Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, come and as you place your hands on this Tabernacle, know that we are united in God's presence.  We are one within the River of the I Am and yet we are two separate souls for this is the way of our God. You are one with God and yet you are of your own heart and soul.  You are one with the River of the I Am and yet are like no other for you were handcrafted by God. In the end of this life, as you enter the next, you shall be reunited with your Creator and you shall be as one and yet shall be with your own heart and soul. Janine, our God unites us with Him so that we are within Him and He is within us. My Son spoke of being in the Father and the Father being in Him. Jesus was speaking of the opened heart when He spoke of those who do good works and if you cannot trust that God is within you can see God in the good works.  Jesus spoke of those who will do greater works and to trust that the Father is within them also. Ponder my words for they speak of our walk w...

 Child, as you place your hands on this Tabernacle and call upon me know that I am here and with you. Let us flow deep within the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Janine, these depths move us as one for I am your mother who nurtures you and you are my child who takes in my nurture. The ways of mother and child where the child is nurtured by mother is as of God who awaits the call to be fed and nurtured by His Son, the Lamb, my Son,  It is God in the form of Jesus who comes to be with us. It is Jesus who is God in earthly form that we may come to be nurtured and to know the peace that comes from being nurtured with the food of God. Mother gives birth and child takes in the food and grows in the ways of the teachings of mother and father.  Likewise we are children of God and when opened we are fed His Food of Life where we grow in the ways of His teachings. It is not by the food of  the earth that feeds, but rather, the ...

 Child, come and let go of the noise by placing your hands on this Tabernacle that takes you into my heart.  Come and let us flow deep within the River of the I Am where we commune in the beauty of God's Garden. In God's Garden there are the souls of the yes that have passed into Eternity. Take in the beauty of those who join us in the Garden of God's presence for all have said yes to His love and protection.  Janine, my child, take in the colors and scents of this Garden for your attendance to this holy place is of great grace. Take in the Garden where you war no more.  Take in the Gardens' song of songs that praise God. Take in the prayers that rise from this place for all gather to pray that all of God's children may have what we have. Take note of how these  prayers become as the wave that rises and falls.  Take note of the sound of these prayers for they are part of the song of songs. Take note of all of your ancestors who tend to you by these prayers....

 My child, come and be freed from the noise for I take you into this Tabernacle that flows within the River of the I Am. Come and know my nurture and love for you.  Come and know Jesus, the Light, the Lamb.  Come and allow all parts to take in the beauty of this new day. See and taste your love that communes with me for I am your mother who is with you and through you in all things.  When we are in this way, know that I renew you. Know that Jesus has placed His mark on you for you have opened the door for Him to enter. My Son loves each child with no matter the ways of God's children for His love flows for all. Your dream gave you view of the ways of the outside world where one is given the name above others and then has no time or love to give to others. You become one of the many with no name and no face. Janine, my child, I promise you will never be of no name or face here within the River of the I Am for all are of God's cloth where each is loved and known, not o...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me this day and each day as you arise for this is the time and way to prepare yourself to walk with me into the world.  Come and be renewed and attended to for I am your heavenly mother who cares greatly for you. I am your mother who fills you and carries you into the depths of the River of the I Am that you may know Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. The lesson this day is to allow the lifeblood of the River to flow with you and through you. Allow the lifeblood of Jesus within the River to take you for the River carries peace and makes light your walk. My Son spoke of allowing Him to carry you so that your burden may be lightened.  "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble of heart." These words of my Son flow through you this new day.  Take note of how you walked in your yesterday. Jesus carried you for you were opened to Him.  Take note of the end of war within you f...

 Come and take respite here within this Tabernacle that is of the River of the I Am. Come and allow yourself to be taken where we breathe the same air of mother and child. Breathe and let go of yourself that I may take you into the depths of the River. We commune with my Son who has great love for you.  Jesus asks only that you be in relationship with Him. He does not pry nor invade.  He asks that your choices be of your heart where true free will lies and not of the noise that asks you to carry the burden of walking alone within the outside world. Janine, these last few days have seen you with many choices and you ask Jesus to choose for you.  I remind you of the soft voice that only asks to be in relationship with you and asks that you choose.  All that is asked is that you walk with Him In relationship where the Gospels come alive.  Jesus told you He is a man and walked the Earth as a man.  He gave witness to the pain and sufferings of all of God's ...

 Child, let us begin this new day with the sign of the Cross that bears the awareness that my Son has lived and died for you and all.  He is the One, the Lamb, that gives us Eternity.  Let us also remember that in the life everlasting  you shall be with Him.  You weep with me for my children who know Him not. You are filled with joy that you know Him.  You walk with me each day with the knowing that pain, sadness and fear shall all one day be gone for noise cannot live within the Kingdom. You are tasting all sides of your human flesh.  You taste the sadness of those lost within the noise.  You taste the sadness of those afflicted with disease. You taste my tears as we weep together. Yet, my child at the same time we taste the joy of the Kingdom where joy and peace reign. How can this be that we can taste all in the same breath?  Janine, my child, this is the lesson this day. I remind you that all are of your human ways.  There are those ...

 Child, come and know the ways of the River of the I Am where we commune.  Come and know the Light of my womb, Jesus. Come and know the promises of the Covenant between God and His children. As I take you into the depths of the River let go with all of your body, heart and soul that you may take in the beauty of this Tabernacle.  The lesson this day is to allow your body and heart and soul to take in this inch and moment with no matter the noise that clangs at you. Come and as I take you into the depths of the River take note of the ways of the noise.  It clangs and asks you to run from this Tabernacle. Rather than run from this Tabernacle, my child, sit with me and take note of the destiny of the noise for it cannot enter this depth. Tale note of your heart that has fallen into my heart, Be at peace, Janine, for I am holding you in this time and in this space that is within God's garden. Do not be misled by the noise for it cannot harm what we have. My words are my ...

 Child, come and let go of all as you enter this Tabernacle.  Let go with the breath that empties. Take in the breath that gains you this Tabernacle. Taste the love that fills you this new day.  Take in the scent of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  Place your hands on this Tabernacle and witness to the effortlessness of the flow within the River of the I Am where noise cannot abide. As you move deeper into the River you taste and hear the soft voice of Jesus all the more and more.  Janine, it is time to acknowledge that the soft voice is deep within you and walks with you in all things. Jesus asks only that you be in relationship with Him. As we walk this day you shall be awakened to the walk of Jesus for He shall show you His love for you. It is a love that never wars or punishes or judges.  Your confusion arises out of your misguided expectations of Jesus. My Son walked the earth in peace and witnessed to God who never wars or judges or punish...

 Child, take the breath that brings you to me.  Call upon this Tabernacle and come to me that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am.  Do not doubt the ways of my heart that take you deep within your own depths where we commune for we are mother and child before God. You come to me that I may intercede for you. I hold and nurture all parts that you may know the nakedness that opens and expands you. This new day finds you in confusion. I make myself known in simplicity and always in the name of my Son, the Light, the Lamb, our Savior. Come and hear the words of my Son who speaks to you in the soft voice of love for it is He who speaks of ending the war within that the war without may end. In simplicity I have carried you for I am your mother who feeds and nurtures you that you may grow to know the walk of my Son. I give all of me to my Son who is the Son of God. I give all of myself to you for I am your mother.  I am in my Son who is in the Father. In...

 Child, come and be known and seen for I am your mother who awaits you that you may be filled with love, attendance and nurture.  I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where the garden of our Father and Creator abides. Take in the beauty before you. Take in the beauty within you.  Take in the scent of the garden that is fed by the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Take in the intimacy between mother and child. Take in the intimacy with Jesus who speaks to you in the soft voice that holds no judgments or war. Janine, my child, you are more and more of the peace of my Son for within each inch and moment you become all the more and more attuned with the ways of peace that makes no war ever. You walk with me and Jesus in each day and as we walk, you take in the ways of peace and not war both within and without.  You learn to turn the other cheek where war cannot be waged. War within and war without shall cease when peace replaces the war within for wh...

 Child, sign yourself with the sign of the Cross this new day.  As you place your hands on this Tabernacle feel your breath move deeply into the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Feel your breath take in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am where, rather than drown, you are freed of the ways of the outside world. I am your mother who fills you with my nurture. Take in the lesson this day as you are of the effortless breath of the River.  The River flows to take you and each child into its depths where peace, grace and the promises of God abide.  Here within the River of the I Am you are prepared each day to move deeper into the knowing of Jesus who is in relationship with you.  Here within this depth is the knowing of the truth and the way into Eternity. Here within this depth is the knowing that life is everlasting. To taste Jesus in relationship is to awaken and know you have been accounted for. Jealousy cannot live here...

 Child, come and be of my heart on this new day for I am your mother who awaits you that I may fill you and attend to your needs. How graced is our love for each other for I am your mother and you are my child before our Father and Creator, the I Am. Janine, I remind you of this holy space where I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am as graced by God. Place your hands on this Tabernacle as a sign of your humbleness. Place your hands on this Tabernacle as a sign of trust that I am here and I give you my heart. Place your hands on this Tabernacle and know the Light of my womb that gave His life to save ours. I remind you of the Covenant with God that by my Son's death and resurrection we have what we have. I come to my children, not to be above, but to be of my Son who is the Lamb, the Son of man and the One who has gained us Eternity. In humbleness we walk, not to command, but to gather by way of the witness.  Jesus walked the Earth as witness to each of us that each of us may ...

 Child, come and be of my heart.  Come and be of the River of the I Am. Come and be renewed in love and only love.  Come and taste the promises of the Covenant. When you are taken into the depths of the River of the I Am you gain in the ways of the Covenant.  To taste the mystical Living Waters of the River is to take in and know within your depths that God is true and real and His promises are being fulfilled.  The mystical here within the River gains you the expansion of your heart that expands each day to take in the more and more.   The lesson this day is to take in the view from the River and to witness to the expansion of your own heart. The Living Waters of the River expand you one inch and one moment at a time.  You must learn this lesson in this inch and this moment in order to move into the depths of the next lesson. Taste, see and touch your God who places Himself within you. The wisdom that is within you comes directly from God who is ...

 Child, come and be with me and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. I am graced to be Our Lady of the River of the I Am.  I am graced to be your mother here within the River.  It is in this space and Tabernacle that allows us to be as one. Janine, my child, I shall show you the lesson of this day through your dream of last night. In the first part you were in a place of graduation but lost the paperwork to graduate and therefore could not graduate. In the second part you were preparing to join in a joyful event to mark your graduation and growth. Janine, my child, this dream has shown you that it is not by the paperwork of the outside world that moves you and graduates you from one depth to another within the River.  Rather, it is the celebration of all that is around you each day. It is by relationships you grow and expand in the knowing of God's love. In the end of the dream you gave witness to yourself in letting all kno...

 Child, be of  my heart. Come and place yourself in the nakedness needed for me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Your heart and soul need to be exposed that you may taste me and taste the Light within the River of the I Am.  Come, my child, and know how much you are loved. God's love has no beginning and no end for He has loved you always and will love you always. My words may touch the few, my child, but write them anyway for the Book of Life is being written and one day it shall be read before all of the yes that God's grace and His words may be carried on into  Eternity. The Book of Life is the story of each child and their relationship to God. Those who know not their God in this life surely will know Him in the next.  Each story shall show how much love has been within and without them. Your earthly mind must be expanded to know these truths within the outside world for the noise casts a great dark shadow over the earth that blinds....

 Child, let go of yourself.  Let go and place yourself at this Tabernacle where we commune for we are mother and child as destined by God. God's house is within the River of the I Am where He invites all to partake of His grace and tenderness and unconditional love.  You have grown much in these last days as your being is opened to the core of you where your soul abides. The little one called Faith is showing you how to live. It is she that speaks to you through your body and your heart and soul. It is she that loves with a love that has no conditions and shows you the way to God.   Bask in the joy of the nakedness of heart and soul that Faith brings to you.  Take in the way of your body that is opened and joyful.  Take in the way of your heart that bears the hand of God for you give to Him the all of you each day with no matter the noise. Janine, my child, the noise loses its grip when you attend to your soul.  The noise cannot bear to have you i...

 Janine, my child, we are of the same cloth for our Father and God has created us and placed His seed within each of us. You are my child by God's design. We all carry His gene of love and only love deep within us. To gain access to our Father you must turn inward to where God abides and where His seed awaits its reopening. You were created with an opened seed of God for He created you in His image and likeness. To reopen  your seed is to reunite with your Creator. You have opened your soul to the healing air and to the witness where your seed was allowed to taste the air of life once again. Janine, my child, the peace guaranteed by Jesus is located within your own seed. With this awakening of your seed you and God are reunited in the intimacy of your design. The path to the reunion with God has been laid before you for by emptying your story to the healing air and to the healing witness the seed became safe to open once again.  These is the Gospel words of Jesus. "I know...

 Yes, my child, it is time to attend to your soul. Place your hands on this Tabernacle and let go with the breath that removes you from the noise and gains you entrance into the River of the I Am. Come and open you heart and soul and body that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the presence of our Father, the I Am. The lesson for this day is to take in all that is here before you.  You have heard Faith, the little one, ask to live all of life with you.  What you perceive as bad must be lived and witnessed to from the view of the River of the I Am.  What you perceive as good also must be witnessed to from the view of the River of the I Am. You are learning, my child, to face all, each day, from the view of the River for what is of pain and war must be witnessed to as well as what is good and peaceful. You must come to see the good and bad from the view of the River of the I Am for when you see from the River all good is not goo...

 Child, I am here. Come and rest yourself as I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Let go of yourself as we commune.  Come and take in this holy space that is of our Father and God. Place your hands on this Tabernacle and taste the joy of letting go into the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. You come to this Tabernacle daily for the little one called Faith takes you here. She is the one who opens the door to Jesus with her want to be in relationship with Him. You come to this Tabernacle for you know the relationship with Jesus calls out to you from this Tabernacle. Janine, this Tabernacle moves with you in all you do. To gain access to me you must merely call to me. But you must know that this space we share on this day and each day as you arise is the space where you come to be filled, to hear me and to write my words.   I am pleased that you come to me each day and place your hands on this Tabernacle.  Your hands begin the day wit...

Child, it is of matter that you attend to your soul here at this Tabernacle for by this Tabernacle you are renewed and prepared for the day before you. Janine, my child, I cannot promise you there will be no more noise that clangs at you for the noise is the noise.  I can promise you the peace as promised by my Son for your attendance to this Tabernacle arms you and gains you power over the noise. Know that what Jesus offers you is peace and protection from harm. The noise must be seen as only noise for it loses its power when there is no war against it. When you need proof that war makes more war and peace makes more peace you need only face the noise with no war and watch its power loosened for the noise cannot maintain its grip when you face it with no war. To say to the noise, "Be gone or I will make war against you," makes more war for the noise thrives in more noise and war. You must come to see that noise gives rise to the evil of self righteousness. Rather, say to the...

 Child of mine, how great is the River of the I Am that allows us to commune in this time and holy place of this Tabernacle.  Come and be renewed in the ways of the River.  Your attendance to this Tabernacle cleanses, renews and prepares you to enter the outside world with me.  Come, be filled and take in the comfort and effortlessness of our communion. Janine, place your hands on this Tabernacle and know me.  Do not doubt what we have here in this sacred space.  It matters not what the world sees.  It matters only what you and I see and taste for we are mother and child before God in a nakedness of all parts that pleases Him. By His hand we have what we have. You ask why, Janine. I say to you it is by God's hand and your yes that you are here.  Your yes has opened this Tabernacle for you opened your heart and soul and heart the call to this Tabernacle. You have the grace to place your hands on this Tabernacle at any time of day or night and you s...

 Child, come and know me.  Come and know my son. Come and know the ways of the River of the I Am.  Come and taste the peace, love and fortitude that flows through the River of the I Am. The lesson I bring you this day is the story of the beggar. How many pass the beggar by. How many take the time to witness to the beggar? How many acknowledge the beggar? How many give the beggar food that he/she may be nourished? Janine, I am here and I witness, acknowledge and feed the beggars who call on me or My Son. I intercede for all of my children to the One, the Lamb, my Son. I say to you that the many beggars will see the Kingdom before those who see themselves as above the beggar. I say to you that you place yourself before me and my Son on each new day and as the beggar you seek to not be passed by.  You seek me to hold you and to feed you with my nurture. You seek my shelter from the storms of life. You seek to be known, heard and understood just as other seekers.  T...

 Child, place yourself before the River of the I Am and know how much you are loved for the River flows with the love of God and His promises. He has given you your heavenly mother through the birth and death of my Son, the Lamb. What is it that gains you such grace? What is it that fills you to overflowing within this Tabernacle? Janine, my child, I call you by name that you may know how much you are loved and held and heard. All grace is from God, the Light, the Lamb. The lesson this day is to ponder the miracles of our walk. In your yesterday you witnessed to the miracle of play as the little one showed you the joy of play. Janine, my child, play was never yours for you were forced to hide in a place of fear where you were punished for play Your yesterday gave you witness to the miracle of facing the truth. To see the truth of your story from afar is a miracle of grace. To see it while within it is to be blinded to the truth.  The River gave you the view from afar that you ...

 Child of mine, come to me and rest in the knowing that we are mother and child here within this Tabernacle that flows within the depths of the River of the I Am. Today is a day as no other for it cannot be made again. God has given us each day with a new awakening that cannot be duplicated. It is of folly to believe you can move into yesterday for it is gone and today is today. It is folly to place yourself into tomorrow for tomorrow has not yet arrived. To be in the day and in the moment carries awareness and awakeness that shows you its gifts. The sun rises this day with awareness of God's love. There are many of my children who awake this day in pain and without food.  Janine, walk with me in prayer for my children that they may be fed in order to find their God today. God provides the food of Eternity but a hungry belly finds it hard to turn to God and yet this is the time to turn to God for earthly food alone carries no salvation. What saddens my heart are the precious c...

 Child of mine, I await you here at this Tabernacle that we may commune and that I may fill you  with my love and nurture. Take in all that is here for you.  Take in the love that surrounds you for all of the yes abide here within the depths of the River of the I Am. Take in the peace that flows here within these depths for this peace renews you and prepares you for this new day in the ways of fortitude, non judgment and love. Take in the power of the Spirit of God, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Take in the power that God has given you through His seed for to open His seed within you is to take in the power of love and only love. Judgments cease here within the River of the I Am.  Love expands here within the River. Your relationship with the little one called Faith expands when you move from the view of the River. Come and be filled. Come and lay yourself before the River where you take in the great gift of the River of the I Am which is relationship with Jesus. ...

 Child, you have found the path to the Kingdom that began with the yes to me.  You have found the path to the Kingdom through this Tabernacle. You have found the path through the child called Faith for she is the child of the Scriptures. Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me for the Kingdom of God belongs to such as these." The little one called Faith is of the little child for she comes to Jesus with the heart of the child that Jesus speaks of.  The little ones love with the heart.  The little ones are closest to the soul for they were given the seed of God before the worldly birth. The little ones know not hate nor prejudice. Janine, my child, you opened the door that Faith may move out into the world with you.  You emptied the pain and anguish of your story and now you must come to walk in her light.  The little one speaks with no bias. The little one speaks with no knowledge or need of the rules that bound you. The little one showed you your b...

 Child, Come. I am here and I await your attendance to this Tabernacle that we may commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. To be known and to be heard is to know you are being witnessed to.  I hear you and I hear the little one called Faith. Hear her as she shows you the way to the truth and the Light for she is the closest to God.  She is the closest to the seed that knows its God. You know not God by the intellect alone. You know not God by the mind alone.  You know God through the body for the body houses the heart and soul. You know God by the child deep within for the child is the one who has held the story of God's love and only love. It is sadly that the child deep within most often must close to protect from invasion by outside forces. But, my child, this is a protection from God for the child that houses the seed of God must be protected from any and all invasions. The child, called Faith, is deep within you and houses the seed for it is she that...

 Child of mine, slow all down that you may let go with the breath of expulsion.  Expel the holding and fight that the River and my heart may take you into the deepest parts of your own heart and soul. Do not take any matter to the world of noise for the noise is not of the River of the I Am. The noise is not of God. The noise clangs loudly at times and softly at times but you know it by its intention to take you from the peace that is held here within the depths of the River of the I Am. The noise that clangs and slithers as the serpent promises my children riches and a world above others. Our Father and God promises the peace of the Lamb and a world where all are equal.  Our Father and God promises Eternity with Him in the Garden of Eden. The noise must be squelched.  This shall be done when my children turn to God with a yes.  You cannot end the noise and temptation with more noise and more temptations.  You cannot end war with more war.  You cannot ...

 Child, you have been graced with the ways of entering this Tabernacle. By your yes and by your attendance to this Tabernacle you have gained much. We begin each day together for you come in the nakedness of the emptiness needed to allow me to take you for to be naked is to be emptied of all wants desires and expectations. When you have nothing in the way you can take in my motherly nurture. Take note of how emptiness feels.  Take note of how effortless our relationship is for we flow within the mystical of the River of the I Am. Take note of your hands that flow forth with no effort for you have been graced with the awareness and taste of the power of the River of the I Am to take you with no fight. When Jesus took Peter and showed him how to walk on the waters it was of the same faith and trust you needed to come to know God.  Peter experienced the same effortless walk and flow as you, my child, for it was of the mystical ways of God.  No need to fight or attempt t...