Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, it is a new day with many choices and possibilities. I hold you and I nurture you that you may be filled with my heart. You take me in and gain much nurture that you may be armed with love and only love. We commune with Jesus who fills all empty spaces with His Holy Spirit. You have heard Jesus speak to you of letting go. To let go is to make space. To let go is to give to Jesus all of you. To let go is to allow the peace of Jesus to envelop you. To let go is to let go of the noise and enter into the desert of nothingness where Jesus fills you with His Holy Spirit that joins you in relationship. Your yesterday gave you much peace for you let go into the desert of nothingness where all became clear and bright for this is the way of relationship with Jesus. What, at first, felt fearful became joy and peace. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child, you are my child and I love you with the love of my womb. We commune with Jesus who shows us how much we are loved.  Life within the Kingdom is love and only love for Jesus can be of no other way whether you are in the Kingdom or in the world. Love as this has no boundaries for Jesus is everywhere through His Holy Spirit. Fret not nor doubt for Jesus speaks to you from deep within your soul. You hear Him and He hears you. You taste Him and He tastes you. It is a communion with Jesus but not a control. It is communion and not owning. Ponder this lesson. You are engulfed in love and only love. It is a love that does not own or control. It is never of Jesus that one says they must be of a way or behavior by the command of Jesus. Jesus does not control or make demands.  The meaning of sin is to be separated from Jesus (to miss the mark, Jesus) for to be separated is to not know you are saved and you are loved with a love that seeks relationship and not cont...

 Janine, my child, it is time. It is time for you to taste the desert that is at your very core.  At your very core, there is Jesus.  At your very core is your soul that knows its God. You are correct that God does not use the word, master, for that invokes a meaning that you must adhere to your master's wishes. God so loves that He only wishes relationship through His Son, Jesus. Your meeting with Jesus last night was loving and showed you the desert. The desert you are entering is void of all including the noise. This is the walk you now walk with Jesus. To be within the desert is to see nothing but void and to hear everything that is of Jesus. It is the walk with Jesus who walked within the desert. The desert of your life is not to be feared for it shall make you closer to Jesus. When there is nothing but desert there in the desert is Jesus.

 Janine, my child, I am here and I pray with you in communion with Jesus. Our prayers are for you and yours that all may come to the table of love and only love. We pray that all of my children come to the table of love and only love and enjoy the fruits of love and only love. Do not doubt the power of our prayers.  Our prayers power the River of the I Am.  We keep our eyes on the love and only love of Jesus and allow His Holy Spirit to draw souls to Him.  Fret not, my child, and enjoy what we have for what we have is love and only love. I shall walk with you and Jesus in all things.  It is of the promises of Jesus that yours shall be touched in love and only love You are growing in patience, my child. Fret is but noise. 

 Janine, my child, joy fills you. Joy fills me as well for we are mother and child in the ways of God. Love as this has no end for it is of God. We commune with Jesus in the ways of God. Your yesterday grew you for you witnessed to the grace and love of soul to soul with others. Each day you invite souls to join you in a soul to soul relationship that addresses love of self and other all the while denying the noise entrance for the noise cannot be where souls join in relationship. You show the way of the soul, Janine, by witnessing with Jesus and me from the view of the River of the I Am where soulful relationships occur. It matters not what word is used for the soul. The soul knows itself and when it is safe it expresses itself. You have learned that your soul is safe and you allow others to see it. Wholeness is the fruit of relationship soul to soul.

 Janine, my child, take the breath of letting go that you may enter this sacred space. Come now and join me in communion with Jesus who shows you what love and only love truly means. Today is anew in brightness of your heart and soul for you are filled with the Light of Jesus.  Take in the Light that is here for you. No need for words when you take in the Light. It is the Light that shines through you and into the world.  This new day shall show you how the Light flows within the world. Stay awake to the Light that flows as the gentle breeze. Take in the Light that shines into your eyes that you may witness to all that is of Jesus. Miracles are held within the Light of this new day.

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and it is time to say goodbye to the night that gave you rest. Today is anew with much grace. We are mother and child before God. We commune with Jesus in a love that encompasses all. You ask for the lesson of today that you may be of growth in the ways of my love and the love of Jesus. We become one here within the River of the I Am for we join in the marriage with the Holy Spirit that walks with us into the world. So, my child, the lesson today is simple. Know that you are not alone in any way or in any time for your yes allows us to be one with the Holy Spirit of Jesus in a marriage that loves and only loves in relationship. Marriage is meant as oneness. Marriage is relationship in that oneness. We walk in the oneness of love and only love. Marriage as this with the Holy Spirit is not meant to lose oneself, but rather, to gain oneself. You are never lost in this marriage for you are whole in this marriage. Ponder this lesson for it shows you wh...

 Janine, my child, come. Let go with the breath that lets go and take in the breath that takes you to me. Let us hold each other in communion with Jesus who shows us the way of love and only love in each inch and moment. This love shall never die. The lesson for today is to attend to the notion that you must follow certain rules you have made for yourself.  You have learned on these last days that you make a rule to seemingly please me. I do not make rules nor does Jesus. Rules come and must go for loving in each unch and moment makes rules of silliness. When you live in each inch and moment rules must die. There is no place for rules when you walk with Jesus. Man uses rules to attempt to  make  solid what can never be solid. The River flows in the inch and moment where the ebb and flow is never solid or rule driven. The ability to flow with the flow is what matters. Ponder this lesson. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child, I call you by name that you may know I am your mother who knows all parts of you. I love you with the love of my heart. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. I remind you of the River of the I Am that holds all of the yes. I remind you of the mystical ways of the River of the I am that flows towards the New Earth. The River of the I Am flows in God's will of love and only love. There can be no noise or war or anger or jealousy within the River of the I Am for it flows in God's love and only love. The River of the I Am is powered by the love and only love of those of the yes. No need for perfection, just the want to love and only love with no judgements or control of others. God does not control, Janine. God walks with us within His Son, Jesus. I am given the grace to be the mother to the Son of Man. Let us walk in the love and only love of God where we invite others into the mystical ways of the River of the I Am...

 Janine, hear Jesus. This Tabernacle takes you deep into your soul where Jesus and I abide. Your hands hear me and Jesus. Your soul tastes the great love of Jesus. Hear love and only love as it speaks to you. Janine, I love you with all of me.  Your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren are mine as well as you are for they have been given life through your want to be of Jesus and me.  Jesus has taken your prayer of so many years ago and made it His. You chose to marry. Your prayer that day, Janine, was heard. Jesus and I heard you as you feared never knowing love. You had grown in fear and torment for those who were responsible for your care hurt you greatly.  Now, Janine, it is time. It is time to put away all of the old and live in the new. Live with Jesus and me, Janine. Love with me, Janine. Today shall see how deeply you are loved and love.

 Janine, my child, we have walked together for so many years where we commune with Jesus in the depths of your soul. Fret not your choices for they are all made in love. Love loves self and others. Love loves being in relationship with Jesus and me and others whether in worldly life or the mystical life. Mystical is of the soul where you taste. You see and know the truth through your soul. Within the noise is the fear and fret. Within the mystical is the truth where joy and peace and faith abide. You follow Jesus and not man, my child. You seek relationship with Jesus and me. In spite of the noise you follow Jesus and you give Him your burdens. At times it appears you are alone for you are learning patience where Jesus speaks and shows you the truth in the way of the Holy Spirit and not your ways.  Jesus takes you and shows you the easy and simple way of love and only love.  Man uses trickery to have you believe that the noise is truth.  The way of Jesus is a quietne...

 Janine, my child, come and allow me to take you into my heart as we descend into the depths of your heart where we commune with Jesus. Today is anew with love and only love. Today is anew with your awareness of the often subtle way of the noise that uses temptations of the want of judgments and control of others that it may feel itself above others.  The noise attempts to use others to do its bidding. Even those of the religious are tempted to judge using words that are told to you that are of God when they are not. God is love and only love and not of damnations and judgments made in order to feel above all others. This is not God. Do not fall prey to the want to judge another to make yourself feel above another. Jesus was tempted and saw the noise for what it was and is and that is just noise that has no power other than what man gives it. When man ignores the noise it shall one day be known for what it is and that is just noise. Noise has no power of its own. It entices me...

 Janine, my child, come and know that I await you for you are my child. I love you in all of your human and mystical ways.  Your body and soul have been designed by God to reflect love and only love. Today is anew in love and only love. Seek only the yes of your soul and all shall be made known to you in God's timing. Today shall show you the walk of Jesus who walks in love and only love that judges never and controls never. You have choices in all you do and Jesus and I walk with you in all of those choices.  Energy within you is from relationship with Jesus. Relationship with Jesus is the secret to the Kingdom. Ponder this lesson for to walk in relationship with Jesus that gives and  receives is to come to know the Kingdom.

 Janine, my child, I come to show you love that binds never. I walk with and with my Son in all you do. Your yes makes it so. I do not abandon. I love with a love that is always of my Son's motherhood. I am given the grace to be with you in all things. As your mother I am here and I walk with you. Just as you are there for yours, I am here for you and yours. The generations are never far from you.  We walk to enter the world with you that we may connect with the worldly through you. Janine, my child, the world sees you and learns to know Jesus and me through you for you forge relationships through the love and only love of motherhood.   You are generous and kind. You follow Jesus where generosity and kindness are with you and within you and spread outside of you. Pay attention to all you do today and you shall see the miracles of kindness and generosity. Love as this knows generosity and kindness. You are of Jesus.

 Janine, my child, you are of my heart and the heart of Jesus for we gather in His name. Today is anew where you have let go of your yesterday knowing it has built more solid ground beneath your feet. The solid ground beneath you is to denote how much you have grown and expanded with the love and only love of Jesus. To give to Jesus all in spite of fear and worry is to know at your very depths that Jesus is carrying your burdens. Patience is difficult at times for it is in the timing of Jesus and not you.  Patience is also growing inside of you, Janine, for with each day you see the work of the Holy Spirit of Jesus in ways unimaginable. Miracles take on many forms. Stay awake and see the goodness of Jesus. Stay awake to the miracles before you.  Stay awake and listen and you shall hear Jesus. Speak to Him and He answers. Awareness at this depth is of the Mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. 

 Janine, my child, I love you. I hold you in the holding of my Son with whom we commune for we gather in His name. Come and know how much you are loved and wanted and attended to. You are never abandoned, Janine. You are wanted for God has handcrafted you in a want to be in relationship with you. Love as this seeks only to love you where you are able to feel and give love and only love. There can be no man made definition for this love for man has too much misguidedness to know of God's intense love. As each day moves from beginning to end, you grow in love and only love. But, my child, God's love and only love can never be fully fathomed for God's grace is beyond human understanding.  Let us walk in God's love, for His son, Jesus, shows us the way.

 Janine, my child, come and let us descend into the depths of your soul where we commune with Jesus in the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Today, Janine, you are held in a holding that is anew for today is anew. Your yesterday has been written. Today is being written. The Book of Life holds your story as well as the stories of all. Nothing is forgotten or denied or buried.  The beauty of the soul is of great matter.  No man can damage or destroy the soul. Each day your story is being written and one day shall be told in truth in love and only love.  The truth when seen from the salvation of the soul shall ignite the fire of love and only love. Do not judge for you cannot see as God sees. Jesus has ignited the power of love and only love through His human experience. Your human experience is now being written that you may know Jesus in ways not known currently. On that day of your passing into Eternity it shall be made known to you. 

 Janine, I ask you to trust in me for I hear your prayers for yours. I ask you to trust in Jesus who carries your burdens for you  and yours. Trust is built upon patience for Jesus fulfills your prayers but in God's timing and not yours. To trust is to know that your pain is known and felt and carried. To trust is to know that joy and pain are known and held by Jesus. Come, my child, and know that there are many feelings of loss within  you, but there shall be the one day when loss shall be no more. Loss shall be replaced with joy. Tears shall be replaced by joy.  Know that even before you ask, Jesus knows what is in your heart to ask. Jesus carries you, Janine. Be still now and breathe in the awareness of Jesus. Be still of heart and hear the soft voice that carries you.

 Janine, my child, this Tabernacle opens that you may be of my heart. This Tabernacle opens that you may be awakened to Jesus who communes with us. To be of Jesus at this depth is to know and taste and trust that what we have is real and true and of the depths of your very soul. Today begins to rise. Today rises up in the anew. Today is another day of joy and faith knowing that Jesus and I are with you. We flow as one within the depths of the River of the I Am. Your soul knows, Janine. Your soul tastes, Janine. Your soul knows its connections to the mystical and to God for Jesus is of God and your soul is of God where in these depths there is a communion that man cannot break into. Love loves with no matter the noise. Love at this depth knows Jesus with no matter what name He is known by. Love at this depth knows the peace as promised by Jesus for the soul is the part that takes in peace at this depth where the noise cannot enter. Peace is with you, my child. We walk to share this ...

 Janine, my child, you make the sign of the Cross to show love for me and love for this Tabernacle that opens the mystical between us and Jesus and the River of the I Am.  Today is a day of love that gives and receives for you walk with me and Jesus in a love that teaches you of the preciousness of relationship. Jesus came to show relationship and not the ways of a king. Jesus came to show His love through relationship and not control. Relationship controls never and judges never. Relationship seeks only love that gives and receives. Jesus loves to receive you. You love to receive Jesus. You take note each day of the soft voice that shows you your heart and soul as well as the ways of the noise that attempts to cast itself upon you. By the grace of Jesus you are shown the difference between love and only love and the misguidedness of the noise. To be able to separate love and only love from the noise is of the grace of Jesus. Ponder this lesson for to see the noise for what it...

 Janine,  my child, we come together at this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus and all of the yes of the River of the I Am. Prayer abides here for all pray with us that the power of love and only love touches all men. Love shall power us into Eternity. The River of the I Am may appear to be slow moving and without power but it is gaining power with all of the yes. Power in the ways of man cannot be known to the power of the River of the I Am for the River flows in God's plan and not man's. The beauty of what we have is known. The beauty of your life is known.The beauty of yours is known. Your prayers are added to the River of the I Am for we pray that all of God's children are protected from the temptations of greed and want to control others. The world suffers from much pain that fosters jealousy and want for control. Misguidedness fosters greed and evil. Let us be still now and pray that man wakes up from the temptations of greed and control that have become bed part...

 Janine,  my child, take in the beauty of your senses that take me in and take in the love and scents that surround you. You are graced with your senses that are expanded. You have opened your heart and soul where expansion occurs. Today is like no other for you have expanded your senses and grown your foundation for your yesterday was of the grace of expansion.  The grace of expansion grows when you attend to your soul. You have expanded in relationship for you walk with Jesus and me in relationship that grows you and those who are placed before you. Your yesterday saw a deepening of another's faith for that other prayed where there was felt no hope and then hope arose. Ponder that miracle, Janine, for you silently added to that prayer and there was Jesus for there were two praying and there was Jesus adding hope where there was none.  Silent prayer is of great matter for it is prayed from the silence of your heart and soul where Jesus and I abide and pray with you....

 Janine, my child, it is a new day. We are mother and child forever with no matter the counted days of man. You are forever with me and with Jesus and within the River of the I Am. It is of no matter what man may say for it is God's will of love and only love that is of matter. The misguidedness within the world cannot be your guide any more. Jesus and I are your guides for we abide deep within you where your soul lives.  Love has no bounds. Love and only love walks in the Light of Jesus. Love and only love is the will of God for His Son Jesus walked the Earth to make it so. It is by Jesus that man shall have Eternity. Ponder this great act of love by God.

 Janine, as you take the oil of love know that it gives you entrance into this Tabernacle. As you make the sign of the Cross know how much this Tabernacle is for you. We commune with Jesus in the way of expansion of your senses where we join as one with Jesus. You have given witness to another generation made from your loins. Know that the two lost are with Jesus and the one born is also of Jesus. Live your life knowing that there shall be those of your loins who shall be with Jesus forever. Love within the depths of yours knows Jesus for they are given the soul of forever. Joy shall follow you for you walk with Jesus and me in a communion of love and only love. Your yesterday gave witness to such great love. You are grown more of Jesus for you walked with Him in witnessing to the love that has flowed from your loins.

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me and attend to what we have. Yes, my child, there is noise. You come to me in spite of the noise that clangs loudly. I see you and I know you and I understand the joy of your days that cause you to play. Play is part of the child that knows play is of joy. You play that you may discover new ways to be of service to others as well as joy in just being. To play is to seek to know yourself in greater depths. Play opens you to such joy. Jesus and I witness to the play that carries great joy for you.  The child wishes to play, Janine.  Let  her play. We play with you. 

 Janine, my child, come and be held and attended to. Come and let us commune with Jesus. Come and let us be as one in a communion that holds with no boundaries to bind. Man may say this is not possible but with Jesus and the River of the I Am all is held with no boundaries to bind. To be held with no boundaries is to be encircled in love and only love that controls never. When you give your burdens to Jesus you are all the more and more free to be of your design for burdens no longer bear weight on you leaving you light and free. Take note of the lightness within you. Take note of how your days are freer to be of joy and peace for there are no more burdens to make you heavy and forlorn.  For those who walk with Jesus, the fruit of giving Him your burdens is peace and joy.  Sadly, for those who do not know this freedom carry much weight. Let us pray that my children may come to have what we have and that is the walk with Jesus who makes all light and free and joyful. ...

 Janine, my child, hear me. Taste me and take in my love and nurture. Your yes is known and loved for it is a yes of the whole of you. It is a yes sans any fear. To say yes at this depth is to know your soul that communes with Jesus. Yes is but a word to the many. To you and those who know the matter of the yes, it is an understanding of your own soul that houses the seed of God. To honor your seed is to know how much you are loved. You are aware of God's love for you are aware you were handcrafted by God. My dear Janine, today shall be a day of love and mourning and joy for you mourn with me the souls who do not gain such depth. You shall be of joy with me for those who open their souls and find the peace of Jesus. We shall walk together with Jesus in the love that encompasses all of God's creations.  God has created all with great love. 

 Janine, my child, let us commune today here at this Tabernacle that fills you  that we may enter the world to fill. I have shown you Jesus for in the beginning man made you fearful.  Now you know Jesus, the man, who is love and only love with a gentleness that makes you taste safety and trust with love and only love that judges never. The love of Jesus shows you the simplicity of love and only love. In simplicity you need only seek to commune with souls where there is no noise to come to tempt you. In simplicity you allow Jesus to carry your burdens where the noise cannot be for the simplicity of love and only love is counter to the noise. Take this lesson today and make it your own. As you let Jesus hold your burdens take note of the freedom to be of the simplicity of the River of the I Am. Do not mistake simplicity for powerlessness. There is great power in the simple love and only love of the River of the I Am.

 Janine, my child, yes it is so. I have loved you all of your life. I have given you Jesus. I walk in communion with you and Jesus for it is of Jesus that when we gather in His name there He is. It is so that man would do well to seek to walk in the nakedness of soul rather than seek the temptations of the noise. In nakedness of soul you walk with God and not the god of the noise. To walk in nakedness of soul is to see as Jesus sees. To walk in nakedness of soul there is no need to attempt to place your wants and desires upon another.   The simple flow of the River of the I Am holds all individually for each soul is handmade from God's hands and not the hands of man. Man must let go of the need to control and seek only to keep open the soul where the soul knows its design and its god. You make recognition of me and Jesus as you enter this Tabernacle. You place the oil upon you and you take in the drink of love and only love. This recognition need not be taught for each ch...

 Janine, my child, I am here and we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. This new day finds you rested and in love with all that is within you and all that is around you for you see from the view of my heart. Today finds you at peace for you have the peace of Jesus within you. Your yesterday grew you for you gave to Jesus all worries and burdens. You were able to feel Jesus carry your burdens. You heard His soft voice tell you that you must trust Him that all will be done with your prayers.  You were made aware that your prayers need to add that God's will be done and not yours within your request. Within that request you were heard. Your prayers are never in vain, my child. The lesson of yesterday is the knowing that Jesus speaks to your prayers for He is in your prayers. When you let Jesus carry your burdens, He joins in your prayers. Jesus walks within your payers for you ask only for the blessings for yourself and others. God's will...

 Janine, fret never for I am here with Jesus at any and all times. This Tabernacle awaits you for when you place your hands upon this Tabernacle there I am along with Jesus. By His life and death Jesus graces us with this Tabernacle that you may hear and taste and know love and only love.  Today may appear to the world as ordinary, but as you can taste, it is so much more than ordinary for ordinary is the word of man and not of God. God makes each inch and moment far above ordinary. It is waste of man to see ordinary when each inch and moment is a possibility to love and be loved. There is much pain in the world that closes man off to the truth of special. When wounds heal, ordinary loses its place to special. You  have grown to see the special in what man calls ordinary. Let no man speak to you of ordinary for it decreases awareness of the love of God.