Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

Janine, my child, you hear the noise and now know it is the noise for the noise casts its doubt upon what we have, screaming in your ear that I am not here. Despite the noise you stay calm in the knowing that Jesus and I are here and we commune with you in the oneness of love and only love that screams never and loves with kindness and calmness always. My dear, Janine, I call you by name that you may know that I know you intimately for I am your mother who loves you with the love of Jesus. In the simplicity of love and only love I love you. In the simplicity of love and only love, Jesus and I walk with you in all things. Today is anew, Janine. The noise has left you for the noise cannot bear love and only love. Remember this today as we walk into the world to give what we have to others. Your choices are yours, my child. Know that Jesus and I walk with you in all of your choices. All means all with no matter the ways of your choices for this is the way of God's love for us.

Janine, my child, as the light touches you, so does Jesus. Let us commune with Jesus now and as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am, know that you dance in His light. Today finds you in the love and only love of this communion. You awaken and place yourself before me at this Tabernacle that we may join Jesus in the trio of love and only love. Take in this time and space as we gently flow with the River of the I Am. Take in the silence that fills you for the noise cannot be here. Jesus abides here where the noise cannot be.  The noise cannot fill. The noise cannot love for it only loves itself with the dangers of the misguidedness of the generations. The noise seeks to confuse by making all things black and white without any grays or colors.  Jesus lives in the colors of your heart and soul and not the black and white. Come and let us dance in the colors of love and only love for it is in the colors that joy is found.

Janine, my child, it is a new day and we commune with Jesus in the ways of His love and only love. The disruption on this new day may seem as merely a disruption. But it was so much more for it showed you how a disruption can become the ability to show much love and only love to another rather than frustration to another. My children starve for this kind of love, Janine. You are invited each time there is a disruption to walk with Jesus to show one of mine love and only love that holds and never judges or controls. It is the simplicity of love and only love as each moment presents itself. You have grown much and continue to grow. You show love to one of mine in spite of their inability to love themselves. Love as this heals another for it shows that self loathing need not be.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and a new way to see the world that God has given you. It is a new day to dance. It is a new day to love beyond what man can love alone. Today is anew with the sun that shines upon you as well as deep within you for you walk with Jesus in the Light and warmth of His love. We walk in union with Jesus.  Take in the beauty of this inch and moment for it is like no other. Man may see dull while you see clearly for you walk with the clarity of Jesus who makes all understood from the view of the River of the I Am. Today shall show you the beauty of God’s design. Today shall show you how to dance from the depths of your being for to love as Jesus loves is to dance with Him in the warmth of the sun.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day. Let go of the noise and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us commune with Jesus in the love of relationship that holds you and fills you and prepares you for the day. Joy fills you. Joy holds you for Jesus is joy, Janine. The attendance to this Tabernacle graces you with this ability to commune with Jesus and me where it counters the noise.  You cannot judge yourself according to the rules of others. Judgement only carries confusion. It is Jesus who shows you the way of joy. Joy counters the noise for the noise hates joy. The noise seeks to confuse with its ways of judgement and rules and control. Stay awake today and you will see judgment and control and confusion fall away. Allow your body to just be and watch the beauty of joy take over all fret and confusion and the angst of control. 

  Janine, my child, come and let go of all that all may be given you. You are of love and only love for by the grace of God we are given Jesus who makes all possible. Embarrassment need not be a part of you. Hold yourself in matter for you carry Jesus and me in the holding of the communion of relationship that is of great matter.  Today finds you with the understanding that you are of matter for you have been  handcrafted by God where you were designed with great matter. Let no man allow you to feel that you are not of great matter, Janine. I call you by name that you may see how much you matter. I know you in all parts as does Jesus. I give you view of your yesterday where you were shown how much you matter for Jesus placed that child before you to show you that you matter greatly.

  Janine, my child, you place yourself before me and I am graced to take you into my heart and the heart of my womb, Jesus. This time is for you and me and Jesus where we commune in this special way to show you how much you are loved and loving. Your heart expands each day in love and only love. Yes, there are days where you feel you cannot expand any more for your heart is so loving and loved and light. But, my child, by the grace of God you grow and expand in love and only love when you attend to your heart and soul each day. To many it may seem a waste of time. But to you, Janine, this walk each day grows you and it fills you and prepares you to stay opened and naked of soul where Jesus and I walk with you. The noise is dangerous and seeks to make this mystical relationship with Jesus and me merely a walk in fantasy. But, Janine, as you know, this walk with Jesus and me gives you this lightness of heart and soul that carries you in all things. 

  Janine, my child, it is a new day to love and be loved. Come, my child, and know me in the ways of my love and the ways of relationship with Jesus. Today is anew where all is made new and clean. Jesus shows you Himself today in depths that were not there yesterday for your yesterday grew you in love and only love. Love as this does not stand still. Rather, Janine, love as this never becomes stagnant for it grows you within each inch and moment. I show you your yesterday where you “just allowed.” To “just allow” is to allow the inch and moment to present itself where your choices became clear before you.  It is confusing for man to understand the words “Just allow.” It conjures up the idea that you are giving up choices and control. To the contrary, to "just allow" is to see the many choices before you. To "just allow” is to take the expansive view from the eyes of Jesus where choices in love and only love are many. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

  Janine,  my child, let go and taste my love for you and the love of Jesus for you. Take in the instant love that rises up within you as you place yourself before this Tabernacle for this is Jesus who rises up with His promises of peace and relationship.  This Tabernacle takes away any and all noise that you may take in this relationship with Jesus and me that makes the circle between you and Jesus for, as we gather in His name, there He is. Love as this has no bounds, my dear child. Love as this fills you and joins you to the great love of our God. It is Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Today shall show you the grace that is within you. Today shall show you how loving you are for you walk with Jesus and me to love and be loved. Today is anew with grace and love that shall encircle you and yours for you will gather with them in a love that is of Jesus.  You are greatly loved, Janine, and you shall love yours as Jeus loves you.

  Janine, my child, I am here regardless of the time or day. I am here as is Jesus who loves to be with you in relationship no matter the time of day. Let your hands dance, Janine. Let your heart be light for Jesus makes all light for you. When you give yourself up to the Light, you are saying yes from your depths where relationship with Jesus abides. These depths hold you and show you the way of love and only love. When it is time to move into the Kingdom, you will know. When it is time, your heart shall have been prepared. Do not measure yourself against another for to do so is folly.  Jesus never measures and you need not also for you are handcrafted where you cannot be measured to another. 

  Janine, my child, let your hands greet me. As you let go, know that I am here and Jesus and I calm the storms of the noise. Come, my little one, and know love and only love. Today shall find you once again with the joy of letting go and allowing Jeus to carry you in all things, Love as this gives and receives in relationship with Jesus.  Be still now and hear the voice of Jesus that speaks to you and hears you in relationship of love and only love. Allow, Janine, just allow and the Spirit of Jesus shall show you how to love and only love all the more and more.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and you are anew in all parts of you. The walk with Jesus and me has shown you the way of letting go and allowing Jesus to carry you.  Today is new with so many possibilities and choices.  Janine, my child, as you make a choice, there are possibilities that come to you when you make that choice. Jesus and I walk with you loving others and things as you make each choice that shows more possibilities ahead. When a possibility shows itself, stay awake to all of your choices. The noise attempts to limit those choices by capturing your attention. The noise asks you to limit choices to right or wrong. Many cannot see through the noise of right or wrong. It is Jesus that shows the way of the love and only love that loves regardless of what the noise asks you to deem right or wrong.

  Janine, my child, come and rest in my heart and the heart of Jesus that loves you and nurtures you and holds you in love and only love. Come and let go of yourself for the noise cannot enter here. The noise clangs at you and now it no longer expresses itself for this Tabernacle can hold no noise. This Tabernacle frees you from the noise. My dear Janine, take in love and only love that holds no noise. Love and only love counters all noise. Your yesterday found you able to counter the noise by staying awake to your mystical that is housed within your body. To stay awake to your body without judgments allows you to see both the physical and mystical that are part of the whole of you. The noise cannot bear love and only love for the noise seeks to hold judgments, and seeks to control which is counter to love and only love. The noise seeks to bear itself upon man and take over as a god. The noise makes war with the want to be over God. War destroys. Jesus counters the noise of war. St...

  Janine, my child, you do well. You come to this Tabernacle that we may be mother and child and that we may commune with Jesus. Jesus joins us with His peace and promises. Today is anew with the love and promises of Jesus. Stay awake to what we have on this new day and seek to remain deep within where our communion is made solid in your awareness. Today, Janine, shall show you the ways of your body in relationship with your naked soul. Stay awake to what is deep within your body and it shall speak to you, Stay deep within with Jesus and me and you shall learn the ways of your body in relationship with Jesus and me rather than attempting to know your body in isolation without Jesus. To listen to your body with Jesus and me allows what cannot be when you listen alone. Let today show you the beauty of relationship with the mystical body of Jesus and me and your  physical body. The truth lies in relationship with Jesus in all things. 

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and a new life. Your dream showed you the intense amount of parts of you in all corners of your life that made you tired and confused and ill.  It was necessary to let go of those many parts in your life.  There was the one woman who needed to die for you to be the person that rose up today. Your dream showed you that you needed to let go of those things that weighed you down. Janine, my child, Jesus carried you and helped you to let go of all those many, many things. Jesus carries you, not only in your day, but also in your night. You are freer today than your yesterday. Let us rejoice in the lightness of your day for your night shed much darkness from you. The lightness may feel off balance but it shall get better as the day wears on. This intense lightness is different and your body is getting used to it. 

  Janine, my child, come and be of my heart and the heart of Jesus where we commune. Today is anew and you are here to present yourself to us. Today is anew with a deeper faith and trust. There are those things that “trigger” your pain and when that happens you need only turn to Jesus and me for Jesus and I shall carry you through these dark times. These triggers shall be a part of your life until you enter the next. But, Janine, they will be loosened when they happen by turning to Jesus and me where our love holds you in the knowing that it is of the old and not the new. Jesus and I shall wipe the tears and clear the confusion and pain. Come to this Tabernacle when the trigger grabs at you and it shall be lessened and cleared and cleansed from you. 

  Janine, I am your mother. You come to this Tabernacle with sadness. Come and be filled and know Jesus. Come and listen to the love of Jesus who speaks to you in relationship. Come and commune with Jesus and me in the trio of love and only love. Your heart is heavy. Allow Jesus to carry your heavy heart for Jesus makes light your heavy heart. You must let go of yourself that Jesus may carry you. Letting go is hard. Letting go is trusting that Jesus can carry you. You are tired and confused and sad.  Know that this letting go shall take you deeper into relationship with Jesus for with each test of faith, you become more and more of intimacy with Jesus.   

  Janine, my child, your tears are being heard. Jesus hears you. I hear you. You cry for the parts that are being let go of for they have been so much a part of you for so long.  Let the tears flow, my child, and know that Jesus and I are with you. Jesus and I cry with you for your childhood has held so much pain and every once in a while that old pain is ignited. Take in love and only love. Do not close yourself off. Rather, allow the pain to flow and allow Jesus and I to hold you in your pain. Your tears need to flow so that you may be free once again from the pain of your childhood. Trust in what we have, Janine.

  Janine, my little one, come, and as you let go of yourself, know that you enter into this Tabernacle in love and only love for as you let go, the noise leaves you. The noise cannot bear love and only love for it seeks to be right and judgmental along with the want to be above God. Man uses noise to keep from being still and knowing Jesus who abides deep within the solitude of the soul. When you become still, you are seeking to enter the space deep within you where Jesus and I abide.  In this holy space of solitude and emptiness, we become of the promises of Jesus for we gather in His name where he joins us. Jesus has made His Covenant with you, Janine. This Covenant is His promise to carry you and be with you and walk with you to love and only love yourself and others. To the degree you can love yourself, you can love others and to the degree you can love others you can love yourself. This is the truth of the soul for to love and only love yourself as equally as you love and...

  Janine, my child, I am here and I hold you and I play along with you. Playing is a part of the joy of the child within. You are becoming more and more of play for the little one is all the more and more a part of the nakedness of your design. You were designed to play, Janine. Because of the pain of your childhood, the little one was denied play. Fear and terror gripped her where she was forced to hide. Today finds you healed and able to play, so let us play, Janine. Jesus plays along with us for He is the healer of the wounds that bound you. It is Jesus who loves to be with those at play. 

  Janine, my child, let us commune with Jesus in the love of His Holy Spirit that fills you and prepares you for the day. Today is anew. Today shall see you love and only love for you carry Jesus deep within you. Jesus shall show you how to walk with no judgments or controls for to walk with Jesus is to allow what will be will be. It is not that you don’t make choices, Janine, it is that you allow the flow of love and only love within those choices where what will be will be. This is the fruit of walking with Jesus for He carries you in all of your choices. 

  Janine, my child, you are mine by God’s hand. I am your mother who cares for you and nurtures you. It is Jesus who provides this nurture. By the life and death of Jesus you are of this Tabernacle. By the life and death of Jesus you have Eternity.  Today is anew with this love and nurture. You are being filled in this time and space. You are in communion with Jesus and me.  Take in this love and only love. Take in the beauty of the River of the I Am that flows with you and into you and into the world. This new day shall find you in love with all that is within you and around you. To let go of the need to control and allow is the way of Jesus. Take in the peace that is within you and with you for it is within this peace that all is provided you.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day with many choices. You  have chosen to come to this Tabernacle to be with me and Jesus in the communion of our souls.  The Mystical Living Waters flow through your soul where, when opened by the yes, allows us to commune within the depths of your soul. Today, Janine, may seem like just another day to the many. But it is a new day that shines brightly within you for you carry Jesus and me.  Jesus shows you the way to love and only love with no matter the ways of the noise that seeks to continue to misguide. The noise shall always be the noise that has little to do with the ways of Jesus. Be still now and let us enjoy the beauty of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where we enter the void of your soul that holds the Kingdom. Be still and know Jesus.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and you are stronger with a foundation of love and only love. Your yesterday grew you for you walked with Jesus and me in the ways of your design which is to be of love and only love. You were designed by God for you carry His seed. Man has a soul that is transformed in the forever. All men shall know God and all men shall see their design in this transformation.  Man’s yes or no shall be made with clarity of awareness and knowledge in this transformation. There are those that shall choose Jesus and those that refuse to accept the love and only love of Jesus Let us pray with your ancestors that all shall say yes for the loss of one of yours is loss to everyone. 

  Let your hands hear me. Know that your eyes are opened with the invitational softness that invites others into your day. Your eyes show the world who you are for they invite rather than push away. The stranger is no longer the stranger when you firstly invite with your eyes. Man first makes its decision to trust through the eyes.Then the body holds itself in the invitational holding that further invites.  The invitational softness of the eyes invites others to trust and to want to know you for there in the softness the Holy Spirit of Jesus is seen through you.  Take note today how softly you walk and especially how soft your eyes are. Take note of those that respond to that softness. Janine, my child, the world is in need of connection even if it is in the form of the passerby.  The softness of your eyes shows the world that there is love in every connection.

  Janine, my child. Jesus has said to you, “Mother and I and you make up the ignition of the Holy Spirit for whenever two or more are gathered in my name there I Am along with the ignition of the Holy Spirit.” Jesus has given you the truth that you may ponder this truth.Your attendance to this Tabernacle makes it so. Do not take lightly the words of Jesus. You become part of the work of the Holy Spirit when we commune in the trio of love only love.   Ponder this truth, Janine, for the Holy Spirit is within you and flows through you and into the World. By the Holy Spirit, God's work is being accomplished.

  Janine, my child, let us make the circle of love and only love with Jesus for we gather in His name. This new day finds you in need of prayer. Let us pray and take heart in the knowing that Jesus carries you and your burdens.  Jesus knows you in all parts. He knows you better than you know you for Jesus knows what lies within those hidden parts still to be exposed. To expose hidden parts is a lifelong walk, my child. Today shall open you even more for your walk with Jesus shall show you how your life expands with each inch and moment. There are those times that you need time to have a part take root after it has been exposed.  Jesus showed you how your life shall expand even in Eternity for this is the way of God’s intense love. Even those of evil are loved for they carry God’s seed. All are loved with the hope of the yes even in Eternity. We pray for those of evil that they may turn and find that love and only love is the answer. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

  Janine, my child, Jesus and I are with you. Open yourself by letting go of yourself. Take the breath of letting go where you are emptied. In so doing you leave the open space for Jesus and me to commune with you in the love of the great River of the I Am. It is within the River of the I Am that all is accomplished in the ways of God for God is the River of the I Am that flows in all directions.  All of the yes join us within the River of the I Am where all are within the Kingdom. All that is needed is the yes, Janine, for it matters not what man calls unforgivable.  All is forgiven with the yes to God for God knows the ways of the misguidedness of man. God loves far beyond the ways of man.

  My child, love fills you. Love is sent into the world through you. Jesus and I love through you. Your yes and your attendance to your soul each day opens this Tabernacle for you that you may be of Jesus and me in the trio of love and only love. Man has been misguided for the generations. Now, my child, your soul is opened to the truth of love and only love that counters the misguidedness.  It is man that judges and punishes and not God. God is love and only love where love overcomes the need to judge and punish.  Today is anew with the hope and faith that love and  only love is being spread into the world one child at a time. As you give love and only love to one child at a time, it shall spread and grow more love and only love.

  Janine, my child, You are growing.  Your yesterday grew you in a deeper trust of Jesus.  Now you are building upon that trust for trust builds upon itself.  Take note of your heart now. Take note of how you are being lifted into the intimacy of relationship with Jesus. Take in the void that takes you into the depths of this relationship.Take in the peace that is beyond the noise.  You are blessed, Janine. Be still now and take in the love of Jesus that fills you. Allow trust to fill you deeply so that when we walk into the world trust shall not be just a word but an experience.  

  Janine, my child, come and let go of the noise. Come and just be. Come and breathe in my love. Today is anew where we commune with Jesus in the trio as designed by God. Father, Son and Holy Spirit gather with us for we gather in the name of Jesus. We are a trio of love and only love. You are never out of sight, my child, I am here as is Jesus and His Holy Spirit to join in communion that fills you and prepares you for our walk within the world. Jesus joins us in the world in all we do. You are never alone, Janine.  You witnessed love and joy and the new in your yesterday. .The little one showed you how much joy there is in just being where others, even little children, see you in love and only love. It is Jesus within you that they see, my child.