Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, let go of yourself. You are here and I am pleased that you come to me with your entire being. Let go of the fear that I may be displeased with you. I am your mother who holds you in regard no matter the ways of your fears. On this new day take in the beauty of the day. Take in your human body that is of God's design. Take in the love that flows with you and through you. As the morning sun rises, so too we rise in the presence of God.  Janine, you are still in your body. Love your body and the day ahead for you are graced with this day. Your day with Jesus is opened for your dream showed you the openness to Him in all things. Your dream showed you the place of Jesus within all you do. He does not invade in your relationships. He witnesses from deep within your being. He witnesses all with no judgments. He witnesses in love.  Janine, my child, this is the way of Jesus. This is the way Jesus walked the Earth and continues to walk. Jesus never invades but listens and ...

 Child, it is a new day and it is a new day to be filled and renewed and attended to for I am your heavenly  mother who shall be with you and feed you always. Come and be of the joy that is between us and through us. Today, Janine, is the day of grace for all of the yes are inducted into the sainthood of the Heavens. The yes gains you the graces of the Heavens for to say yes is to announce that you are of want of relationship with God. The yes to me allows the same grace for I am God's ambassador and mother to all.  The yes says to God that you are willing to see what is beyond the outside world alone and willing to find what the outside world cannot provide. Oftentimes, Janine, it takes the "soul cry" to seek what is beyond  the outside world. The noise casts itself so loudly that the soft voice of the soul cannot be heard. When great pain touches the soul it often explodes it and awakens it that it may seek that which is beyond the noise.  There are times when...

 Child, come and be of this Tabernacle that attends to you and all of your needs. Come and be of my heart for I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I fill you with the love that holds our Savior.  Janine, my child, I come to take you into the depths of the River for I am your mother who shall always hold you and love you with no restrictions or judgments. To let go and be of emptiness that I and the Light may fill is to walk towards the New Earth. What is gathered here shall be taken into the New Earth. The journey into the Kingdom begins with the yes. The journey into the Kingdom moves towards the New Earth each day with your yes.  The journey into the Kingdom began with your first yes to God. When you take view of that first day, take note of the joy of becoming one with Jesus.  Jesus has shown you the way to the peace as promised.  In spite of all of the noise and pain we must witness to within the world, you walk with joy, peace, trust an...

 Child,come and be released from the noise for a while. Come and let go of yourself that you may be fed, held and renewed in the love and only love of my heart. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where love and only love flows freely.  Take in the way of your body that lets go and is free to just be in the nakedness of the all of you. To be free within these depths gains us the grace of mother and child with no boundaries, expectations or judgements. This time and inch is without noise.  This time is with the freedom to be all of you for to let go of all is to gain all. When you let go of all you make room for your design to rise up where you are communing with all of the yes. To be part of the larger whole gains you more of yourself and not less. In the days of the New Earth all shall gain this awareness for the old will fall away leaving only the new with no boundaries to separate one from another. I assure you, Janine, that one shall not be able to sep...

 Child, you do well to attend to this Tabernacle for it graces you with the food of your soul. You do well to attend to your future within the Heavens. You do well to understand the grace that walks with us and through us.  Be of the nakedness of your soul. Come and know that pride cannot be in this space for pride is of the noise that has no home here. You do well to walk with me each day that my chidden may come to know the dangers of the prideful ego. In your yesterday you were shown the fears that are the terror of the prideful ego for it seeks to not open the door to its own hypocrisy. Janine, you do well to allow my children to see and taste the ways of shaping and learning for it is by these that pride makes its home. To walk into one's own depths is to see that misguided old learning is of the prideful ego that seeks to hold onto the misguidedness. You do well, my child, for you allow the depths within you to open to your own soul where we commune and where Jesus abide...

 Child, I come to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am for you have placed yourself before me in an emptiness that opens your heart and soul to me and to the River of the I Am. Come and know the love that awaits you. Come and be filled on this new day of our Lord and God who graces us to be mother and child. Today shall show you my love for you shall see the power of my love within the world. Take in all as we place ourselves in God's care and will.  Take in the miracles of love that gain more and more power with each yes within the world.  Today, my child, slow all down that you may take account of the breath we breathe within the world, for the slowed breath takes in all the more and more.  Take in the beauty of this inch and moment that shall renew you that we may enter the world with this slowed breath. When we enter the outside world our breaths are combined in a powerful way. At this depth, my child you are filled. At this depth you are being prepa...

 Child, as you place yourself before this Tabernacle, know that I am here to take you into my heart where we commune for we are mother and child. Come and take in the beauty and nurture that awaits you. Come and be held and filled and renewed. Today is the day of the many saints who have given their yes to God for there are many who walk and work to gather God's children unto Him.  Today is the day of the many who were unnoticed and yet did much to bring God's will upon the Earth. The saints that are known show the path to God. Those saints that are unknown also show the path. The outside world makes much of some saints and some remain unknown. But I say to you the rewards in the Heavens are the same for any of the yes. It is by the yes that gains God's graces for God never invades. The yes is the only necessary ingredient to enjoy what the saints enjoy. God makes no distinction between the known and unknown to man for that is of man. God makes not one above another for all...

 Child, come. Come and let me take the noise and shatter its hold on you for I am your mother who comes to hold, nurture and protect you. The noise cannot harm you but it make much noise in your ears this day. Take the breath of letting go and allow me to take you into my heart. Allow me to hold you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Your spirit is in need of renewal for the noise has been heavy for you. As you let go of the breath, take in the freedom to flow freely with me. Take in the scent of the roses at my feet. Take in the beauty of its color. Yes, my child, the roses are of my heart. Roses show the beauty and seemingly fragility of its roots and color. But, my child, when tended to in the ways of love the rose becomes strong and holds its color. I am pleased that you have placed the roses at my feet. You have shown that we are mother and child. Trust in the ways of the roses at my feet for they show love that blooms with each season as each season arises...

 Child, I am here and await your attendance for I am your mother who awaits your need and want for me. I never invade not do I ever abandon. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I am where we commune. I fill you that you may be renewed. I fill you that you may walk into the world to fill. I hold you that you may know how much you are loved. My children need their mother. We walk that each day, one child at a time, may be fed by our walk. To feed is to hold. To feed is to fill with no expectations of a return. To feed is to nourish in the ways of peace. To feed is to teach of the ways of love and only love. We walk to feed, Janine. We walk to show the ways of holding. We walk to teach of the heart and soul that when opined, tastes God. We walk in the joy of our design for to give is to receive. When the heart is filled with the nurture of love and only love it needs to give back to others what it has received.  We walk in the presence of the Holy Sp...

 Child, come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and allow me to wrap my heart around you that you may be held for you are in need of your mother.  You are in need of understanding the horror within your dream. The scream that came from your deepest part which woke you was the awareness that there was the one who wounded you deeply as a child within your home. You walked past your bedroom into the bedroom of your childhood where you were deeply wounded. To see the one who wounded you and to see him in the ways of his castration broke open the wound and showed you the ways of your healing for what was opened was the old wound that there may be no more heaping upon the old wound.  I remind you that when the old wound is healed the new one fades away for when the old is healed the new fades away as well. My child, the wound that was heaped upon the old is gone for the old has been exposed to you that it may be healed. I have been witness t...

 Child, come and be burdened no more by the fears and worries of being abandoned and punished. Come and lay all down that I may feed you with the Food of Life. I give you my love and my nurture for I feed with the Light of my womb. At times the old wounds creep back but you now have the wholeness and wisdom to know that it is the old and not the new. You teach of the burdens of old wounds that rise up and become heaped upon the new in unawareness.  To be burdened by the old wounds in unawareness is to place blame on the new wound rather than seek to know the deep wound. The deep wound keeps rising to the surface until it is listened to and heard and understood. Your yesterday gave witness to the new pain that arose from the old wound of another. When the old wound was exposed and witnessed to it began to be healed. When the old wound is healed the new one fades away for when the old is healed the new fades away as well. We walk and witness to teach of the ways of old wounds th...

Child, open yourself and let go of yourself. Be assured that I am here and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I take nothing and add to you that you may be filled and attended to.  Take in the letting go of the one breath and the taking in of the breath that is of my heart. As a mother fills her child, so too I fill you. I fill you with the food of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am for I am our Lady of the River of the I Am. Come and rest and be filled.  Come and rest and be attended to. Take in that which is meant for you. My love holds, fills and renews you in the great love of the River of the I Am. Your yesterday gave you much in the ways of learning for the soft voice of Jesus showed you how to witness to another in the ways of the beauty of silence. When there is nothing to say you need no longer fill the space. To become still is to allow Jesus to speak. To become still is to allow the Holy Spir...

 Child, come and allow your body and entire being to become opened and exposed that I may fill you with the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. I come to add and never take away. I come to attend to you for we are mother and child. Come, Janine, and do not fret for you are loved beyond measure. You are never alone even when the noise casts itself onto you and asks you to fear me and your God. The noise uses fear to have you believe there is no Heaven nor God. The noise casts itself upon my children and uses fear to control. Fear is that which has no faith that God has us and holds us in love and only love. Jesus came to counter the noise that uses fear to have you believe God does not exist.  Fear says even if you believe God exists He cannot have the power to love and only love. Fear asks you to believe that God has no power at all. Fear also says if God exists then He is a God who punishes His children. Fear has you believing you are not worthy of a God who loves with no...

 Child, place yourself before this Tabernacle and empty yourself before the River of the I Am where our Father and Creator abides. By this Tabernacle you are taken into the depths of the River of the I Am for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. I carry God's love and will into the world through you. I carry God's love into the world through you with no barriers to bind as in the outside world. Love holds no barriers here for love flows freely and with no judgments or expectations.  Janine, you are my child and I take you and hold you. I take you into the depths of my heart. On this new day you are of tears for you are given the awareness and awakenness to take in how holy this time and space is.  Your heart and soul have reached the depths where your humbleness flows deep within you. Humbleness is the knowing that you have been created for good. You have been created with love that has no end. You have been created to know Jesus in intimacy. To be in intimacy with Jes...

 Child, do I not come to you at any time or place when you turn to me? Entrance into this Tabernacle merely needs your turning to me for I am your mother who awaits your call. Your yes is expressed in your turning to me with no matter the time or place for in that instant your entire being opens to me. As you place yourself at this door I am here. To understand this meaning is to know I never abandon.  To taste this meaning within your loins is to know your heart and soul are opened to me and to this tabernacle.  Each inch and moment is made all the more loving when we walk it together for The holy Spirit works through us. As Jesus said "whenever two or more are gathered in my name there I am." We commune in this new day that you may be filled and renewed. When you are filled we move into the world to gather and to fill and to witness. Come and be filled and know we walk with the Light.

 Child, I am your mother and I await you here at this Tabernacle. Place yourself before me and let go of yourself that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. Come and take in my heart that loves, fills and attends to you. On this new day, be of the peace that is deep within these depths. Take in the ways of your own soul that exudes the peace as promised by my Son, the Lamb.  The Kingdom is within for the seed of your soul holds the truths to the Kingdom. Your seed knows God and is at peace for it was designed that way. Your seed is deep within you to show you the truths and the ways of the love and only love of God. The River flows in simplicity, Janine, but the many see not the simplicity of love and only love. The many seek God in the noise which is counter to God's peaceful ways.  The many seek to hide from themselves and in that doing hide from their own soul.  To expose your soul is to expose the truth and the way. To expose y...

 Child, take the breath that lets go of this world that I may take you into this Tabernacle where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and be filled. Come and be attended to. Come and taste the great love within these depths for we are embraced by the Light. The Light shines greatly with all of the yes. For this inch and moment take in the place where noise cannot abide. Take in the love that is within and without you. Take in the flow of love that flows through all parts of you. What we have cannot be damaged for I am your heavenly mother who shall never judge you. What we have is of great value for we have the purpose of our design that is exposed.   For this moment take in the peace, joy and fulfillment of God's plan for us. Rest and feed on my love for I fill you with all of me that you may be sustained in our walk into the outside world.  Your yesterday showed you the wisdom that is within you.  As you are learning, wisdom comes from the r...

 Child, it is time. Come and begin this new day with me and with the River of the I Am that flows within us and through us and out into the world that the Holy Spirit may do its work to gather my children to me.   Your yes is powerful for it combines with all of the yes and it allows God's Spirit to move within us in the world. Do not take lightly what we have for it holds the power of God. God's will is being established by all of the yes. The yes does not need to own or control for all is given to God that God may use His will to transform the world.  The yes moves the River towards the New Earth where God's will shall be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. The yes holds much grace for it opens the door to a personal relationship with God. The yes begins with a yes within the misguidedness that the misguidedness may be exposed.  Even in the misguidedness the Holy Spirit works to move a soul to open that it may come to know its God in intimacy. As the yes moves f...

 Child, I am pleased that you attend to this Tabernacle for the grace of the River of the I Am is here for you. It is your yes that gains us much for I move out into the world with you and through you. Come, be filled. Come and  hear me. Come, and as you write my words, be filled with the wisdom within those words. Wisdom is of the heart and soul. Wisdom rises up from your heart and soul for you are opened and naked to your seed that holds the wisdom of our Father and Creator, our God. Wisdom need not be afar for it is held within the deepest parts of each child. But the many know not where wisdom resides for they search in the noise to gain what the noise cannot give. When you see wisdom in another you see the heart. When you see the deep wisdom in another you see the soul.   When you see the Light in another wisdom is at work. My children need only look and seek the pearl of great price that is within for the pearl is wisdom.  Wisdom is a knowing within the sm...

 Child, come and see and taste the love of this Tabernacle for it takes you to me that we may enter the River of the I Am where the mystical Living waters abide. Come and know. Come and taste. Come and be filled. Come and be attended to for I give you my heart.  On this new day you are of awareness that we walk, not in control, but in the freedom to be of no control. We give all to the Light that is the power within the River of the I Am. We give all to God, the source of the Light and we give all to His Holy Spirit.  As you write my words, I wish to let the outside world know that I come into the world to gather each one, one at a time, that each may come to know how much each is loved.  I make no exceptions for each is very precious to me. As I have shown you, my Son loves each with no exceptions for to be of the Love of Jesus is to see as He sees and that each is precious beyond compare. We must, therefore, not compare any child to another. We must not leave any c...

  Janine, my child,  I am here and I await your attendance here at this Tabernacle that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the presence of our Father and God. Your dream of last night showed you how much you are loved in the outside world. Your dream also showed you your walk in the darkness for you cannot find your way home through the outside world. As you walked through the darkness you searched for the light but there was no light to shine your way.  The light that you felt could light your way was lost. It was your beloved who found you and took you home. How beautiful is this story for it showed you that your beloved has come to show you the way. Janine, this story is of the truth and the way for when all is lost all may be found. Trust that this dream is moving you away from being lost to being found. The man who gave you a bag that was empty was Jesus. It is now yours to be filled with the Light of His love.

 Child, let go and allow yourself to enter this Tabernacle where I take you into my heart and move with  you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we ommune. I am your heavenly mother who loves you and fills you and attends to all of your needs. You never shall be let go. You never shall be abandoned. You never shall be without your mother.  On this day of the anew, you shall be awakened to the ways of Jesus for you are in relationship with Him. I gave you  view of your yesterday where the soft voice of Jesus rose up within you to show you the old ways of thinking. You are being shown how to love and how to engage the heart and soul of another where God abides.  To see the ways of the old where you would judge another are being shown to you that your ego mind may no longer operate within your unawareness.  You are being shown how love and only love works. The hypocrite within you is fading for your ego mind can no longer make justifications for jud...

 Child, as you place yourself before me, know that I come to you in pleasure for you are my child in whom I am pleased.  With no matter the noise you come to me with no expectations other than your yes to me. You come and open yourself directly into your heart and soul that we may commune. It has taken these many years for you to empty the noise, the wounds, and the misguidedness that your soul may be opened. The first day of your yes began the process of making solid ground.  As each day passed the solid ground grew that in God's timing your heart and soul opened. I remind you of this for on that day, when your soul exploded and opened, you heard Abba, Father, who presented Himself to you. You were married to Jesus in the Spirit of Abba that day. You signed your commitment to this marriage to Jesus on that day. You entered a personal relationship with Jesus on that day. Your ground became steadied as you learned to trust.  I remind you of the hand written commitment...

 My child, today is a day of renewal for I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where you are renewed and held in my love, attention and nurture. By this food of life you are made anew.  Each day begins anew in God's will and love for you. I have been sent into the world by the grace our God. By this grace we are mother and child. Take in the Light that surrounds us and flows through us. There are no boundaries that bind us for all flows with us and through us. Take in this love that flows through all parts of you. Take in the beauty of this time and space. Take in that you are loved with a love that is far beyond the body alone. Take in the mystical that flows with no boundaries. Janine, we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where your soul is exposed within the mystical depths and where your soul communes with me and our God. Jesus holds us all for He is the Lamb, the One who has gained us Eternity.  See Jesus and His love. Touch Him with your so...

 Child of mine, you are but a breath away from me for when you turn to me your breath becomes joined with my heart. These many years have taken us deeper and deer into this Tabernacle where we commune in the great love and grace of the River of the I Am. You await my words. You await your filling. You await our communion.  As we move into the depths of the River of the I Am take note of how the surface fades and the noise is quieted.  My child, you know that the noise I speak of is the noise that clangs to keep you from the troth. The noise cannot be here for you now know the truth that is the wisdom within these depths. Your yesterday saw God's love that walks with us and within us for His Holy Spirit that is of Jesus opened hearts. You listened to another's story and the Holy Spirit was able to work through you.  The lesson this day is to listen all the more without attempting to move to the next moment while this one is still being taken in. To slow all down is to...

 Child, come and take the breath that lets go of all that you may enter this Tabernacle in the humbleness of emptiness. To let go and make yourself empty in humbleness is to know that I and the Light of my womb are granted entrance into the depths of your being.  To allow me to enter is the greatest of gifts to give back to God what is God's. When you humble yourself and let go of all to give to me and to the River of the I Am you are allowing my Son, the Light, to show you His ways of love and only love. I am His emissary and I walk with you within this Tabernacle as well as into the outside world. Janine, to let go of all that God may enter is also the hardest for the many to do for to let go of all is to seemingly lose yourself. I walk with you that you may attest that, rather than lose yourself, you gain all the more and more of yourself. To let go and allow God to enter is to become more and more of your design and wholeness where you are freed from the bonds of the noise...

  Janine, I welcome you to this Tabernacle even with your tiredness and uncertainty. It matters not the ways of your tired body for I am here and I hold you and nurture you with no matter the state of your outside. I carry you into the River of the I Am that holds you within the mystical and gains you rest that is beyond the body for the power of the River restores and refreshes and fills. Come and be awakened to the peace that flows into you and within you. Take in how your body awakens to me and to my nurture and to my holding you. Janine, I am your mother who loves you with no matter the ways of your worry for I  am your mother who holds you in love and only love. My nurture fills where the food of the Earth cannot.  Come and rest in the abundance and restoration of the River of the I Am where we commune. Come and rest and be still in heart and soul that my heart may fill you with the nurture of the River of the I Am.  When you are filled we shall walk into the wo...

Today, my child is a new day in the wake of our Father’s commitment and Covenant with man for today is a day of renewal and hope. Each day rises and carries hope for each day all those of the yes grow all the more and more in God’s will.  As the yes grows, the power of the River of the I Am expands with more and more power. The River flows with the power of the yes and with each new day the yes grows and counters the noise.When the noise is made the less and less the River that carries the will of God shall be the more and more powerful. This power within the River shall grow and in the one day it shall end the noise and engage the New Earth. Do not lose hope nor fortitude for the River flows towards the New Earth within each inch and moment. All we need do is to walk into the world each day armed with hope and fortitude and with patience for God's will is being accomplished on Earth as it is in Heaven. In time God’s will shall be done on Earth as it is in heaven.

Child, come and be known. Come and know all is being written into the Book of Life that no one shall not be represented before God.  Come and taste the freedom to be opened in all parts. Come and taste the love, peace and endlessness of what we have. We are one and part of all that is alive. What is alive does not die but becomes transformed in the next world. Your body may appear  to lose itself in this world, but I assure you it shall be rebuilt in God's timing in the next. You walk with me in each inch and moment. Watch and witness to the precious ways of God's timing. In one inch you are touched by another who enters our connection. In yet another inch. you are moved to touch another. In one inch you are shown the miracles of God's timing. You cannot know before you enter the inch or moment what shall be but you can know that God's hand is upon us. God shall show you the wonderment of His timing. Stay awake that you may not miss an inch or moment.  To stay awake is ...

 Child, I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am on this new day for you are of your yesterday no longer and your tomorrow shall not come to pass until this day is finished. Come and take in all that is before you and within you. Open all of yourself that I may commune with the all of you. No need to hide any parts any longer for nakedness of all is of God who has created you in a nakedness of wholeness. Your design is to be whole. Your design is to live with the freedom to hide not any parts. Your design is to allow all parts to taste the Light. Because of the ways of the pain and angst and sorrow of your world placed one generation upon the next, you are forced to hide parts. To be whole all parts must share in the light of day.  One may hide the child part. Another may hide the heart and soul part. Another may hide their voice for to speak is too frightening.  Another may hide the pain or sorrow or angst behind the need to boast of itself that the world...

 Child of mine, you do well to attend to your soul this new day. You do well to come to me with your heart and soul opened and naked that I may see and fill you with the all of me. I give myself to you and to yours for I am your mother who only wants what is best for you and yours. By God's grace I am your mother and mother to all.  I walk with you to gather my children onto me for the one shall grow to be the many. There are those who also give me their yes and there will be the more and more that shall come to know me. My name matters not other than mother. I am mother to all, even those who know not my name. There are those who become still and come to know the peace that is of my Son. There are those who know not the name of the One who grants such peace but they know His promise of the peace that is deep within them. The ability to be still of heart and soul carries with it an opening to God with whatever name rises up within them. It is for this reason, Janine, you must ...