Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, come and know the holding and gentleness of the River of the I Am where we are held in the lifeblood of Jesus where peace lives. Come, my dearest child, and know your mother who holds you and breathes with you and through you that we may enjoy the mystical ways of the River of the I Am.  Let us take this time and space to be quiet and enjoy the peace of this garden of God's love for us. Taste what we have on this new day that awakens you to this Tabernacle. Take in this nurture that fills you to overflowing where the overflow touches those placed before us. We are not alone when we touch others.  We are with Jesus who touches souls with us and through us. Take note of your heart as it beats with the heartbeat of my heart and the heart of the River of the I Am. It is here that Jesus abides. Be still now and take in what we have. Be still and take in Jesus in the silence of your heart. 

 Janine, my child, come, and as you let go of your entire being, take note of how I hold you in the gentleness of the River of the I Am. As we move into the depths of the River within your depths, take note of the way Jesus flows with us and through us for all of the River flows with the lifeblood of Jesus. Today, my child, you place yourself before me and before this Tabernacle that we may be mother and child in the holding of the River of the I Am where we commune. Take note of your hands as they write my words. Take note of how you take in my words that flow forth from your hands. Love is within my words that give life and depth and breath to your hands. Love is within our communion that is with Jesus who is love and only love. Words are an attempt to show what we have. But words alone cannot describe what we have for we have the touch of the mystical that touches with no words, but rather, touches with the touch of Jesus. Jesus touches the soul with His love and peace that cann...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am for the anew is here. Come and be awakened to what we have. Come and allow us to commune where you take in my words and write them for me. To see the old and know it is the old and allow it to show you that it is old is to become whole. The old parts come to show that which has been hidden within you for many years and where this hiddenness caused you to  be separated from the whole. These separated parts show you the wounds that bound you in hiddenness.  To seek God in this moment allows God's will to be done for it is by God's grace that the old rises up and shows itself. Therefore, my child, do not see this rising as wrong or bad. Rather, see this rising as God sees it where the parts that forced you into hiding are now becoming part of the whole that sees God as God truly is and that is love and only love where His design is to make you whole. To become whole is to allow God to do the dri...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where our love dances in the Light of the Lifeblood of the River. Here, my child, you are free from the boundaries of the earth. Here, my child, our love for each other is known. You write my words from the depths of the River of the I Am where our souls commune with Jesus. All of the River join us in our dance of love and only love. Love and only love holds no anger. Love and only love holds no judgments. Love and only love keeps no jealousy even when it may creep in from the old. Love and only love learns to not keep score upon another. Love and only love lives in the moment and not the old spaces. Love and only love seeks not to predict the future for God makes folly of those who attempt to predict what even God does not predict. Folly attempts to see into the future. The wise seek to take care of what is here that the future may be taken care of.  The wise seek only to witness to what is here ...

 Janine, my child, as your hands attend to this Tabernacle take note of the letting go of all that is of the noise. We move into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot enter. Take note of how your body becomes freer from that which is on the surface of the River of the I Am. To be of these depths is to have come to realize that all was started all those years ago when you began to trust in my love and my words that came through this Tabernacle. Your yes of those years ago and your daily attendance to this Tabernacle have gained you these depths for one day builds upon the previous. Today, Janine, it is a new day and it is a deeper day within your soul for you flow with me deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am.  You also grow your foundation each day where you see from a higher ground.  As we move deeper and deeper into the River of the I Am, the ground beneath you grows as well. As the ground grows beneath your feet, you see from the clearer ...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you back to this Tabernacle. You are loved and you attend to me and to your soul that we may hold each other in the ways of mother and child. You now know the love of your heavenly mother who holds and judges you never. I hold you with the love of my heart that fills, attends to, and brings Jesus into our communion for it is by Jesus that we have what we have. I had to go through the pain of watching my Son die for all of man. Jesus, the lamb, has paid for all sins of man with no matter the gravity of those sins. His death alone gives us heed to see each child as He sees each child for to die for all men with no matter the gravity of their sins is to love with a love beyond human understanding. Take hold of Jesus who is in this inner depth with us and know His love. Take hold of Jesus and know the touch of His peace. Take hold of Jesus at this depth and taste the ways of your design for you were designed to love as Jesus loves. With each depth you grow ...

 Janine, my child, let us be mother and child once again here within the River of the I Am. Come and let me show you how the River flows at this depth for your yesterday has grown you that we may move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus. These depths show you purpose. These depths show you the face of Jesus for the River holds the face of Jesus. To see Jesus is to see all of God's children in the same way and that is to see the soul that shines through the face. See the face of Jesus as He shows you His soul for Jesus does not cover over His soul. See Jesus in your soul where He abides. See the face of Jesus that shows you who He truly is. His soul shines through Him as it does with all of God's children who have unmasked themselves that their soul may be seen and known and loved for what it holds and what it is. Jesus shows us how to be unmasked. The soul is that which cannot be harmed or destroyed. The soul takes us into Eternity. Let t...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. I am pleased that you come to me to attend to what we have. Come and be filled. Come and be known. Come and let us commune with Jesus within the mystical living waters of the River of the I Am. It is not necessary to make judgments or seek to be anything other than what is of your design. The ego mind wishes to make complicated that which is simple. Take note of how simple it is here within the depths of the River of the I Am. Take note of how simply the River flows in gentleness and joy and peace. Take note of how your heart beats in the gentleness and simplicity of God's graces. No need to be of anything other than what is within your soul for the soul knows how to await and witness to what is before you. It is the noise that complicates the beauty of God's graces.  Janine, my child, it is not the outside world that makes simple. It is the inside world of the mystical living waters of the R...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you are here before me. Do not take matter with the ways you approach this Tabernacle for you place yourself before me with your entire being and that is all that is necessary to taste me and to move with me into the depths of the River of the I Am. To ask yourself to change yourself to be of something that is not of you is to be foolish. I take you as you are when you come to me. I take you into my heart as you are when you place yourself before me.  I do not judge, my child. I show you the foolishness of judging yourself harshly. When you are of the opened heart and soul there shall always be the choices as to whom you attend to for love gives what it receives when you walk from the view of the River of the I Am. Janine, my dearest child, we walk to give to others what we have. When you choose to attend to another, I walk with you and attend with you. This is not a disruption that takes you away from me.  Rather, it is a gift of God ...

 Janine, my child, come and know that your effort pleases me and Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Your prayers are our prayers for you seek to be of God's will in all things. Your effort is known and makes joy.  God is as the making and baking of bread. You make your bread with effort and patience. You gather the ingredients and knead the dough in the knowing that the bread shall rise with leavening and effort and patience and trust. Such is the way of God's love for us. He makes much grace and effort and patience to grow us in the ways of His love for us.  God is patient, very patient for He knows our humanity.  God calls out His Holy Spirit to grow us in the ways of love and only love that we may rise above all and become the bread that loves and feeds as He loves and feeds. It is in our design to make effort to love ourselves and in so doing love others that humanity may grow in love and patience and trust. God is within us. He has placed within us the leav...

 Janine, my child, you are changed as this day arises anew. You can never be as of your yesterday for it has grown you that your rest may cement what you have gained in the ways of your love and only love for yourself, others and the earth beneath your feet. As you expand, my child, your vision of what is expands. While your body ages you grow in the ways of Jesus and His great love for you and for others and for all of God's earth. Today begins as no other even though on the surface it may appear to be the same as other days. Beneath the surface all is new and more grounded than your yesterday. The body ages but the soul does not. There are those who will only expand when the body dies. Theirs is a sad place on the surface of the River of the I Am but their soul shall have the opportunity to expand in the next life. We walk in prayer for all for all are of God's design whether hidden or not.  All have a beautiful design that is capable of hearing God's voice deep within wh...

 Janine, come and taste this new day with me. Let us move into the depths of your soul where the River of the I Am flows with Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River and your soul.  Your soul knows Jesus and me. Your soul is protected from harm by God's commandment for God is the  gatekeeper of your heart and soul. No man nor mountain can destroy what God has intended for you and all of His children.  Your heart and soul holds the truth for Jesus abides in each heart and soul and is showing us the truth and the way in each inch and moment of our walk. I taste your love for me. I hold you in my heart that holds the love of my womb, Jesus. Today, Janine, shall give you another day to walk with me into the world to witness to others that others may open their hearts and souls to what is deep within where Jesus abides.  I taste your joy and peace. I hold you in my joy and peace. There is no amount of the clanging of the noise nor stress nor war that can damage you w...

 Janine, come and let us be of prayer as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. As you take in my nurture, let us pray that the Earth gains peace, the peace that lies within each soul. Each soul that finds peace showers that peace within the world. Man must make peace within that the world without may know peace. To have peace within gives every other soul the respect and love that is within the self. To love another as self is to seek peace that it may be shared and where wars without will end. I show you the peaceful world within your soul, Janine. I show you how this peace spreads and declares no more war within or without. To love all souls is to honor all souls with no regard to what is seen on the outside.  I show you the wars that make men angry and hateful and shower others in their war.  The River of the I Am flows in love and only love and it shall one day overcome hate and war.  Be of peace, Janine. Be of hope, Janine, and all shall be done in G...

Janine, my child, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. Rest with me and take in what we have. I show you the lesson of your yesterday that gives you this peace and rest today. Come and rest with me now knowing that your yesterday, as tense as it was, was protected by Jesus. Let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where your joy and love was as a beacon of light even through the tenseness. Your soul knew that you could hear Jesus and allowed Him to carry you even in all of the tenseness and fear. Janine, How great is the grace of Jesus who used your yesterday to show you the way of His love for you. You heard His voice speak to you of love and of His commitment to you.  Jesus showed you that even in the most tense times when the old fears rise up, He is there to carry you. In that one breath you were able to hear and allow Him to carry you. Rather than project into the future, you were able to remain in the tenseness in each and every moment rather than make attempts to go...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune and where you are filled with the love of my heart and my womb. Jesus is with us in all things for we gather together in our yes.  I prepare you for the day. You know not what awaits us on this new day. We know not the ways of the inch and moment ahead of us. We do know, however, that Jesus is with us in each inch and moment to show the way. I shall be with you. Jesus shall be with us. The River of the I Am flows with us. No need to fear for you are protected by the River of the I Am and God's promises. The Covenant with man is set in the stone of God's promises. There is Eternity and there is a love that cannot end between God and man.  Trust in the promises of God. When you doubt, allow your soul to speak for it holds the soft voice of Jesus who calms any doubts or storms. Take in this inch and moment that calms you and feeds you. Allow the next inch and moment to show itse...

 Today, my child, is anew and carries us into the depths of the River of the I Am where we leave the noise behind and commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and let us hold each other in the ways of our souls where Jesus and the River of the I Am abide. Taste the love of your soul that communes with mine. Our souls are forever. Our souls know God. Our souls know the great love of Jesus for it is He and His Holy Spirit that abide in our souls. To listen and taste the soul is to see and taste the mystical ways of the River of the I Am. Jesus knows your prayers before you pray them for He sees your soul. The soft voice of Jesus has told you that He carries you in all things for your yes has made it so. Jesus has shown you that when you give Him your prayers the burdens become His. He willingly takes all of your worries and prayers and burdens from you and makes you light that you may take leave of the worries and burdens.  Take the breath that lets go and gives all to Jesu...

 Janine, as you gaze upon this rose garden, know that it is made of your love wrapped up in my love for this garden represents what we have. Your heart slows that you may take in your mother. I feed you with my nurture and the love of my womb, Jesus. You are humble of heart and soul. You learn a bit more and taste a bit more of me each day for your soul takes in a bit more each day. Know that these roses show your love for me in a physical way and my love returns to you in a physical and mystical way.  You are learning that it matters less and less what others may deem to be absent, which is your exposed soul that knows what it knows for the exposed soul knows the truth of God.  We have what we have by God's grace and design. You were designed to be naked of body and soul where the two walk in a wholeness that knows God and one day you shall return to the nakedness of  both again for this is God's promise to you and to all of His children. My yes and the yes of Jesus...

  Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle that you may enter into my heart and into the River of the I Am where we are able to commune in the ways of mother and child. Watch and taste as the noise remains on the surface while we flow into the depths of the River. Watch and taste as your breath slows and takes in my nurture. Watch and taste as the surroundings become of the mystical where you hear, see and taste my love and the love of Jesus who carries us with His  lifeblood. The day is rising anew where the old is left behind. You are anew today, Janine, for you are expanding here with me and Jesus. Today, you are anew for your yesterday grew you in the ways of God's love for you.  You cannot compare your yesterday to today for today moves within the world and the universe like no other day. The hairs on your head are growing today. The earth is growing today unlike your yesterday.  The universe is growing today unlike your yesterday.  Do not compare nor make ...

 Janine, my child, I am here at this Tabernacle and I  welcome you that we may commune for I am your mother who wishes to hold you and feed you that you may be prepared for the day and that you may know my love that does not make demands upon you. As age creeps up upon you, you are coming to see the ways of acceptance of what is. Your body holds love and only love for we walk as one within the world. Your body ages all the while. Your spirit, however, is ageless and grows all the more and more ageless as your body grows old. There are many who just grow old with no awareness of the agelessness of their souls. We walk to give to others what we have for to grow old with no trust that there is more awaiting you after the body dies is to grow old with great fear and terror.  We do not speak of such things to those placed before us for the soul opens when attended to. Words are not necessary for the Holy Spirit joins us and speaks to the soul of another without words. 

 Today, my child, you come to me and make holy this day for your attendance to this Tabernacle makes holy what we have. No need for expectations or wants for we are mother and child in a communion made possible by the life and death of Jesus. We are mother and child. I feed you with the food of my womb. I hold you within the lifeblood of the River of the I Am that is the lifeblood of Jesus. We flow with Jesus who takes us and carries us for our yes makes it so. Our yes is the yes to be of our design and to allow our design to  unfold in the ways of love and only love. No need to deny yourself the walk of the human. Rather, we walk within the world as well as the mystical for this is of your human design. To shed the body one day does not mean the end. Rather, it means the transfer to another form that relinquishes the body for the choice must be made to choose or not choose Jesus sans the body where the naked truth of Jesus lies.  The ultimate trust is to trust that you s...

Janine, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we may commune in the gentleness and peacefulness of the River. I feed you as we hold each other in the presence and love of my womb, Jesus. Jesus comes to promise something better.  Jesus comes to be in relationship with you where peace and joy are the fruits of these promises.  Life shall be better because Jesus loves all into Eternity.  Multiply what you have now by tenfold and then tenfold more. When that is reached it shall be tenfold more and expand into Eternity. Jesus is the light.  Jesus is the beginning and the forever. Jesus knows you better than you know yourself. Come and be with Jesus and hear His soft voice.  His voice tells you to "Come and believe and trust in me for I have something  better than your human ways can ever imagine. Come and follow me for I am the truth and the way."

 Janine, my child, come and show yourself at this Tabernacle. Come and do not be of any fear for I am your mother and I shall always hold this Tabernacle dear to us for this is the way of God's design for us.  To be of this Tabernacle is to know Jesus for we commune with Him within the depths of the River of the I Am that flows within the depths of your soul. The Kingdom is within, my child. You honor your soul and you honor your body by this attendance. To breathe in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am is to breathe within the mystical.  Today is anew with love and only love. Today is anew with our walk within the world. Today is anew with your filling that prepares you for our walk.  We walk to open others to their design. We walk to be of the motherhood that holds but does not control or judge. We walk to witness to the design of others that what is closed off may open. We walk to share what we have. We have Jesus and His Holy Spirit who shows us the way.

 Janine, my child, take note of how your hands slow as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where all is slowed that you may take in all. Take in the way we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where your heart and soul and body commune with me and with Jesus. We are unencumbered by the surface here. We have no boundaries to encumber here. Love is within and through us here. We are of prayer here for our souls are intricately connected to Jesus who is our prayer. To be in communion with Jesus is to know that we pray that God's will be done in all things. The garden before you is alive with all that is of Jesus for it is by His lifeblood that we have what we have. Breathe in this lifeblood, my child. Breathe with the all of you. Take in the breath that holds both the physical and mystical. You have been prepared for this day for your yesterday makes possible the depth we are in within the River this day.  Over these years you have learned to breathe in the ...

 Janine, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. Come and rest with me as we commune in the ways of mother and child. Take note of how your hands become part of your depths where your soul hears and speaks with me and with Jesus. To be of this depth is to take in my words and my love. My words touch you within your depths and not just your mind. The noise cannot make noise here. The noise cannot be a part of what we have for we are within the depths of the River of the I Am where God abides and not the noise. To be of this depth is to take in the grace of God with all of its beauty, peace and joy. We share this special time and space in a special way for the noise cannot show itself here.  The noise shows itself as one that clangs and bangs on your door expecting you to open because its noise is loud and carries with it mistrust, self righteousness, war and hate. The noise believes the louder it gets the more it will convince you to open to its ideas that run counter to God's love a...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased and honored to be your mother for by God's grace I am your mother. Love fills my heart for love flows forth from my womb. To be the mother of Jesus and mother to all is an honor. Come and be filled with my heart and the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Today, as the sun rises, know that I hold you as we commune with Jesus. As the sun rises know that this day shall see us walk into the world together with Jesus that his Holy Spirit may touch those whom God places in our path. Today is another day to walk in the inch and moment rather than seek to see or predict into the future for that is the folly of the noise. The noise works to keep you from the inch and moment for the truth that counters the noise lies in the inch and moment.  To attempt to predict the future leaves God out for God works within each inch and moment where His miracles lie. To stay in the inch and moment allows you to see the miracles as they unfold. When you allow your mind...

 Janine, my child, come and let our souls commune here within this Tabernacle. Let us flow deep within the depths of the River of the I Am where my love washes clean your whole for these waters hold the cleansing bath of the lifeblood of Jesus. Come and enjoy the clean and cleansing waters of the River. Come and be of the peace that flows deep within your veins on this new day. Janine, deep within your veins, your soul knows the whole and knows how Jesus carries us in all things. Your soul knows the ways of the noise that attempts to cause you and my children to act in defiance of their own soul.  When one's ego part wishes to win or gossip or denigrate another or speak in self righteousness, it is acting in defiance of its own soul for the soul knows its ego. The ego makes itself hidden from the soul but the soul knows and holds it until the ego can be shown its sinfulness.  To become humble is to seek to make the ego known for the ego cannot bear humbleness. The ego may...

 Janine, my child, your body must be fed just as your spirit must be fed. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where I feed you with the food of my heart and the love of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. You are fed anew today that you may be prepared to face the day nurtured with the love and only love of the River. Peace and joy are the fruits of these depths. There is no noise to make complicated what we have. There is no noise to make complicated the simplicity of God's love and only love for us. Soon enough we shall enter the world of the noise. You shall be armed with love and only love that shall protect you from the clanging of the noise. The noise follows us but it is forced into the background where it cannot bind us. Jesus is the One, the One who shows us the way of love and only love where the noise cannot bear to be. In simplicity love remains uncomplicated. We walk in the simplicity of the love of Jesus who shows us the way ...

 Janine, come and be with me in the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the sweet flow of mother and child. Come and allow me to take you and nurture you with the love and nurture of my heart. I give you my heart that you may know how much you are loved by the Light of my womb. It is not for you to give matter to any worry about how my children may perceive me. It is of the Holy Spirit that works to touch others through our walk. Do not give matter to anything other than our love and only love that emanates from our walk together. We walk together with Jesus who is the Light that shows our way. Our walk is to be of the simplicity of the River of the I Am where the love and only love of Jesus emanates from. To love as Jesus loves is to come to know Jesus in relationship where your heart is filled to overflowing. Jesus is in the overflow of love and only love. 

 Janine, my child, you choose to attend to this Tabernacle today and each day. You choose to attend to your soul that flows deep within the River of the I Am and becomes one with all of the yes where the song of songs is sung. Your soul has a voice and is capable of seeing and tasting God and the promises of Jesus. Your soul is at once part of your body and part of Eternity. Your soul knows its God. Your soul knows expansion for you have opened your soul to the Light and each day your soul expands into Eternity. You could not have known in your yesterday what you are going to learn in your today. The soul grows in the increments that are made available by your yesterdays.  Be of gratitude today for your sleep has made your soul all the more prepared to grow today. The soul makes permanent its expansion as you sleep for all is written into the Book of Life as you sleep making the new day clean and fresh. You are able to take in what is before you with a freshness of your soul. ...

 Janine, my child, come. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am that lies deep within your soul where we commune in the ways of mother and child.  Do not allow yourself to make light of what we have. It may seem as just  another day upon the surface. But here within the River of the I Am there is not just another day. It is a new day and I show you the garden of our hearts that takes in the anew.  You are opened and naked of heart and soul where anew is always of joy, peace and the excitement of the anew. Anew is to be awakened to what has been cleansed in the loving waters of the River of the I Am where you are made light for Jesus carries you and is responsible for the cleansing that makes this day anew.  My dear child, allow yourself to be still and take in the nurture of the anew where all is made clean and bright and simple. I see and hear your soul that shines in the anew. Be still now and take in the anew.