Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, come and know the holding and gentleness of the River of the I Am where we are held in the lifeblood of Jesus where peace lives. Come, my dearest child, and know your mother who holds you and breathes with you and through you that we may enjoy the mystical ways of the River of the I Am.  Let us take this time and space to be quiet and enjoy the peace of this garden of God's love for us. Taste what we have on this new day that awakens you to this Tabernacle. Take in this nurture that fills you to overflowing where the overflow touches those placed before us. We are not alone when we touch others.  We are with Jesus who touches souls with us and through us. Take note of your heart as it beats with the heartbeat of my heart and the heart of the River of the I Am. It is here that Jesus abides. Be still now and take in what we have. Be still and take in Jesus in the silence of your heart. 

 Janine, my child, come, and as you let go of your entire being, take note of how I hold you in the gentleness of the River of the I Am. As we move into the depths of the River within your depths, take note of the way Jesus flows with us and through us for all of the River flows with the lifeblood of Jesus. Today, my child, you place yourself before me and before this Tabernacle that we may be mother and child in the holding of the River of the I Am where we commune. Take note of your hands as they write my words. Take note of how you take in my words that flow forth from your hands. Love is within my words that give life and depth and breath to your hands. Love is within our communion that is with Jesus who is love and only love. Words are an attempt to show what we have. But words alone cannot describe what we have for we have the touch of the mystical that touches with no words, but rather, touches with the touch of Jesus. Jesus touches the soul with His love and peace that cann...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am for the anew is here. Come and be awakened to what we have. Come and allow us to commune where you take in my words and write them for me. To see the old and know it is the old and allow it to show you that it is old is to become whole. The old parts come to show that which has been hidden within you for many years and where this hiddenness caused you to  be separated from the whole. These separated parts show you the wounds that bound you in hiddenness.  To seek God in this moment allows God's will to be done for it is by God's grace that the old rises up and shows itself. Therefore, my child, do not see this rising as wrong or bad. Rather, see this rising as God sees it where the parts that forced you into hiding are now becoming part of the whole that sees God as God truly is and that is love and only love where His design is to make you whole. To become whole is to allow God to do the dri...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where our love dances in the Light of the Lifeblood of the River. Here, my child, you are free from the boundaries of the earth. Here, my child, our love for each other is known. You write my words from the depths of the River of the I Am where our souls commune with Jesus. All of the River join us in our dance of love and only love. Love and only love holds no anger. Love and only love holds no judgments. Love and only love keeps no jealousy even when it may creep in from the old. Love and only love learns to not keep score upon another. Love and only love lives in the moment and not the old spaces. Love and only love seeks not to predict the future for God makes folly of those who attempt to predict what even God does not predict. Folly attempts to see into the future. The wise seek to take care of what is here that the future may be taken care of.  The wise seek only to witness to what is here ...

 Janine, my child, as your hands attend to this Tabernacle take note of the letting go of all that is of the noise. We move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot enter. Take note of how your body becomes freer from that which is on the surface of the River of the I Am. To be of these depths is to have come to realize that all was started all those years ago when you began to trust in my love and my words that came through this Tabernacle. Your yes of those years ago and your daily attendance to this Tabernacle have gained you these depths for one day builds upon the previous. Today, Janine, it is a new day and it is a deeper day within your soul for you flow with me deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am.  You also grow your foundation each day where you see from a higher ground.  As we move deeper and deeper into the River of the I Am, the ground beneath you grows as well. As the ground grows beneath your feet, you see from the clearer ...