Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, there shall be the one day where the distractions of the world shall cease. For now, it is of matter to see the distractions as a way to walk with Jesus for we walk with Jesus in all things.  To attend to your soul is not without distractions for this is the way of the world. There are those distractions that allow you to see the noise and its temptations. To attend to these distractions in the way of the witness is to see the folly of the noise. To walk with Jesus as these distractions open to you is to see that Jesus shows you His love within all distractions. To see the miracle of Jesus in a distraction is to see His love flow through you and into the world.  To see the folly of man through the noise is also a gift of grace, my child, for Jesus shows you the way of the noise that seeks to tempt you. Do not find fault with a distraction for it is a way to walk with Jesus.  As the distraction presents itself, you shall see the workings of Jesus to...

 Janine, you are my child. I take you into my heart and love you with all of my heart. I give you my love, attention and nurture that you may know how much you are loved. To be your mother is to be graced by God. You are a mother as graced by God. We give ourselves to Jesus in the yes that is of our depths and not of the surface. To do so is to know ourselves deep within that gives the yes without any reservations. To be of the yes is not to deny your human ways. You are of the human by the grace of God. To be of the yes only requires honesty of that which is beyond the noise for the noise works to have you think you are not worthy of Jesus.  You write in the knowing that we are in communion with Jesus where relationship passes between and within us. No one is above or below here for relationship gives and receives in a measure that is equal.  Your heart knows this, Janine. The world fears this, my child, for the world seeks to make Jesus king. Yes, Jesus walked the Earth...

 Janine, my child, come and let us be still for this time and space. In stillness I fill you. In stillness you hear me through your hands. In stillness we are one with Jesus who carries us in  this oneness. Take note of how hard it may feel to face me at this Tabernacle. Take note of fear, my child. Yet, my child, once you touch this Tabernacle all fear is washed away. Fear is old, very old. Fear can no longer stop you from braving through the fear to me. It is as if fear can only be fear when you give it matter.  Tears wish to flow through you. Allow the tears to have voice, Janine, for they are tears of relief and not unbearable fear. Unbearable fear can hold you no longer for it has been made small. When you give to Jesus this burden of fear, He makes it smaller and smaller. One day, in God's timing, it shall cease. I show you how fear has been made small in this inch and moment. Take in the peace that replaces fear now. When the fear chases you, you now show patience ...

 Janine, today is rising in the anew. This is the beauty of another day for all is made anew. Your body has rested and your dreams have cleansed you. Your day is rising with attendance to your soul. This tabernacle awaits you and we move into the River of the I Am where we descend into the depths of your soul where Jesus and I abide. We fill you that you may know how much you are loved. When you are filled you are prepared to walk into the world with us to give and receive love and only love. Joy is in this filling. Joy is given and received. The peace of Jesus is given and then received in turn for Jesus walks in relationship with us where Jesus receives your love as you receive His. The circle of love and only love is maintained by this giving and receiving. You are learning within your very depths that Jesus receives you and loves to be with you as you love to be with Him.  This is a lesson that many do not see, my child. To the depth that you receive Jesus in relationship ...

 Janine, my child, come and allow Jesus and me to commune with you as one. You ask me of trust on this new day for your heart wishes to hear of trust in the face of the noise that throws worry at you. In love you choose to give trust to Jesus even though worry casts fear upon you. Hear the soft voice of Jesus and you shall have your worry taken from you. It matters not the worry. What matters is that in spite of worry,  you give to Jesus your burden. Janine, it is of love that says to you that in your depths you know Jesus has you. Worry has its origins from the old and has no place today. But is still rises as it cannot be stopped. As Jesus shows you how He is holding your burden, you must seek patience and patience only for patience destroys worry. Is is of your human ways that wishes Jesus to "fix" worry without patience. It is in Jesus' time that worry shall be taken from you.  Patience grows with you each time you seek patience for it grows as the seedling that matur...

 Janine,  my child, allow your body to let go and we shall descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Feel the love that surrounds you and washes into you and through you. This is the way of the River of the I Am that flows in love and only love towards the New Earth. Do not take lightly the way of the River of the I Am that flows towards the New Earth. It may appear within the world that there is no power to move love and only love. There are those that carry no hope of such a power.  I show you the power of the River of the I Am each day for it is in love and only love that such power grows. Power is built upon each day when we witness to a soul that tastes the truth of the power of love and joins the River of the I Am in love and only love.  I give you view of such power in your yesterday where what seemed insurmountable became a powerful instance of love and only love.  Peace and love and faith showed itself to you and to t...

 Janine, my child, it is time for us to join in this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus. As we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am, take in the beauty of letting go of all that you may gain all of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. As we descend, take note of how love flows with you and through you where we are in a communion as one with Jesus. Take note of how the disruptions within the world take you but for the moment and you then return to me and to Jesus within the depths of the River of the I Am.  Janine, your hands upon this Tabernacle may at times meet disruptions. But, my child, you always return to me when you place your hands upon this Tabernacle. Take in the love that is patient and flowing and beyond the noise. You are of your design when you place yourself upon this Tabernacle for God has designed you that you may hear me and taste me and know Jesus in communion. This new day finds us in a communion that gives and receives. I to...

 Janine, my child, come and let us be in the silence and solitude of your soul where we commune with Jesus. Take in the taste of this love and only love that flows through you in all parts. Allow this communion to take you into the depths of your soul. It is a new day. It is a day to open yourself to me and to Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. The depths of your soul hold much grace.The depths of your soul allow your hands to hear me and to write my words. Hear and taste my love for you. Hear and taste the love of Jesus for you. You are naked of heart and soul where you are able to expand and take in love and only love that shall sustain you this day. As we prepare to enter the world, take note of this filling of love and only love. Take note of how deep we are within the depths of the River of the I Am. The River of the I Am flows through your soul, Janine, for you have expanded your soul to take in the River of the I Am. 

 Janine, it is a new day and we are one with Jesus for we do all with Him and in His name. Love loves with all of your heart and all of your soul when you give to Jesus your love and burdens. In giving Jesus all of your burdens you are saying you trust Him in all things. Trust is of great power, my child, for in such trust you allow Jesus to send His Holy Spirit into the world to gather and to make holy His words. You allow Jesus to enter into the world through you where love touches others from deep within your soul. No need to make matter of doing for Jesus does the work through you.  You are made holy when Jesus walks with you and through you. You need not seek perfection, my child. All you need to seek is relationship with Jesus where it is He who gathers through you. You are learning the colors of Jesus.  The colors of Jesus were shown you in your dream. Let us walk in the hues of Jesus. They are the blue of His heart, the red of His passion for love and only love, a...

 Janine, my child, come and awaken to this new day. To begin this new day here at this Tabernacle is to accept the grace of God that is before you. Your yes makes it so. To have said yes so many years ago and to say yes each day has gained you the expansion of your soul. This new day finds you larger and more in love for this is the way of the River of the I Am. Your breath takes in the oneness with Jesus and me. I love you, Janine, and I always have. Even when you were in the womb, I was there with my motherly love. Jesus was there and is always with you as well. The soul carries Jesus for God has made it so. The soul carries the seed of God and Jesus is the seed. The seed within you makes you sister to Jesus and therefore to God. Ponder the oneness of what you have with Jesus, me and God for in His name we become one with Him. Nothing is taken away and everything is added. Be still now and ponder what we have, Janine. 

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and you are awakened to this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle shows you how much you are loved. Come and let us commune with Jesus and become one with Him. Today shows itself to you in love and only love. As you awaken, you taste my love and the love of Jesus. You take in His peace that touches all parts of you. You drink in love. You cannot compare yourself with any other for you are designed in an intricate way that is of you and you alone. We commune in a love that is for you and you alone. This Tabernacle is for you and you alone. You take in this unique way of being with me and Jesus. Each child is a child of God and made as uniquely as you. Therefore, my child, we walk in this knowing and allow each child placed before us to show their uniqueness. You are learning to see through to the design of each child where love flows forth from Jesus into each child for Jesus knows the uniqueness of each child.

 You are in love with me and Jesus. Your time here is wonderous for you taste the beauty of what we have. Your hands dance with the words of my heart. Your soul dances with the love of Jesus for you are one with Him and me. Your love for others is known, Janine. With each day your love touches others with no judgments or controls. Each day you say less and listen more. Each day you grown in patience and await Jesus to open the souls of others where relationship grows from soul to soul. You are not the leader. You are of equal place when you walk with another soul to soul.  Janine, you walk in equalness and not above or below. This is the way of the sacred wetness who speaks to another's soul. Firstly, my child, you must listen with the ear of the heart that cancels out the noise. Then and only then do you speak and touch soul to soul. You are being shown the way to touch souls by being in relationship with Jesus who shows you the beauty of soul to soul. Bask in the beauty of y...

 Janine, do not shy away from me. I am here with no matter how you see yourself from the view of the noise. I love you and I will never abandon you. Come now and taste my love. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Taste this circle of love that gives and receives in love and only love that makes no matter of what the world may deem as unfit. You fit here. You love here. You are loved here. You are filled here that you may be prepared to return to the noise for in this filling the noise shall be rendered just noise. In this filling you become protected by Jesus and me and the Holy Spirit where the noise cannot enter you. The noise can only clang. Jesus and I shall show you the ways of the clanging noise from outside of you where we shall witness to it without allowing it to make you fearful. Take note of your body and your soul that carry the peace of Jesus who promises you His peace. To become still is to know this peace. You have done t...

 Janine, my child, I hold you in the love of my womb. Come and let us commune with my Son. We are honored by God for we have been given the Light that we may be of Eternity. Let us be of wonder for what we have is of the great wonder of God. Love such as this is beyond human understanding for you cannot fathom the intensity with which you are loved. To trust is to know in your depths that God shall one day show you this intensity when you join Him in the next life.  Pain and sorrow and confusion are part of your human condition. I tell you in a loud and clear voice, Janine, that all pain and confusion and sorrow will fall away in the next life. Trust in my words and my holding. God understands mothering for He sent His Son to taste and show the ways of mothering. We walk to mother as Jesus mothers.

 Janine, my child, this is a new day and you are made anew. Come and let go of yourself into my arms and the arms of Jesus. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Today shall see its rising in due time but for this inch and moment we descend into the River of the I Am where time has no matter or meaning for forever lives here. Take in the depth of peace that is here and flows through us. Take in the love that flows through you and surrounds you. All is gentle and peaceful and simple for love and only love is peaceful and gentle and simple. No need to feel you must do to be of the River of the I Am. All is needed is to just be with the yes of your soul. Allow rather than control. Allow Jesus to carry your burdens and all shall be peaceful and simple.  Today, my child, take in and allow rather than control.

 Today, Janine, I show you the path of your yes to Jesus of so long ago for today is anew with the promises of so long ago.  Jesus and I walk with you.  We love you. We elevate you. You felt you were evil and unlovable. If you were not good enough Jesus would not have died for you.That day of long ago Jesus showed you Heaven where you would be loved forever.   You have come to know Jesus in the ways of His love for you. Today, Janine, you commune with Him in the ways of His Promise of marriage with the Holy Spirit. Jesus and I  love you. W walk with you. W witness with you. We elevate others that they may know Jesus where we build and never tear down. To build is to witness and to listen with the ear of the heart. You hear Jesus and me.  I remind you of your marriage to Jesus in a communion of love and only love. That day when you heard Jesus ask you to give yourself to Him and you did, you became married to Him in the Holy Spirit.  Jesus showed y...

 Janine, my child, come and I shall put away your fears for I take you into the depths of my heart where the fears and noise cannot be. Come and let my heart fill you. Come and let Jesus fill you. We commune in love and only love. Fear came upon you in your awakening. As you awoke, the old fears overwhelmed you. Come and let Jesus and I carry you in a love that shall comfort and take away those fears. The fears you awoke with are of being overtaken by those people and things that were of great pain at one time. Janine, this is the way of the old fears for the only time they now overtake you is upon your awakening. I give you view of your heart and soul now that you are with me and Jesus. Peace is upon you now. It is of no mistake that you come to me upon your awakening for this is the time that counters the fears and noise that take you over as you awake on such fearful mornings. Now take in peace. Know that Jesus and I take these fears and grind them into the River of the I Am whe...

Janine, I call you by name, my child.  Today is anew with the ways of my love and my heart. Be still of heart and soul that we may descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. The world yearns for peace, my child. The world must come to taste the peace of Jesus in order to know peace. There are those who declare war in the hopes of peace but war never carries peace. To truly have a peaceful world, the world must come to seek peace within that peace without may reign. Jesus walks in the world to show the way of peace within that peace without may reign. The River of the I Am flows with the Lifeblood of Jesus and in time it shall overcome war within the world. Prayer is deep within you and we walk in the prayer for worldly peace. To pray constantly for peace is to live in awareness with Jesus deep within you who is peace and who shows you and the world the way to peace. 

 Janine, my child, you make the sign of the Cross as you enter this Tabernacle to show the holiness of this space and time. Come and let us move into communion with Jesus who makes us one with Him. Today is rising in the newness of life. You are renewed and you are here to attend to your heart and soul. The noise of the mind does not enter here for the noise cannot be in the same space as the River of the I Am. Your mind was meant to be in communion with your deepest parts in a wholeness that walks together. Over the generations the mind has worked to gain control of the whole by asking my children to believe that the heart and soul have no place in life. I say to you in a loud and clear voice that man must achieve a wholeness that incorporates the mystical to be whole. You walk with Jesus and me in a wholeness that sees the place of the mind that follows Jesus and not the noise. Taste the difference, Janine. Taste the love and only love of the mystical Living Jesus that makes you ...

 Janine, my child, come and let us commune with Jesus in the love of the River of the I Am. Take in love. Take in Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Today shall be another day to mark the extraordinary within the ordinary for you walk in the extraordinary because of Jesus who is in communion with you in the depths of your heart and  soul.  Your heart is light. Your soul is the owner of the peace of Jesus that cannot be made dirty or unclean for your soul holds the seed of God. The soul may choose to end its relationship with God in the end but it cannot be damaged or made unclean for it holds the seed of God. The soul can be taken by the noise of evil in the end but only by the clear choice of the owner of the soul. Ponder this lesson, Janine, for by the ways of the world it can make no sense. By the ways of God it shows love and only love. Those who choose evil in the next world shall have their soul with them (truth is within the soul and all men shall...

 Janine, my child, joy is within your heart and soul today. This is the joy of allowing Jesus to carry you in all you do. When you allow Jesus to carry you, you become one with Him. Allowing Jesus to carry you has nothing to do with control, my child. It is a holding that shows you your choices within all you do.  Jesus carries your burdens that make you lighter. He walks with you and holds you in all you do. Prayer is a natural part of this communion for Jesus shows you the way of prayer that rises up within you. You pray constantly when you walk with Jesus . In the instant prayer rises up within you, it is taken by Jesus for He takes you onto Himself in prayer. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

 Janine, my child, let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus in the ways of love and only love. I give you my heart that nurtures and prepares you for the day. We share the love of my womb, Jesus, in the solitude of your soul. We share Jesus in the walk within the world for Jesus shows the way and the truth.  Breathe in the breath of Jesus who gives you His peace and security. Do not take lightly what we have, my child. The noise attempts to have you believe there is not much here with Jesus. Give attention to what we have for it counters all noise. Today shall show you love and only love that gives and receives. As we witness to those placed before us, take note of how much love is received for it is in the giving that you receive. In giving of yourself to another you receive love in return. It matters not whether the love you give is taken in by another. What is of matter is love that you give to another is returned to you for this i...

 Janine, you are my child. I give you my love and nurture and attention in all you do for this is the way of my design which carries love and only love. I commune with you and Jesus where love and only love flows forth from. Today is another day to honor what we have. No need to make complicated what is simple.  No need to make complicated the noise that asks you to complicate life.  When you see life as simple in love and only love, you need only love and only love.  Be of the witness to the world, but do not allow it to take you away from the truth of love and only love that loves with no regard to the noise. Take note of your body, heart and soul. Take note of the peace and love that is within you and flows through you and into the world. When you pay attention to the noise and allow it to enter rather than keep it outside of you, you lose the peace of Jesus for the noise seeks to take away your peace. I shall walk with you as Jesus walks with you to witness in lo...

 Janine, take in the breath that takes you to me. Today finds you questioning and searching. Be of soul that seeks relationship with Jesus and you shall be comforted. The noise shall submit to the truth of Jesus when you let go of the want to have the world operate by "rules."  You search for a truth in the outside world that can only be answered within the relationship with Jesus. What causes confusion is the want to find truth within the noise that casts itself in the black and white of "rules". There are no such rules within the mystical for the mystical walk with Jesus in the inch and moment  contains no rules.  Rather, Janine, what ends confusion is the relationship with Jesus for Jesus shows you the way of your body and soul and not the rules of the worldly noise. Ponder this lesson for rules must give way to relationship with Jesus. 

 Janine, my child, you are of love and only love. You walk in love and only love with Jesus and me. Today finds you in awareness that your body loves. Your body speaks to you of its workings. In awareness and not denial you find the truths of your body. For so many years you hid from your own body. You are now learning much about your body. What the world may say about your body does not reflect back to you in truth. To be still of heart and soul and be in relationship with Jesus and me has also taught you the truths of your body.  In being still you hear the workings of your body in truth. The noise of the world wishes you to believe your body is as all others when it is not.  Your story of your body belongs to only you. Yes, all hearts beat, my child, but all hearts also have their own story and the beats of each heart are different in the ways of each story. Listen to what your body has told you in your yesterday for it is of a truth that has shown you the path to peac...

 Janine, you are my child and I welcome you to this Tabernacle on this new day. We commune with Jesus who is the Light and Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. It is Jesus who shows you the way. Your hands hear me. Your heart tastes me. Your senses expand when you enter this Tabernacle where we flow within the River of the I Am. Take matter of this grace for it is holy, filling, peaceful and joyful. Hear Jesus within this Tabernacle and the depths of your very soul. Take matter of your body that takes in the relationships with Jesus, me, and all of the River of the I Am for the River flows with all of the yes.  It is not a matter of perfection to be of the River of the I Am. All that matters is the yes that opens the soul to be in relationship with Jesus who resides within the soul. It is the soul that expands. It is the soul that knows Jesus in the intimacy of relationship. It is the soul that learns to become still when it becomes naked and opened.  In stillness Jesus is...

 Janine, my child, You are awake on this new day knowing that you are mine and are of Jesus. We commune in this special way at this Tabernacle for you have grown and expanded to hear and taste me and Jesus. This time and place is made holy by your attendance to what we have. Your yes is known.  In the first beginnings of attendance to this Tabernacle, you were timid and very fearful that my words were not of me and were of noise and evil. Now, my child, you know that evil cannot enter this Tabernacle for it is protected by the River of the I Am that flows in the will of God towards the New Earth. You have grown to trust this Tabernacle and the River of the I Am. You have grown greatly in the ways of your soul, in the ways of witnessing and in the ways of allowing Jesus to carry your burdens. Your heart speaks to Jesus in the knowing that your burdens are being lifted. You are lighter today for your yesterday has shown you how Jesus carries your burdens. In patience your grow. ...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that we begin this new day in communion with Jesus. This new day is blessed with love and only love. Take in what we have. We commune in prayer for yourself and others. We pray for those in pain today. We pray for those at war without and within today. We pray for those who fear today. We pray in gratitude for Jesus today who walks with us in awareness and relationship. We pray the prayer of gratitude for Jesus has promised peace and Eternity today. Jesus shows the way of love and only love that loves in relationship that shows mercy and not judgment. Jesus shows you the walk of relationship that gives and receives. The walk of relationship with Jesus hears and listens deep within your souls. Gratitude and peace are deep within you.

 Janine, my child, I hold you in the love of mother and child for you open yourself to my love and nurture. You take in and I give to you with no judgments or control. You feed and when you are filled you are prepared to enter the world with Jesus and me. It is the Lifeblood of Jesus that flows through what we have for we are in communion with Jesus. You breathe in and take in the love and only love of the River of the I Am and then release it into the world. To take in such love is to be filled to overflowing where it then enters the world. Today finds you opened and naked of heart and soul where you have become expanded in love and only love. Your yesterday showed you the ways of the old noise that sought to temp and control you. That control was subtle and sought to make you acquiesce to giving in to the temptations of the noise. You did not acquiesce. Rather, you grew and expanded and left the noise behind. Yes, there was sadness in so doing, but sadness has now left you in the...

 Janine, you are my child. Let us be mother and child in the ways of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Come and let yourself go that you may take in what we have. Open yourself to this new day and I shall show you the ways of your dream of last night.  Your dream showed you the confusion of the old ways of the want to feed others.  You were in a place of the old and you could not be given the tools necessary to feed others. It was a place that made you ill and there was no one to help you. It was futile and confusing for you could not help others. Janine, this is the story of your past where you expected much from the noise and it did not give you the tools needed to grow and heal. Illness was the result of such futility. Isolation was also a product of such futility.  Do not fret the dream for it has come to cleanse the old and prepare you for a new day of love and only love. Jesus has taken the old from you and shown you the dangers of the old nois...

Janine, it is a new day with a new lesson for you to learn. Come and as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am you shall hear this new lesson.  Janine, I speak to you of the patience needed within the inch and moment for it is in relationship with Jesus that much needed patience shows itself and asks you to practice patience.  To practice patience is to let go of the want to control for to give Jesus your burdens as you do requires that you let go of them. In so doing you will see and taste  the miracles of Jesus as He carries your burdens. Patience is the awareness that when you give all to Jesus, you need only wait in joy and excitement for the miracles of His work to show themselves to you. Timing is in the timing of Jesus and not you.  Let us take this moment and give this burden of yours to Jesus. It is you who makes judgments of large or small on your burdens and not Jesus for all your burdens receive the same attention of Jesus. By this patience i...