Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we flow in the ways of mother and child and where we commune with Jesus.  The soft voice of Jesus speaks to you of what you have together. There is a walking together in a relationship that hears and listens with an attentive ear. It is of an intimacy that speaks with love and never a want to control.  I n your yesterday, Jesus spoke to you of a movement that would be self-sustaining and asked you to choose or not choose for Jesus never takes your choice away. Your yes or no would be loved and accepted but Jesus told you that to take care of yourself in that moment would ease the burden on your body. After you took care of your body, you were prepared to walk with others again in the joy of peace. Jesus was showing you how to listen to your body and to not ignore it for your body is precious and must be listened to and cared for in order to honor what God has given you. You were shown the beauty...

 Janine, my child, come and taste my love. Come, and as you let go of yourself, take in the love, joy, peace and beauty of this time and space. Feel the letting go of your body and the ways of the freeing in the letting go. Take in the scent of this holy space. Take in the song that has gained you awareness of your own depths. Take in the awareness that Jesus speaks to you of the ways of letting go and allowing Him to carry you in all things. In your dreams you gave acceptance to the letting go and allowing what must happen, happen knowing that you shall be taken care of.  In your dream you gave awareness to what must die within you and that is the awareness that the old is dying and you cannot go back to what was of the old. Your attempt to go back to the old could not be sustained for all parts of you learned to speak their truth. The energy of the old is decaying and dying and being replaced with the energy of newness.  In the next dream you became aware and accepted t...

  My child, fret not for I always come to you when you place yourself before this Tabernacle. This holy space awaits you for I am your mother and you are my child. This is the way of God's design for us. Come and let go, for in letting go you are left in my hands and my heart that holds you and feeds you. To hold on is to not give me your faith and trust. You let go each day for you know I am going to hold you. Faith and trust in me allows me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the intimacy of mother and child.  You ask of me only to feed you for my nurture sustains you. My words feed you. My heart feeds you. My anointing you gains you the grace of the River of the I Am for by your yes, I am graced to anoint you as mine. There are no complications here to confuse, just love. There are no expectations here to confuse what we have. Love is simple. Love makes no effort to bind, but rather, love frees you to be you in a wholeness and nakedness ...

Janine, my child, put down all that you may enter this Tabernacle.  Do not fret the ways of the noise for what is clanging around you is noise. Come and open the joy and peace that is within you in your deepest parts for they are in communion with Jesus and me. To be opened in such depths is to taste that deep love that causes joy and a peace that is beyond the surface noise. To know Jesus at this depth is to know you are safe. To taste Jesus at this depth is to know love and only love flows between you and Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. You are never alone. Janine, my child, do not get yourself caught up in the tininess of the noise that causes chaos on the surface. Rather, my child, walk with Jesus and me in the attentiveness of your depths where peace and love and only love emanates from.  You do well to be of attentiveness to your very depths for there within your depths is your soul that knows God and the ways of the River of the I Am for the two were once one. L...

 Janine, my child, let go of yourself and allow me to take you into this Tabernacle and into my heart. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we can be mother and child in the solitude of God's presence. Here, noise cannot enter. Here, love is absolute. Here, our hearts are of the purest Living Waters of the River of the I Am where you are fed and I am graced to be your mother. You cannot use judgments here for there is only love and it is pure for the River of the I Am clears all impurities that God's will may be done. You cannot judge yourself here for judgments are counter to God's love. You cannot judge others here for your heart is transformed into love as we commune. The noise on the surface is loud and attempts to make judgments upon others and even its very God. The noise attempts to have you believe it is of a holiness in its self righteousness to make right or wrong based on its own greed and want to be above its God.  For now in this inch and ...