Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

  Janine, my child, it is a new day where we commune with Jesus in this special way. This Tabernacle is of you and me and Jesus where the Holy Spirit of Jesus moves within us and then through us and into the world for this is the way of God’s plan.  There is grace upon us. We are given this Tabernacle that you may be filled with the Holy Spirit of Jesus. Take in what is here for you. Soon enough it will be time to move into the world. Take in this peaceful, joyful and faith filled space.  While you are here all is slowed for you that you may take in this special time and space. Be still now and just take in for what you take in you then give to others. As Jesus gives to you, you give to others.

  Janine, it is a new day and love shall be your gude. Love and only love is childlike. Love and only love knows how to play for love and only love is of Jesus. As Jesus has spoken, He wishes to let the children come to Him. As the child sees the world, all is open to learn, see and taste in a bright way. In the childlike ways you and Jesus and me are in the oneness of love and only love. The old misguidedness is leaving you and the childlike love is growing in you. Learning becomes play rather than remaining stagnant in the old. You feel love and you give love. Let us walk in the childlike love and only love that takes in and gives back.

  Janine, it is a new day and you make holy this new day. Your sleep has renewed your body and I and Jesus renew your soul. You are not as yesterday for today finds you with a deeper foundation. Your yesterday grew you. Your today shall grow you for this is the way of being awake to what is deeper within you. Today shall grow you in the ways of love and only love that loves yourself as you love others. To be of such grace is to have found the secret to Eternal life. You must love yourself as you can love others. You can only find peace when there is love of self that loves deeply the design given you by God.  When this is accomplished there is wholeness that allows you to love others in the ways of nonjudgment or control. It took daily attention to your soul to obtain this depth of self love.  As you did your heart and soul found the humility and gratitude for what you have. Now, Janine, with self love, you can love others with equal measure. Each day the bindings of the ...

  Janine, I feel your gratitude for me and Jesus. I know you for you are my child. I gaze upon you in love and only love. I gave myself to God that I may be mother to Jesus and by God’s hand I am now your mother as well. I am grateful for this Tabernacle for it is of you and me. Do not take lightly what we have for what we have is a direct gift from God, Janine. I am pleased at the holiness you give this space. See my Son who has given us this time and space for He is the salvation of all. Love as this has no bounds. As you place your hands before this Tabernacle, know that God blesses it for us. Don’t be afraid of me, Janine. Don’t be afraid of death for death shall be life. I shall along with Jesus and all who have claimed you shall be there to celebrate you when you are transformed into the Light. Be still now and taste what we have.

Janine, my child, I am here as is Jesus for we gather in His name. Love here holds no guilt or boundaries for Jesus has lived and died and lives on to carry this message into the world. Today is anew with your choices and we are with you in all of these choices. You are learning much about your motivations to stay alive in all of these choices. To stay alive is to know that the world is teaching you much in the ways of your design. You are designed to walk in your body in self love and love of others. To learn new things about yourself is growth. You combine the new learnings with love of self and others.  Today, Janine, Jesus shall show you the way of movement from self love to love of others. Stay awake and watch the flow that moves in the dance of love of self and others. When you become tired at the end of this day take note of how your body prepares you to join Jesus in the void that holds you as you fall asleep. The void is the intimate relationship with Jesus.

Janine, my child, I am here as is Jesus. Love as this is God’s will for us. Do not fret for what we have is everlasting. You came to this Tabernacle to show your love and to receive love. What we have is never one way for you are awakened to what we have. No longer are you lost for your soul has opened to what we have. There are the many that are lost but it does not mean we are not there waiting within each soul for the soul to awaken. I remind you of that day that it became clear to you that Jesus is real and alive. There were the years that you were so closed due to the wounds that bound you. Let us walk in gratitude that Jesus and His Holy Spirit work to open souls. What Jesus has done for you He walks to do for others through you.

  Yes, Janine, I am your mother and we are all part of each other. By God’s hand we are of the same cloth. By God’s hand we are given life everlasting through the Light of my womb, Jesus. By God’s hand we are all in relationship with Jesus for it can be no other way. Relationship with Jesus is part of our design and destiny. I hear your heart, Janine. I taste your love for me and Jesus. I taste your gratitude for all that we have. Joy and peace fill you. I see grace within you and acceptance of who you are.  You hear Jesus as he speaks to you of the light within the dark. He is the Light within the dark of the noise. He took you into the void today that you may return to your roots. The void awakens you to the truth.  I taste your excitement for the day. You have chosen to live without fear and in so doing mistakes are merely the conduit to learning when you are in the awake position. The noise hates the awake position for it seeks to keep you in the dark. The dark of the...

 Janine,  my child, You do well to ask the questions. You do well to ask Jesus to help you with your questions. Your anxiety comes from the unknown and the inability to get answers to your questions.  Attempting to sleep when your questions are not answered causes the inability to sleep. Giving these questions to Jesus is always heard but may not always be answered immediately.   Jesus knows you and hears you and will answer your questions in the timing that is right for you and not for anyone else. This is relationship Janine, for Jesus knows you better than you know you. To attempt to answer your question when you cannot hear is of no use. Your body must be prepared to hear before you can hear. Anxiety closes your ears. When you sit in silence and solitude with Jesus the anxiety will fall away and you shall hear the answers to your questions. When you rose up today you received your answers. Let this lesson take root.

 Janine, I am pleased that you have made the sign of the Cross as you enter this Tabernacle. See me and taste my love for you. By the grace of God we have this Tabernacle that holds us in the oneness with Jesus.  We commune with Jesus in the love and only love of God's design. Do not make small what Jesus makes large. It is of matter that you see as Jesus sees for this is the way of the Heavens. You take the time to come to this Tabernacle and awaken the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am within you. Allow your body and soul to be your body and soul in the nakedness of love and only love. Stay awakened to what is before you. To stay awake in the inches and moments is to not miss the miracles happening before you. Jesus carries you in the inch and moment and it would be sad to miss His miracles. Let today show you how to stay awake to Him.

  Janine, my child, come and be known. Do not hide yourself. Rather, let go of yourself in the nakedness of your heart and soul. Now that you have found your way back to this Tabernacle, know that the distractions have become of the noise rather than the love and only love of Jesus that asks you to love and only love yourself and others.  The difference between the noise and the love and only love of Jesus is known to you. Your body told you the distraction this day was of the noise. It was hard to hear with all the noise. However, Jesus and I waited in patience for you to stop and listen and thus remove yourself from the noise. The many of my children suffer from so much noise, Janine. Let us pray that the love and only love of Jesus touches my children in the solitude of silence where Jesus abides. This new day shall find you once again in the love and only love of Jesus. Becoming silent is the answer to the noise. 

Janine, my child, you are my child by the grace of God. I love you with the love of my heart and soul. Love as this is beyond human understanding alone. The mystical ways of love and only love have no boundaries to bind. Today is anew in love and only love for you attend to your heart and soul here where you are filled with the love and only love of Jesus. Jesus is the source of love and only love and fills us that we may be His in love and only love. Jesus, the source of love and only love, makes living simple when you allow Him to walk with you. When you let Jesus carry your burdens the noise is countered making life simple. Love and only love counters noise, Janine.

Janine, my child, you are unique to me and to Jesus for we know you in the intimacy of relationship where your design is known to us. To be aware of this design is to know your uniqueness. You are like no other therefore you cannot compare yourself to another. To walk with Jesus is to walk in the childlike ways of growing and learning of your uniqueness. The world then becomes unique. Today shall find you discovering new things that are of your uniqueness. You can no longer make black and white what is not black and white. Yes, you watch and see how the world works but you watch it with the unique eye of your soul. Allow the unique eye of your soul to commune with Jesus and you shall see as Jesus sees.

Janine, my child, you come to me at this Tabernacle that you may know me and Jesus in the ways of the love and only love of Jesus that loves with no control of judgments. Jesus loves with a love that seeks only to be in relationship. Your choices are yours where Jesus and I walk with you in all of your choices. Today is anew with many choices. It is of great matter for your choices show love and only love when you walk with Jesus and me in the ways of the movement of love and only love. The words love and only love may seem small and shallow to some but these words are the foundation that grows your soul. Jesus shows you the way of growing your foundation as well as gathering others to Him. Jesus connotes love and only love.

  Janine, my child, I taste your gratitude for what you have and what we have. Come, my little one, and know the joys of what we have. To be so joyful is to know that you are being held and loved with the love of Jesus. Come and let us commune in the oneness of Jesus who is within and without. Today is anew with all of its joys and sorrows for to know Jesus in this intimacy is to know joy and the sorrows of the human condition. Jesus walked to earth to know all of mankind's human condition with all of its joys and sorrows and anger and fear and confusion that is a product of being human. Only Jesus can show us the way to the truth of the Kingdom. You are of the body right now and Jesus is showing you the way of love and only love that is of the Kingdom. Jesus does not punish or declare war for this is of man and not God. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

Janine, my child, come. Take the breath that lets go of yourself. Let us commune with Jesus who carries you and shows you the way. There is much darkness in the world. Jesus shows you the way out of the darkness and into the Light. Your dream showed you long ago the journey that you began by walking in the darkness where there was no hint of light and yet you knew your way for Jesus was showing you the Light within your soul. Jesus is the Light within your soul and within the world. It is the soul that sees clearly when it is opened and naked for Jesus abides there in the depths of your soul. Man would do well to sit and just allow the soul to open and see Jesus but the noise is very loud and steers my children in the wrong direction. Let your soul be seen, Janine, and with Jesus it shall draw others to Jesus.

  Janine, my child, you do well to attend to your heart and soul. You do well to give yourself to this Tabernacle that fills you and shows you how much you are loved. Each day begins anew in love and only love. Each day begins anew with a deeper foundation that attests to love and only love. Yesterday showed you the beauty of attending. It is simple but profound to attend to what is before you. Attending is the way of being in the inch and moment without attempts at controlling. Attending is  where you just allow all to unfold. So many are not in the inch and moment and then there is no attending to what is before you. Let Jesus show you again today what joy there is in attending for when you attend you need not attempt to control. Love and only love abides in attending. Jesus attends to you in this way.

My Dearest Janine, I am your mother and I chose you. I chose to be the mother of Jesus, our Savior and God. To be of Jesus is to know God. Just as your eyes shine brightly in the world, so too they shine brightly in the Heavens for the heavens hold our communion with Jesus. To love and only love as you do is to hold your soul in high regard. Your humbleness knows how brightly you shine in the Heavens. There are those who do battle with the truth, Janine. Pay no heed to those who wish to defend the indefensible. When you have grown your foundation as you have, you can no longer see that which is defended by those of little awareness of their own soul. How can you defend what is hidden from you? Today, Janine, let us walk in awareness that you need not defend your sight that sees Jesus for those who cannot see cannot see. To see Jesus from the depths of your soul is to see what many others cannot see. We walk to allow Jesus to open souls that they may see what you see. With each child th...

Janine, my child, I remind you of the ways of your early morning awakening before you rise when you are at your weakest point where fear grabs at you. Fear not, my child, for Jesus and I are with you. The old fears from your childhood are shown to you upon your awakening. Know that these worries are of the old and can no longer hurt you. These old fears are strong but fleeting for when you are fully awake you see clearly that Jesus has you. I now see and taste the joy in your heart and soul. Jesus and I taste your joy and peace for we commune with you in the giving and receiving of the circle of love and only love. The old finds its way into your weakest times but it can no longer harm you. Love and only love fills you. Let us walk into the world to give what we have in the circle of love and only love that gives and receives.

  Janine, my child, I am here for you. I am your mother and I love you with my heart and soul. I love with the love of Jesus. I open this Tabernacle that we may commune in the trio of the love and only love of Jesus.  This new day shall find us giving love and only love to those placed before us. Today shall find us receiving love as well for this is the way of the circle of love and only love. Love and only love fills you and fills others for what is given is received.  Jesus and I love you and we take in your love for us.   

  Let today show you how graced you are for you walk with my children each day in the intimacy of what you call counseling. Jesus calls it love and only love. It is a special walk with others for it shows you how to love others in ways that do not control nor judge. To hear another in the quietness and solitude of hearing and listening while their pain rises to the surface calls for love and only love. Love as this does not seek its own attention. Rather, it seeks to open the heart and soul of another in a safe environment where the soul may become free to express its design and where God abides. Jesus and I walk with you in the counseling of others where love and only love is its own reward. Janine, my child, you are seeing as Jesus sees when you allow Him to show you the beauty of counseling for this is the way Jesus walked the Earth as well. Stay awake to the blessings of this day.