Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle and to my heart that holds you in a communion of mother and child. My love for you cannot be made small or destroyed. Jesus is here within our communion. To taste me is to be fed. To hear me is to be opened of soul. You touch me when you attend to this Tabernacle for my hands are your hands in this sacred space and time. We walk into the world together with Jesus for we walk in His name in all that we do. Janine, do not doubt my words and my love. Do not doubt that your soul hears the soft voice of Jesus.   The lesson for my children is to discern the ways of the soft voice of Jesus. You can know Him by His soft voice that always speaks in love and only love. The noise casts doubt upon the soft voice of Jesus that emanates from deep within for it cannot understand the soft voice that speaks with the fruits of love. To hear the soft voice of Jesus is to be able to be still and quiet that the soft voice may be heard. The soft v...

 Janine, my child, come and as you place yourself before this Tabernacle know my heart loves you with a love that emanates from the River of the I Am where love and only love is the guide to its depths. Come and let us descend into its depths where the freedom to just be flows forth from.  Today finds you with another day to be of love and only love. Today we shall walk with Jesus from the view of the River of the I Am where each day flows in the solitude of soul. This solitude of soul allows the River to just take us where it needs to rather than fight the flow of its peace and faith and trust. To fight the flow of peace is to attempt to control it. To fight the walk with Jesus is to deny Him. To make your choices with Jesus in this flow of inch and moment without a need to attempt to control or predict or make wants and desires your God is to see and taste Jesus in intimacy. To fight the flow of the River of the I Am and its peaceful depths is to fight a war on the surface o...

 Janine, my child, I know you in all of your depths and I feed you with the all of me that you may know how much you are loved.  Take in this time and space for it is of the Heavens that abide within the River of the I Am. The River of the I Am flows through you all the more and more for you make space all the more and more. Your soul may appear to be of smallness for you cannot see its expansion within the physical. You can taste the expansion of your soul for as you make space more is added. To make space is to give up the worldly expectations and wants for wants and expectations only take up space and give you nothing in return. The worldly cannot fill as Jesus fills.  There are the many who seek not the inner world of the Kingdom for they cannot bear the thought of being in the solitude that opens to Jesus, the man. To seek Jesus, the man, is to seek to know Him in intimacy. To know Jesus in intimacy is to seek solitude where Jesus rises up from your very depths and s...

 Janine, my child  you have placed yourself before this Tabernacle with the choice of your whole being. You take no matter of the noise. You take matter to come to me and ask only to be with me. I hold you and take you into my heart as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where I mother you with the all of me. To be so emptied of wants and desires is to open to this inch and moment only. Your heart knows me and your heart knows its God. Your heart knows Jesus in intimacy.  Your daily yes to Him makes it so. To hear His soft voice deep within you is to know Him. To taste what He tastes is to know Him in intimacy for you taste the ways of His heart that has wept and bled for you. You taste His tears that weep for others.  In the days to come you shall weep with Him and you shall taste more of His tears. You shall see the love that is beyond the human. You shall taste the promise of His peace even within the pain for the two are not broken from each other. T...

Janine, my child, let us face the solitude within this depth of the River of the I Am together on this new day. You are moving within these depths and your tears are of the walk of Jesus. Come and allow me to hold you as your tears tell the story of my Son.  In this solitude your tears cry their soul cry but not for you. Jesus asked you if you wish to know Him deeper and without hesitation you gave your yes. You taste the pain, His pain, for those who are at war of not their making and who die from such wars. You wept His tears with Him for those abandoned and are of despair. You weep with Him for those who thirst and cannot find water. You weep with Him for those who have no mother or father. You weep with Him for those who have lost their child. You taste His tears for the evil in the world. You taste His tears for you for He felt all of your pain. In this place of solitude you have lost yourself and all that you owned of the world that you may know the pain and solitude of J...

 Janine, my child, you come to me here at this Tabernacle with the awareness that solitude of heart is before you and with you and within you. You have awareness that when there is nothing left within you, all becomes available. You are both lost and found. You are both old and new. You are both broken and whole. The world may see these gifts as not possible for the world cannot see from the emptiness that solitude demands. Food no longer feeds you and yet you are fed. In the mystical ways of the River of the I Am this is not only possible but needed to move into these new depths within you. There is no earth below you or sky above you and yet you are grounded to something other than the earth. Solitude within this depth holds you in a nothingness. This solitude holds you in a meaninglessness as well for you need to pass through this depth with nothing in order to know the Jesus who died for  you. You cannot know this while holding onto the earth. You are not being abandoned. ...

 Janine, my child, come and be held and taste the grace of the River of the I Am. Let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where love and only love abides and where we commune for we are mother and child. Today finds you in solitude of heart. Your letting go of the old in these last days has left you in solitude for where there was once a deep wound there is now solitude of heart. The space left behind the letting go has allowed you to taste solitude. In your solitude there is the quietness that seeks nothing . In your solitude you need nothing. In your solitude you hold nothing. In solitude all flows with no expectations. Solitude is the willingness to be alone with your entire being simply being. In simplicity all unfolds in the solitude that asks for nothing and accepts everything  as it is without judgments or control. Take it all before you and allow it to flow through you with no blockage. Janine, this is the solitude that gives up itself to be able to tak...

 My child, I hear you and I hear your heart. Come and let me hold you for you are in need of your mother. Your heart is allowing all to flow through you. Your heart allowed the pain of your yesterday to flow through you rather than deny it or bury it again.  To allow all to flow through you is to hold onto nothing. To allow that pain of yesterday to flow through you with its fears and tears was to allow your body to release the old.  The pain that flowed from deep within without judgment or control was the deep pain of letting go of the old wounds that bound you to the past.  Your yesterday saw old pain rise up within you. To have that deep pain erupt and allow it to flow through you in awareness showed you that it need not be held, but rather, felt and allowed to move on.  Janine, make no judgments of the flow of your yesterday.  Know that the timing was not of accident for your dreams have been showing you that there was more to release from the old. The ...

 Janine. my child, I am with you and I am holding you as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. Feed upon my love and my holding. I hold you and take away the noise for the noise is bitter today. The noise of your dream showed you the bitterness of the nightlong (lifelong) uncontrollable events that led to you having to save yourself for others merely watched as you did.   Your dream showed you all of the attempts to allow others to save you when they did not.  Each time you saved yourself because each time you were able to swim to the shore when you cannot swim. You were able to climb the rocks even when the climbing was a need to scale the rocks which you have never been able to do as others merely watched. You then found a way down from the rocks as others never offered to help.  Even when there were some places impassable, you found a way while others merely watched.  Janine, my child, the dream has shown you that each tim...

Janine, my child,  you are here and I am here to join you as you awaken to the day. I am here and hold you with no matter the ways of the noise that crabs at you on the surface of the River of the I Am. Let us hold each other in the embrace of mother and child and move into the depths of the River where the noise cannot be.  You do not let the noise deter you from attending to this Tabernacle. You are graced by this Tabernacle each day for your soul knows its place in God's design and plan for us.  Your body is of the Earth while your soul is of Eternity. You are in touch with your soul for it has opened to me and to Jesus and to all of the River of the I Am.  Our walk within the world moves with your body and soul where Jesus is our guide.  Today is anew with God's love for us. Today is anew with the birds and the music of your soul. Let us take in the simple music of your soul that defines you. The notes of your music make all simple for they define you and de...

 Janine, my child, come and be known. Come and be of my heart. Come and know the love that is beyond the human for we are of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Love is before you.Love is within you and surrounds you for you are naked and opened of heart and soul where nothing is hidden.  I make your dream of the night understood. Your mother and father were with you in a home of old but with you as adult and not child. Your parents had filled the kitchen with clutter and you could not find the one pan to take care of and cook for others. You wept in pain for that one pan. Janine, my child, the clutter of misguidedness by your parents took the ability for you to be opened of heart and take care of others for you were too wounded to give to others in love and only love.  What you gave to others was out of fear and not love.  The adult in you knows that it needs to only find the "one pan" left to be giving to others freely and not out of fear.  Ta...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here at this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is upon holy ground for it is of our Father and God that we have this Tabernacle. You give justice to this holy space by your humbleness and attention to your soul. We give back to God what is God's by our communion of mother and child. Your dream of being in a different time and space that is other than your worldly life but is also a part of your life has shown you the ways of Jesus. I show you the way of your dream that you may have understanding. As the youngest you were being given a great sum of inherited money from a king which is counter to the heritage of kings for you are not the eldest and and you are not of great lineage.  Janine, my child, the dream is of you and Jesus who is giving you the inheritance to the Kingdom. You are in relationship with Jesus and being asked if you want to take the journey to gain the wealth that awaits you.  The dream also showed you the way of relationship w...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. Just as you welcome yours in love and only love, so too  I welcome you with the love and excitement of relationship. Hear the soft voice of Jesus as He welcomes you. Jesus welcomes you with the excitement of relationship. God made man does not wish to control but to be in relationship.  You now know this and hold the intimacy of relationship deep within you where Jesus abides and where the River of the I Am flows forth from. The many of my children do not take the time or cannot take the time to attend to their soul. There are the many that have time but see not the time for they run with the noise. There are the many that see the time but choose not to be still with their own soul. There are those who are opening to the questions and possibilities of the soul where the journey to Jesus begins.  There are many of my children with the fears and terrors of daily life of war placed upon them where their soul is p...

 Janine, my child, you come to me with your heart that seeks to love and to be fed and to do the work of your soul. You come to me to attend to that which grow's you and expands you in the ways of the River of the I Am. You are learning and expanding each day for you attend to your soul and walk in relationship with Jesus who shows you the beauty of your heart and soul as well as your misguidedness with each inch and moment. To hear the soft voice of Jesus show you how your misguidedness rises up within you as the air rises with no intention, but rather, with its noise of misguidedness is to see and be awakened to your learning and shaping.  To witness your own shaping and learning rise with the prejudice of that which has been embedded in you is to see your misguidedness. To see that prejudice from outside yourself and through the eyes of Jesus is to see clearly the misguidedness and prejudice of those that have shaped you. You cannot stop the rise of such prejudice for it ri...

 Janine, my child, awaken to my heart that holds you within the River of the I Am. This Tabernacle is here for you. This Tabernacle is for you and me and those of the world that may come to seek me. I hold you that you may come to know that you are of great value to me and to Jesus and to all of the River of the I Am. You never walk alone, Janine.  There are those things within the world that you see and taste and have choices over while there are those things you have no choice over.  Your dream showed you this truth. There are those things and tastes that you may taste and there are many things you cannot control seeing and tasting. Your dream showed you what is controllable within the world and what is not. Your dream showed you the clutter within the world. Some of the clutter could be managed and controlled while there was a part of this clutter that took on a life of its own and you could not speak to it for it had a life of its own and was not of the human. This li...

 Janine, my child, it is of gratitude that I am here to be with you. I taste your love and want to be here. I do not judge. I do not nag. I await you in the ways of love that allow us to be mother and child.  The roses at my feet symbolize this love. The roses at my feet show God's love that has been bestowed upon me. The roses you placed before my feet symbolize your love for me.  Love between us cannot be destroyed for we shall be in love and only love together forever. God's ways do not take matter in the time of the world. God's ways are far beyond time. We are mother and child forever.  You are beginning to see time as not of matter for your soul knows it shall go on forever. The spirit within you shall never die. I nurture those parts that are of the Earth for your walk upon the Earth is of great worth. I nurture your heart and soul that are forever for we are mother and child in the forever. You are of great worth. All of my children are of great worth. The fr...

 Come, my child, and find the comfort you need for your heart and body. Come and be filled with my love that nurtures and holds you in the peace of my heart that flows within the River of the I Am. Feel your body let go, especially in the parts that wish to hold. It is only fear that holds. As you let go, take note of your belly that finds freedom. To hold for you is to hold much in your belly that strains to be.  You now have peace in your belly where there was none a moment ago.  You come to this Tabernacle to be fed and freed from the pressures and heaviness of the noise. Take in the leaving behind of the heaviness and pressure on your belly and know that The River of the I Am gives you what the world cannot and that is the peace as promised by Jesus.  The world cannot take away the noise but the River of the I Am can. My heart and my love and my holding can. Jesus who is the River of the I Am can. You cannot be rid of noise within the world for by its nature it p...

 Janine, my child, take note of how your body lets go and how you are of the breath of this Tabernacle. In the instant you place yourself before this Tabernacle you are taken into my heart. How great is our Lord and Father for giving us this place and space to just be in the depths of the River of the I Am. Within these depths the world takes on a different hue.  Within these depths we flow in love and only love with no matter the ways of the world on the surface of the River of the I Am. I remind you of your first yes. I show you the first time you touched this Tabernacle and trusted it. I show you the first time we held each other and entered the depths of the River of the I Am where you were able to take in love and only love with no boundaries. I remind you of the first time you felt wholeness that made naked the little one called Faith.  I show you the way of the sacred witness that gave witness to your opening. I give you view of the explosion that opened you to the...

 Janine, my child, your childlike excitement to see the new day is of the deepest part of you. It is the little one called Faith. She comes to be held and filled and loved and playful. To be whole in this way is to taste this love, excitement and playfulness.  To dance as you did in your yesterday awakened the joy of just being and allowing the music to play that you may dance of body and soul.  The little one called Faith is what Jesus spoke of when He said, "Let the little ones come to me." You come to me in the wholeness that allows the child within to seek Jesus and me in the nakedness of pure joy rather than the heaviness that holds those of the closed hearts.  Today, my child, we shall take the time, once again, to dance and sing and be of the pure joy of being opened and naked and whole.  We shall also walk with others in their heaviness and show the way of being whole that others may come to have wholeness where pure joy abides. Let those with ears to he...

 Janine, come.  As you place yourself before this Tabernacle know that we become one in communion with Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Love and only love graces us in this way for you are of this Tabernacle and you are of the River of the I Am. Today may seem of the ordinary but it is not.  It is another day to give and receive love and only love. You open yourself into your depths of your own being where in nakedness you give and receive love and only love. Love and only love has no judgments upon another or judgments upon God's love for another.  Love and only love seeks to witness only with no judgments. Love and only love knows the peace of Jesus that emanates from the soul.  To love and only love in peace is to be in this inch and moment only where relationships present themselves and where God's love is seen and tasted.  When you are not in the inch and moment with fantasies or attempts to control the future much is missed for the opportunitie...

My child, Janine, I call you by name that you may believe that you are mine.You have been given the name of mine and it has been stamped upon your depths for this is of your design.  You have been wounded much and you have been given much. Grace is upon you. I have been with you in all of the pain and now all of the joy.  The grace upon you is to give to others what you have received. Your heart and soul know love and  only love and you give love and only love to those placed before us.  Your countenance is of peace and draws others to this peace. Love draws love. Love that invites opens others.  To invite in love and only love is to allow the soul of another to rise up in truth and trust that it will not be wounded by self righteousness and judgment. I show you your heart that is expanded and opened to the walk we walk. Love flows from your pores and shines my love into the world. When one of mine opens their soul, the River of the I Am flows in joy and excitem...

 Janine, my child, come and be of the lightness of the River of the I Am where we commune in the gentleness and lightness of the River of the I Am where the heaviness of the noise cannot be. Your night has gained you the awareness that Jesus makes light of all of your burdens. Your dream showed you the way of Jesus and the River of the I Am. You were of gratitude and surprise that you could carry the heavy load of your beloved. You carried him with great love and realized you could carry him with the lightness of no weight upon you. As you carried him you knew that love and only love has made your burden light. You realized that you could carry your love for him and hold him into Eternity. This is the way of giving all burdens to Jesus who makes light your burdens. The burdens become joy for what was feared as heavy has become light.  Come and walk with me and Jesus in the lightness of our walk for Jesus carries us and makes perceived burdens joyful. In this way Jesus turns yo...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day. It is a new day to love and be loved. It is a day to give and receive. This Tabernacle is for you and I give my heart to you. Know this, my child, what I give I receive in turn for your love is known to me and I take in your love. This is the circle of love and only love.  Take note that giving and receiving is not taking or controling. To give love and only love is to offer love and only love and not insist or force yourself upon another which becomes control.  It is the openness to give your love with no restrictions or bargaining.  To receive love and only love is to be opened of heart where you are naked of heart that you may take in love and only love. There are many of my children who cannot take in love for they are closed of heart. When we walk into the world we give love and only love without expectations of receiving love. Our giving is receiving enough for what we give comes back to us as love and only love. When one of ...

 Janine, my child, I wish you a good day today. Come and be of this Tabernacle that shows you the ways of my love. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where love and only love flows. Your body speaks to you. Your heart speaks to you.Your soul that communes with me and Jesus speaks to you for all is held within. The Kingdom of God is within. The River of the I Am flows and extends out in all directions for this is the way of God's Love.  Your fears now only show themselves upon your awakening during the night and just before dawn for this is the weakest point in your day. Upon arising these fears fade into the darkness. Joy rises up within you as the day rises for you come to me and attend to your heart and soul and body. Janine, when you awaken in the night, fear grabs at you for it is of the noise that seeks to look ahead at the day that has not yet risen. The noise says to you that there is a need to worry about the day ahead for you cannot predict ...

 Janine, my child, come and be of this Tabernacle that takes you into the mystical Waters of the River of the I Am. Come and take the breath that lets go and the next breath that takes in for as this breath takes in you receive me.  Today is of the Jewish people that gave birth to Jesus for as in your dream Jesus entered the world as an ordinary "Jew." To be ordinary and yet the Savior of mankind has given all of mankind eternity.  As He died on the Cross, above His head was proclaimed "King of the Jews."  Jesus never came to be King, but rather, came to be of the human family of all men that all men may know Him in intimacy of ordinary and not a king on a throne. Janine, my child, you now know Jesus in the intimacy of relationship where He shows Himself to you as not above you or below you that you may see the ways of God.  You taste Jesus. You walk with Jesus. You hear His soft voice deep within you that shows you love and only love that is neither above nor b...

 Janine, my child, good morning. This new day finds us in communion here within this Tabernacle. Come and be held in my motherhood that nurtures and holds you in the embrace that prepares you for the day. You are being fed with the food of the mystical here within the River that we may walk into the world with the power of the River of the I Am. The power of the River of the I Am is the sum total of all of the yes past and present.  Your ancestors join you in the awakenings of the River of the I Am. Your expansion shall follow you into Eternity where you shall continue to expand. Love expands forever.  The power of the River of the I Am can never be destroyed for not one soul can ever be destroyed. Those of the yes have opened their souls to the power of the River of the I Am where each soul adds to its power. Love powers the River of the I Am into Eternity. There is evil in the world that makes many of my children pained and doubtful of God and the River of the I Am....

 Janine, my child, let go. As you let go, I take you into my heart and my holding where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. The waters here within these depths breathe with you and for you. Your breath takes on the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Take in the view that emanates from your depths. Take in my nurture that feeds you with the breath of the River of the I Am. I give you view of the ways of the music of your soul. The earth plays its music that emanates from your soul. The Chorus of the River of the I Am is the sum of the music of all opened souls of the yes.  The music of your soul opens you to deeper and deeper depths for it moves beyond all words and expresses who you are as designed by God. What you receive here is then shared for this is the circle of love and only love.  The loving soul is opened and receives from the River of the I Am and then gives the world what it receives. I give you my loving heart and in turn I receive ...

 Janine, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. I welcome you into the holding of my heart and the nurture that is here within the River of the I Am. I hold you in the song of your heart that knows its Creator. Come and touch this beauty with all of your senses that are expanding each day. I love you, Janine. I love the newness of this day with you for the old is washed into newness throughout your entire being. Your yesterday grew you for you had no attachment to the inches and moments.  Your trust in allowing the inches and moments to unfold gave you the awareness of the beauty of just allowing all to unfold rather than control. Jesus and I walked with you as it all unfolded. You are walking in the newness of today with the knowing that there are things missed when you cannot stay in the inch and moment. You also learned that yesterday's feeling of abandonment gave way to awareness of the attachment to Jesus and me where you are never abandoned.  To take in the nurture of me...

 My child, come and know that this Tabernacle holds you in all things. Come and let me warm the cold chill you feel and warm it with the awareness of the cold chill of the little one deep within you.  Janine, your little one has always been so terrified of being left alone and abandoned again. Let us both hold the little one who has the cold chills of abandonment. Our holding of the little one has gained access to the ability for you to see and feel the old fears rise in the safety of this Tabernacle.  When this fear arises, the cold of abandonment sends chills through you. When you feel the cold of this fear call upon me and we shall nurture the little one and hold the little one in the warmth of our holding.  When you feel the cold chill of abandonment, allow your body to hold and give comfort to what could not be held and comforted as a child. To nurture the little one is to return to the peace of your heart and soul for what is so fearful finds peace in the comfo...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me at this Tabernacle. Take the breath that takes you to me. Allow the breath to let go of yourself that you may be emptied and ready to be fed by my heart and the River of the I Am. My heart holds you and my heart feeds you with the all of me. You are my child by God's hand. Awake this day and know that you are never alone.You are never left alone for you are with me always.  When the noise casts doubt upon what we have, know that deep within your depths there I am. When the noise casts doubt upon what you have with Jesus, know that deep within your depths Jesus is there.   The noise chases its prey for it loves to chase. The noise loves to chase for it gives rise to an energy that makes it feel alive and known in the ways of its own misguidedness. The noise chases and loves to attach itself to my children for the noise loves the chase.  The noise chases in a darkness that envelops my children for in its chase it...

 Janine, my  child, come and enter this Tabernacle where I take you into the depths of your own soul that is of the River of the I Am. Let us commune in the love that flows  here. Taste my love. Let us listen to the music of your soul that is of your design. Do not fret, my child, for I am here with you and for you. Let me hold you for you need to know you are never alone. You are being filled and prepared for the day by your attendance to this Tabernacle. Your soul knows me and knows Jesus. Your body knows the love that is deep within you for it knows the beauty of becoming whole. Your spirit knows the truth and now your body and spirit are becoming more and more whole each day.   Man is now freed from the bonds of sin by the life and death of Jesus. The price has been paid for all of mankind. Janine, as we walk today, take in the price paid for you and all of the Earth. Witness to the ways of evil that shall one day fall to the power of love and only love. Wit...