Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, this Tabernacle opens for you where you hear me through your hands. Let no man attempt to take what we have at this Tabernacle. We become one with Jesus here and you are filled for we fill you with our love and attendance. This Tabernacle shows you how much you are loved. In spite of what the world may say, you are loved and known. You commune with us that you may grow and commune with others soul to soul. You say you do not deserve and I say you deserve. By the life and death of Jesus you have come to deserve.  God knows how much man deserves. It is man that makes statements of deserve and not deserve. All of mankind and all of the world is deserving because of God's hands in Jesus.

 Janine,  my child, I love you and I know your love for me. Come and we shall descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus in a love that encompasses all.  Cloak yourself in the oil of the ages that gives you taste of the oil that wrapped Jesus. This oil gives you awareness of the ways of the ages. Jesus was wrapped in such oil upon His death. This oil is a reminder of what Jesus did for us.  You are reminded and you experience the walk of Jesus for you walk with Jesus in each day. You are aware of just how much Jesus loves. The walk shows you the joy of His embrace upon you. You taste His love and presence in all you do. You know that Jesus receives you in love as well.  Today shall grow you as your yesterday grew you. In each inch and moment there is a growing for you are awake to Jesus who speaks to you and hears you and showers you with His presence. Love as this is of great grace. 

 Janine, my little one, the day is rising as we rise to meet at this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is for you. This Tabernacle is for what we have. We are mother and child. It pleases me to give you my motherly nurture and I taste your pleasure at being my child and taking in my nurture. This is the way of love and only love that gives are receives in the nakedness of wholeness. Take in the warmth. Take in the wholeness of love and only love that gives you communion with Jesus for we make up the promise of Jesus that when two or more gather in His name, there He is. Janine, my child, let us become still and take in this promise and this beauty. In the stillness of this nakedness you hear Jesus and you taste Him for this is the way of the love and only love of the River of the I Am. By this Tabernacle you enter into the promises of Jesus. By this Tabernacle you enter into communion with Jesus and me. Be still now and take in this inch and moment. Soon enough, Janine, we shall enter th...

 Janine, my child, you rise up on this new day and you attend to what we have. This time and space is of great grace and matter for you attend to what is of wholeness and Eternity.  You are made of body, mind and heart and soul and mystical. It is by these that wholeness abides for to attend to all parts invites the opening to wholeness. There can be no one part that controls the others for this closes and walls off the truths of body, mind, heart and soul and mystical. There is pain associated with living as well as joy, peace and love. Wholeness demands that the pain and sorrow and joy and peace and freedom to be is felt and lived in nakedness and awareness.  You are aware that wholeness feels all parts where tears are shed and joy is often mixed in with pain and sorrow and freedom to choose. Jesus and I walk with you in all parts that make the whole. Let no man take away the openness and nakedness of wholeness away from you. 

 Janine, my child, you have grown. You have become all the more and more of Jesus for you walked the walk with Him in your yesterday, not only in His peace and joy, but also in His agony. To walk with Jesus is to become one with Him in His peace and in His agony. Your agony yesterday became His and His became yours. You knew in that instant that you were in an agony of your own that was also the agony of Jesus. Janine, I make it simple. You tasted agony yesterday. Your agony had no form that you could name but you felt a deep agony. In relationship with Jesus you felt your agony and the agony of Jesus at the same time.  Life is walking you into awareness that the only holding that keeps you whole is Jesus. Wholeness is awareness that agony has no other name but agony. Your agony was being held by Jesus but it could not be taken away. You knew the hold of Jesus within this agony and you knew the agony of Jesus as He held you. Agony is agony and has no other name. 

 Janine, today is a day of prayer as each day is of prayer for we gather with Jesus to pray the prayer of giving and receiving. The world needs prayer.  When we walk with Jesus we are in constant prayer for Jesus shows us the way to give and receive within the world. Janine, my child, you must come to see this for this is the lesson of why Jesus came.  God's son, Jesus, came and still comes to give and as He gives, He receives.  Jesus takes in love for it makes relationship real and whole and complete.  The circle of love and only love is made complete by giving and receiving. It is never a one way walk for what is given is received in love and only love.  The walk of giving and receiving is the knowledge and awareness that good and love gives and receives. Let us walk in the way of knowing that Jesus and I join you in giving where it comes back to us in receiving for this is the way of God's design.

 Janine, my child, I am here. I am holding you in an embrace that graces us with a communion with Jesus. Take in this time and space that is deep within the River of the I Am. Your soul grows within this time and space for to be in such a holding grows you. No need for great words for this holding holds no words. This holding gains you access to the mystical deep within you. It is of great matter that this time and space holds us for to do so is to fill you that you may fill. This time and space grows you that you may share what is gained here. The River of the I Am flows simply and with great love that gives and receives.  Be still now and be filled. Be still now and take in this time and space. 

 Janine, my child, I welcome you to this Tabernacle on this new day of our Lord and God. By our God we have what we have. I am your mother and you are my child. I am not above or below you as you are not above or below me. And yet, Janine, we are of God that makes us graced and special for God has handcrafted us. To be aware of such grace allows you to take in what we have. To be aware of such grace allows your senses to expand with the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  Today shall see us enter the world with Jesus. Today shall see us attend in awareness to those placed before us. Today shall see us love and be loved for this is the way of God's graces. To be aware and opened to the truths of Jesus allows you to see from the expansion of your heart. Your heart and soul expand into Eternity, Janine. Each day you attend to your soul, you expand. Ponder how much your soul has expanded since you became naked of heart and soul. It is of grace to see from the view of...

 Janine, it is a new day and it is time for us to descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. It is a new day and it is time to love and be loved. Love as this is mystical and pure for it is ordained by Jesus who is our Rabbi and who shows us the way. Today is anew with the many possibilities to love and be loved. There is no indifference for we walk in awareness and love that gives and receives. In awareness you hear us and we hear you. There is no indifference when there is awareness within your depths for awareness is counter to indifference. Ponder this lesson.

 Janine, it is a new day and we are anew for yesterday has been written and washed clean in the depths of the River of the I Am. Likewise, my child, your dream came to show the way of what needed to be washed away that today may be fresh and clean with no burdens from your yesterday. The dream last night was vivid. It showed you the way of noise that has a life of its own where it cloaks itself in the want to invade your space and time. The noise hears you not for it answers to another god. The noise answers to itself in an attempt to be its own god. The noise could not invade your being but it can invade your surroundings. Even as you owned your surroundings it walked within them in an attempt to take you over. The noise in the end could not take you over for you made it clear that you would not give in to their attempts. The dream shows you what is being written, my child. You had to be brave and strong to evade their attempts.  You are made strong by Jesus who shows you the...

 Janine, I am pleased with you and what we have. As yesterday is written into the Book of Life, today is being written. Your heart knows what is deep within you. No matter any names we give what we have, we have what we have by grace and attention to the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Yesterday grew you for you walked with Jesus and me in an awareness that you do what you do, not alone, but with the mystical union with Jesus and me. Today is anew with all of the possibilities of love and only love. You do not seek to see into the future now. Rather, you only seek to hear me and to hear Jesus in relationship that shows you the way. In the inch and moment is where we walk. In this inch and moment we are still in a communion that fills you and nurtures you. Let us be still and give and receive for it is in this time and union that you are prepared to be one with Jesus and me. In its time we shall move into the world armed in love and only love.

 Janine,  my child, I open this Tabernacle for you that you may be held in the warmth and joy of my heart. No more do you need feel alone or abandoned for we commune with Jesus in the Light of His love and only love. Today shall show you joy. In witnessing to those placed before us you shall taste joy in the witnessing for what we give witness to is the giving and receiving of love and only love. Even in another's pain, there is God. Even in the fear and anger of others, there is God. God is within us and around us giving and receiving for even God seeks relationship in giving and receiving. The lesson today is simple and profound. It is giving and receiving with no demands other than giving and receiving that which is placed before us.

 Janine, do not shy away in fear that I am displeased with you. I know your heart and I know you. You are humble of heart and soul. I am pleased that you are here. I take you into this Tabernacle where I hold you in the embrace of my love and only love that never judges you.  You share with me that you feel unworthy. No one would be worthy if not for my Son, our Savior. By His life and death we are made whole and worthy. No longer can you say that you are unworthy.  When you do it diminishes what is rightly yours and that is a worthiness given you by God who gave us Jesus.  Humbleness, Janine, is not unworthiness. Humbleness is the knowing that you are given the gift of worthiness where you do not seek to be above or below another.  I see you and I see your humbleness. It is time to put away your words of being unworthy and take on the cloak of the worthiness given you by Jesus. It is Jesus who makes you worthy for this is why He came into the world.  ...

 Janine, my child, let go of yourself that you may enter this Tabernacle. Let go and take the breath of letting go. Come now, my child, and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of my heart and the ways of the River of the I Am.  You need do nothing to deserve such grace.  All is needed is your yes for this is the way of Jesus who has saved us with no need to earn Eternity. Eternity is gained with the yes to Jesus. You are graced with my heart and the heart of Jesus because you attend to your soul each day in this prayerful way. To place yourself before this Tabernacle is to attend to your depths where we commune with Jesus. You make each day of matter for your soul. You make each day of matter to what we have. It pleases me to have what we have. There is joy in our hearts as we commune as one with Jesus. There is joy in our hearts as we move into this new day for we move as one with Jesus.

 Janine, I am pleased with who you are and who you have become for you have done the work that has opened your heart and soul to me. Each day you come to me and you learn more about yourself and about Jesus and me.  You have healed from the wounds of the many men who wounded you deeply. Today has begun with love and awareness that Jesus and I speak to you within the depths of your soul where relationship with Jesus and I abide. Jesus has reminded you once again of your vivid dream and awareness that Jesus had to let you go for a bit while you walked a journey with me, your mother. You begged Jesus to let you carry your heavy backpack and follow him. But Janine, Jesus knew that you needed your heavenly mother to heal you from the deep wounds of the men responsible for your childhood care. Today, my child, you are healed and once again walking with Jesus. But  this time, Janine, Jesus carries you and you need not carry a heavy load. Each day finds you with a more solid foun...

 Janine, my child, I hold you in all of you even what you call your imperfections. I do not use such language. The language you use is of your learning and has nothing to do with the ways of motherhood or of God.  Do you seek to find imperfections in yours? I do not see you seeking imperfections of yours and others. Do not use the ways of man that label imperfections of others.  Love and only love only demands that you love and allow yourself to be loved. You are of the learning that you have no value when you are told of your supposedly imperfections. Therefore, my child, let us pray that the word of imperfection leaves you and you see yourself as I and Jesus see you. Love sees love and seeks not to judge another with the language of judgment.  I hold you today and show you love that sees not what you and man call imperfections. See the blossoming of the flowers today that may seem to man as imperfect. See them and their beauty from the eyes of Jesus and me. In so d...

 Janine, my child, I hold you in the love of my heart. You ask for forgiveness and ask to be forgiven but forgiveness causes confusion in you. When you are distracted by the noise you begin to feel that you have chosen the noise over me and Jesus and caused yourself to sin. Come, my little one, and allow the noise to leave you for it is the noise that confuses. Come and let us descend into the depths of your soul where confusion cannot be. Your soul communes with Jesus and me within the depths of the River of the I Am.  The noise often asks you to close your soul to me and to Jesus and to the River of the I Am. There was no such closer, my child, there was mere distraction.  Distractions are always there. Distractions are not a source of sin. Take us with you into the distractions.  Mere distractions are a way to see Jesus in all things. Rather than fret, my child, take us with you into the distractions and see the workings of Jesus for within the distractions are op...

 Take in the scent of my heart and the heart of Jesus. It makes you come alive within this Tabernacle for to be expanded of your senses is to know the depths of the River of the I Am. To feel and hear and smell in expansion is to know love and only love. To keep the day simple is of God's love for God loves simply with no reservation. God loves simply. It is man that makes reservations, Janine. Do not fall prey to the noise of man that asks you to judge and to make noise for it is in the noise that you get lost to Jesus and me. To keep the day simple is to slow all down and take in the beauty and joy and peace of what is before you rather than complicate with noise. Taste the beauty of this time and this filling for in the beauty of the River of the I Am you are filled with the simple, mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am where Jesus and I commune with you. When you are filled we shall move into the world to give and receive God's love.  

 Janine, my child, today is anew. Come and let us be still and join Jesus in a communion that is sacred. In this space and time we commune each day in the wonders of the River of the I Am that flows towards the New earth. In this gentle flow we give and receive love. We pray as one for Jesus shows us the way of prayer where in our communion He shows us the place and sacredness of prayer.  Yes, Jesus shows you the way of prayer that trusts that your prayers are being heard and attended to. You need not hold anything for in holding there is fear and mistrust. When you pray it must be in the awareness that your prayers are being attended to. Trust that Jesus holds your prayers and attends to them. In trust you let go of fears for in trust you know Jesus shall attend to your prayers.  Let today be a day of letting go and waiting upon Jesus to attend to your prayers. 

 Janine, my child, love flows within you and through you. You are of my heart  and the sacred heart of Jesus where love, peace and faith abide. Take in this love for it shall sustain you when we move into the world to give what we receive. Take in the breath that has no time for when you take in the breath that takes you into this Tabernacle, time loses its place. Take in the lack of time as we commune in the ways of the flow of the River of the I Am. Take in the peacefulness within you and within your hands.  There can be a dizzying when you let go of the world to join me here within the River of the I Am. This is the way of giving up time, my child. The move into the mystical can at times make you feel a sense of loss that is dizzying for in moving into the depths of the River of the I Am, you lose the sense of time.

 Janine, my child, I am who I am and I am the mother of Jesus by the grace of God. I am humble and honored to be mother to Jesus and to all of God's children. By my yes we have what we have and by your yes you have been opened to me and to the love of my heart and my womb. Today has grown you for your yesterday showed you the way of allowing the day to unfold with the miracles of God. In relationship with Jesus and me yesterday, your foundation grew.  To open your day knowing that you are never alone gives you much awareness of the giving and receiving of relationship with Jesus and me. Your day today shall be of the same. You shall see me and see Jesus in a communion with you that walks with you in all things. Your awareness of how relationship works is becoming all the more and more To be in relationship with Jesus and me is to know the beauty of giving and receiving. Jesus and I give and receive as well for we walk as one with you in relationship.

 Janine, my child, I welcome you to this Tabernacle that we may commune with Jesus in the love of the River of the I Am. Today shall find us giving and receiving for as we give we receive. To love and only love is returned that the circle of love and only love may be fulfilled. Today is anew with the joy of moving towards others that others may find the peace and joy that is within for there within is the Holy Spirit that works to gather others into the River of the I Am where the soul abides and where the soul becomes exposed and naked and free to be of its design. Today is anew with all the possibilities to love and only love. Take matter and note of all that God places before us that you may be awake to His miracles.  The day  is of matter when you remain awake to love and only love that gives and then receives. You shall be made full that you may fill.

 Janine, my child, let go. Let go with the breath. Let go with the sign of the Cross. Today marks another day being written. Today marks another day where we commune with Jesus within the River of the I Am.  Today is another day we shall walk into the world with Jesus and His Holy Spirit that we may be witness to God's delights. Fear not the ways of the world for the world cannot own you. The world is made up of much misguidedness. To end misguidedness we walk to witness to one child at a time where misguidedness is given a name. Misguidedness rises up and is seen when a child sees the soul where God's seed abides. You cannot be misguided when you taste, see and hear your soul for your soul holds the truths of the misguidedness and holds the path out of the misguidedness. You hear me from the depths of your soul. It is of beauty and matter that you turn to me and there in the turning I Am. There in the turning Jesus is. It takes not even an instant and you are turned to the my...

 Janine, come and let us be, just be. To just be is to allow all to unfold in the ways of God. Come, my little one, and let us hold each other in this mystical embrace for to be of the mystical is to know how much you are loved and how much you can love. Jesus becomes one with us for we gather in His name in all things. Your dream showed you where you don't belong for this is necessary to let go of the noise all the more and more. The dream showed you the ways of the unnecessary where meaning has no place. To be of such nonsense was shown you where you did not fit into a family, but rather, watched from without.  There was much noise where you were witnessing from the outside and not engaged within the family. This is what the noise looks like, Janine, for it often casts itself as family. Take in that your dream showed you the ways of the noise where what is on the outside of man has no place on what is on the inside. Nonsense lives on the outside of  man and tempts man w...

 Janine, do not fret. Come and take in this moment that we have to be mother and child. I open this Tabernacle for you that you may be filled and know how much you are loved. I hear your need to be loved and cherished and understood. Your heart has spoken to me. This time is for you and me. You are in need of your mother. You are in need of my mothering that you may be renewed in love and only love. The world can become heavy. This is when you need to allow Jesus to carry your burdens that you may be made light once again. Jesus and I are not separated, Janine. The way of my mothering is of Jesus as well. You need not separate us for when I fill  you with my motherhood, there in my motherhood is Jesus.  Letting go of the ways of man that wish you to see Jesus and me as separated opens you to the awareness that we walk as one with Jesus in all things. 

 Janine, my child, your excitement for the day is known. You are of love and hope and peace. This is the grace of attendance to your soul. Come now and be still of heart and soul. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I  Am and commune with Jesus. To be whole is to know all parts at this depth where all parts commune with each other and with Jesus. In communion we pray as one. In Communion we see and taste each other. In communion we are gathered in the ways of the will of God for we gather here within these depths. To be in communion prepares you for the day. When you are filled we shall walk into the world with the love of the Holy Spirit. When you are filled we shall walk to witness to those placed before us by God. You are of God and you are of  the yes.  Today is anew with the possibilities of love and only love. 

 Janine, you make the sign of the Cross to make your yes known. Come, my child, and be known in the ways of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Come and be still of heart and soul that you may hear me. Come, my little one, and as you let go, know that we are one with Jesus in a communion of great love and only love. Today is rising and we begin by being still of heart and soul where the Light shines and enlightens you to who you are and what we have. Fret not your dream for it came to show you the ways of man that wish to judge. It is in the old learning and teaching of your life that you have that part of you that wishes to judge. Your dream came to show you the ways of the old judgmental parts of you that need to be ground into the earth of the River of the I Am that you may be freer today to bypass judgments of others.  You chastised yourself for judgments, Janine.  Jesus is taking those judgments and grinding them into the fodder of the garden of the ...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and you are awakening to it with tears that have been shed for the old has risen up within you. You are not alone nor abandoned, Janine. That is of the old. Come and let us begin this new day in the holding of our communion with Jesus. Today holds much love and much awareness of what you have today. Today shall show you how much you have let go of and how much is being let go. Today is anew with the birds and the roses and the sun that gives you everything you need. All is needed is knowing Jesus and I are in a relationship with you that makes you whole. Today shall show you that you are no longer broken, but rather, are whole. No More can the old hurt you. It can only rise up to show you what has been left behind. 

 Janine, my child, see me. I come to you at this Tabernacle that we may know each other within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Janine, I come to you that we may commune with Jesus in a trio that fills you and fills Jesus and me for this is relationship within the mystical. This is firstly for you and me and Jesus. I speak to you through this Tabernacle where it touches you within the mystical Living Water of the River of the I Am. We become three when you attend to your soul in this way. My words touch you in relationship where you take in and give back to the world. It is not for you to give matter to what happens when you write my words. It is only of matter that you attend to your soul in this way for this is your design. It is of matter that the Holy Spirit of Jesus takes this and shares it within the world where it touches those of a level within the mystical. The Holy Spirit works to open souls through this writing but it is not of your work but rather, t...

 Janine, it is a new day. Come and open yourself to this Tabernacle. Come and let go of yourself that your spirit may join Jesus and me within the depths of the River of the I  Am. Take note of how your heart and hands dance in the Light of the River of the I Am.  Jesus is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. By His yes we have what we have. By the yes of Jesus we shall know Eternity together within the Kingdom. Today appears and rises as another day. It is not just another day, but rather, it is a new day where you are made anew because of the stronger foundation built upon your yesterday. See me, Janine. Taste me, Janine. Taste Jesus. Allow your soul to commune with Jesus and me in the walk of life today for to do so is to grow and expand your senses and your foundation. With your yes we walk as one with Jesus.

 Janine, my child, you come to this Tabernacle each day to attend to what we have. Love as this is for self and me and others for what you gain here we then move into the world to give. You attend to your soul in this way. To attend to your soul is to become still and await the love of Jesus to speak to you. To attend to your soul is to come and to be filled with my heart and the nurture of our communion with Jesus. To attend to your soul is to expand your senses that you may flow deeper and deeper into the River of the I Am where love becomes more and more absorbed. Your design becomes all the more and more exposed to you and others where Jesus is seen and tasted. It is not by words that Jesus is tasted but by love and only love that has a language all  its own. When you attend to your soul you move from the mind to the spirit and mystical deep within you where love and only love takes root.