Come to Jesus as a Child and Know Him
Janine, you ask why it is that you shy away from me at times. I say to you, my child, it is not shying away, it is love that distracts you. Take in this awareness for Jesus and I walk with you in the distractions that you define as shy.
What you declare as shy is just the want to play. Just as a child plays in the wonder of life, so too, you play. When you become distracted in the wonder of life it is wonder and play and joy. When you are filled with wonder you then come to this Tabernacle to be filled with Jesus and me. It is as the child who plays and then comes to mother to be held and filled.
You are as the child in scripture that Jesus speaks of. Come to Jesus as a child and know Him.