Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

  Janine, my child, “it is what it is” is the language you use to accept what you cannot change within yourself or the outside world.  To give to Jesus all of your burdens and frets is to acknowledge that there are those things that you cannot change, but Jesus can.  When you use the words it is what it is, you are saying it cannot be changed and that is not of the truth for with Jesus all things are possible. Yes, it is what it is when someone dies and you cannot resurrect them, but Jesus can and does. When you say it is what it is, remember to also say it is what it is dear Jesus but with you all things are possible. Then you can let it go and give it to Jesus for with Jesus all things are possible. Joy comes from the words, it is what it is, dear Jesus, but with you all things are possible. This is the way of deep prayer, Janine, for you give all to God in this way. 

  Janine, my child, come and be of my heart and the heart of Jesus. Let this day be a testament to what we have. I give you view of what you have learned in these last days. You cannot trust the noise. The noise holds much misguidedness with the ways of those telling you that there is this and that that should be adhered to or avoided. These statements are made with a conviction that it applies to all.  These statements speak in the general and not the specific for no one knows your body but you. You are learning that these statements being made may fit or may not fit just as clothing either fits or doesn’t fit. Let today be a day of seeing what fits and what does not fit.

  Janine, my child, breathe and let go of yourself. Breathe and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Here, Janine, the noise cannot be. The tears you feel are from fear and fear alone. Let them flow as you let go of the noise that wishes to frighten you with a made up reason. The noise uses the old to frighten you. There is no need to fear for Jesus has you. Let go of this burden of fear and give it to Jesus for it has no place in your life. Now, now, Janine, take note of how all is slowed down and all fear is leaving you. When it is time we shall enter the world and you shall see that all is well. Jesus takes the old and shows you it no longer has a place in your body.

  Janine, my child, breathe in the beauty that is of the Tabernacle. Come and take in the love of my heart that communes with Jesus. Take in the trio of love and only love. We gather in the name of Jesus and here He is. Listen, Janine. Listen and hear Jesus as He speaks to you of the love that is beyond the noise. As you slow all down, hear what is deep within where Jesus abides. The love that is within is the place of the Kingdom. Within the Kingdom love is the only edict. I am here to be a part of the trio of relationship with Jesus. Within this trio love holds us together. It is not of rules or hierarchy as the world would have you believe. Rather, Janine, it is of relationship that is neither above or below. Therefore, there is no hierarchy. Hierarchy is of man and not of God. Let those with ears to hear, hear. 

 Janine, my child, you are discovering that we become a team in the trio of love and only love where we walk with you in all of your decisions. Let us commune where you are prepared for the day ahead. There are the little miracles each day that grow your foundation. When you make a decision knowing that misguidedness is of the noise and it must be countered, you know that Jesus and I counter the noise with you. Janine, it is difficult to counter the noise alone for it clangs and keeps you from seeing the truth that lies deep within. The noise blinds my children for it keeps the misguidedness in the unconscious rather than making it visible. Let us walk in the trio of love and only love that opens you to the misguidedness within where it is countered. 

  Janine, come. I am pleased that you see this time and space as relationship and not as one above the other. As you enter this Tabernacle you are learning all the more and more that neither I nor Jesus wish to be above, but rather, wish to be in relationship. Today  is anew and as you write you hear love and only love. As you write you respond to what you are hearing for in between the words we are in relationship. You now slow all down that relationship may be. You slow all down and respond to what you hear. This is good. This is relationship. I hear you, Janine. I see you. You ask if you do well. You do well to attend to this Tabernacle for it takes you into my heart where we commune with Jesus. You do well, my child. This day shall be our walk into the world in relationship with Jesus.

  Janine, you are mine and you are of Jesus in a marriage of love and only love. You are loved and you love. You ask of the honor to love yourself. To love yourself is an honor for you see the truth of how much you are loved by God. To honor your body, heart and soul is to honor God. You ask if honoring your body by seeking the truths of what it is saying to you is honoring God. God has made you and all of mankind in His image where honor is given to all parts of you.    Your body speaks to you and you are learning to listen. Your soul and body speak to you in relationship with Jesus and me. The two are not at odds, Janine, they are in concert. When you honor your body and soul you honor God. 

  Janine, my dearest child, I comfort you and take you into my heart and soul where we commune with Jesus who is love and only love.  We make a trio of love and only love where you are learning to love with no judgement no matter what. You are becoming more and more of the ways of Jesus who loves with no control or judgment for this is the will of God. God so loves that he controls never and judges never for God knows the misguidedness of man. Love, today, Janine. Love and walk with Jesus and me and know how much love fills you and the Earth.

 Good morning, Janine. My child, I call you by name for I am your mother and I want you to know how much you are loved. See me and see my Son. See me and see how much you are loved by my Son. It is Jesus who flows in communion with us as we make the trio of His peace and promises. Man may insist that I am not the mother of God. But we know differently, Janine. You see me and you see Jesus in this communion where you are of matter and a part of. Your yes has graced us with the ability to form the trio of Love and only love. Let no man tempt you with the noise of the want to have you think otherwise. Your attendance to this Tabernacle each day attests to the truth.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day to love and be loved. Be of my heart that does not make matter of time.  This time is of you and me with no matter of time limits. It is man that makes time matter. There is folly in such things. In the Kingdom, time has no place. There is no need to rush or to make time a slave to you. Today, Janine, the lesson is to begin to see time as of no matter. Take time to seek only to be with Jesus and me and time shall no longer move you. Rather, timelessness shall move you. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day. It is a new day to love and be loved. Allow yourself to empty now that you may be filled with Jesus and me.  Allow yourself to just be now as you are filled. It is in the emptying of yourself that you take in what we have with Jesus. To be empty is to allow the peace as promised by Jesus to fill you and show you the ways of love and only love. Stay open and naked of soul today and allow yourself to take in the care and love of others.  Yes, my child, we walk into the world to give what you receive, Today shall be different, my child, for today shall give you the ways of taking in for you must allow others to take care of you rather than you take care of others.  For this day, be still and take in. The walk into the world shall show you the beauty of allowing others to do for you as you do for them.

  Good day, my child, know that I sing the song of love to Jesus with you. It is a song asking to walk with Him in all things that others may be drawn to Him. It matters not what name for Jesus may be used by another for when the soul reaches the depths where the song of songs is heard, Jesus is there. Jesus by any other name is still Jesus. It is of love and only love that Jesus answers to the names given Him from the soul of another.  Just as you are named and that name is reached within the soil, so too, Janine, the name given your soul is the name given by God. Man may never destroy what God has made. Man attempts to name God and insists on a name of God when they do not know the soul of another. Shame to those who make such black and white claims.

  Janine, my child, you are but one of all of my children. You are very important to me as all of my children are. I know you by name, and I know you in all parts for this is the way of my heart.  I do not lump you into a place where you are just one. I love you with a love that is just for you for this is the way of my heart. This is the way of Jesus. You are learning that to become one is to become part of the all for love as this is of Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Love as this expands you. Love as this grows your foundation of Eternity for this love knows the value of self and others in a way that man may not comprehend until man is transformed.  What may not be accomplished in the outside world shall be accomplished in the next for God’s will of love and only love lives forever in the Kingdom of the yes. 

  Dearest Janine, I hear you and I hear your prayers for wisdom. Wisdom comes from your deepest parts. As you awakened on this new day, the wisdom of Jesus filled you. Wisdom comes when there is relationship with Jesus. Jesus shows you what is deep within you for deep within, you hear Jesus and He hears you. You are learning that wisdom comes from retreating inward into the depths of your soul where the noise cannot be. Janine, my child, there are no answers to the questions you cannot answer when you seek to answer them alone. Wisdom is patient. Wisdom is seeing all nooks and crannies of your question and that can only be done when you leave the noise and enter the depths of your being where you hear Jesus. Your awakening on this new day showed you that there are many ways to access wisdom. Wisdom seeks all nooks and crannies. The noise hates such things. Therefore, my child, you need only leave the noise and enter the void of the emptiness of your soul and there is Jesus who...

Janine, my child, the words of Jesus are deep within you for you have attended to your soul on each new day and grown your foundation where Jesus abides. To be “soul mates” is to be deeply connected to Jesus where your souls commune and where we make the trio of the circle of love and only love. Here within these depths you are in communion with us without any noise to distract. Upon awakening you now hear Jesus who is with you in this quiet space of solitude for you awaken and take in love and only love even before rising up. As each day rises you are losing the fret that used to be there. With each new day you become more and more aware of the peace of Jesus that fills you rather than fear and fret. Let this day be of the renewal of the promises Jesus made to you those many years ago that you are married to Him in the Spirit of Abba. In this marriage you have brought and shall continue to bring souls to their own depths where Jesus abides. Take in this renewal, Janine and allow it to...

  Janine, my child, you come here to begin this new day. You come that we may commune with Jesus in the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise is left behind. You have said yes to Jesus and no to the noise. To enter this Tabernacle is of the yes. Your yes and attendance to this time and space allows us to commune in the solitude of your heart and soul where the mystical lives.  In this solitude you enter the void that holds Jesus where noise cannot enter. The noise by its very nature cannot stop itself for it clangs in the want to counter Jesus. Therefore, the noise cannot taste the peace of Jesus. Jesus is the counter to the noise, Janine. To take the time to enter in communion with Jesus and me prepares you for the day where we walk in the circle of love and only love that counters the noise. 

  Janine, my child, you are filled with joy for what seemed insurmountable has been made simple with the love and only love of Jesus. What felt like a large and insurmountable burden became one of joy for you stood back, got out of the way, and allowed Jesus to carry this burden. What was so very large became small when you were able to stand back and just be. As you watched the burden become smaller and smaller you found joy. This is the way of the walk with Jesus, Janine. As you begin each inch and moment in the position of standing back and allowing Jesus to open the doors that need to be opened and the doors that need to be closed without making attempts to own or control, you see the love of Jesus all the more and more within each inch and moment. It is a task that becomes easier and easier for letting go of the need to own or control the inch and moment allows Jesus to show you how much you are loved. When you give up the need to control each inch and moment, Janine, you shal...

  Janine, my child, let us begin. Today is anew with many beginnings. There is joy in these beginnings for each inch and moment shows you a new beginning. To taste this way of being is to hear Jesus in the softness of love and only love. Jesus spoke to you upon your awakening about the transformation you shall have when it is time for you to move into the kingdom of forever. Jesus showed you why He came. He came because of the love of man and not a need to be a king above man. He came to show that man has been misguided since Adam and Eve. God does not punish man. It is man that punishes man in the search for the meaning of right and wrong. Man seeks the black and white of right and wrong making rules that are not of God. Jesus shows us the way of God that is love and only love. Jesus showed you the hypocrisy of making black and white what cannot be made black and white. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

  Janine, my child, come and let me show you the bravery you show when you “begin” rather than shy away.  I am pleased that you have become aware of the ways of “beginning” where you then move into joy for it is fear that causes you to shy away from doing the things that you know carry love and joy. Why is this so, Janine? It is because as a child you knew the terror of not being allowed to do things on your own. You were taught that you could not do things of your own volition and now it is still the old fear that grips you when you consider starting something. To begin is to say to the child within you that it is ok to begin and not fear punishment. This is truly bringing all parts into one, Janine. Ponder this lesson for fear loses its grip when you begin in spite of fear. To just begin is becoming all the more and more of you. Now let us commune in the solitude of your soul where this newfound awareness shall be added to your foundation in God’s timing. It shall be by the ...

  Janine, my child, it is time. You are learning that no matter the noise that causes fret when you place yourself before this Tabernacle, you still “just begin.” To just begin is to trust that I am here and that I will open this Tabernacle for you. To just begin is to bypass the fret that fears I will not be here or I will not hold you.  So many times as a child you needed holding by those responsible for your care and you never received it. That is why it is so important to just begin for to just begin is to bypass the old ways of learning.  There shall be the day when the fear will no longer be. For now it is of matter to just begin.

  Janine, my child, you are learning the ways of your body that reacts when it cannot take in certain foods that the world may regard as good for you. Come, my little one, and enjoy this time and space with Jesus and me for we take you  into the depths of your soul where the truth of Jesus abides and where the truth of your body resides. You cannot seek what the world regards as good for you. You must seek the language of your body as it speaks to you. I give you a view of the food that has made your body ill. Let us look at the pain of the foods that makes your belly react in a painful way. Today, Janine, seek to pay attention to your body as it speaks to you. It will become clear what is not good for your body. Just as you stay away from those things within the noise that have no matter, so too, my child, you are learning to stay away from those things that give you pain in your belly. Your story is your story and no one else's. So why do you seek to fit yourself in another’...

  Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle for you. You come to me with the sign of the Cross that you may let go of the world and enter this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus. It is your sign of the Cross that lets go of all that you may take in the all of Jesus for we gather here in His name. Today is anew with many choices along with many possibilities. Today is anew in love and only love for you are walking with Jesus who shows you how to love and only love with no matter paid to judgments or controls. Today is anew in joy and peace and trust for as each inch and moment is lived you grow your foundation where love and only love gains you the cement of a strong Jesus like foundation. Let your soul stay open to the soft voice of Jesus in relationship that gives and receives and you shall continue to build the foundation of love and only love.

  Janine, I ask only that you turn to me at this Tabernacle when you are in need. It is as the rising of the day. You are here and I am pleased that you come to me to join me in gathering in the name of Jesus. Let us commune in the ways of love and only love. Love as this is a love that trusts in the coming of our Lord and God into our hearts. When the day ends you call on your Lord and God.  When you awaken in the night you call on your Lord and God and there He is. It is the blue hue that lets you know it is Jeus who hears you and attends to you each time you call out to Him as your Lord and God. The words, my Lord and my God, are but a few words but they touch your soul and open you to Jesus. Jesus shows you in the colors of the blue hues that it is He. Trust this connection and relationship for in that blue hue are the words of Jesus saying “I am here.”

  Janine, my little one, come and take note of how your hands write my words that touch your heart and soul. Take note of the love that flows into you, through you and into the world. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where all slows and where you let go of all that all may be given you from these depths. To be emptied is to be emptied of the noise. To be filled is to be filled with Jesus where love and only love reigns. We begin the day in the oneness with Jesus sans the noise. When you are filled with this communion you will be prepared to enter the world with Jesus and me. You are being prepared to love and only love on this new day. The noise is part of the outside world and clangs loudly each day. Jesus helps you to counter the noise. When you see the noise become too loud, turn inward and call upon Jesus and He shall be there with you to counter the noise.  The secret to countering the noise is to be aware of it for the noise works in secrecy. ...

Janine, my child,  come and let me take this feeling of a chore from you. This is the noise, Janine, for the noise is loud within you. Let the tears flow for you have been taken away by the noise. Let the tears wash away the feeling of our relationship being a chore.  Come now and watch as I take away the noise.  Taste the peace as promised by Jesus. Take in this love. You are in need of communion with Jesus and me. The noise cannot clang at you here. The noise bows down to the peace of Jesus here. Be still now and be filled with Jesus who shall walk into the world with us and counter the noise. The lesson is to turn inward when the noise becomes so loud for Jesus calms all noise.

  Janine, my child, I am your mother by God’s hand. I, like you, have given my yes. The yes is all that is needed for God to do His work of love and only love that is laid upon you.  Your yes each day is known, Janine. You walk with me and Jesus in the love of God that is within you and surrounds you. Take in this mystical time and space for it gains you the preparation to move into the world that you may be able to counter the noise. Take note that there is no time here. All is void of time for the mystical that is deep within you lives forever in this timelessness.  Love in this void is relationship with Jesus, the Light within the world. Jesus shows the way to the Kingdom that lies deep within.

  Janine, my child, take the breath of letting go.Come and be of my heart that holds you, nurtures you and gains us the grace to be in communion with Jesus in the oneness of His promises to you. No need to do anything other than open yourself to your depths where Jesus and I abide. We make the two who gather in His name and there He is. Now, my child, take Jesus in for it is Jesus who gives Himself to you. This is relationship, Janine, for relationship gives and receives. It is your choice to stop and enter into the depths of your soul where you commune with Jesus in the solitude of your depths. The noise cannot enter here for this solitude is void of the noise.  The void you enter is filled with Jesus. Take in the beauty of this void that is void of all except Jesus who fills you. Be still now and just bask in the Light.

  Janine, my child, it is a new day and as the sun rises, so too, you rise to greet me at this Tabernacle that opens for you. Come and let us commune with Jesus who shows us the ways of His love and only love.  Today, take in the oneness of communion with Jesus. Today, let us carry the promises of Jesus into the world that others may know Him for the many are in need of the hope, peace and awareness of Eternity that Jesus wishes to share.  Jesus wishes only to be in relationship with all souls where His love and only love is shared with the world. Jesus wishes to share Himself with all for He carries relationship that is from God. 

  Janine, my child, you are growing in the awareness of the ways of your body, the ways of your heart and soul and the ways of your design. You were designed in love and only love. You were given the seed of God that is deep within you. Today is anew in love and only love that is within you. As each day begins you attend to your soul. You attend to your need for nurture. You attend to your relationship with Jesus who prepares you for the day ahead. When the day ends you are given sleep that grows your foundation of love and only love. You have built your foundation on solid ground rather than the sand of the noisy world. Ponder this lesson for the foundation that holds you is on solid ground, my child.

  Janine, my child, come and be known in the ways of the solitude of my heart that flows into and through the River of the I Am that holds Jesus. Be of the solitude and stillness of your heart and soul for it is in this time and space that you are filled with the nurture of the River that shall sustain you this new day. Janine, there is much grace here. There is a new awakening happening within you. In this time and space it shall become clear to you for the River flows in the truth rather than the misguidedness of the noise of the outside world.  Upon your awakening this new day, you were given the view of the truth of the Kingdom. You are becoming more grounded in the truth for you are seeing the transformation of those of the yes who have gone before you. I give you view of those who are in the Light of Eternity where their spirit is alive and well.  You bear the mark of Jesus as all mankind.  It is mankind that decides to join Jesus or not, Janine. You are b...