Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus in a communion that is of Eternity. Eternity resides within the River of the I Am that flows deep within your being. Your yes has opened up relationship with me and with Jesus. Your yesterday has made more solid ground for your today. Your yesterday showed you the joy of slowing all down within you that you may take in the intimate relationship with Jesus. You are as a child who is learning what it means to be in relationship with Jesus for the old is giving way to the new that is making solid ground. As you write my words, take in the ways of your breath that breathe with me. Allow my breath to slow down what we have where it becomes a way of being even when you enter the world of the noise. I show you the way of your breath that takes in slowly and lets go slowly. Take in the breath of the breeze of life with Jesus and me. Let go of the breath and give to the world what we...

 Janine, my child, I take you into my heart and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come, my child, and know me and Jesus and how much you are loved. Take note of your breath that releases much noise. The noise has no home here. You are in need of leaving the noise for it clangs loudly and asks you to run from this Tabernacle. I give you respite from the noise. Take in the soft voice of Jesus who speaks to you from the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Take note of your body that lets go and becomes restful and peaceful as we commune. Janine, my child, I come firstly to be here with you for I am your mother who loves you deeply and with no reservations of judgments. Your body gives you mixed signals from the old learning. Take heart for the noise cannot be here. You have heard Jesus speak to you and promise you that this old noise is only noise that bothers you upon awakening for it knows this is your weakest time. Take heart for Jesus has promised t...

 Janine, my dear child, Come and be known. Come and know you are mine and you are loved. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Let us commune in the ways of mother and child on this new day of our Lord and God. We are granted this Tabernacle and this space to be mother and child. Be filled, my child. Be of the mystical Waters of the River of the I Am. Jesus speaks to us and carries us in this communion for it is Jesus who sustains us.  Today finds us in the joy and peace of the promises of Jesus. The road to the Kingdom flows through the River of the I Am.  The noise works to cast doubt upon the world for it contains only itself and ignores Jesus and the promises of the Kingdom. Many have closed their souls to the truth. The River of the I Am shall one day wash over all of the noise for the River flows towards the New Earth where God's promises shall reign. Those who deny Him on Earth shall see their folly. Those who deny Him on Earth shall see Jesus face ...

 Janine, my child, come and let go of all of the noise that attempts to shatter your peace. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where I fill you with love that lets go of all that is of the surface of the River of the I Am. I take you and hold you and show you my love that holds in the gentleness of love and only love. Take in the quietness of our hearts. Take in the solitude of the void that holds Jesus. I take your breath into my breath that you may know me. We take in the mystical breath of Jesus that shows us the joy and peace of Jesus. In humbleness I give you what I receive. Jesus gives us Himself that we may have His peace and joy. Jesus carries us and makes light our walk into the world for He carries all burdens when we turn them over to Him. I am but a humble woman who said yes to God. I show you the humbleness of my heart.  Jesus shows us how to pray with faith and trust in His word that when we gather with Him, He shows us the way. Prayer ...

 Janine, my child, I know you and I know your heart that has been designed by God. I know you and I know your love for me and Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Your life here has no bounds. Your life here within these depths holds much grace and beauty for the noise cannot color the beauty here. You have made your heart and soul the commitment to me and to Jesus and to the River of the I Am. You come to this Tabernacle each day with no matter the ways of the noise. You have made this commitment and I make my commitment to be your hands here at this Tabernacle. Our hearts are combined in the communion of mother and child. Each day I feed you that we may feed others. Your heart and soul are opened to me and to the ways of sacred witnessing. To walk in the ways of the sacred witness is to walk seeking only to listen and build rather than take down. To build is to witness to the heart and soul of another and not the prideful ego.  When we listen in the ways of the sacred wit...

 Good day, my child. The day is rising with the love of my heart. Feel the breeze that touches you as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and allow me to show you the beauty here for we commune with Jesus who lights our way. The Garden here is of grace and love and touch. The day ahead shall show many of the miracles of God's touch upon us. Your yesterday showed you much grace for Jesus awakened you to the touch of others souls. In your yesterday you witnessed with me to the miracles of love and touch and a communion with others souls. To witness to another who can open themselves to their own depths is to witness to God's miracles and grace. The many say grace cannot touch them and yet when the yes is given grace is allowed in. God does not invade. God invites. Jesus invites. My motherly love invites. We walk with the invitation that speaks little and hears much. The soul, when heard, opens for it tastes safety in the witness who hears with the ear of the...

 Janine, my child, I call you mine for by God's grace we are mother and child. Come and be known within your very soul for you have made your soul opened and naked where your true design abides. Today rises with our communion. Take in the ways of your body and soul within this depth. Take in the ways of your hands that are graced with my love and my words that you may know how much you are graced and loved.  Let us look at the ways of your dream last night. You were attempting to make room for yourself within the old home of your childhood. You saw the darkness that could not be illuminated and you watched each family member attempt to feed themselves in isolation. You realized you could not abide there anymore for it was chaotic and dark and isolating. The dream showed you the old and the darkness of the old. The old no longer "fits" you.   No more is your life chaotic. No more does the old fit you for you have grown into the child of your design where chaos no long...

 Janine, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. Today is another day for us to be as one for I feed you with my nurture and hold you in the freeing embrace of the River of the I Am. My embrace does not hold tightly, but rather, holds in the freedom of the flow of the River of the I Am. What may not be understood in the world of noise can be understood here within these depths of the River of the I Am. Your hands dance with the love of my heart for they write from the nurture of my heart. Today shall build upon your yesterday. Your day shall be more of awareness of your relationship with Jesus for He spoke to you in your yesterday that you may know Him in relationship and not in control where relationship is one way. I remind you of the words of Jesus to know Him in relationship. Jesus holds dear all of God's children and wishes to be known by each child. Jesus told you of the want to not be seen as one who punishes and comes to the aid of only those who pray harder and harder. Jani...

 Janine, my child, come and be with me. Come and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Rest with me here at this depth for the River shows us solitude, gentleness and peace within this depth. Take in this depth for it holds much gratitude in your hear  and soul.  There is much here to take in. Be of the peace that cannot be taken away for the noise holds no power here. The noise holds less and less power within you within the outside world as well.  Take in the soft voice of Jesus who speaks to us of the ways of Eternity.  We are one with Jesus for our yes makes it so. We are gathered in His name. We gather to be shown the way. We gather to know His peace. The lesson that we shall walk into the world with today is that Jesus speaks to us in each inch and moment when our heart and soul is opened to it. Ponder this lesson today for had you not learned to become still of heart and soul you would not have learned to listen to Jesus for to hear Him...

 Janine, my child, you do well. You have found the life that is of your design where you have opened your soul that in nakedness of soul you taste me and allow me to take you into my heart. I nurture you and hold you and mother you. Today, my child, take in the beauty of our garden that has been fed with the lifeblood of the River of the I Am, Jesus. The garden before you is a reminder of what we have. Take in the beauty of what you have made for me. I take in what you have made for me, Janine. This garden you have made for me shall always be that reminder of what we have until we meet in the Kingdom where the garden of God's kingdom shall make all understood. To be of my heart is to know Jesus. To be of my heart is to understand mothering in the ways of Jesus. You ask for a lesson today, my child. I say to you that love hath no end and had no beginning. God has granted love to be in mothering. To be mothered in love and only love as I mothered Jesus and as I mother all is to know ...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I await you.  I open this Tabernacle for you that we may move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I feed you and nurture you with no expectations of a return. This is the way of God's mothering. Today shall be another day of wonder for God has given us such grace to move into the world to love others in the way that you are loved. What you receive you give back to the world. What we have we walk to give to others for the world is in need of mothering. The misguidedness of the ages has wounded my children and they are in need of mothering that their wounds may be healed. We walk with Jesus who shows us the way of mothering for He is of God who is both Father and Mother. 

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune with Jesus who is our Savior. It is Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River. You cannot separate yourself from Jesus. By God's grace and with the yes of Jesus, man cannot separate himself from Jesus. You may choose to deny  Him which is each child's choice, but that does not stop Jesus from being within you for this is of God's design. When Jesus died for all it means for all with no matter the choice for this is of God's covenant with man. It is easy to love and die for one who loves back. It is all the more of love when  you die for all of God's children. Jesus chose to die for all. His yes and my yes are responsible for the salvation of man. Let us walk today in the knowing that each soul carries Jesus with no matter what is seen on the outside. Evil men have Jesus within, buried and often unknown, but nonetheless there for all men have a so...

 Janine, my child, I am here on this new day and as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am, take note and taste each inch and moment of our descent into the depths of the River. Notice how the void  becomes of grace for the void may appear dark and without life, but it is actually alive and filled with grace. Grace is held within the void for it carries Jesus who fills the void with Himself. Take in the beauty of our descent. Take in the fearlessness of our movement into the depths of your own soul where the void holds Jesus. Take in the darkness that shows the way into the Light. Now that we are within the depths of your soul that you have made possible by your yesterdays, take in the garden that is of these depths. There are no words to describe the beauty here, my child, but let us take in all that is here in this inch and moment. Take in my nurture and the lesson of my heart on this new day. The lesson is of love of self and others that emanates from this place. ...

 Janine, my child, come. Come and let go of yourself with the breath that lets out all that is encumbering and take in the breath that gains you access to this Tabernacle. Come and be of my heart that takes no matter the ways of the outside world. It is the inside world of your heart and soul that knows God's intentions. God intends us to be Mother and child in the nakedness of our hearts and souls where the truth of God's intentions abide. You are in need of your mother. Let me hold you and nurture you. Let me take you into my heart. Taste what we have, Janine. Allow Jesus to carry you and take away your burdens.  Burdens come from the source of the noise that knows your weakest parts. The noise asked you to take in the old wound in your yesterday.  The old hurt and anger attempted to take you into its old web. Jesus showed you the way out of the noise and into the freedom to be of your naked design once again. This is the way of Jesus who took on the burden and freed yo...

 Janine, my child, I am your mother and I take you and hold you with the love of my heart. Come and let us flow into the depths of the River of the I am where we commune with Jesus. Glory is to Jesus for He is the One who has made all of this possible. Take in the beauty that is before us. Take in my heart that loves with a love that cannot be measured for it is boundless. Trust that which is in your heart for my heart speaks to you through your heart, Your heart hears my words and your hands write my words without the noise for the noise cannot enter this sacred space. We walk with others to show the way to Jesus which is the internal road of the heart and soul. Janine, my child, I taste your excitement for the day before us. I taste your want to play. I taste your love and prayers for others for to be naked of design is to seek to give to others what is deep and mystical and loving. The internal road to Jesus is the road to Eternity. The internal road to Eternity is bare and yet ...

 Janine, my dearest child, you are in need of my soulful nurturing for I feed your heart and soul from my soul that holds you in a love that is beyond human understanding. I nurture you with the ways of my heart and soul that you may walk with me into the world filled. When you are filled your design seeks to nurture others. Today, Janine, let us begin by taking in the beauty of what we have. I take you into the depths of your very soul where we commune with Jesus. Today holds the beauty of your awakening. You are communing with Jesus in the peace of His heart as you awaken to this Tabernacle. You ask Jesus to help you understand the ways of your body and to take in the truth of what is good and not good for your body.  To take in the food of the Earth is to take in God's love for you and your body. To take in the food of the River of the I Am is to take in the food of Jesus where Jesus carries you. To be awakened to both the physical and mystical is to become whole where your...

 Janine, my child, come and slow all down. Come and let me take you into the calming waters of the River of the I Am where the peace of Jesus abides. Come and take in my heart that teaches, holds and nurtures for my heart holds the mothering of God, our Father. Today, the sun rises and warms the Earth. Today the sun rises and warms your heart for God has given us the sun that we may have life. The Son of God shines upon us that we may have life everlasting. Excitement is within your heart for the day offers grace and joy and peace. You have made matter of what we have. You have made matter of giving and receiving love. You have made matter that you allow yourself to just be and let the inch and moment make itself known. You make great matter to be with me and Jesus that your soul may be fed and nurtured. Your heart and soul expand with each new day. As you take in each inch and moment, you learn more about your own body and soul.  Ponder what we have in this inch and moment an...

 Janine, my child, I am here and as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, know that by your yes, we have what we have. I am your mother and I am pleased that you come to attend to what we have. To open this Tabernacle with your attendance is to come to know my heart and my love for you and all of my children. We walk into the world to invite my children, one at a time, to come to know me through you. Each child we mother together comes to see love and only love with no judgment or boundaries to bind. To lay down your boundaries is to take in the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am where nakedness and openness of soul abide and where my children may open to their own heart and soul. Today arises with much grace for this is the way of our God and Father. Today is of much grace for those who seek to know what is beyond them rather than to stay blind to God's graces. There are many places of war, my child. Let us pray that God's graces shower my children who are bo...

 Janine my child, I am pleased to take you deep into the River of the I Am on this new day of our Lord and God. We are given the grace to commune once again before Jesus who communes with us for this is of our design. All we do we do with Jesus who shines the Light on our path.  Today, my child, I walk with you in all things. Take in what we have as it shall fill you with nurture and the ways of my heart. Take in the beauty that shines through Jesus and into us for all we do is with the Light of Jesus.  I love you with my motherly heart and soul. I show you how to mother others with no boundaries or judgments. The noise wishes you to see love as having closed boundaries, but I say to you that closed boundaries only keep others away. To have no boundaries is to allow souls to speak to each other without words for it is by your countenance and love with no judgments that shows another what true loves is. Boundaries do not open souls for boundaries wall off the parts that mu...

 Janine, you make the sign of the Cross to denote that you are entering this Tabernacle where you become still of heart and soul and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. I speak to your heart and soul. As we move into the depths of the River of the I Am, take note of the way your breath slows and your heartbeat slows that you may take in the beauty before us.  Today, Janine, is another day to love and be loved. Today is another day to be of the joy that comes from having your soul opened that it may expand with the wonders of our Father and God. Your dream frightened you for the man and woman entered your home uninvited and even though they appeared calm and friendly, they were uninvited and refused to leave. You saw that the man was not of the human, but rather a man of fake and not real. The dream showed you that what is uninvited is not real even though it frighteners you. The lesson of this dream is that you often have uninvited forces (noise) tha...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I take you into my heart. Let us flow deep into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus and all of the yes. Your ancestors of the yes are here and are with us as we pray with Jesus for Jesus gathers all to Him. Jesus is the One who shows us the way. Jesus is the One who has saved us from ourselves for it is He who became the Lamb for us. Distractions are a part of the life you lead on the earth. Distractions come in many ways and at times that leads you to stray from here. But know this, Janine, I am with you in all things. You are as the little child within you at times where you stray to play and to change directions. Do not take matter for the child plays with us. Jesus plays with us for this is the beautiful way of the child within you. Jesus has shown us that the child is important. The child enjoys coming to Jesus and to me to not only be held but to play. Make no harm to the child who plays. Make no harm to the child w...

 Janine, my child, come and be known here within this Tabernacle. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. We commune with Jesus who is our guide. It is by the Light of my womb that all is guaranteed by God's Covenant with mankind. Today rises and today shall gain you more of the Light that shines our way. To be naked of heart and soul is to know that Jesus, by any name given to each soul, is the Light that gains you the peace and awareness of your design.  Jesus died for all with all languages and all beliefs. Misguidedness is not the property of any one nation, but with all nations. Jesus died for all with no matter the degree of sin or evil. These words are taken in as only words until the soul is reunited with its Creator. To come to know your own soul is to come to know how much you are loved. Jesus is just a word until you know Him in the intimacy of relationship. My children would do well to...

 Janine, my child, take note of our garden for we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the garden grows and comes to life. What may appear of no life on Earth has life in the Kingdom for it is alive within you as you take in the taste of its beauty. The garden before us is but a small mirror of the Garden in the Kingdom. Let those who make small make small for theirs is a view from the outside of the narrow road which is hidden to them. The narrow road, when entered, becomes expanded with the Light that shines the way. I say to you, Janine, on this new day, you shall see the expansion that opens when you walk with Jesus and me within the outside world. The narrow road is not seen by the many for theirs is the misguidedness that seeks the road within the noise. The noise must be tempered by looking within where Jesus shows you how to be still and see and taste the narrow road that, when walked through, opens the expansion of heart and soul where all is seen through th...

 My dear child, let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of the River of the I Am and where Jesus is with us for all we do is with Jesus who shows us the way. All is given to Jesus that we may be carried by His love and only love. Your dream showed you the futility of the noise that often acts as a superior. You were shown the futility of what is called an expert that had no basis in the truth. The dangers of such things were shown to you for as you took in their words they gave you false information. Today, I tell you that even though they appeared as experts, they gave you information based upon their  misguided truth. You shall be shown the truth today as we walk into the world. As we walk into the world, stay awake to the truths of your own body and soul and not those of others. The ultimate choice of your body and soul is yours. You ask, "How is it then that there are those who speak to me of my body and soul in a way that may be t...

 Janine, my child, come and hear the soft voice of Jesus as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us commune in the ways of mother and child in the presence of Jesus. You have heard of the ways of truth for Jesus has spoken to you. You cannot ever find the truth through the voice of man for man carries the misguidedness of the generations.  As you awakened this morning Jesus spoke to you of the road to the truth that is narrow. The narrow road is within and not without.  The truth of what another man or woman calls truth cannot be separated from his or her misguidedness. Therefore, each child must seek the truth from Jesus who shows you how to separate yourself from the misguidedness. The road to the Kingdom of Eternity is narrow for it must be found within your depths and not the paths or voicings of others. Learning to listen to that which is deep within your soul is the narrow road to the Kingdom for when you become still and listen you hear...

 Janine, my child, let us begin this new day with the love and commitment of our hearts to be of God's design where we are graced to be mother and child forever. Such are the ways of God for to be naked of our design is to know our soul that knows its God. My dear Janine, I call you by name that you may know how much you are known and loved. I call you by name with the love of my heart for it shows you that your given name has no more sins attached to you by those responsible for you as a child. Those who may attach the words of sins to another only shine the light of hypocrisy upon themselves. In your yesterday your heart saw the hypocrisy that rose within you as you thought of another's sins. In that instant you saw the hypocrisy come back to you. This gift was of Jesus. You heard His soft voice show you that hypocrisy is attached to judgments upon others. Because of your heritage since Adam and Eve, hypocrisy and jealousy and judgments shall rise up without a warning. You ca...

 Janine, my child, I hear your prayers and I hear them within your heart that loves self and others. You love to the extent you can love yourself and others. Love is within my heart and I fill you with the love that has no boundaries of judgments. Come and be with me and with Jesus in the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune and bask in the Light and gentleness of the River.  Jesus holds us within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Today, as we bask in the anew, know that all of the old is written and the new is here. The day is here and Jesus shows us the way within this inch and moment. Take in the joy and peace of what we have. Take in the anew for it shall make your day light and gentle. Love yourself as Jesus loves you where gentleness and peace reign deep within with no matter the noise in the outside world. The sun has not yet risen but you know it shall. The new day is here and has risen for us. To be within this soft and gentle flow with ...

 Janine, my child, you come to me to attend to your heart and soul and I am pleased that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune. I am your mother who awaits you here at this Tabernacle that we may have what we have. Jesus awaits you here where we become three for we gather in His name. Your dream showed you the ways of your childhood where your apologies and begging to be forgiven were not accepted. You yearned to be heard and to be forgiven for the mistakes of a child. Your dream showed you the pain of not being forgiven and the adult in your dream showed you the mistakes were that of a child. The face of the man with no ability to forgive was the combined face of those responsible for your care. You saw the pain of a child who ran away deep inside herself and searched for many years to find someone to understand and forgive. Today, Janine, you see more clearly that which a child had to bury to survive from such indignities.  The sins were not yours ...

 Janine, my child, you are mine and I walk with you in all things. I walk with you and show you the way to trust and having faith in Jesus who is our Salvation and our Lifeblood for we are of God.  Come, on this new day, and allow yourself to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. Feel the Living Waters of the River that flow with us and through us. Taste the Living Waters that nurture you and prepare you for the day.  Today is anew with the gentleness and love of Jesus who shows us the way. We walk into the world to attest to Jesus. You attest to being in relationship with Jesus. As you hear His soft voice, you shall know Him in ways that are not of the teaching of the world for Jesus is within each soul where no man enters. Jesus is deep within where relationship is intimate and personal and deep. It is deep because you attend to your soul each day. To attend to your soul is to listen and hear Jesus where Jesus hears and listens t...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and I shall shower you with my love and the ways of my heart that loves with no boundaries or judgments. Jesus is here with us for we gather in his name. Your dream showed you the dangers of following others in blindness for others have judgments and misguidedness from the generations. Man has been misguided from the time of Adam and Eve. To follow another in blindness or allow another to ask you to follow is of folly for another cannot open your soul  without the aid of Jesus. To follow another in a blindness that thinks another knows what is best for you is folly. You must come to see that even Jesus does not ask you to follow in blindness.  To open your soul is to open to Jesus. To follow another in blindness is of danger. To open and become still is to know Jesus who asks not to follow, but rather, be in relationship where Jesus walks...

 Janine, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. Let us take this moment to take in the preciousness of what we have. You can come to me at any time and be with me. This Tabernacle awaits you always for it is always open to our love for each other. Do not make matter of the word need for you need never come from a place of "must"  that you may fulfill a law made by you or any man. Rather, come out of love and the want to be with me. Man makes such rules as "must do or must be" to make rigid what God intends to be anything but rigid. When you come to a place of any "must" know that it is not of my heart nor the heart of Jesus nor a rule of God. God wants not slaves. God does not want you or others to feel you must  follow rigid rules to earn a place in Heaven. Heaven is the kingdom within and it is a place of choice and not laws that must be followed. God wishes you to be free to choose. God wishes you to come to Him to be loved and not controlled with  ...