Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, there shall be the one day where the distractions of the world shall cease. For now, it is of matter to see the distractions as a way to walk with Jesus for we walk with Jesus in all things.  To attend to your soul is not without distractions for this is the way of the world. There are those distractions that allow you to see the noise and its temptations. To attend to these distractions in the way of the witness is to see the folly of the noise. To walk with Jesus as these distractions open to you is to see that Jesus shows you His love within all distractions. To see the miracle of Jesus in a distraction is to see His love flow through you and into the world.  To see the folly of man through the noise is also a gift of grace, my child, for Jesus shows you the way of the noise that seeks to tempt you. Do not find fault with a distraction for it is a way to walk with Jesus.  As the distraction presents itself, you shall see the workings of Jesus to...

 Janine, you are my child. I take you into my heart and love you with all of my heart. I give you my love, attention and nurture that you may know how much you are loved. To be your mother is to be graced by God. You are a mother as graced by God. We give ourselves to Jesus in the yes that is of our depths and not of the surface. To do so is to know ourselves deep within that gives the yes without any reservations. To be of the yes is not to deny your human ways. You are of the human by the grace of God. To be of the yes only requires honesty of that which is beyond the noise for the noise works to have you think you are not worthy of Jesus.  You write in the knowing that we are in communion with Jesus where relationship passes between and within us. No one is above or below here for relationship gives and receives in a measure that is equal.  Your heart knows this, Janine. The world fears this, my child, for the world seeks to make Jesus king. Yes, Jesus walked the Earth...

 Janine, my child, come and let us be still for this time and space. In stillness I fill you. In stillness you hear me through your hands. In stillness we are one with Jesus who carries us in  this oneness. Take note of how hard it may feel to face me at this Tabernacle. Take note of fear, my child. Yet, my child, once you touch this Tabernacle all fear is washed away. Fear is old, very old. Fear can no longer stop you from braving through the fear to me. It is as if fear can only be fear when you give it matter.  Tears wish to flow through you. Allow the tears to have voice, Janine, for they are tears of relief and not unbearable fear. Unbearable fear can hold you no longer for it has been made small. When you give to Jesus this burden of fear, He makes it smaller and smaller. One day, in God's timing, it shall cease. I show you how fear has been made small in this inch and moment. Take in the peace that replaces fear now. When the fear chases you, you now show patience ...

 Janine, today is rising in the anew. This is the beauty of another day for all is made anew. Your body has rested and your dreams have cleansed you. Your day is rising with attendance to your soul. This tabernacle awaits you and we move into the River of the I Am where we descend into the depths of your soul where Jesus and I abide. We fill you that you may know how much you are loved. When you are filled you are prepared to walk into the world with us to give and receive love and only love. Joy is in this filling. Joy is given and received. The peace of Jesus is given and then received in turn for Jesus walks in relationship with us where Jesus receives your love as you receive His. The circle of love and only love is maintained by this giving and receiving. You are learning within your very depths that Jesus receives you and loves to be with you as you love to be with Him.  This is a lesson that many do not see, my child. To the depth that you receive Jesus in relationship ...

 Janine, my child, come and allow Jesus and me to commune with you as one. You ask me of trust on this new day for your heart wishes to hear of trust in the face of the noise that throws worry at you. In love you choose to give trust to Jesus even though worry casts fear upon you. Hear the soft voice of Jesus and you shall have your worry taken from you. It matters not the worry. What matters is that in spite of worry,  you give to Jesus your burden. Janine, it is of love that says to you that in your depths you know Jesus has you. Worry has its origins from the old and has no place today. But is still rises as it cannot be stopped. As Jesus shows you how He is holding your burden, you must seek patience and patience only for patience destroys worry. Is is of your human ways that wishes Jesus to "fix" worry without patience. It is in Jesus' time that worry shall be taken from you.  Patience grows with you each time you seek patience for it grows as the seedling that matur...