There in the Desert is Jesus
Janine, my child, it is time. It is time for you to taste the desert that is at your very core. At your very core, there is Jesus.
At your very core is your soul that knows its God. You are correct that God does not use the word, master, for that invokes a meaning that you must adhere to your master's wishes. God so loves that He only wishes relationship through His Son, Jesus.
Your meeting with Jesus last night was loving and showed you the desert. The desert you are entering is void of all including the noise. This is the walk you now walk with Jesus.
To be within the desert is to see nothing but void and to hear everything that is of Jesus. It is the walk with Jesus who walked within the desert.
The desert of your life is not to be feared for it shall make you closer to Jesus. When there is nothing but desert there in the desert is Jesus.