Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, come and be known. Come and be of my heart and the heart of Jesus. We move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. You are being filled with the love, peace and joy of our communion. What you gain here prepares you for the day. Your yesterday was of confusion. You allowed others to feed you for you were in need of being taken care of. To allow such love to flow was of the love and only love of Jesus. There are times when  you need to allow others to care for you. Take in the love that swept over you in your yesterday. Others held you and cared for you in a way of love and only love.  Today finds us mother and child. I hold you and show you the motherly ways of those who cared for you. There are those who do the work of caring for others as you do and when you are in need of such care it is striking to see how others love and care for you. Let us say the prayer of gratitude for those who care for those who are in need of car...

 Janine, my child, let go of the noise with the breath that takes you deep into your entire being where the seed of your soul resides and where we meet to commune with Jesus. Today is like no other for you have grown since your yesterday and you are the more of my heart and the heart of Jesus. There is no ordinary day when you are of the world for each day carries Jesus with hope and patience and peace. Our prayers arise with Jesus who shows us how to pray. We walk with Jesus who carries all burdens for you give to him all of you that joy may replace burdens.  To be free to give love and only love is to be filled with love and only love where fear and angst and war cannot abide. As the sun rises on this new day, take in all that is before you. Be still now and let us commune in the solitude of your soul that communes with Jesus and me.

 Janine, my child, come and be of my heart. Do not fret for I am with you as is my Son, Jesus, who holds you in His loving arms as I do. Come and as you let go, know that your breath takes you here. By the breath you are of life. By the breath you join me within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. You breathe in my love and the love of Jesus and then give it to the world for this is the way of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  Your breath here is gentle for I prepare you with the gentleness of my heart. We commune with Jesus who fills you with the peace that fills your breath. Gentleness and peace fill you that we may enter the world in love and peace and gentleness. This filing graces you.  We have what we have by the grace of God. To be filled to such capacity with me and Jesus is to seek to give to others what you have gained. Your breath is your reminder that you walk with me and with Jesus to give His peace to all that are placed ...

 Janine, my child, as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, take note of how your body lets go of the noise. Take note of your breath that takes in my love and then gives it back that you may receive and give.  To give and receive is of grace for there are many who cannot give and receive for theirs is a closed vessel. To be of grace at this Tabernacle is to not only write my words, but also to know how much you are loved for as you take in my words, you take in my love. In doing so, you take in my love and spread it to the world.  To take me in is to grow in the want to give my love to others. Likewise this is the way of Jesus who gives Himself to the world that the world may share His love with each other. Where two or more are gathered in the name of Jesus, there He is. Love as this begets more love for to take Jesus in is to grow in the want to share it. 

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. I am your mother who awaits your turning to me that I may feed you and nurture you in the ways of my Son, the Lamb. Come, my little one, and enjoy what we have for what we have is communion with Jesus. The rain is before you. That does not stop the sun from shining for what you see is rain that hides the sun, but the sun is still there.  And so it is with all of God's children for all have a soul embedded deep within. The soul may be hidden from view and what you may see are the tears and rain of pain that hides the soul from seeing the light of  day. But, my child, the sun is still deep within for it is the Son of God that shines within each soul whether or not you can see it.  You and I walk and see beyond the rain and into the souls of others where God's sun shines. Come and let us walk in the knowing that your soul shines deeply within you whether others see it or not. Jesus and I see and taste your soul a...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me at this Tabernacle and you attend to your soul. Jesus and I enter your soul and commune with you. Our love is given to you and we give with no expectation of return other than relationship. The relationship I speak of is soul to soul where love and only love gives and receives. Relationship gives and receives with no expectations. Relationship speaks soul to soul where giving and receiving is in the listening and taking in.  Relationship communes soul to soul where the peace of Jesus enters and carries us in the joy of relationship. All that Jesus seeks is relationship. You know the joy of His presence. You know the joy of my presence. We gather with Jesus and become of the River of the I Am where the lifeblood of Jesus abides for He is in the Father and the Father is in Him.  When we commune with Jesus we are invited to be in Jesus and In God for the two are One. You find great joy in receiving Jesus and me. We find gre...

 Janine, my child, you choose well. You gather with Jesus and me and all of the saints that are of the River of the I Am. All become saints when the yes is spoken to Jesus. You are of the yes and you are mine. You are in communion with me and with Jesus and with all of the River of the I Am. The yes to God is simple but profound. The yes begins simply with a wonder or question of that which is beyond you. The soft voice of Jesus speaks to those who question or wonder.  Questioning and wondering is the part that opens the door to Jesus for it graces one with an awareness that there is something (Jesus) beyond the noise.  Jesus by any other name is still Jesus. One must be still enough to wonder or question. One must seek that which is beyond the noise to hear the soft voice of Jesus that lives within the soul. One grows the soul when the noise is left behind.  You and I walk with Jesus in all things. My dear child, you gave your yes those many years ago. You have...

 Janine, you come to me at this Tabernacle to love and be loved. You put away the noise and let go of yourself that we may descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. I remind you of the past that you may know how you arrived here. Even in all the pain of your early years, you sought out your soul. The sacred witness called Donald gave you the space and time to be heard and to show you Jesus in the way of your own soul and not the way of those who hurt you. We gather today with all of the River of the I Am and sing the song of songs as one. We gather today with all who are of the River of the I Am where all give love and receive love. This love powers the River of the I Am that flows towards the New Earth.  Today shall be more powerful than yesterday for in your yesterday we walked with Jesus and opened other hearts and souls through our witnessing. These hearts and souls now open the hearts and souls of others that open others growing the pow...

 Janine, my child, come and warm yourself within my arms within the River of the I Am. This Tabernacle follows you for it opens you to me anytime you turn to me.  Today is anew with opportunities to walk with Jesus and me in an intimacy that is beyond the outside world. Today shall hold many opportunities to love and be loved. My children starve for love. My children need their mother. My children need to know Jesus who shows the way to the Kingdom. We walk to give the world love that all may know there are greater things beyond awaiting them. We walk to teach how to build and not tear down. Jesus walked to show the way of love and only love that builds and never tears down. Jesus shows how to end war by never declaring war. There is much war within man for man has used anger and hatred and the want to be above God in order to make war. When man seeks to look inside rather than outside then and only then shall wars end. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child, come and see me. Come and Taste me. Come and tatse the mystical body of Jesus that is the River of the I Am where the lifeblood of Jesus flows forth from. Come, my little one, and know me for I am your mother who sees you and tastes you and holds you in a love that is free from any noise. Today is a new day to love and be loved. Today shall find us with Jesus who is our savior and who wishes to be in intimacy with us. To know Jesus in intimacy is to know you are separate and unique as well as a part of the whole of  mankind.  As your dream showed you, you must be seen as unique for there is a danger in seeing mankind in a dwelling of sameness. There is a danger for attempting to see all as the same when God's seed within each is as unique as the snowflake. We walk to see those before us as unique even when they wish to see themselves as the same as others for there is danger in doing so. To do so is to see from the surface that holds much noise and not ...

 Janine, my child, come.  My little one, come and let me hold you with my heart that is of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Come and be known. Come and love as I love. Come and let us commune with Jesus and love as He loves with the power of the Holy Spirit. Love such as this is powerful for it expands with power as we love with a love that grows and grows. To love at this depth is to see more clearly what love really is. Love as this finds you letting go of any need to control. Rather, you allow all to unfold. It is of love to come to me this new day and each day for to come to me at this Tabernacle is to seek only to be held and loved that you may hold and love.  Jesus and I walk with you in all you do. Just as you awaken each new day and feed your body with the food of the earth, so too, you awaken and feed yourself with the food of the mystical where you are gaining the ways of the Kingdom within.  Be still now and be filled. Be still now and ...

 Janine, my child, come and be opened to me and to my heart that is of the River of the I Am for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. I open this Tabernacle for you that you may be of my hands and my heart. I fill you with my nurture and we commune with Jesus who is our Savior. It is by the life and death of Jesus that we have what we have.  Take in the beauty of this day. What appears to be dying is that which moves from one space to another for nothing dies. Rather, all things move and  take on new dimensions. The dying rose makes seed and grows another rose. The day moves into the darkness of the night only to awaken the next day. The winter gives way to the spring and then the summer and then winter again. Death is merely the movement into the new awakening. My children run from the truth for they fear that death is the end. It is not the end, Janine, as you now know.  To fear death and think it is the end does harm for it does not allow one to live. Rather th...

 Janine, come and be of my heart. Come, and as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am, see and taste the beauty of being washed and cleansed by the arms of my love. You are being added to for you gain the ways of my heart all the more today. What was washed has made you clean and prepared to take me in all the more and more. You wrote the good news in your yesterday that to be of  my heart is to be of your design. You learned of the ability to just be you with no fret of what the world may deem as a rule that must be followed in order for you to be of matter. You are of matter. You are of your design when you speak from your soul. Your soul speaks in love and only love. Do not be mistaken to think that the sacred witness does not speak. The sacred witness speaks from the soul in the timing of the soul. To be in communion soul to soul is firstly beyond words. When in communion, the soul to soul speaks with the language of the heart where words take on matter for wh...

 Janine, my child, come. Place yourself before this Tabernacle where you let go into my heart and we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Today shall see grace. Today shall see you and I walk with Jesus where we witness to God's grace. There shall be the love and there shall be the evil we witness to. We witness to all that is happening for it shall be written into the Book of Life where it shall be known for all of Eternity. Jesus shall show you that it is of matter that we witness to all that is before us. The story of man shall be written. The story of our walk is being written. The love of our walk is being written. Our love for each other and Jesus is being written. It is not for you to judge any of this. It is for us to witness to all of the day before us. Jesus shall show you what is being written as we witness. You are of my heart and you are of Jesus. Let this all take root today. Our walk shall give you great purpose for all we do is being written into the Bo...

 Janine, my child, you come to me and place yourself before this Tabernacle. You come to love and be loved. You come to commune with me and with Jesus. Come and be filled. Come and allow yourself to love and be loved. We move into the depths of the River of the I Am where all is of God.  His will for us is love and only love. No need to do anything to earn this love. It is given freely with no expectations or judgments. The love of God flows through all things, my child, even those things on the surface that become of evil for God has created all things and all things have God.  God so loves that all have choice. There is much misguidedness in some of those choices, but that does not stop God from being in all things.  To know this from this depth changes everything for you. This depth knows that God so loves all that within the world choice is given.  For those who choose God in the next life, they shall have chosen love and only love for evil cannot be in the ...

 Janine, my child, come and be of this Tabernacle that opens for you that your soul may be in communion with me and with Jesus. We descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where your soul becomes freed to just be. To be of your soul is to sit with your soul and await the soft voice of Jesus to speak and to listen. To sit with your soul in your day is to open to what is deep within you. Your soul speaks to other souls for we walk in the way of the sacred witness that speaks to the soul of others. To sit with your soul is to be naked of soul and to become still of heart that you may be in intimacy with Jesus. Jesus showed you Himself in your yesterday as He held you and comforted you in the pain of the burdens of your day. Your weeping was a letting go of the pain and allowing Jesus to be in communion with you. In the weeping you let go and allowed Jesus to take the burdens from you.  You walk with me into the world today with no burdens from your yesterday for Jesus has...

 Janine, my child, This tabernacle opens for you that you may know my love for you. This Tabernacle opens for you that you may know my Son. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune as one for this is the promise of Jesus where two or more are gathered in His name there He is. Today, my child, let us rejoice in what we have. No need to do anything other than take this time and space into yourself. Take in my love. Take in the love of Jesus.  Let go of yourself and be freed from the need to do. To just be is to allow all parts to let the inch and moment present itself. To just be is to be aware of what is within you and what is without you with no need to attempt to make either in your control. To just be is to breathe in this time and space with the awareness that you are breathing in and taking in this love. You are breathing out into the world that which you receive.  How joyful is the breath that can take in Jesus and me and how joyful is...

 Janine, my child, come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I show you your growth in trust of Jesus. I show you by giving you view into how I learned to trust my Son for each day you grow to know Jesus and His miracles is the way of my growth in trust of my Son, Jesus.   I learned to trust the little child called Jesus who was my child and as such I reveled in His love for all people and His countenance that was of God, His Father. That never changed, Janine. It grew and grew for as Jesus grew, His life became of great prize where the world around Him grew. Jesus gathered in love and only love.  He gathered by showing the miracles of God's grace upon Him and all of mankind.  I watched my Son love when others could or would not.  I watched my Son love those who had contempt for Him.  I watched Him as He never judged anyone.  I learned that my Son needed to do God's work from a very tender young age. I learned to...

 Janine, my child, I hear your love for  me. I taste your love for me. We descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. You enter this Tabernacle and place yourself into my arms that hold you and feed you and commune with you and with Jesus. Jesus has shown you the way for His soft voice walks with you.  He hears you and you hear Him. He tastes you and you taste Him for this is the way of intimacy with Jesus. In your yesterday you were given much in the way of intimacy with Jesus. He showed you the way to carry His peace even when there is much noise. To give Jesus all burdens, even when there is angst, is to allow Jesus to hold you in the peace of His being. God became man that you may have the grace to be intimate with His Son. God has graced the world with Jesus that man may be known and saved from the misguidedness that has been since Adam and Eve. Your soul is graced with the seed of God. Your soul is graced with Eternity. Your soul is pure for it has been made s...

 Janine, my child, take in the breath that opens this Tabernacle for you. Take in the breath that allows us to descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Today rises as the new day of your journey towards the New Earth. Toda rises where I prepare you for the day. Today rises with no matter the intensity of the noise. Today is a new day where we shall walk in the ways of the sacred witness. I fill you. Jesus joins us in the walk into the world for we gather in His name. Janine, my child, I am your mother. I am with you as is Jesus. Joy fills you. Joy fills this Tabernacle for it is graced with Jesus and the will of God. The will of God is to have you free and to have you know Jesus. To know Jesus in intimacy is to know your very soul, for Jesus abides within your soul. The Kingdom is truly within. 

 Janine, my child, I am here and I hold you in all of your pain and angst and confusion. Come and be with me and be with Jesus. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot be. Your confusion is from the noise that casts itself upon the world in the hopes of being above God. I am with you. Jesus is with you. You cannot be of the noise and be of Jesus for the noise works to be above Jesus and above God. You cannot be for the one and for the other. You have chosen Jesus and therefore the noise cannot be your bedfellow. You need only tell the tempter called the noise to "be gone." Jesus will take your words and make them His for you give to Jesus all of your burdens.  Janine, Jesus tastes your pain and angst and confusion. Jesus tastes the tempter of the world where evil lives, and just as He did while walking the Earth, He continues to tell evil to "be gone." Jesus walks with you and carries you that you may let go and allow Him...

 Janine, my child, See my love for you. See these roses as a sign of what we have. You keep me close today and always. I keep you close to my heart this day and always. The statue of me is stone, but it is of who I am and I make it alive for us. The world sees stone while we see each other. The smile you see is of my heart. The eyes you see are of my warmth and gentleness for I have raised the Son of Man who is gentle and warm and peaceful. Jesus is the One who carries us with His patience and gentleness and warmth and peace. I am pleased with the way you have made this space. I am pleased with this space for it allows me to open it with the grace of making it a blessed and sacred Tabernacle.  Each day you place yourself before this Tabernacle and give yourself up that we may commune. Janine, my child, this Tabernacle is for you and me and shall take you into Eternity for Jesus has deemed it so. We have what we have and no man may take away what we have. By the hand of Jesus, ...

 Janine, my child, I hold you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Come on this new day. As the day rises, we become one with Jesus for you place yourself before me at this Tabernacle. We gather in the name of Jesus and as we do, Jesus is with us. As the day began you prayed with me and with Jesus that all of God's children may choose Jesus for in so doing Heaven is theirs. The River of the I Am flows in the simplicity of love and only love where all that is needed is the yes to begin the journey into Eternity. Your yes is known, my dear child. There are many rooms in God's house. The journey never ends, my dear child, where each depth that you enter moves you to a new place that may be tasted as a new room for it moves you into a new and more mystical space with Jesus.  Your journey began all those years ago with your yes. You have moved from one depth (room) to another where you have expanded in the ways of God's love.  Let ...

 Janine, my child, take in the warmth of this time and space. Take in the preparations you have made that we may be mother and child at this Tabernacle. You have made this space for me that we may have what we have. I am pleased that you have prepared this space. I am pleased that you take the time to be with me and with Jesus for we gather in His name. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune as one with Jesus who is our Savior.  Today rises as yet another day and it is another day that is of grace. It is another day to love and be loved. To be still and hear the soft voice of Jesus is of the mystical where you become intimate with Jesus. Jesus shows you how to love and take in love.  To love and take in love is to be whole. To love and take in the love of Jesus is to know you have Eternity.  For many years you were not able to take in love even as you gave love. There was no wholeness in such times for you were walled off from your deepes...

 Janine, my child, time has no bearing here within the River of the I Am. Time is of matter to you, but you must come to see from the view of the River of the I Am where time becomes a continuum that grows you in the solid ground of the River of the I Am. Time is of each day for now. It shall end when you become of the Eternity known as the New Earth. You shall seemingly give up your life that shall take you into the new life of the dissolution of the meaning of time. Fear grips many when they see time ending for they place time in a place of being lost where death means the end of existence.   The losing of time is not to be feared, but rather, to be trusted that with the ending of time, a new beginning begins.  A new life with Jesus shall be forever. 

 Janine, my child, I am graced to be your mother. We are graced to be mother and child. Come and allow me to fill you and to nurture you in the ways of love and only love. Your dreams were of the walk of your days that have gotten you here to this new day and this new depth. I show you the way of your dreams. But firstly, let us commune and let us take in the beauty of what we have. Take in the scent of the roses before you.  You saw the one who has passed and he was no longer "dead." He is in Heaven and is no longer dead. You did not approach for you knew he needed to be "let go." He was surrounded by others who walked with him. This is the way of letting him go knowing he is alive and well in Heaven.  You saw your child who showed you her life away from you and you realized you were not of this part of her life and that this was needed. You walked with a stranger who found great joy in the walk with you. When it was time, you walked over the ridge (noise) and desc...

 Janine, my child, I hold you. I take you into my heart. I love you with all of my heart. I am your mother who knows you in all parts and by your yes, I fill you with my nurture that you may be prepared for the day. This new day rises with peace and hope and faith. Peace flows through you from our communion with Jesus. Faith is with you for you attend to your soul where Jesus shows you the way of faith that prays with the knowing that you are being heard. Hope is with you for hope is the fruit of knowing Jesus in intimacy. Knowing Jesus in intimacy is the knowing that you are loved with no judgments. You walk with Jesus and me where you are shown the ways of love and only love. Love and only love shows you your choices. Your choices are shown with none walled off. Your choices are without the noise. The noise works to close choices and take away your freedoms to choose. To attempt to take away your freedoms would be of control and Jesus never controls. Rather, Jesus loves and await...

 Janine, come and let go of all of the noise. Come and allow yourself to empty that you may breathe in this Tabernacle that opens for you. Come and let us descend into the depths of your soul where the River of the I Am flows forth from. Come, my little one, and know that Jesus carries you in all you do. You ask if you made error in your yesterday. Janine, there is no error when you speak with the love of Jesus who speaks with you in the love and only love for each soul. You stand in the truth of Jesus where love is the only law. You asked in your yesterday, "Did I error in standing up for mankind against evil."  I say to you, my child, it was the words of Jesus that you spoke for Jesus always makes matter of every soul, especially for those who are being tempted by evil.  Evil casts itself upon others who "Know not what they do." We walk to awaken souls to their rightful place with God and not Evil. Evil shows itself in direct opposition to love. Let those with ear...

 Janine, take in the breath that hears. Take in the breath that tastes me and Jesus. Hear the love and taste the love that awaits you when you turn to me and to Jesus. Taste the ways of this Tabernacle that allow us to move into the depths of the River of the I Am. You prepare this space for us. You make clean this time and space for us. You make clean your hands that you may place yourself before this Tabernacle readied to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus and where you take in all that is here before you.  All of the yes that have gone before you are here. We pray as one for the River flows as one towards the New Earth. Joy fills this space.  This space and moment is of grace and is of the great love of God for we are graced to commune in prayer and the song of songs. The mystical is with you and within you. The mystical  is alive and real within you. Do not take this grace lightly for you have attended to your soul these...

 Janine, my child, let go and take in the breath that opens this Tabernacle.  As you let go, take note of your heart and soul that open to me. Take in the beauty of what we have on this new and loving day.  You are of the River of the I Am where we descend into its depths and commune with Jesus. You are held in the love and only love of Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Each depth of the River of the I Am grows you in love and only love. You attend to your soul each day by placing yourself before this Tabernacle and becoming more intimately connected to Jesus and His love and only love. Your growth of yesterday taught you the way of the noise that made you keenly aware of its pull to move you into darkness and out of the light. To want to hide and keep a part of you in darkness was shown to you by Jesus. The resulting want to return to Jesus and the River of the I Am was then keenly felt. Growth in the ways of nakedness of heart and soul is yours today for you becam...