Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, breathe in and take in this Tabernacle. Breathe out all that is of the noise for I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot enter. Today is anew with love that spreads into you and rests there and when you are filled it shall spread into the world for we walk as one here as well as into the world of noise. Noise cannot cling to you but it clangs in your ears for this is the way of the noise. You awaken to me and to this Tabernacle where you are renewed and prepared to enter the world to gather those placed before us that others may have what we have. Peace is within. Love is within. Joy is within. When the body opens and becomes naked peace, love and joy can be exhumed. When the body becomes naked of heart and soul God's promises become known and tasted. It is by the body that you come to know God. It is by the body that you feel loved. It is by the body that you may taste God. The body has been given you that you may take in the mystical as ...

 Child, I am here and I take you into the River of the I Am with your yes. Life within these depths takes its course in the ways of God's will and design. Love here is unconditional. In spite of what the world asks of you, know that what is here within the River is unconditional. Unconditional here is love that loves with no regards to the rules that man has made.  You are in a world where there are rules that attempt to make good for all and there are rules made in hatred of others. There are man made laws that have little to do with God and more to do with the self righteousness of man. You are made heavy with the noise that asks you to judge one law over another. Janine, you know and see the evil in the world and you are confused over the role of judgment. Judgment is never by God but by man. Do not fall into the darkness of judgment. Evil is evil that is cast within men who seek laws for only their benefit. To love is to seek to make all of one cloth as it is in Heaven....

 Janine, come and let go of yourself that I may take away the noise. Come and be of my heart that communes with you within the River of the I Am. Let your hands become mine where the noise leaves you. When you place yourself here take note of the love that fills you and surrounds you. Your earthly body is beginning to understand what "turn the other cheek" of Jesus ' words mean. To give the other cheek is not to be of powerlessness. Rather, my child, to give the other cheek is to know that to do so is to allow God's power to make love and not war.  It is not of your worry to make peace with those who war for only God can make peace with those who war for their hearts are closed. I say to you that the fruits of giving the other cheek are many and growing for each time you do not wage war of words to try to take up the hands of war you allow Jesus to do His work. Janine, you have been awakened to the truth that you cannot reach those of war with war of words. To stop ...

Good morning, my child. I hold you and show you the ways of the River of the I Am where our God and Father abides.   Child, these days have found you witnessing to the ways of the world. By God's love you witness with the letting go of the need to judge. By God's love you are witnessing all the more and more with the eyes of the River of the I Am.  You know the evil that is in the world and you know those who pray for truth and those who work to evade the troth. To be of God's witness is to simply watch and witness for one day you shall witness before the face of God.  Jesus walks with us and asks only to allow His Holy Spirit to flow through all things. Through our communion you witness to all and watch God's power move over the Earth.  There are the many more today who love and there are the less today that hate. One child at a time is moved into the River of the I Am through God's power of love where mercy and love and nonjudgment abide.  Come and know y...

 Child, breathe out with the breath of letting go. Breathe in the breath that takes you to me at this Tabernacle. Breathe in my love. I hold you with my heart. I am your mother in the ways of God's plan. My dear child, the world is heavy.  I make you light that we may walk into the world armed in love and only love. Today finds us in the humbleness of the River of the I Am. Do not confuse humbleness with powerlessness for in our humbleness we wear the power of the River of the I Am.  When you give all to God you become wrapped in the power of His love that is far beyond human understanding. Love such as this makes humble our walk for to be of God's power is to know that we need only allow God to take us and use us to gather all His children unto Him. When you give all to God you are trusting in His power to move the Earth towards the Kingdom of the New Earth where we shall walk with Jesus and all of our ancestors. Jesus is God.  Today we move into the world and walk ...

Child, come and trust in the ways of my heart for I am your mother who loves you and holds you and nurtures you in the ways of the River of the I  Am. Today finds you in confusion. Let go and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where confusion becomes awareness. You are confused over your body. Your body speaks to you of truth that resides in your innards.   Your body tells you when you are hungry. Your body tells you when it is time to rest. Your confusion comes from not listening to your body. You come to me today in need of your mother to hold you and aid you with your confusion. Janine, you are in need of resting your innards. You are in need of listening to your innards for they tell you what you need in the ways of your hunger, thirst and rest.  You are in your human body and must care for it. You cannot be of peace when your body is not of peace.  Come this new day and allow me to fill you with the peace of my Son and when you ar...

 Child, come and awaken to me within this Tabernacle. Place your hand on this Tabernacle and take in the love and holiness of this place and time for we are on sacred ground. You are of my heart and I am of our relationship within the River of the I Am. The River of the I Am is a holy place and on sacred ground. The River of the I Am is of the grace of your yes for you have added to the power of the River.  On this new day you are here and you are being prepared to gain more for you have given yourself over to me that we may become as one in all you do. You are being filled with my love and nurture. You are being quiet and still here that you may hear me. You are of the nakedness of heart and soul that you may know me and all of the River of the I Am. All flow as one here for the yes combines and never separates. Yes, my child, you are of the human body but it need not separate. Rather, the yes and our communion joins.  You need only say yes and I am allowed to walk with ...

 Child of mine, breathe in the life of the River of the I Am. Breathe in the love of my heart that holds you and fills you with my nurture and the nurture of Jesus for we are one within this holy space. You are opened in all places that can now take in love in all corners of your being.  I give you view on this new day. I give you view of the places you have come from that you may know where you are in this new day. From the dawn of your life you were destined to be of your design as all of God's children. I show you where the door closed to your heart. You were but a small child when you were torn from what was known to a place of fear and terror.  Your heart and soul were closed for a small child could not bear to be taken away from what was known to a place where nothing was known. When you met me you were very wounded and in need of love that did not wound.  By the sacred witness your story was heard, By the sacred witness you felt love. By the sacred witness you...

 Janine, my child, let us flow into the River of the I Am where we commune for we are mother and child.  We are of the River of the I Am where all of the yes abide. The beauty of our souls is of God. The beauty of our communion is of God.  The Savior is of our God. By God's hand His Son walked the Earth and gave us Eternity. By God's hand The Earth revolves around the sun. All of the universe is of God. To walk the Earth is to know Eternity whether you are of the yes or no for God's love cannot be usurped. Not one soul shall be lost. To be of the River of the I Am is to move closer and closer to the truths of God's love. Each day grows you in the ways of the River of the I Am. Trust is built upon these days for each day that we commune and walk with Jesus you grow you in knowledge of God's ways. You trust that each day builds the relationship with Jesus and me. You trust that we are constant in your life and trust that love and only love is the language we use. Neve...

 Good morning, my child. The day has arrived and you are here to attend to your soul.  I am your heavenly mother who attends to your needs on this new day of our Creator. This new day begins with our communion that you may be renewed in the commitment of the Covenant. Today, the sun rises with us. Jesus rises with us. Jesus is within and through us. He has given us His Holy Spirit that walks with us to give what you have received. Joy is the fruit of our communion.  God is mighty. God is mightier than any king or ruler.  Love is His power for He loves beyond human understanding.  Your yesterday saw you give up the war of  "words."  His voice was clear, Janine. Let go of the need to use words to teach those who are not in the opened position for they hear not and they are of war. War may be of words only, but make no mistake, words of self righteousness declare war.  The ego mind within is often very self righteous. Its fruit is war. War of words d...

 Child, how is it that you are in love? How is it that you find joy in witnessing to those placed before us?How is it that each day finds you with excitement of doing God's will? As each day rises, you attend to this Tabernacle that gains you the grace to find joy in all things. Each day you attend to this Taberncale that you may be filled in order to fill. Each day you attend to this Tabernacle that you may grow in the ways of love and only love.  Each day you open to your design where the seed of God lies. Each day you open to your design where nothing is hidden that all parts may take in joy, the sun and the love and the beauty of God's designs. You are not only filled but you are also grown each day. The one day leads to the excitement of the next for the one day builds the next in the ways of love and only love.  Love begets more and more love. You are loved with no boundaries or exceptoms and you are learning to love with no boundaries or exceptions. You are grown s...

 Child, Come and be with me within the River of the I am where we commune. Come, and as you breathe me in, take note of the newness of this day. Take in the fresh air of the River of the I Am. Take in the beauty of our hearts that now beat as one. Take in all that we have. I nurture you in the ways of the River of the I Am where your yes gains us much grace. I feed you with the Light of my womb, Jesus, who flows through us and walks with us in all things. I do not come to take away but to add. I do not come to make us before Jesus but to make us one with Jesus. I come to hold you that you may hear me and hear Jesus. We are mother and child. Jesus and I are mother and child.  I am mother to you and to all. I am mother to Jesus. I walk with you into the world to gather my children to me. I walk with you into the world to gather all to Jesus.  Just as you find joy in being a mother, so too I find joy in being mother to you and to all.  As we walk into the world we are m...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I invite you to this Tabernacle in this time and place. I am pleased that you have come to me with no matter the noise. Come and be filled. Come and be known for I am your mother who holds you and knows all of you. I fill you with love that shall sustain you this day.  Do not take the ways of the noise that asks you to doubt. Do not make any matter of the noise for it is only noise. It can  only clang at you. Give the noise no attention or power. I know this is difficult for the noise clangs in your ears. By day's end the noise often makes you weary. At the end of your day you are in need of rest. At the end of the day you are in need of me for you are weary. I end the day with you. I hold you in a love that is beyond the noise. I am pleased that we begin and end the day in solitude and communion.  When you are filled we shall walk into the world of noise and teach my children to come to me to be loved and attended to. We shall e...

 Child, I am here and I take your yes to me and take you into my heart that leaves behind the noise. Come and take note of the ways of the power of the River of the I Am that takes us into the depths of God's love for us. There is no day that is like another for we move deeper into God's love as we commune. You are growing all the more and more in God's love. As we take in this new day, take note of the ways of the River of the I Am. Take in the scent of the River. Take in the scent of your own soul. Upon your awakening this new day the scent of your soul came upon you. It was not a scent of the earth. Rather, It was the scent of your soul commingling with the earth.  The scent was also one of the awareness that it was new to you.  Your senses are growing, my child. The scent was of the newness of this day for it has awakened you to what is within you and is beyond you. Take in this scent for it is of the newness of you and not the old. Your confusion was because it was n...

 Child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. We commune that I may fill you and prepare you to walk with me into the world. You are being filled and being loved that you may love. I nurture you that you may find the joy of motherhood as we walk to witness to those placed before us.  I take you into the world to attest to the love of mother. The mother of Jesus is the mother of all for this is of God's design. To attest is to be of little words for to attest and to witness is to take in the words and needs of others.  To attest is to know that in quietness and listening to others stories is to attend. To attend is to be of the listener and to pay attention to another's needs. You cannot do the work of attending and witnessing when you are not attended to and heard yourself. You must be of the ways of Jesus where you hear, see and taste the needs of others that they may i...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. Come and be alive with the wings of love and only love. My love fills you in places food cannot. My love holds you in ways the outside world cannot. Jesus lives within the all of you as well for it is He that is within me.  We walk in the name of Jesus. We walk with Jesus who is with us in all things. We walk that we may change the noise in others to the truths of God's love and only love. You are of the River of the I Am. We walk to gather others to the River that they may see and have what we have. Love is contagious when the heart is opened for it gathers rather than separates. Love has great power for it spreads as the wildfire. Love spreads for the good of my children for love counters all anger, evil and hate.  You are forever changed by love. You are forever awake for what has been seen and tasted cannot be taken away. Each child has God's seed and has been opened and naked at the very beginning and therefore eve...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you have come to me for I am your mother who finds joy in your attendance to this Tabernacle. You are of your design for you have opened your heart and soul where your design is exposed. I find joy in holding and feeding you. I find joy in our walk into the world when you are filled. I move through you to gather my children to me that all may one day have what we have.  I am of gratitude for you have come to the River of the I Am where God's graces are showered upon us. We are one here within the River of the I Am for all are of the yes.  The yes need not be of perfection. All is needed is a yes to other than the noise for the noise casts doubt where the River of the I Am holds the truth of Eternity.  Joy is in the walk, my child. Joy is in the inch and moment for there is nothing more precious than this inch and moment where all is seen and tasted and witnessed to. When you can remain in this special place of this inch and moment...

 Child, you are awake and awakened. You awake each new day that I may awaken you to the ways of the River of the I Am. Come, let go of all that you may be with me in this inch and moment and when you are filled we shall move once again into the outside world where my children yearn for their mother. You become of my heart all the more and more each day. You become of the ways of Jesus more and more each day. The Kingdom is for all. The Kingdom is within for God is held within your very soul. By God's seed within you have access to the Kingdom for you have been made of His cloth. You are of the cloth of Eternity. You know the way of the yes that takes you into the realm of awakenness. To be awake here within the River is to know the Kingdom is within you for you hear, taste and use all of your senses to know Him. You know Him through your body for there deep within you God resides. No need to search outside of yourself for God is here deep within. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child, I am your mother and I await your attendance to this Tabernacle that we may commune in the ways of the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am as destined by God. I am mother to all by the life and death of the Light of my womb. God has graced me greatly.  In humbleness we are mother and child for God has graced us with His love and His seed. Wisdom flows forth from the River of the I Am. Wisdom has little to do with the knowledge within the world. Wisdom rises us from the depths of the soul when the soul is exposed. All of the knowledge in the world is useless without wisdom. There are those who are said to have little knowledge and yet are very wise. Wisdom resides in the quietness of the heart and soul where God's voice abides. Wisdom is in quietness and not boisterous self righteousness. Wisdom knows that in quietness the soul is heard. The noise cannot bear wisdom for wisdom has as its source our Father and Creator, our God. The n...

 Child, come. I am pleased that you arrive here each day to begin the day with me and attend to this Tabernacle where your heart and soul abide with me. Today, I fill you that you may enter the outside world with me where we witness to those placed before us. We witness to the world that all may be written into the Book of Life.  Firstly, however, you must be filled that you may be renewed in the ways of my love and my heart. Janine, to do the work of the sacred witness you must be of the River of the I Am where your yes resides and is taken in by God's Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is part of us for we are of the yes. The yes is simple but profound for it raises up the Holy Spirit within us that we may walk into the world armed with the power of love and only love.  Love that flows from the River flows through us and into the world. Take note of the peace that we walk with. Take note of the joy that is deep within your heart. This joy can never be taken away even when the...

 Child, come and know me. Come and know how much you are loved. I am your mother who loves you beyond measure. To know me is to know how much I love all of my children. By God's hand I am mother to all. No more do you carry jealousy. No longer do you carry a need to judge those who wounded you. You now have love where there was once anger and hatred.  You have walked with me and Jesus all these years and in God's timing the power of love healed you that you could let go of hatred, jealousy and war within you. Where there was once emptiness and longing there is now a fullness of your heart that knows love. The power of the River of the I Am has graced you with a healing that has gained you the knowing that love is more powerful than anger and hate.  Patience and fortitude is of our walk this new day for you have come to know the power of God's love which shall one day overtake all anger, hatred and evil.  Your story of moving from anger and hatred to love and only lov...

 Child, breathe and let go of yourself. To be able to let go of yourself is to allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. To let go is to allow me to hold you and take you into my heart where we commune as one. To choose me is to choose Jesus. To choose me is to allow me to show you just how a mother's love can love without boundaries or judgments. Come and be loved, held and nurtured. Today, Janine, finds you of my heart and of the River of the I Am where my nurture renews you. Today is a new day in a new depth for each day you and I move deeper and deeper into the awareness and graces of God our Father. To move to this depth it was necessary to live your yesterday with me and the Holy Spirit in order that you might grow to this depth. Take in this new place for it is a place of awareness and understanding of God's way. Yesterday you learned that your longing for justice shall be filled as Jesus spoke of.  That longing is in the hands of Jesus. Your confus...

  Janine, my child, come and be known to all of the River of the I Am. Time has no place here. All of the Heavens have the time to be with us in the Holy Space of the River of the I Am. Time is boundaried within the outside world where the many use busyness to see not God's love.  The many of my children see and want what we have but do not possess the understanding and awareness of how to do so. To say yes to something bigger than yourself is to begin the journey to building solid ground within each inch and moment. The many want what we have but cannot make the time to attend to their own soul for they see not the ways of God and Eternity. The many use busyness to run from God. Ponder this lesson that is simple and needed. To make solid ground you must become still. In stillness the noise must flee. In stillness you learn to let go of yourself and wait upon the heart to open. To open the heart opens the soul that can now enter into communion with its Creator.

 My child, it is the time of day that your yes is heard and you call upon this Tabernacle. Your hands come to me as does the all of you.Your hands are graced with the ways of my heart and the ways of Jesus. There are those times you hear the soft voice of Jesus who speaks to you through relationships with others. Jesus shows you the way to witness without the noise. I walk with you to hold you and let you know I am here with you as well. We walk with the taste of the River of the I Am. Do not doubt that you are known and understood for you are opened to all parts. To become the more naked in all parts is to become all the more and more of the peace and joy of Jesus. Janine, there shall always be those times that the noise grabs at you. But the noise can no longer take hold of you. It causes fret and angst within you but it cannot take hold as it did before. Each day grows you in the ways of trust and fortitude for your yes to God cannot be of any other way. You grow each new day fo...

 Child, come and l shall take you into the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and let us be of God's design. Today finds you weary. Today finds you in need of my love and renewal. Your dream has taken you into the space of understanding. You are weary because of the need to be renewed. Come and allow me to fill you and show you the way of your dream. Your awareness of "your arrogance" was noted in your dream and the two men who showed you the way of God's love were Jesus and His Holy Spirit. When you asked for forgiveness Jesus and His Holy Spirit showed you the mechanism that brings forgiveness. You were shown how fragile you became and how thankful that those who were there were there for you in spite of your arrogance. They showed you the ways of healing for what they did for you "worked". Janine, I make it simple for you. Your yesterday showed you the part of your story where you were hiding from the truth and when t...

 Child, be awakened to my heart on this new day. Take in the ways of your heart that join mine here within this Tabernacle. Take in how each day is anew where the old is no more and the new is ahead. Take in the beauty of this inch and moment for it shall pass and there shall be no other as this moment and inch. It is hard for the human body to comprehend the joy of this inch and moment when it is searching for something in the next. This inch and moment is often lost when you search for something in the next that has not been established.  Come and take in my love that renews you and powers you.  Take in our communion that has no boundaries. Take in the softness of this inch and moment. Take in your heart that yearns no more for its mother for you have found her. Your dreams of losing treasured people in your life shall never be. It is merely a fear for you were taught that people will leave you forever. The truth is within your soul where all is forever. Nothing is lost...

 Child of mine, I am here and I am here to feed you and nurture you for I am your mother of the River of the I Am. Come and breathe out with the breath of letting go that I may take you in. Be of my heart and my hands this new day. The noise has no place here for you are deep within the depths of the River of the I Am. Your body is being filled as is your heart for I come to feed the all of you. I fill you with the food of God's love and graces for I am your mother by God's hand. Your hands are my hands while you are here for your hands write my words of love and only love. I do not come to control or take away your choices for these are of God's will. I love as God loves where love gives you all choices over your body and heart and soul.  You have chosen this Tabernacle and you attend to your heart and soul each new day and each end of the day. As we walk within the day I walk with you in all of your choices. Your yes to me allows me to work through you in all of your choi...

 Child, come and be with me in this time and in this space. I love you, Janine. I love that we are mother and child. I give to you with no expectations of return other than your yes to be mother and child in the ways of the River of the I Am where my nurture fills you and prepares you for the day. There are those who ask why they were born. This is the question of Eternity. The outside world holds much pain for many. Man has caused this pain because of the ego mind that sees itself above God and therefore makes its own rules and boundaries to separate. When you see God as love and only love you see how much you are loved in spite of the misguidedness of the ego mind. There is the evil that wounds many and destroys hope. This is a great sadness over the world and this is why we walk. We walk to bring hope into the world and the assurance of Eternity. To come to know you are forever is to taste the Light of my womb that carries Eternity to each child with no exceptions. To know God's...

 Child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Let us be of the River of the I Am where God's love flows forth from. Let us commune in the beauty and power of the River for the River fills with love and power. Today, my child, you carry more than your yesterday in the ways of love and fortitude. You carry my  heart in deeper and deeper ways today for your heart expands each day to take in the more and more. As you heart expands so too the power of God's love within you expands. I walk with you to expand love into the world. The noise cannot expand what God expands. Love is grown from love that is of God. The noise may appear to be love but it is only on the surface and has as its goal self righteousness. Janine, you know of the appearance of love for it is superficial and has no depths. Love that has depth listens and witnesses. Love that preaches has no depth and is more concerned with its own self righteousness rather than love of another. Love of ano...

 Child, fear not for I am with you. The love we have has no boundaries.  Let go and taste me. Let go and hear me. Let go and allow me to take you into the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. To be mine is to come to know love and only love. A child must be nurtured to know its mother. I come to nurture you and all of my children. I love with a mother's love that nurtures and builds rather than breaks down. Love has its roots in God's love for it is by God that we know this kind of love. Love that cannot nurture has its roots in woundedness. Love that cannot nurture is of the sad story of not feeling loved.  Love that cannot nurture tells of a woundedness that has caused hiddenness for hidden wounds bind one to blindness. Sadly there are many of my children who hide from their own story where blindness lives.  Janine, my child, we walk to witness to one's story that by opening up the wound the story is freed from its blindness. That is ...