil and pain.  This is the way of the River of the I Am where Eternity is held. Let God handle the evil and the pain. Prayer ignite...

 Janine, my child, I have shown you who I am and I have shared my heart with you. Come on this new day and learn all the more of my heart and learn all the more of the Light of my womb. Jesus and I walk with you in the oneness of the River of the I Am. All that we do is done in the name of Jesus who walks with us, prays with us and shows us the way.  No need to make complicated what Jesus makes simple. Love and only is simple but profound for it awakens us to the truth and to the great love and only of our God. Man often makes light of love and only love. God makes great of love and only love.

 Janine, my child, you shall see me one day and all will be of love and only love for this is the will of God. As we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am, you take in my love and my nurture. You take in Jesus, who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Your heart is known, Janine. Your joy is known. Take in the ways of your hands that know me. Take in the ways of your heart that knows me. Take in the ways of tasting Jesus for when you walk in intimacy with Jesus the gift of taste becomes known. To taste Jesus is to commune with Him. To taste Jesus is to be in relationship that hears and is heard from deep within the depths of your heart and soul. Each day expands your senses for this is the way of the River of the I Am. I taste your delight in what we have with Jesus. Delight in Jesus for He delights in you.

 Janine,  my child, we are mother and child. I taste your love for me. I taste your excitement for the day before us.  Jesus and I walk with you in all of your choices. You hear me and you hear Jesus. You now hear your body that speaks to you. Your body knows, Janine. Your body knows its needs.  You are grateful for your body and heart and soul. It is known, Janine. When you listen to your body you are acknowledging all parts that walk within the world as well as the parts that walk within the mystical. To walk from the view of both makes you whole. Let us walk today in the knowing of our love for each other and the world.

 Good morning, my child. Come and take rest within my heart and the heart of Jesus. Take the breath that lets go and allow our souls to commune within the depths of the River of the I Am.  Today is anew. As you take rest, take in love. Take in peace and faith and trust for this time and space slows all down that you may take in all of the beauty of the River of the I Am. Have faith and trust in Jesus who shall take care of  you and carry all that you may be light. The noise is heavy but Jesus makes light your walk. As the noise makes heavy, allow Jesus to take the heaviness from you. Janine, the noise casts itself into the world. The noise is the sum total of the misguidedness of man. This misguidedness is heavy but Jesus makes it light for you. Pray to walk in awareness within each inch and moment where Jesus makes light your walk.

 Janine, my child, it is you and me and Jesus who are here in this communion where all of the River of the I Am join us in prayer.  The mystical Living Waters of River of the I Am embodies God's will for us. It is a time and space that holds love and only love. To love and only love holds our souls together in a chain that flows towards the New earth. You are freer today. Take in the beauty of this freedom to be, my child, just be. Our prayers in this freedom are singing songs for the soul sings in praise. As we are in this time and space, let us sing the song of our souls.  To just be allows you to taste and hear and sing the songs of praise of all of the River of the I Am. 

 Janine, the noise clangs and becomes loud.  Come and let the peace of Jesus fill you. The noise shall always be the noise, my child.  You need not fret anymore. I remind you that the fret you feel is the urgency made by the clanging noise that wishes to make urgent that which need not be urgent. The noise wishes you to feel urgency so that you may follow in fear and not peace. Peace holds no fear, Janine. Take in the peace of Jesus now and know the protection of Jesus. Today is anew and you are finding the way with Jesus and not the noise, Taste the freedom that is tasted when you allow Jesus to fill you with His peace. The noise shall always be attempting to make urgent that which is never urgent. 

 Janine, you come to me this day anew. I taste your gratitude for what you have. I taste your gratitude for what we have. I taste your gratitude for Jesus who has saved the world. You have much grace. You have the ability to hear me and Jesus. You taste love in ways that words can never express. To taste is to know. To taste is to feel deep within your loins.  Jesus walks with us. Jesus shows you the taste of love. Jesus shares His peace with you and all. To taste the peace of Jesus you must be opened of heart for the peace Jesus offers is within. When you have this peace, you know Jesus. The peace of Jesus cannot ever be taken. The noise makes its clanging but it cannot take your peace when you walk with Jesus.

 Janine, my child, you have been made mine by the grace of God. To know me is to know how much you are loved. I hold you in the love of my womb. I remind you that we are mother and child. We commune with Jesus who is the Light that shines within the world. Do not fear for Jesus lives and shall one day walk you into Heaven.  Faith and trust is with you and within you for Jesus carries you in all things.  Today is another day to walk with Jesus and me in the ways of the sacred witness that notes everything from the view of the River of the I Am where love reigns. You fell asleep being in the void with Jesus and you awoke with the soft voice of Jesus speaking of love and only love that loves with no exceptions. Your human ways are learning this lesson for Jesus shines His Light upon us. We gather and walk with Him. 

 Good morning, my child. Let us hold each other in the embrace of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. We commune with Jesus for we gather in His name in all things.  Today is anew with love and only love. You are filled here at this Tabernacle that opens you to your depths where you are filled that you may fill.  Your body speaks to you. Your heart and soul speak to you. With your senses expanded you hear me and you hear Jesus. Come now and enjoy the expansion of your heart and soul and body. Come now and enjoy what you have with Jesus and me.

 Janine, the noise is loud. Come and take the breath of letting go that you may be freed from the noise. The world has noise. The River of the I Am casts out all noise that we may commune with Jesus in the quietness of the void that joins us.  Come and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where your soul communes with Jesus and me. The noise walks within the world but cannot be here.  You are letting go that you may depend on Jesus and His holy Spirit all the more and more with each day. Give to Jesus this day and this feeling of being lost. You are not lost, my child, you are found. You are the  honored rather than the scorned as your past would have you feel. Today is anew and that in itself rises up with hope. Come and be filled that this day may be of hope. Jesus carries hope. Let Him carry you.   

 Janine, hear me. Taste me and know we commune with Jesus. Take in the love of my heart and the peace of Jesus. It is Jesus who has saved the world from death. Jesus and I walk with you and inhabit the depths of your soul. You have the markings of God who has given us Jesus. The Light that I carried in my womb has saved the world. Do not make complicated what is simple, my child. Jesus lives because of my yes. Jesus gave His yes to be the Savior of man. You have given your yes to walk with Jesus and me to give witness to those placed before  us. Love gives love and receives love in a circle of love. This is the simplicity of love and only love. No need to judge or control, my child. Just witness and Jesus does the rest. You hear Him deep within you for you are opened. Be still now and take in this love and only love that it may be returned into the world. 

 Janine, you come to me at this Tabernacle with no matter the time or place and here I am. The sun is not rising and yet you trust that I am here and I speak to you through your hands. Love as this trusts much. Love as this knows deep within your soul that we are one with Jesus in any time and any space. I am pleased that you trust me and Jesus. Yesterday, saw you write my words that we are with you in all things and this Tabernacle follows you. I am pleased that you have come to trust me in this space. I am pleased that now you know that any time and any space holds this promise for you that I and Jesus are with you in all things. Be at peace now. Be still now and allow Jesus and me to commune with you deep within your depths. Time and space no longer have meaning in time and space for you are never far from Jesus and me. even unto Eternity. Nothing shall separate us for your heart and soul have been opened and can no longer be closed for you have been made whole.

 Janine, my child, I am your mother. You know me and I know you. I am graced to be mother to all. By God's hand I am your mother and I love with the love of Jesus.  When you were a child you knew me not for your heart and soul were closed to the ways of love and only love. Now, my child, you know me within all of you for you have done the work of opening your heart and soul. To work to open your heart and soul is to seek that which is deep within. As you uncovered the old pain that closed your heart and soul, you discovered Jesus and me in the ways of intimacy. As you uncovered the old pain of your childhood, you were able to taste the grace and goodness and gentleness of Jesus. As you were witnessed to, your childhood story rose up in the safety of not being judged or controlled. To have been witnessed to in this way opened you to the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  I taste your gratitude and I join you in gratitude to God for His loving hand upon us....

 Janine, it is a new day with a new learning. You have been able to taste deep within you that we are one in all you do. No need to fret for we are always one within the world as well as within the mystical. The human mind and body wishes to believe that there is a separateness between us where Jesus and I are placed in the above where we are not connected. We are connected in the oneness that never separates for this is the gift of God.  You have taken the choice to arrive here, no longer with a fear of abandonment, but rather, with the joy of knowing that I am here where we become still and enjoy communion with Jesus in the quietness and solitude of the depths of your soul.  We move into the world now. This movement is not of sadness but of joy for you now carry the mystical within and without.  This learning is simple but profound for the barrier made by man has been broken. You now  taste our connection closely and intimately, not just here within this Taber...

 Janine, my child, this is our time. This Tabernacle opens for you that we may commune with Jesus, the Light of my womb. By God's grace this is so. By God's grace you taste me and my love for you. I love you, my child. It is a new day to love and be loved. I take in your love for me as you take in my love for you. The world within this Mystical Living Waters of the River of the I  Am flows in love and only love with no noise to distract or bind. This flow is gentle and peaceful for it is of the promises of Jesus. To taste  such beauty while still in your body is of God's love for you. By your yes to me and to Jesus this is so.  God invades not. God invites always. This communion shall follow you into the outside world for it is the combination of your yes to Jesus and me as well as the promises of Jesus to carry you and your burdens.  The lightness you feel is from Jesus who carries your burdens for you. The dream of those years ago where Jesus was carrying that...

 Janine, my child, I never tire of what we have. I am always pleased when you come to this Tabernacle that we may commune with Jesus in the void of your soul. I am always pleased to walk within the world with you and Jesus where we witness to all placed before us. Love as this has no bounds. Love as this loves for the sake of loving where we love all with no expectations.  You are learning that love has no bias. Love has no control. Love loves with the want to be in relationship with another's soul and not the noisy ego.  The love of the soul loves quietly with no need to place control upon another. Love loves quietly with no need to be blustering. Love loves the soul of another knowing that the noise is just noise and has no meaning. Love loves with the joy of connecting to the soul of another. 

 Janine, my child, come and rest now. Come and rest in the solitude of your heart and soul. Come and take in the love of the River of the I Am that clears out all noise. In the solitude of your heart and soul you are able to just be and to hear me and to hear Jesus. We commune with Jesus in the solitude of that deep void that arises from your letting go of yourself.  You cannot find words for this void other than it is devoid of noise and it is a place where the mystical body of Jesus is tasted. Jesus is within this void. Jesus speaks to you within this space for there is nothing to interfere with giving and receiving love and only love. You are filled here. Man may say you cannot taste both the void and the filling in this space. But I say to you in a  loud and clear voice that man must come to taste the emptying of all into the void that man may be filled with Jesus. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine,  my child, yes it is a new day and I taste your gratitude for what we have with Jesus. To have touched those placed before us in the depths of their soul is to know that Jesus works through you within the world of the noise. To touch a soul is to go beyond the noise. To touch the soul of another comes back to fill you for this is the way of God's Love. This is the way of God's River. The River of the I Am is for all. It flows in love and only love to bring the peace of Jesus to all. The River of the I Am flows in spite of the noise. The River of the I Am flows that God's children may know Him. To be of this depth is to give up yourself to God. To do so makes you all the more of your depths. To give to Jesus your soul is to give it to God that all that are placed before us may come to know Him through your relationship with Jesus and me. Love as this has no bounds. Stay awake and witness to the miracles of the day.

 Janine, my child, let us look at the ways of your heart and soul and as promised Jesus is showing you the clearing of the confusion. Your heart and soul sing the song of love and gratitude for what was once hidden in confusion is now clear. Confusion is the signpost that says you are no longer in certainty. The old ways no longer fit you for they have been placed in confusion that you may see a different way. The different way is that of Jesus who painstakingly walked with you in the ways of change. As you walked with Jesus, you went from a false assurity to confusion and now to clarity. Confusion rose from deep within when what you thought to be real and true was actually hypocrisy. Jesus showed you the hypocrisy of man who will deny truth in order to pledge loyalty to a godlike cult that is held in the ego of man.  Jesus asked you to "sit" with the confusion. Today, my child, Jesus has cleared up the confusion. You cannot "unsee" what you have seen. You cannot ...

 Janine, my child, let us attend to what we have. By the grace of God, I am your mother. I love with the love of my womb, Jesus. Let us move into the depths of your heart and soul and commune with Jesus. Today is anew. Today shall see you more and more in love with all of God's graces. You are grateful for your design. You are grateful for all of yours. You are grateful for what we have. To be of such gratitude is to know the peace of Jesus. Your prayer to be of the peace of Jesus that you may share this peace is known.  Love as this gives all burdens to Jesus that peace may reign with each inch and in each moment.  Be still now and let us bask in the Light of the peace of Jesus. When it is time to move into the world you shall be filled that you may fill.

Janine, my child, it is time. You have come to know the ways of my heart. You come to me at this Tabernacle with your hands, your heart and your soul. You come to be filled. You come to commune with Jesus and me within the River of the I Am. Today is anew with all of the possibilities to love and only love. You are able to love self and others with the ways of my heart and the heart of Jesus.  With each day you become the more and more of my heart and the heart of Jesus where love of self and others grow your foundation.  Stay awake to the watchful eye of your heart and soul today that you may witness to the shedding of a confusion that has held you for a time. You have grown in patience and trust knowing that Jesus shall, in God's timing, shed this confusion. Today shall see the shedding of this confusion. You shall taste the shedding through the watchful eye of your heart and soul.   

 Janine, my child, I am and always will be your mother for I am your mother by God's hand. I walk with you in all you do. I love you with a love that holds no judgments or any want to control. I hold you in the embrace that makes communion with Jesus for we gather in His name. Your body makes you confused. It tells you of the noise that causes confusion. Only by attending to your body and heart and soul here within this Tabernacle will you gain the truth for you are being fed and prepared with the knowing that Jesus shall carry the confusion for you.   Yes, my child, you must walk within the world. Yes, my child, the noise is always around you.  It is by walking with Jesus that you find peace in the confusion. Each inch and moment that you feel confusion, give it to Jesus that He may carry it for you until, in God's timing. it shall be made clear. It is of matter that you walk in the confusion knowing it shall be made clear. You are able to enjoy the peace of Jesus a...

 Janine, I am here and I open this Tabernacle for you. You come to me and place your hands upon this Tabernacle that we may have what we have. There is no pressure here, just love. There is no judgment here, just love. Love is what drives the power of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides. We commune within the River of the I Am where love holds all. There is no war here to make man hate. There is no fret here to make man anxious.  Take in the peace that holds you here, my child. Love is within and flows through us for we are of Jesus. To commune with Jesus is to be one with Him. You need not seek what you call perfection for it is a futile walk. All you need do is remain in relationship with Jesus and all is made of love and only love where perfection is a word that does not make of matter. Rather, seek to be still of heart and soul where you are in intimate relationship with Jesus. When you seek to be still of heart and soul, peace reigns within you for you are in intimat...

 Janine, my child, let go and allow us to descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. You question your choices as you come to know that each is your choice and not the choice of others placed upon you. You ask of Jesus what He wishes you to do. The soft voice of Jesus shows you it is only of matter that you walk in relationship with Him where He walks with you in all of your choices. You walk with Him in love where each choice is of love. It may be that you choose to love yourself for your deepest parts now know that love within becomes love without when is feeds you. To love without becomes a choice of love when your heart is full that you may give in fullness. Jesus has spoken to you, my child. All you need do is to seek your depths that show you when you are in need of filling. Let filling be of your ponder today for what shall fill you shall fill  others for this is the way of love and only love. 

 Janine, come and be with me and Jesus in the oneness of love and only love. We descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we are at once one in union and yet all the more individual for by this oneness we are more of our individual design. God has handcrafted us that we may be at once one in a union with Him and at once be separate in this union. To be one in union and at the same time more individual is to know God at this deep level. When you walk into the world the noise wishes to have you believe that you cannot be in this beautiful union. Take in what we have and when it is time to return to the world, you will be all the more and more sure of this union than you were yesterday for you are growing in oneness with each day. The death in your dream was necessary for you to grow to this day.  Yes, my child, it was upsetting but know it is growth of your deepest parts for there was a part of you that needed to die.

 Janine, my child, as you enter this Tabernacle, know that we are in communion with Jesus for all must be of Jesus here. You ask Jesus to show you the way of your dream. The day ahead shall answer this request. You are in fear that Jesus will judge your behavior in the dream as wrongdoing.  Let us allow the day before us to show you just how much Jesus loves you and does not judge your choices. It was you who judged your choice for you were taught by the noise that Jesus (the policeman being called) would be the one who would make the judgment of whether you did wrong or not.  Allow the day to unfold rather than worry about your dream for it is still too fearful to touch. The day ahead shall show you the way of the dream.   Be still and allow the peace of Jesus to touch you rather than the noise. Taste the peace of Jesus and not the noise. The River takes us in peace.