Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child of mine, come and be known. Come and rest in my arms as I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where your heart rests in mine and where we commune. With no need other than just be, take in what is here for you. As you gaze into the depths of the River take in the emptiness that fills you for this is the way of the River of the I Am. Janine, as you let go into the emptiness that takes you down deep into your own soul, let us move slowly that you may take in the void that surrounds you for to enter the depths of the River of the I Am you must pass through the void deep within your own soul.  To the many, to enter the void that opens you to the entrance to God's holy space of the River of the I Am  is a terror that keeps the many from seeking God while in the body.  To know God while in the body  you must seek to empty yourself of wants, desires and expectations that you may enter the void where the ego mind, the noise, cannot go.  To the m...

 Child, come and be held in the warmth of my heart that is of this Tabernacle.  Come and allow me to take you into the River of the I Am where we breathe in the air of the mystical for the River flows within the mystical body of Jesus. Come and be warmed by the Light that shines within and without.  Know that I am here with you in the ways of mother and child. Know that you are of our Father and God. Know that all we do is in the name of the light of my womb. Know that we walk in the presence of the Holy Spirit that flows with us and through us and is witness to all that we do. The Holy Spirit gathers with us for the Spirit of God makes all holy through us.  It is by the Holy Spirit that God's will is being accomplished on Earth. Your vision showed you the ways of the Holy Spirit where you witnessed to those who were taken into the sweeping and powerful waters of the River. You witnessed as the River took and swept away those whom you witnessed to in your yesterday....

 Child, take in this new day.  As you attend to our soul with your yes, allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I am where we commune in the ways of God's will for us. Today, is of the beauty of God's gifts for we are mother and child by His hand. We are all of one cloth by God's hand. The lesson on this new day is to remain awake in all things for in each inch and moment there are so many opportunities to see God's hands and love upon you and upon all things.  Yes, the world is often harsh and often evil is happening all around you as well. You must witness to all things even the evil, Janine, for God has given us the sacred ways of the witness that judges never and sees the soul within always. When you stay awake you witness to all things of the earth that one day your witnessing shall be read aloud that all things may have reason. You cannot know the ways of reason for you are still of the earth. But know this, Janine, to be of the sacred witness tha...

  Jesus Teaches You beyond Words Child, come and allow me to show you the love that follows you. Come and take in the love that flows through us as we commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and be with me and with Jesus and with all of the RIver of the I Am where all flow together towards the New Earth. You know not the day or the hour that you shall be taken, but you know that you shall one day be with me and Jesus and all of the yes for this is of the Covenant of God. You are learning to trust the mystical of what you see and taste as well as learning to trust the walk with Jesus who teaches you beyond words. When you give Him your heart and soul you give Him the permission to awaken you to His love that works with you and through you for to let go and give Him all is to gain intimacy with Him that shows you the way in the inch and moment Your heart has learned the meaning of “to live.” To love is to open your heart and your hands and your body where you take in all that y...

Janine, my child, I call you by name and take you deep into the River of the I Am where we commune and where I fill you with the ways of my heart. Come and be of this time and space.  To be in this time and space is to give your yes with a a nakedness that has emptied the noise and allowed you to be filled. You have emptied the noise of a death that you may have life abundantly today. I taste your love and gratitude on this new day. Janine, there was a day when you shunned even hearing me call your name for you feared me.  You feared God for you learned of a god that punishes and declares war upon you. This false god was given you by those responsible for your care.  You learned of punishment rather than love. You learned hatred and war rather than love. Your heart was closed to love for you learned that love punishes. You learned that love made war. You learned that love was a word of hatred, war and loathing.  You were given a false god. This false god needed to di...

 Child of mine, awaken to this Tabernacle and join me that we may commune within the River of the I Am. Come and as you awaken know that we flow within these depths that you may be filled and awakened to the love that is within and without you. When  you flow with me there are no boundaries to bind, no pressure to be other than of the River of the I Am where we flow effortlessly. When you are here within these depths there are no expectations or needs or desires that come between us for we are mother and child and held closely within the depths of The River of the I Am. You come to me and I wrap you into my loving arms and heart that you may be held with love and only love. There are no boundaries here. There are no expectations other than to just be. Be still. Be opened and naked. Be of love. Be of my heart. Be of Jesus who loves you beyond human understanding and beyond boundaries. I fill you that you may just be, not only here within these depths, but also to take the abili...

Child, I am pleased to be with you and to commune with you within this Tabernacle. I am your mother who loves you with no boundaries or judgments for this is the way of my heart. I love as my son loves. It is by His life and Resurrection that we have Eternity. Your heart is within my heart as we commune. There is no outside force that can take away what we have for we have been ordained by God that we may be mother and child forever. By God's hand I am mother to all. Ask your question, Janine for I hear it in your heart. The question is of Faith who flows deep within you.  What is it that Faith holds so deep within?  Faith, my child, holds the part that has been given you that is the closest to God for she is the little one that Jesus spoke of who comes to Him without the misguidedness of the noise.  It is she who knows where she came from. It is Faith who, as the small child, runs to Jesus with her arms opened to receive Him with no fears. Faith was closed to you for the...

 Child, come and be with me. As you enter this Tabernacle, know I hold you in all you do. Know that we commune in the joy of the River of the I Am.  You ask for the lesson on this new day. Your dream has given you the lesson for today. There was futility and folly in your dream for it showed you the need to let go of the noise that asked you to collect things that no longer have meaning for you. You gave the noise a stern warning that it is of folly to attempt to fill your home with things that have no matter for you any longer. Adding to the misguidedness only gathers more misguidedness.  It is of folly to return to a place of learning that holds the things of misguided learnings.  The misguided learnings of the past have been taken from you that you may move into and live in God's House of learning rather than the old places of learning. "Go and sin no more" is to leave the old misguidedness behind that asks you to collect more misguidedness and that which is of no...

 Child, come and let go of all wants, desires and expectations and be empty that you may be filled. To enter this Tabernacle where you are filled is to know that you need only let go with the breath that forces all of you to be emptied. On this new day know that by the first yes the breath begins to learn to let go and let God breathe for you. The lesson this new day is to be affirmed in the ways of the River of the I Am where your  breath breathes in the Light and the love that flows into you that you may be of the mystical body of the River of the I Am. All flow as one before God and with God and through God. We walk into the world with the breath of the Holy Spirit that flows to gather the children placed before us. The one shall gather another and then another for what we break open within the one shall allow the Holy Spirit to enter and break open another and then another and another. When the Holy Spirit enters another through the sacred witness another shall be touched ...

 Janine, my child, come and be at peace for you are here with me with no matter the noise that pulls at you to make light of what we have.  We are mother and child. We commune with my Son, Jesus and all of the River of the I Am where God's power grows and grows for we add to the River of the I Am. You have walked with me with your yes for these many years and others have joined the River with the yes.  Do not take lightly our walk into the world for the wisdom you carry to others is from God who has given us the River of the I Am by His Son who gave all that we may have all.  Do not take lightly our walk into the world for you become of the sacred witness when you walk with Jesus who shows you how to be of the sacred witness in the inch and moment of each day. You commune with me each day and you are filled with my heart that we may fill others.  You walk with Jesus each day and as he teaches you, you grow in the ways of the sacred witness where judgments cease ...

Child, let go with the breath that takes you to me at this Tabernacle. Let go with the breath that you may be emptied that I may fill you with the food of my heart.  Come and take in the joy that is of our communion. Janine, I ask you to write that you may know and spread the ways of my heart that walks and works with you to carry the truth of my Son into the world. You have grown much in the ways of the Light of my Womb. You have grown much in the ways of intimacy with Jesus. To know Jesus in intimacy you had to empty the noise that taught you men were to be feared. To know the true Jesus you had to empty all of the learning from the men responsible for your care.  This is the lesson I ask you to write this day, Janine.  You cannot know the truth of Jesus and God until you empty the misguidedness of the noise. Your first introduction to Jesus was through those who were responsible for your care.  When  your care is misguided your learn misguidedness. When those...

 Child, come and love as I love for I take you deep into the River of the I Am where we commune. We flow within the depths of the River in the ways of the mystical body of God. The River of the I Am flows towards the New Earth for all of the yes power God's plan and Covenant. You need not do to gain access to the River of the I Am.  All is needed is the yes to God for the yes allows God to open Himself to you.  You need not be of the rich to pay your way into the Kingdom for riches have no place here. All is needed is the yes. I remind you of the yes to God for it is the only way to be of God and enter the Kingdom. When you are of the self righteous and say to the world, "You must come to God with the works that show God you are worthy" you know not the true God for you know not the quiet soul that is of the yes that shall gain entrance into the Kingdom even without outside works. When you are of the self righteous that say to the world, "I am of God for I am of His ...

 Child, of mine, come and taste the freedom to just be with no boundaries or noise.  Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where my Son communes with us. Today is a new day with a new and cleansed heart for all of your yesterday has been gently cleansed by the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  As you slept your dreams broke loose the ways of the old and emptied what needed to be cleansed.   As you slept your heart gained more root in the ways of God's plan.   You gain the more and more rooting into the ways of the River of the I Am as each day ends and gives way to the new day. As you come to me with the rising of the day you are renewed and cleansed that your new day may begin fresh and anew.   Janine, my child, the day oft makes heavy the walk for you. You are of the witness that holds and loves and witnesses to much pain and sorrow. Your walk is with Jesus who shows you within each inch and moment th...

Child, The River flows that you may know me and my Son and your God for this is the way of the River of the I Am. By God’s hand we have this Tabernacle.  By God’s hand we are mother and child. By my yes the Son of Man walked the earth. By your yes we walk into the outside world of the noise with the Power of the River of the I Am to gather my children to God. You cannot open a locked and closed heart from without for the door must be unlocked from within. You cannot make sense to those who are blinded by the senseless and misguided ways of the noise. To truly know the Kingdom you must see through the folly of the noise and senseless to see and taste the truth. The truth remains locked behind the door of the heart and soul until the senseless noise is exposed. The senseless ways of the noise attempt to take over and control the mind with its senseless teachings of what it calls rational thinking. Is it rational to say you love your neighbor and then do injustice to your neighbor?...

 Child, come and love as I love. Come and be with your heavenly mother who holds you, feeds you and attends to all of your needs. On this new day know that we are one within the River of the I Am. On this new day I show you the ways of your dreams that on the surface appear to be of danger and worry. These dreams came to show the spaces and places of those familiar to you and those that are very foreign to you. Your dream of last night began in a place that is unknown to you in your daily life. Your child, however, knows this place and showed it to  you that you may see where she lives in the daytimes. It was also a place where you carried another and younger child to keep that child safe.  The place shown you caused you fear for it felt not safe and yet your child explained it is safe and it is where she works during her day. Janine my child, you must come to trust what the child within you trusts for she is of the wisdom of the little one called Faith. You must come to ...

 Child, as you await the rising of the sun you come to me that I may fill you and attend to you. Come and know that you are mine and I am yours for I am your mother by God's hand. Your  dream of last night showed you the cleansing ways of the River of the I Am. Your dream showed you the futility of attempting to feed so many within your family for there was not enough food nor was there enough of you to do so. You were of such fret for you were attempting to do it alone. All those of yours that went before you were here again and were making war with each other. Janine,my child, I make the dream simple for you. In your childhood was much war and the angst and panic you felt in the dream was from the years of those around you making war. Sister against sister and cousin against cousin and father against mother. Your dream is as of the fishes and loaves.  All you need do is to take Jesus with you into the longing to feed and there will be more than enough food and more than...

  Child, how pleased I am that you turn to me at this Tabernacle where you rise up each day to attend to what we have. I fill you and as you are filled we become of one within the River of the I Am. Come, be filled and rest. On this new day of the Sabbath know that we commune in the presence of God, our Father. We commune with my Son for it is He who has lived and died that we may have what we have now and in the forever. The lesson this day is to take in that there are no expectations or boundaries that shall separate us on this new day or any day. I am your heavenly mother and I carry you in all things. Your yesterday showed you that even when the misguidedness of the past rises up to take you from your joy and peace, you need not carry it into the next inch and moment. Jesus is teaching you to turn the other cheek to the misguidedness that threatens to take you from the peace as promised by my Son. When this one inch and moment is asking you to search out or predict the next mom...

Child, as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, know that you are my child whom I take great pleasure in. Never fret your attendance here may not be welcomed for I am your mother who waits upon you to turn to me that I may fill you with the great love that is of the River of the I Am. Your heart is opened with the faith and trust that there will be no harm done to you. Your faith and trust flows deep within you all the more and more with each new day. This new day is of great love for your expanded heart takes all the more and more into your deepest parts where God's love and Light shines.  You ask how is it that you can expand and grow your heart with only your yes? Janine, my child, your yes is of great value and it expands you, not by your doing, but by God's grace.  In your yesterday your heart opened and you took in more than your day before your yesterday. In simplicity what is opened one day makes room for more opening the next. It is as the ground below you. As yo...

  Child, this is a new day and this is a new beginning for each day begins with the renewal of your commitment to me and to our God. This is a new day for you come to me emptied that I may fill  you. I give you the gentle cleansing and renewal of the River of the I Am.  I give you my heart that is of the Light of my womb. I give you my joy for we are of the cloth of Jesus.  Today rises up with you and this day rises up with your heart and soul opened to God. You gain the grace of the River of the I Am by your attendance to your own soul. You gain grace by your yes. Do not take lightly the ways of your yes for by your yes you give all to God. Your dream of last night has come to show you the futility of the noise. The dream was in a time and place of your home that held no walls. The dream told you that your possessions were lost for others took your possessions. Janine, my child, your home within the River of the I Am has no boundaries or walls to bind just as in the...

 Child, come and place yourself before this Tabernacle.  Come and let go with the breath that takes you to me where we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot abide. Today, Janine, is a new day where your soul abides with me and with the River of the I Am. The noise has left you and we are of one here within the depths of God's holy place. Do not take lightly the grace of this time and this space. Do not take lightly our walk each day for by God's hand we commune and by God's hand we walk into the world armed with the power of the Holy Spirit. This day is anew with the brightness of your opened soul. This day is anew with the love of my heart that fills you.  Today is anew with the love and trust and faith in God that is more than your yesterday for your yesterday has built the earth upon which we walk today.  Let us begin this new day by resting here within these depths for they prepare you for the new day. Rest in this time and space...

 Child, take in the breath that calls upon me.  Let go with the breath that allows you to become empty where I take you and bring you to me that we may commune within this Tabernacle.  I am your mother and I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. This new day is rising. This new day finds us of the peace of the Holy Spirit that is of God.  God has sent His Son into the world that we may all have Eternity. Eternity is not for the one but for the all. Eternity is the gift of God through His Covenant with man. Janine, my child, do you not see that God judges not by your rules for to do so would be giving power to the generations of misguidedness. To do so would be giving power to the self righteous ego of the outside world that works and walks to be above God.  You are learning of my Son who judges never and is self righteous never. Jesus walks with you in love and kindness and non judgment. To  know Jesus is to turn to the self righteous ego mind within and se...

 Child, come and place yourself before this Tabernacle. In this new day you are all the more and more of my heart for you come to me that we may commune in the ways of mother and child in the presence of our Father and Creator, our God. Janine, my child, your dream gave you view of the pain and fret of not being able to fill others.  You attempted to feed others alone and felt the pain of not being able to do so. My dear child, the angst you felt was because you knew not how to navigate any longer the ways of the machinery (machinery of the outside world) to feed others. The machinery (your old learning) was old and you knew not how to operate it in order to go back and feed the others. I say to you, my child, you cannot go back to the old ways to feed others. At first you accepted no help and then realized you needed help from the woman. You said yes to the woman (the woman was me, child).  I give you my promise that we shall be together forever and I shall continue to t...

 Child, awaken to this new day that surrounds you with love for I take you into this Tabernacle where we flow deep within the depths of the River of the I Am. Allow me to take you deep within your own soul where the boundaries that bind you to the outside world do not abide here within the River. The child within your dream of last night was of the little one called Faith who spoke to you with wisdom far beyond her years for she is the closest to God, our Father, our Creator.  She grows with you and expands with you, Janine. She is the one who holds wisdom for your soul rests within her.  As she opened, your soul opened. She held your soul within a cocoon for the many years.  This is the way of protection by our God who shall never allow anyone or anything to destroy the soul.  Your soul was hidden along with Faith until it was safe to open before the witness.  Faith is the child of the scriptures for it is she whom Jesus spoke of when he said, "Let the lit...

 Child, by this Tabernacle you are graced. By this Tabernacle, God has given us the birthright of mother and child. You are mine forever and I come to feed you with the ways of my heart for I have the heart of my Son, Jesus. You are of great joy on this new day for you are known and loved by all of the River of the I Am. You are of great joy for you taste the ways of our gentle and loving Savior, Jesus. In your yesterday you witnessed to the ways of Jesus. In your yesterday you gave witness to the many many choices before you. You have expanded your heart and soul and mind and disengaged the noise. Without the clanging of the noise you see and taste and hear and smell and touch with more joy. Expansion within the River of the I Am is to take in all the more and more of God's will for you which is expansion of joy and love into Eternity and beyond. Janine, my child, the many take in the less and less for they close what must be opened to know God. God works to open and not close. Th...

Child, come and be of my humble heart that awaits your turning to me. Be of my humble heart.  Come and as we flow deeper into the River of the I Am know that we are mother and child.  Know that you walk with me into the world when you are filled for to be filled with my humble heart is to long to fill others. When you are filled you are prepared to fill. When you are of my humble heart you give all to our Father, our God, the I Am. When you are filled joy spills over into the world. When you are filled with my humble heart you give what you receive. When you are filled with my humble heart you become of the River of the I Am and you see and taste the Light of my womb. Jesus is the Light within the River. Jesus is our Savior. When you are filled with my humble heart you taste Jesus for He is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am where my humble heart abides. When you are filled with my humble heart you gain the wisdom of the River of the I Am for your soul is filled with the l...

 Child, let go with the breath that takes you out of the noise and into this Tabernacle. My dear child, you are of my heart that loves with no conditions. You are my child whom I take delight in.  You are my child that I feed and nurture in the ways of the River of the I Am where the peace of my Son flows forth from. You come to me empty that you may be filled. To be empty is to have no expectations or desires. In this emptiness you are not bound by the noise. In this emptiness you are not bound by your shaping and learning for within this holy space the old becomes replaced with the new.  Within this Tabernacle you are freed from the wants and desires of the outside world that bind and make your path hard. You are renewed by this Tabernacle. You are fortified by the Living Waters of the River of the I Am that we may enter the world armed with God's power and love. Janine, my child, we teach of the opened heart and soul even when these words are not said. By your countena...

Child, come and be stilled by the calm and peaceful waters of the River of the I Am. Come and be stilled by my heart within this Tabernacle that flows within the River of the I Am. Come and be stilled by the promises of peace by my Son, the Lamb, our Savior. Today is anew by God's hand. To taste what you taste this new day is of God. To be of the witness this new day is to know that we walk to witness and to gather. You ask of the ways of building and tearing down. Janine, my child, I make it simple for you. The River flows in simplicity. As we walk we witness. To witness is to build. Love and trust is built upon the heart that opens to the witness who judges never and tears down never.  We walk to build. We walk to build God's presence within another.  To tear down and allow the old to die is the work of God.  When the old must die it is because the new is being built.  The old dies within your dreams when it is time to make room for the new that is being built on t...

 Child, come and awaken to me on this new day. Come and I shall drown you in my love that you may breathe in the Light that flows and breathes with us as we commune in the ways of mother and child.  All within the River flow as one. We are one within this depth of the River of the I Am for all are opened to God. It matters not where you begin the journey into the River. It matters only that you begin. It matters not the ways of your past but that you come to the River and open your heart to God.  It matters not any condition that holds you within the noise. What matters is that you turn to God. It matters not what you call God when you open your heart for there are many names of God.  God answers to the heart that may or may not know His name. His name shall rise up through the opened heart. You must never judge another's name for God for it may have been given by God. Abba was the name given to you when you first met God even when you knew not what Abba meant. God a...

 Child, sign yourself with the sign of the Cross and enter this Tabernacle.  Come and empty all with the sign of the Cross. Come and let go of all.  Yes, letting go is of the instant now. The noise leaves you in the instant you let go and call on this Tabernacle.  Any and all noise cannot enter here for this is holy ground. Janine, I call you by name for  you are mine.  Take note of your heart that lets go of all that you may take in the love and nurture and attention of my heart.  No need to do anything to earn this love for I am your mother who gives the all of me to you freely that you may be filled. Come and take rest here. Come and see and taste Jesus here.  Come and be filled with the Holy Spirit that walks with us into the world to carry love and only love into those placed before us.  Fret not what others may say. It is not of others to gain you Eternity. Give no matter to others who judge what you say or do for others are not respons...

 Child of mine, another day arises and yet it is more than another day for it brings you to me with your yes that is larger than your yesterdays.  By your yes each day you grow in the wisdom of the River of the I Am.  You take in my love that grows within you for each day builds upon the last. Come and taste this depth of the River of the I Am. Wisdom is held within the River of the I Am for the River flows sans the noise that makes muddy and misguided the truths of God's wisdom.  The wisdom of the River of the I Am flows that all may come to one day taste the wisdom that flows from deep within their own hearts.  As we move deeper into the River each day God's wisdom rises up within you that your depths may expand with each new day. Your yesterday gave witness to the depths of your heart where you hear the soft voice of Jesus that speaks to you of your own noise and shows you how to say no to the tempter.  Within each child lies the noise and the truth of G...