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Child, come and taste the freedom to just be. Come and taste my love that holds but never demands. Come and know the ways of my heart.  You fear judgment, Janine. You fear being punished. You fear that you are "being bad" for that was the way of your childhood. These fears are being healed one at a time and you must come to see that it is the old and not the new. The new ignites the old where the old is magnified and causes you much angst. Let my peace take over you for it is the peace of my Son. Janine, I cannot promise you that the angst will not rise from the ignition of the old. But, my child, I promise you that I am with you and will be with you as the fear and angst wash over you and then leave with the quickness and fury that it had arrived. I am your mother and I am with you in all things. Take in the peace here, Janine, for it shall sustain you.  We must witness to these ignitions for they tell the story of the young child within you.

 Child of mine, I call you mine. Do not listen to any or all contradictions for I am your mother by God's design. It is the noise that lurks within your weakest time and space that causes you angst for it is the noise that asks you to fret over the ways of our witnessing. You are not asked to do anything other than to witness with me. When you let go and allow the Holy Spirit to work through us God's will is being accomplished for it is by the Holy Spirit that hearts open to God.  Do not make the mistake of comparing what we have with what others may have with me or with Jesus. You are who you are by God's design and to compare is to take away that preciousness.  I ask you to write my words that you may come to know how precious you are as well as to gather others to me that they may come to me within their own design.  This is a new day and it is a day where we walk together while within your body. Take in the beauty of this day. Witness to all that is placed before...

 Child, letting go is a process of the body that stops the war with itself. Come and let go of all that you may know the peace that ends all war for it is the peace as promised by my Son. Your dream showed you the way of your yesterday that grew you. The dream was of awareness and acceptance of being God's witness. You accept and love all, even those who are judged by some as less than or even evil. Know that, today, you are grown in the ways of Jesus. To know Jesus is to know His love for all with no judgments or boundaries. When there are those who judge another by their hypocrisy know that you are of Jesus who loves and only loves. In your dream there was an openness and nakedness with those that are being judged for your heart has let go of the hypocrisy of saying you are Christian and then not acting like a Christian.  Your yesterday witnessed to the dangers of using the word Christian as a badge to judge. Come and love as Jesus and I love. Come and be of peace. Come and ...

 Child, come and rest for a time with me. Come and be held. Come and know how much you are loved. Come and witness to all that we have. Come and taste the love of my Son who is with us before God. Come and let us move into the void where we commune with Jesus.  Today, my child, is another day to be filled that we may walk into the world to witness and to fill. Today is another day to love and only love. There is no perfection, my child, but you give yourself to God who is perfection and who works His miracles through us. You may not see all of the fruits of our walk within this world, but rest assured, you shall in the next. As we witness in all things big and small, know that miracles occur in both. Know that God has His hand in all we do.  All you need do is to walk with me and to listen to the soft voice of Jesus and know that all is being accomplished. By your yes, God works. By your yes God moves mountains. By your yes those before and after you shall be blessed. By ...

 Child, take the deep breath that carries you into my presence. Let go of the noise with the breath that lets go. Take in this Tabernacle that shines with the Light of my womb. Take in how much you are loved.  My children need to be heard and opened and understood. We walk to open what is closed. We walk to hear with the ear of the heart. We walk to show mercy and love. We walk to show the truth and the way to God that ends war within and without. We walk to establish the New Earth where all shall walk in nakedness with their God where nothing need be hidden any longer. To open is fearful for my children for they fear being naked before God. They fear God is a punishing God and therefore they must hide. Janine, we walk to tell the truth that God is not a punishing God. God is love and only love. When one of mine opens and faces what they call humiliation, the ego begins to move away and the door to nakedness is opened. We walk to hold each child as the fears are made known and...