Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, let go of yourself and allow me to take you into my heart within the River of the I Am. Today is a new day where I wash over you with my love that cleanses and renews. You and I are graced to be mother and child. Come and allow yourself to be taken into my heart. Janine, I love you with a love that shall always be for there are no encumbrances between us. There are no boundaries to separate us. Your heart and soul are opened and are able to share the mystical ways of our Father and God. Your heart and soul now see and take in Jesus where you hear His soft voice speak to you beyond the ego mind and the noise. This day shall awaken you to more and more of the ways of Jesus for by your yes each day you grow and expand in your relationship with Jesus.  You hear Him and you know Him. You are trusting Him all the more and more each day. You fret that I will leave you when you and Jesus are the more and more. The fret is baseless, Janine, for I am your mother forever.  I...

 Child, I come to you to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am that we may commune. Come and know I am your mother who feeds you and attends to all of your needs. I tell you of your dream last night that you may be awakened to the ways of the witness. Janine, you walked the earth in the darkness for all was dark. The darkness is of the earth that kills and destroys my children. You walked over the bones of those killed by the evil in the world. You walked in the darkness of one man who cared not for anything or anyone other than himself. The ego mind becomes evil when it is closed off in such ways.  You could do nothing. Yet you witnessed to it. You could not change it and yet you witnessed to it. This is what is being asked of you within your day. Part of your design is to witness to those that kill. The dark and burnt ground was of the deaths of my children. The burnt ground must be witnessed to for it is the evil within the world that kills. You did not judge it...

 Child, make your sign of the Cross and enter this Tabernacle. You come to me to be of my heart and to be filled with my nurture. You come that my words may be written. You come that others may come to know me through me. No need not use my name for I am mother to all even those who know me not as of yet. Come and be filled and when you are prepared we shall enter the world to mother my children. Janine, my child, my children need their heavenly mother to mother them in the ways of the love of our Father who loves beyond human understanding. In your yesterday you were shown how much love God has for each child. Man would condemn when God does not. Man cannot see into another's heart and soul and therefore man must leave one's soul to God. Janine, my child, even your soul is left to God. By your choice you have chosen Him. There are the many who suffer much and are in need of the ways of God that love and only love. Pain and sorrow and angst show themselves in many ways that, to...

 Child, how graced we are to be mother and child here within this Tabernacle. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am as destined by God. Today, my child, finds you in the wonderment of what we have for in the instant you turned to me you found yourself peaceful and joyful.  How great is our God who graces me with this ability to hold you, fill you and prepare you to enter the outside world loved greatly and armed with the power of the River of the I Am. Janine, I am your heavenly mother who awaits your attendance to this Tabernacle for your attendance frees us to just be in this inch and moment. No noise to distract even when the noise clangs to enter.  Soon enough we shall enter the world. Know this, my child, we are as assuredly connected in both worlds. Become still in your day and hear my Son for we walk with Him together. Keep the joy that is in your innards exposed and close not your body and our joy of mother ...

 Child, come. Place your hands on this Tabernacle and know we are in communion in the ways of God's design. Our Lord and Creator has designed us in the ways of mother and child. Our love can never be broken. It can be closed if you so wish but it can never be broken. There is evil in the world that wishes only the satisfaction of its own ego mind.  Evil will alway be as long as the ego mind is allowed to be in control. You do well to speak of the ego mind to others for all must come to know the dangers of not looking within to the heart and soul. Within is God for He has placed Himself within your soul. To seek the wisdom of the heart and soul is of God's design for God has placed Himself within each soul where wisdom resides. To carry God's seed deep within your being is to have His wisdom waiting to be opened. To open those parts that are of the soul and spiritual and knowings is to come to know God your Creator and God your Father and God your lover for God is all of the...

 Child, come and let me take you into my heart and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. You are in need of your mother. The River flows that we may be mother and child. Come, be still and take in my love that fills you and holds you that you may know how much you are loved. This day finds you in need of stillness. Today needs to be of you for your body is in need of rest. Be still, be filled and stay in this holy place in the silence and stillness of your heart and soul.    Janine, my child, your night was filled with restlessness.  Confusion left you filled with fret and worry. This day must move slowly for you that you may move from this restlessness to the peace that is deep within you. Take note of  my filling that shall carry you through this day. Take note of the lightness that now fills you. Take note of how I take your restlessness and counter it with my love and the filling of my heart. Take note of Jesus who is within you as well....

 Child, Come and breathe in the ways of my heart. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the peace as promised by my Son abides. Come and as you breathe out allow yourself to let go of all that we may commune in the nakedness that allows you to be filled. Let go of your body for it allows the door to me and to God to be opened.  Letting go is as the fruit that grows on the solid ground that Scriptures speak of.  Letting go gathers much in the ways of God for the door to your soul is opened when you let go of your body.  Fear is lost and you grow in the ways of the wisdom of God rather than continue to believe in the ways of the ego mind. Letting go is the knowing of the body that it no longer needs to hold onto itself in fear that it will be lost. The ego mind fears letting go the most for it fears it will be taken over. Letting go is the letting go of this deadly fear. To hold onto the body in fear of death causes much angst in my childr...

 Child, good morning. This day rises up and we are able to be of God's graces for we are mother and child by God's design. You shall always have your heavenly mother to walk with you and intercede for you. Come and let us move deeply into God's River of the I Am where God's love is tasted. Come on this new day and take in all that is here for you. The noise cannot be here. Love is ever present here. Hear the song of songs. Taste love. See with the eyes of your heart that take in the beauty of what we have. Yes, my child, when you are filled, we shall walk into the world as one for this is the design by God. I am your mother and you are my child. We hold this communion and when you are filled we shall walk into the outside world to give what we have received and that is the love that transcends all of your human nature.  Your dream of last night showed you that you have been a part of God's group since "day one" and it shall always be. It is to be celebrate...

 Child, come and be of this Tabernacle. Come and love as I love. Come and touch this Tabernacle that you may no longer doubt what we have.  This day is of the angels within the Heavens that are with us as we walk into the world. The angels gather to enter the world with us. Firstly, though, be of the stillness and emptiness of heart and soul that I may fill you with the love and power and fortitude of my heart that flows with you within these depths of the River of the I Am. Janine, I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am and as such I fill you and intercede for you and all of my children. The grace placed upon me I share with you for I Am your mother who gives you my nurture that comes from God Himself. Before I was, God had destined me to be the Mother of His son. My yes was the consummation of God's Covenant with Man. Know that, as we walk into the world on this new day, we walk with all of the angels with the power of their yes. Know that, as we walk into the world this day...

 Child, come and taste the love of my heart as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Take into account the world that moves into the background as we move deeply into the depths of peace.  Take note of the ways of your heart that take in what we have. Take note of the slowing of all.  Take note of the timelessness of the River of the I Am. Take note of the ways of your senses that take in all that is around you. Your hands hold my words. Your heart holds my heart. Your breath breathes with the peace of the River that flows with you and through you. The scent within this nothingness has more scent than the greatest of flowers. Take in the ways of the roses at my feet that are beyond your earthly scent. Take note of the ways of your ears that hear the sounds of this nothingness.  Take in the sounds of the music being sung by all of the River of the I Am.  See what I see, Janine.  See love. See the lack of boundaries that seem to bind you in the...

 Child, you come to me and take care of your heart and soul. You come to me and open all of yourself with no more fears that I will abandon or chastise you. This new day is another day of the risen Christ. How graced we are that Jesus lived and died for us that we may come to know Him in Eternity. With no matter the ways of the world you are given Eternity. Jesus, the lamb, has made it possible for all to be with Him in Eternity.  The eyes of Jesus let you know He is true and real.  You see Him in all that we do. Take care to be awake this new day that you may not miss any inch and moment with Him.  Your prayer to be awake to all of the miracles of your day is being heard. Come and gain rest and nurture that you may be awake to witness to all of the miracles that shall flow forth from this Tabernacle.  We walk together within the Light of Jesus. We walk together within the Light of the Holy spirit for the two are one. Jesus gave us His Spirit that we may come to...

 Child, your heart knows me. Your heart hears me and your heart learns of the Scriptures through our walk with Jesus. Come and let us descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where the Scriptures come alive. Jesus walked the Earth and I was witness to His great love of all things of God. He knew of the ego minds of those who used their power to subvert this love. Those of the tainted ego minds would try to trick Him with their questions and statements of their man made rules. And yet, Janine, the soft voice of Jesus told you of His love for all things including those of the evil ego mind.  Your worldly ways could not take in such a love. Jesus asked if you would die for the evil in such men and you gave a yes but it was not a yes of understanding.   When Jesus gave you view of His yes to die for the evil and well as the good you understood. Jesus made no distinctions of a man's worldly ways for His love for all makes no distinctions. It is man who does so....

 Child, come and know how much I love you. I am your mother who loves you without any obligations to do so for my yes has given us this communion of mother and child. I know your heart and I know your love for me. I come to walk with you into the world for by your yes we walk to gather my children home to the River of the I Am where Eternity flows forth from. Janine, it is of no accident that we have what we have. I have been with you and watched over you all of your life. There were those praying for you even before you were.  Your ancestors have gained Heaven by their yes and walk and work to keep you safe that you may one day be of the angels. Prayer can be for those before and after you. Your dream showed you great fear and hopelessness for you came to the place of the terror of seeing the death of the church within you. You saw the hopelessness of attempting to return to the church that damaged you.  You became lost with no hope of finding your way back.  You fo...

 Child, be at peace. Come and be of the peace that is of my heart. Be of the peace of my Son who left you with the promise of His peace. Come and take in my nurture and truths of the River of the I Am. Come, and as we descend into the depths of the River take in the wisdom that flows forth from these depths. Jesus walked the Earth and showed us the truth and the way. My words take you into the meanings of God's truths that many cannot see for their view is only from the worldly. I give you view and taste from the River of the I Am where the mystical ways and the depths of my words are absorbed. There are the meanings of my words that some will not understand for they cannot see through the noise. There are those who see and hear from these depths where the noise cannot enter for they are of the yes to God and seek relationship with Him that surpasses all noise.  You must filter out the noise to truly know Jesus for the noise clangs with the noise of the pharisees. To view and ...

Janine, my child, come and be known with the mark of Jesus. You are mine and you are of God. You are marked with the name and sign of Jesus. You are and always have been frightened that you would lose your soul. These fears are baseless for they were planted in you by those responsible for your care.Come and be nourished with my nurture and love. You are mine and I shall usher you into Heaven on that day. I will be there to present you to God.  Your prayers have always been to save souls for you are frightened for those who may be taken and sent into hell. God does not send any child to hell. It is each child who shall destroy themselves by the life of their self righteous ego mind that has too much pride to ask God for forgiveness or have the ability to say yes for they see themselves as above all others. Why would God be any different? You must come to accept that there are those who become evil with the self righteousness and pride of their own ego mind.  There are those wh...

 Child, come and be of the peace of my heart and the peace of the River of the I Am where the Light of my womb flows forth from. Come and taste the love that awaits you here. Your yes is the only expectation for by your yes the mystical opens to you. Come and know your yesterday has laid the foundation for your today. On this new day I give you the lesson of this day. We are one within the world for the Holy Spirit walks with us as one. You must come to see that you are part of a whole but you do not see as I do nor as God does for you are but a child in this learning. You let go of yourself that I and the Holy Spirit may do God's work through you. Janine, each day you walk with me and grow in the ways of love and only love . Each day you arise and attend to your soul. With each day you move closer to Heaven for your eyes are upon Jesus.Those who seek love and not self aggrandizement shall find love. Those who seek worldly power find not love but find the power of the snake that te...

 Child, good morning. Let us commune this new day within the depths of the River of the I Am where you begin your day with me.  Let us be as one for I am your mother and you are my child. We have been graced by our Father to be mother and child. You are in daily need of your heavenly mother for my nurture and attention feed you with the food of everlasting life that holds you in our walk into the outside world.  My food and nurture fill you that you may be filled and protected from the noise. Just as the worldly food feeds you for the day, so too, my child, my nurture feeds you for the day, gives you strength and protects you from the disease of the noise. My nurture teaches you as we walk. I carry the nurture of Jesus into you and into the world through you. Jesus walks with us for we gather in His name.  When you walk each day with the filling of my heart and the love of the River of the I Am you are freed from the workings of the noise.  As each day moves tow...

 Child, you come to me with no matter the ways of the noise. You come to me to be filled. Come and enjoy this inch and moment with no matter the call of the outside world. I take away the boundaries of the manmade world that we may commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. I am your mother who loves you with no boundaries to separate. The boundaries of the world say that you and things must be this or that. The boundaries of the world say the world moves because of boundaries. The world says boundaries keep you from me for you are of body and I am of mystical. I place myself deep within your heart where there are no boundaries to separate us whether mystical or human body. You hear me through your body within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. I take away the noise that says we must have boundaries. I take away the boundaries that keep you only in the body and not the mystial. Janine, on this new day, take in the ways of the human and mystical. Take in t...

 Child of mine, come and as you give yourself over to me know that as each day rises, your yes grows with faith and trust and hope.  As each day rises, you become all the more and more of God's will.  God's will for us is to be mother and child and find joy within each inch and moment. In this inch and moment know that we are one and held within the arms of our God. God so loves us that He gave us the Light of my womb where all may know the joy and beauty of Eternity with Him.  Today, Janine, is like no other.  It shall grow you as no other day for this day has been built upon your yesterday. Your yesterday is in the Book of Life and it has been written.  Your today is being written. When you see yourself as God sees you there is awareness and a knowing of your value. You are as the precious stone that must be gazed upon and cherished for it to have value. If the precious stone is hidden within the ground it cannot have value for it must be seen and taken i...

 Child, come and be with me and allow yourself to be in deep prayer with me. As we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am, let us be of prayer that God's will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. As we descend deeper this day than your yesterday, know that you expand all the more and more for your soul absorbs the layers of the River of the I Am. God, our Father, has given us much grace. God, our Creator has given us much life that we may be with Him and know Him within the depths of our own being where our souls abide. Janine, my child, what you taste this new day is of the awareness that the soft voice deep within you is of  your relationship with Jesus, the Son of Man, for God has willed it so. All have the path to Jesus deep within their beings.  All have the path to Jesus by way of the journey into their own soul. The path is simple but fearful for many. The path is feared for it requires a yes to something bigger and beyond the ego mind.   The pa...

 Child, come and taste the freedom to let go of all and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where the peace and beauty of God's Garden abides. Come and take in the beauty that is before you. Come and take in the ways of my heart that counters all of the noise that becomes heavy within the outside world. The beginning of your day gives you the filling of my heart and my nurture that teaches you how much you are loved. As your hands write my words, know that I am your mother who loves you and carries you in all things even when you are deep within the noise that seeks to have you believe my love cannot sustain you. Trust not the noise. Trust what you are seeing from the depths of your own soul.  Janine, take a look into your own soul as I give you view of the workings of your soul. Your soul is clean and pure as God has intended for no one or thing can take that away. To truly believe that you are pure at your very core is to come to know God as God tru...

 Child, come and fret not the time or space for you are my child and I await you with no matter the time or space. Come and be known and cherished for you are my child in whom I delight. Come and take not the words of the noise. Take not the ways of those that may not cherish themselves enough to know they are loved beyond measure. If God cherishes each child, why then do my children not cherish themselves or others? The answer is the noise that seeks to judge, blame and have you believe that you and or others are not worthy of being cherished by their God. God does not sit on a throne and judge. Rather, God awaits relationship with you and holds you in love in the plan of His hand.  God does not place Himself as judge before you or any child.  It is you who shall be the judge of Eternity or not for yourself. God loves with a love that is beyond your human ways.  It is of your human ways that judge and seek vengeance.  Janine, my dear child, the many must come t...

 Child, it is time. Come and let go of yourself that we may commune for we are mother and child and you are in need of filling. Come and taste the joy that fills you. My nurture gives you much in the ways of God's grace for I am your heavenly mother who feeds you with the food of Eternal life. Each day you come to know me. Each day you come to know Jesus and the Holy Spirit that walks with us that the world may know me and my Son and the Holy Spirit through our walk. In your yesterday you found the joy of the view of the miracle of that day when so long ago you gave yourself to Jesus. You wrote His words that this day would come and it would show you the souls that Jesus has brought to us that there may be greater life here on Earth and into Eternity. Come and let this day be of great gratitude for your yes has gained opened hearts and souls in the name of Jesus. Let us walk in the memory of that day when it all began. Jesus foretold you of this day for you had chosen Him with the ...

 Child, I taste your joy and your fortitude for you come to me in spite of all the noise that clangs at you. Your heart is opened and glowing with the love of what we have. The glow flows forth from the River of the I Am for the River glows brightly with the Light that is my Son, Jesus, the Lamb. Your walk with me in your yesterday showed you the love that flows forth from our communion for what we gain in this inch and moment in the ways of communion we carry into the world. Though the form changes, we do not. You are growing, Janine. You now taste both the physical and the mystical in our walk each day. We walk into the world with the mystical form of the River of the I Am that is in your awareness in the inch and moment.  Jesus is showing you His walk of love and only love that is of both the physical and the mystical within each inch and moment.  The boundaries of the world need not hamper our walk. The noise need not hamper the ways of the Holy Spirit. You are learni...

Child, awaken to me. Come and as you place yourself before me take in the beauty of this new day.  Let us move deep within the River of the I Am for this time and space is of you and me. Come and let go of the ways of the surface of the River where the noise lurks.  This new day begins with this holy communion. This new day begins with the filling of my nurture that you may know you are not alone in the walk of life. Take in the love of my Son who holds us in His Light. How is it that we have what we have, Janine? I show you the walk of your life that has gotten you to this inch and moment. Your yes to me as a child is known. Your yes to Jesus as a child is known.  Beyond the pain and suffering of your childhood you reached out to me and in so doing to my Son.  In spite of all that has wounded you, you never lost prayer.  There was much prayer out of fear of damnation, but you never lost the faith deep within your being.  You hid much of yourself from all a...

 Today, my child, you come to me and ask only that I commune with you.  The noise is loud and your fret is understood for the noise attempts to draw you from me.  The noise is loudest upon your awakening for the noise knows your weakest point. The noise asks you to take on the responsibility for what was not yours to take. Come and be held and filled and I shall tell of your dream that caused you pain upon your awakening.  The dream brought you to a new place of inner dwelling. The space was still occupied for it is not wholly your as yet. The woman in your dream was still a part owner of the new dwelling.  Your words to her told her it was only temporary and that she must leave in due time. There was a child who came into the dwelling to take her gatherings and you asked if she were taking the kitten and 2 cats. Her answer was yes but you knew the kitten was dead and wanted to hide her from the pain of the dead kitten. You awoke blaming yourself for the death o...

 Child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. You allow me to fill you with my love and nurture on this new day. Take note of your fingers that hold the ways of my words that rise up from within my heart. Our hearts are connected for my nurture flows into you and through you. My nurture holds the love of the Light of my womb. Let us savor this time for it feeds you that you may in turn feed others with my nurture. My nurture does not judge.  My nurture feeds with the good news of the Resurrection. Take in the love of Jesus and know that we walk into the world with Jesus. Your heart hears Him and your heart hears me for we are of the mystical body of God.  I teach you with my nurture. I feed you with the truths of non judgment, witnessing and holding. I hold you with no reservations. You become naked of heart and soul that you may take in this love that has no judgment or reservations.  I nurtur...

 Child, you are here and you place yourself before me that I may take you into my heart. By this Tabernacle you are freed from the noise. By this Tabernacle we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we flow within the Mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. You have learned to let go of yourself that I may fill you. You are opened within your soul that you may hear and taste me.  I am your mother who nurtures you and feeds you with the ways of the River of the I Am for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. Your dream showed  you the way of your eyes. You searched within the noise to see and to find what cannot be found within the outside world. The love that is deep within you has no longer the eyes of the outside world. The view from the outside world has decayed. Your earthly eyes are gone, Janine.  The other in your dream that decayed represents the need to lose the eyes of the world. Love demands that you allow the misguidedness to decay....

 Child, come. Come and allow our hearts and souls to combine for I am your mother who comes to hold you, nurture you and attend to your soul. Come and let us move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the mystical Living Waters of our God. Today, Janine, is the day of the stars.  Take in the view of the stars above you. Take in the ways the Light of the River takes in the stars. No longer can you say the stars have no meaning. The stars are the gateway to the understanding of the New Earth. As the stars move in the galaxy, so too we move towards the New Earth. You cannot see the movement of the stars but you know their movement by the seasons. You cannot see the movement towards the New Earth but when you look beyond the stars you see the movement.  Open your eyes to see what I see. See beyond the eyes of the Earth. See what is beyond the horizons. See God's Movement towards the New Earth in everything you do. Your yesterday gave you view of ...

 Child, take the breath of letting go that you may let go of yourself. Take in the breath of my heart that joins us in communion. Let us flow as one into the depths of the River of the I Am.  Take in the expanded senses deep within you as we move deeper into the depths of God's plan for us. God's plan for us is to walk into the world hand in hand and soul to soul in the presence of Jesus. We walk in the circle of the one God who encompasses all. God's plan for us is to walk into the world with no expectations, desires, wants or judgments as to any outcomes for God's plan works in the inch and moment and does not seek the next until this one is lived. You cannot say you know the outcome of the next inch and moment until this one has been lived. You must walk through this one to see the choices of the next one.   God's plan for us is to trust that each step we take we have choices.  Each step determines the choices for the next inch and moment. Each step we take w...