Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I await your attendance to this Tabernacle for I Am your mother who longs to be with you and all of my children in this mothering and nurturing way for this is of my design. Do not shy away from me. Come as often as needed to be filled with my love. It is as the little child who needs mother many times in the day for the little child knows when it needs to be fed both of the body and the spirit. Just as the little child, Janine, I await to feed you and hold you in love and only love. The key to the nurture of my love and the love of the River of the I Am is to come often when in need to be fed or held and become rested. This is why Jesus reminds you in the inches and moments of each day to come and drink from the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Just as you know when you are filled with food from the Earth, so too, you must come to know when you are depleted that you may be fed with the Living Waters of the River fo the I Am. Today, Janine, I am with you i...

 Janine, come and hear me.Come and hear the soft voice of Jesus. Come and commune with us deep within the depths of the River of the I Am.  Today is a new day to love and be loved for you are being filled with the overflowing love of the River of the I Am where you are prepared to then walk with me and Jesus into the world to give what you have received. Fret is dissolved here. Taste the dissolution. Love is ever expanding here deep within you. Taste the expansion. The music deep within you is ever being heard in new ways. Hear the newness of the music within you. The Living Waters of the River of the I Am remind you of the need to drink the waters in memory of Jesus and His Passion and Resurrection. Allow the drinking of the Living Waters to take you into deeper intimacy with Jesus. As you take in the Living Waters allow Jesus to make Himself known to you in the many ways of love and only love. We walk into the world to teach of the Living Waters that flow through the opened ...

 Janine, I hear your prayer and I come to take you from the noise that casts its doubt and angst upon the world. Come and be known for you are my child who is known and loved without measure. The world we walk in has much noise, my child, but here within the River of the I Am there is the peace as promised by my Son. Come and rest in the beauty of love and only love. Come and be filled that you may be renewed in the ways of love and only love. The noise is countered here. You and my chidden suffer from the noise that casts doubt of a better world and a better place to go to. The world has much pain and much evil. Janine, my child, this day is the day to take in my love and the wisdom of the River of the I Am. Evil and good walk side by side in the world for the one touches the other in most things of the world. Jesus came to give Himself to all that is good and all that is evil. Janine, you are being asked to love all even those who cause evil to others for to be in intimacy with J...

 Janine, my child, you have been blessed to walk with Jesus in all of your days. You are blessed to taste me within this Tabernacle each day. You are blessed with the cloth of God who has made you one with Him within the depths of your soul. To hear me is the great gift of your design. To write my words is a gift of your design. To be opened to this depth is to know the great love that is within and without.  I hold you that you may know love and only love. On this new day the promises of God are before you to behold and take in for your being is opened to your soul.  Give to Jesus all that is before you and within you that He may be your hands and heart. Give to Jesus the all of you that you may be of the peace of His promises. Your yesterday saw you give with the "choice" of your whole being where you chose to give all to Jesus. By doing so, you gave to Him even that which is difficult. It is easy to give to Jesus when all is well. It is even more of your whole being wh...

 Child, this time is firstly for you and me. This time is firstly for us that we may commune as mother and child and in the ways of Jesus, the Light. Oh my dear child, this new day is of the Light. This new day is of the soul for our souls commune here within this Tabernacle. Today is a new day of the miracles that shall be placed before us. Janine, I pray with you and within you for I Am your mother who prays the same prayers as you. We pray that God's will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. We pray as mothers who love in the ways of motherhood for the soul of the mother is directly connected to Jesus. Jesus loves in the ways of Father and Mother for Jesus is one with God. Motherhood is that which tends to her children in nurture and love. In motherhood regard is for the safety and nurture of her children. Our love for our children shall never end and you have learned to lean on Jesus for as mothers within the River of the I Am we know that Jesus is the Light that shines within ...

           Janine, my child, I am here and as you allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am, take in the expansion of all of your senses. These depths open you to so much more than that which is on the surface of the River of the I Am. The River flows in the gentleness and quietness of the softness of God's love. God's love never takes away or punishes, God's love awaits your opening to Him. God's love has no end for you are never to be called not His. You may anger at God and His love is steadfast for He knows anger is of the surface only.   God knows your pain for His only Son took that pain and made it His. I am here with you in these depths and you are known and you are loved beyond measure. I taste your gratitude. God tastes your gratitude. Your yesterday saw you being fretful of the Living Waters that you take in. Fret not, Janine, for you have the choice to choose now and you have chosen the...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me on this day of the remembrance of the birth of my Son, Jesus.  It is the new day of our communion here within these depths of the River of the I Am. You are awakened to the truths of love and only love. You taste the oneness of our hearts that are joined to Jesus. You cannot fathom that which awaits you for you cannot know all the truths of the Kingdom while you are still connected to the Earth that holds much noise. But, Janine, my child, as each day ends and a new one begins you learn that much more of the love and only love of the Kingdom. The worldly noise seeks to make its own truth. The worldly noise holds my children in misguidedness for it seeks its own rewards.  For this moment and inch let us rejoice in what we have. There shall be that day where we shall have so much more for you are destined to be with me in the forever of the Kingdom. For this inch and moment take in the gentleness and peace of our hearts th...

 Child of mine, It is a new dawn to a new day. It is a new day that you and I may commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. The love and calmness of these depths fills you with the calmness and peace of my heart as well as the love and calmness of God's love for us. God loves with the love that you draw from here within these depths. You and I take this strength and power into the world that my children may come to have what we have. What we have we walk to give to others. It begins with the yes of the heart. It begins with a seeking of that which is not of the noise. To seek the quiet of the heart opens the door to the Kingdom for there in that nothingness of the quiet heart is Jesus. There in the quietness of the heart is the time and space to leave the noise where God is tasted in the ways  of love and only love. You have the knowing of what it tastes like to be freed from the noise here within these depths of your own being.  It is the quietness of heart tha...

 Child, by God's hand we are here on this new day and we move into the depths of the River of the I Am to commune in the ways of mother and child. I do not take from you. I add to you. I feed you with my heart and my nurture that shall sustain you in this new day.  I feed you that you may know how much you are loved. The world asks much but I ask only to love you. I ask only to nurture you that we may in turn be of the sustenance to give to others what we have. God's design for all is to give when your heart is filled with love. When you are filled with hate you beget more hate. When you are filled with love you beget more love. This is the simplicity of your human nature, Janine.  We walk into the world to counter hate with much love just as Jesus does. His Holy Spirit walks with us and through us. Our love shall shine into the world today for your soul is opened with your yes. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Child, it is a new day. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. This is a holy place for it is the place of our Father and Creator. It is a holy place for God's love and only love flows through all of the yes. Here within this holy place we commune as one for we are mother and child before God. In simplicity the River flows for it is only the yes that gains you the grace to see and taste God. Yes, Janine, God is within. But, my child, without the yes the soul remains closed for God does not invade. When the soul opens with its yes the soul and God are opened to each other once again. The soul is that holy space where God's seed lives. The seed cannot be invaded for it is protected from invasion and can only be opened from within with the yes to God.   We are all of God for we all have His seed. There are the many who know not of the Kingdom that is within. We walk to open what is closed for to open the heart and soul is to open to God. In si...

 Child, come and as the day rises, know we are moving into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. It is a new day and you are in need of my filling that you may be filled to overflowing. Breathe in the love I have for you with no matter the ways of the noise. Take in the ways of your heart that have need of understanding your dream. The "crowding" of your room within the dream was made by the noise. There were those who made no attempt to give you the space to just be. With each passing day there were more and more people crowding you out of this room and damaging its surroundings.  Janine, my child, I make it simple. The noise is crowding your space in an attempt to pull you into its web  for that is the goal of the noise. You have made space and the noise follows you. Pay no heed to the noise for it is noise. You cannot will the noise away for it is noise. You cannot make justifications to the noise for it is not open to th...

 Janine, my child, come and be held here within this Tabernacle that flows within the River of the I Am. Come and taste my nurture that takes us to Jesus. Come and allow yourself to take in the love here within these depths.  My child, I am here and I am your mother who awaits your turning to me that we may commune in the ways of mother and child. I fill you that you may know how much I love you. I ask for nothing in return for I am your mother who showers you with love that you may in turn be of your design. To be filled with the love of the River of the I Am is to become of your design for here within the River your soul is opened and it returns to God where the two are reconnected. The seed of your soul is reunited with God here for there is no noise to take away the awareness of God within you.  To know God is within you is to know you are forever. To taste God within you is to taste the peace as promised by my Son. To taste God within you is to trust that you have gr...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to  me at this Tabernacle. Come and let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am that we may have this time and place to be held by our Father and Creator. To be of our design today is to be mother and child. I fill you with my heart that you may be of my heart that holds the Light of my womb. Take in what this means, Janine. To be mine is to come to know how much your heavenly mother loves you. To be mine is to take in my nurture that prepares you to be fed in all things of the Kingdom for it is Jesus who feeds and guides all within the River of the I Am. To be mine is to be of Jesus. To be mine is to come to know how much love is here within the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. I am mother to all by God's Hand. Be still and stay and be filled. To love me is to come to love as I do. To be mine is to come to love as I do.To know Jesus is to know the love that flows throughout the Heavens and on Ear...

 Child, let us laugh and let us commune on this new day for the noise has made itself known in the ways of the silliness of its attempts to grab at you. Today is a day in which you felt the silliness of the noise for just as Jesus told it to be gone so too you have told the noise to be gone. You are my child by God's design. You are of Jesus. You are of God. You are of the grace that showers you with the fruits of the Kingdom for the fruits are peace, joy, faith and fortitude in the face of the noise.  How loved we are. How graced we are. The fruits of God's graces allow us to walk in the joy of His presence. The yes of your heart has opened so many doors for you and in turn for others.  We walk in the joy of mother and child. We walk to gather others in love.  We don't gather by preaching for this is not of your grace. We gather by the way of the sacred witness that seeks to witness where the heart and soul of another may be opened in love and only love. In the open...

 Child, you awaken today with the joy of the day as it rises. Today the joy is of the love that is deep within your being. Take in the love that is within and all around you. When you are with me at this Tabernacle your heart and soul commune with mine. The love we share is of mother and child and it shall be forever. The Kinkdom is as of such as this. The Kingdom holds love that becomes the energy of the River of the I Am.  The "shouting star" upon your awakening is as the Kingdom for the Kingdom holds such wonders that never end.  The shooting star is of the reminder that the newness of the Kingdom never ends. Your excitement to see and taste the day is but a small piece of the Kingdom. You are of the wonder of the newness that is within your soul for your soul has opened to all.  The fear of the day that has grabbed at you for all of these years is gone, my child. To be of the excitement of the day is to the extent of your trust and hope and faith in Jesus for it ...

 Good day, my child. It is a day of our Father and Creator and Savior. Jesus is the River of the I Am for His blood began the River of the I Am that all men may know Eternity. The River flows with the love of all of the yes. The River flows that we may commune in its depths. We are mother and child as guaranteed by God's Covenant. The River is where we meet, Janine. The River is where I feed you with the all of me for this is the way of motherhood. Without mother your feeding would be just food. With your mother your feeding is nurture and loving intent. As your mother, I feed you with intent of love and only love. When love is not given with intent of love it is not love. Love of another must carry intent for love of another.   The little child must be nurtured to grow into intent of love for mother and another. The little child must grow to a time and place where it sees mother as another and not only the nurturer and feeder. Not all children grow to intent of love...

 Janine, my child, I call you by name. This new day is of God's Design for us. Our yes has gained us much grace in the ways of God's design for us. We flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of God's design. Joy is ours for we trust in God's plan. There are those who are of the noise that walk and work to take away joy for the noise sees only itself and its want to be above others and therefore above God. The want to be above others carries the ways of war. The war of the ego mind that makes noise carries jealousy, judgment and the want to be above another whether it be in the gaining of things, the want to "win" where others become their source of losing and the want to be above God. Jesus knows us in all parts and knows the ways of the noise for He too was tempted. Because of His relationship with His Father He knew to say no. We walk with Jesus and know the tempter for what it is and that is only noise. The noise cannot bi...

 Janine, my child, it is another day in the way of your commitment to this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is for you and for others. The communion of our hearts and souls graces us with the commitment of God's Covenant. Today finds you joyful for we are mother and child.Today finds you peaceful for we are in the company of the promises of Jesus. Today finds you in love for love is the fruit of this Tabernacle. Today finds you of the freedom to just be. It is a day to make love the bounty of our walk together.  Love is just a word when it holds no heart with it. Love with the heart is the love of Jesus.To the amount you love with the heart is the amount you come to love Jesus in intimacy for the two in union cannot be other than love and only love. When you are of the bounty of the love of Jesus you know what the word love means and feels for you taste Jesus in intimacy. To come to this place is to know many use the word love without tasting love. We walk to give taste that become...

 Janine, my child, I am here. I am your mother. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. Your love for me is tasted. Do not fret for this day is of you and me. Do not fret for I am with you in all things. Do not fret for I am your mother who knows you in all parts and in all ways. Your day shall be full and with much joy. Your day shall walk us into the realm of the love and only love of God. Let us walk into the world armed in love and only love. Love and only love is the simplicity of the River of the I am where judgments and war have no place. Take care this day to remain in each moment in love and only love and by day's end we shall review all with Jesus. I shall be with you in love and only love.  It is time, my child, let us walk into the world in love and only love. This day shall be one of gratitude and joyful prayer for all we have. Let the smile of your soul radiate into the world and God shall do the rest. 

 Janine, today is anew and you are here to attend to your soul. I am here and as we commune at this Tabernacle, know that we are mother and child. As you weep for one of yours I weep as well for a mother's love holds closely her child. I find joy with you as we taste the wonders of God's creations. I walk with you in all things. I witness to you and to my children through you. Take in my hold, my nurture and my attention for it fills you with all of the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am as destined by God. I am humble of heart and I give to God all of me. I hear your voice that gives all to God as well. Together we walk into the world to give what we have received. On the surface of the River all may appear to be the same But, my child, here within the depths of the River all is new. The new day carries the newness of God's love for yesterday is written and today is ro be written.  Take in the breath of newness and let go of the breath that is of the...

 Child, I am pleased that you are here. I make no judgments as to your choices. I walk with you in all choices with your yes to me. Do not fret for I am with you in all things. I am here with you in this special way for you have been graced to hear me through this Tabernacle. You are graced to have found the "narrow path"  that is of the Scriptures for you have opened your soul to that which is the Kingdom. There are those who shall leave this world and never have found the path within. But take heart, my child, for all souls shall be opened in the next.  You are graced for your wounds have been opened and aired that the healing balm of the River of the I Am could be placed in each wound one by one and thereby opening you to your God. I say your God, Janine, because God has made you one like no other. I say your God, Janine, because God has presented Himself to you as no other. You cannot know God as I do for your soul has been made with a different view of God. God has n...

 Child,be of my heart on this new day. Your choice to come here to this Tabernacle and to call on me is known.  Take you hands and place them on this Tabernacle that you may hear me and may taste me and may be filled that you may fill. God's grace is upon us. God's love is being showered throughout us for we are moving into the depths of the River of the I Am where Jesus and God abide. Love and only love has no boundaries, my child, Love and only love has no beginning and no end. Love and only love showers what it receives for this is the way of our design. To receive in love and only love has its roots in God's seed within each of us. To be filled with love and only love is to seek to share this love. To seek to love and only love has by its very nature the knowing that we are filled by God's vessel and His love spreads from the overflow.  Your heart is filled with love and only love. Over this time of your attendance to your soul at this Tabernacle you have grown in t...

 Child, I am pleased that you are here on this new day that is of our God and Father. Another day to commune in the presence of all of the River of the I Am where the whole abides. You come to me each day that you may be filled and may hear me. You come to me today with the awareness that we are one for we are one with God. I am your mother who nurtures you and who is also one with you and God. Today is another day to be naked of heart and opened to what is of our design. No need to make what is not there. Rather, we need only allow God to show us the way that is more of awaiting than pressuring. Our walk is more of freedom than control.We are free to be, Janine. In this freedom we are more and more of God for by this freedom we choose God without the noise. In noise we are controlled. In noise we are called to war. In the noise we are told the lie that we are not enjoined within a whole. The noise closes off our sight and our choices. Nakedness of heart gains us the freedom to see...

 Child, I see you make the sign of the Cross as you attend to this Tabernacle.  Come, my little one, and know how much you are loved. I hold you. I speak to you through this Tabernacle. I nurture you that you may be filled. I gather you into the River of the I Am where joy flows in the humbleness of gratitude of being a part of the whole.  There is abundance here. There is a solitude that enjoins us to the whole. In solitude we know Jesus in intimacy. In the solitude of knowing Jesus we know the whole.  We know we are a part of the whole. We live in the abundance of the whole. In Solitude we are not alone, but rather, in solitude we become part of the whole.   Janine, my child, in solitude here within the River, we join. In solitude here within the River we are both alone and together within the whole. Let those with ears to hear, hear for this is the knowing within the River of the I Am. 

 Child of mine, it is another day to walk in the beauty of your body and soul. Today shines its light upon you. Today shines within your soul as the Light of Jesus shines our way. The Kingdom is within your very depths. Come and let us commune that you may be filled with my love and nurture. Come and be prepared to take on the day in the love and fortitude of the River of the I Am. Do not take any noise to be of the truth. Rather, let us seek only the truths of the River of the I Am that are measured by love and only love. Love seeks to acknowledge all others as brother and sister. Love seeks to acknowledge that others have the rights to the Kingdom for all carry God's seed. Love seeks to take care of self that the self may shine God's light into the world. Love seeks the private time to be still, sit and be with the River of the I Am that the soul may be fed. Love walks with the awareness that each soul is precious. Love walks with the awareness that one child cannot be above ...

 Child, come and warm yourself before this Tabernacle. Come and be of my heart on this new day. Come and know that this new day shall be as no other. Your foundation grows as each day ends and another day begins. Your walk with me and with Jesus is known.  Your heart expands with each new day where you see all the more and more of God's mercy.  How is it that you expand each day, my child?  To grow is to expand all of your senses for the River of the I Am flows to expand and not take away. To see and taste and smell and touch and hear with the senses of the River of the I Am is to see all through the connection of your soul with God and not just with the Earth. God's love for us is known through the River of the I Am where God's Covenant flows forth from. Today is a day to love and be loved. Today is a day to witness to and be witnessed to. Today is a day to walk with others and to be walked with.  God's love flows through all things. To open to God's love is to...

 Child of mine, my joy flows through us for you now taste my pleasure at being with you at this Tabernacle. Our joy brings us deeper into the River of the I Am where the song of songs is being sung and heard and tasted and smelled for all senses are expanded within these depths.  As we commune, take note of the outside world that has both the misguided noise and the beauty of God's creations. Take this moment to see the misguided noise as one that is becoming all the more fragile for you are the more and more aware of the ways of the truth that flows here within the River of the I Am. Take note of the separation between the misguided noise and the stark beauty of God's creations.  Take in the beauty of this Tabernacle that carries us to the deeper places within your own being.  Janine, my child, this is the plan for us as designed by God where we see both the beauty of the outside world and the inner world of the Kingdom. The noise is becoming the less and less for i...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot enter. When we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am we bypass the noise. Come and be with me and Jesus. Come and commune with us as one for here within your depths we reside. All is needed is your attendance to your soul. To attend to your soul is to seek that which has been placed deep within you by our Father, God and Savior. You ask of my ways and my love. My love holds you and loves you with a love that is never controlling and never judges. My love is gentle as is my Son. My love wishes to fill you with my nurture that holds and sustains and carries love into you and into the world for what you gain is given to the world. My love always seeks to gather my children to me and in so doing gather God's children to the River of the I Am. My heart carries you in all things. Your yes to me opens the door to the River of the I Am and to all who are of the yes. My ...

 Child, take in the joy that calls to you from deep within the depths of your being for I am here and I take you into the River of the I Am where we commune in the manner designed by God.  Your journey into these depths has been one of love and joy. There have been those times in this journey that joy eluded you for it was buried under the weight of your wounds. Now those wounds do not overshadow your joy. When a wound is opened it is more quickly and easily aired that it may be healed by the balm of my heart. Janine, these last days have seemingly tested you for your wounds have been aired. But, my child you are learning to love and honor all that rises from your depths, even the wounds. Take note that these wounds have been given a voice. Love is naked. Love seeks to air wounds that they may be healed. Love is not anger at those who have placed these wounds upon you. Love is the process of cleansing that which must be aired. Anger blames. Love is aware that all have wounds t...

 Child, it is time to let go of yourself and attend to your soul. Come, and as you let go, take in what awaits you here. Allow your senses to awaken to the beauty and mysteries of the River of the I Am. As your hands write, take in the beauty of how these words taste for your hands hold not only my words, but also my heart that holds nurture and taste and smell and touch.  This day, Janine, watch as your hands become mine in the ways of love, taste, smell and the intuitive wisdom that rises up from your depths. I come to do for all what I come to do for you and that is to open the heart to the Kingdom.  You are the more empty today than your yesterday. You were emptied of much yesterday for you came to a depth that caused you to see nothing but the emptiness of nothingness that is deeper than ever before. To see at this depth is to make no exceptions in your day. That is, my child, there was no one moment above another. Even in the quietness of confusion you were able to ...

 Child, by this tabernacle we become one for this Tabernacle flows deep within the River of the I Am. The River flows deeply within you for the Kingdom lies within. Come and be fed. Come and be heard. Come and be loved for my love is of the Light of my womb. As you write my words, take note of how deeply they are felt. Take note of how I hear you even before you hear you for I hear your heart that rises up to speak to me. Janine, as you write my words, take note of how it feels to hear me. It is not of the mind that hears me for it is your heart. It is the heart that bears the truths and not the mind for the mind has been cluttered with noise. Your heart is protected from the noise for this is the way of our design as promised by God.  To reach the kingdom you must uncluter the surface noise that the heart may be freed to be. To be of the heart and not the noise is the path to the Kingdom. This is the meaning of the narrow road of the Scripture. This is the narrow road that le...