Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, I am here and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune on this new day. I fill you that you may be filled and renewed in the ways of the River of the I Am.  Today is anew with the freshness of the rising of the sun. Take in the beauty of this new day as we commune. As you take in my nurture, take notice of the filling of your body and spirit.  I give you my heart that lives and loves and walks with you in all things. You are learning to take in each inch and moment all the more and more. I chastise you not, my child, for your heart is willing even though at times, your body becomes weak from the weight of the noise.  I know you. Jesus knows you. Love knows all and loves all. You cannot be of my heart without the noise for you are in your body that has noise all around it. You walk with me and Jesus each day to be of your design which is to be with me and Jesus to gather my children into the River of the I Am where God abides. Let u...

Child, let us begin by signing ourselves with the sign of my Son, the Lamb, who by his life and death has given us Eternity. Come and do not be swayed by the noise that asks you to not believe in Him. Come and let go and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Today's lesson is simple. Come to this holy place and space and become still of heart and body where you hear and see and taste with the heart. No need for the mind to make noise for here within these depths the mind cannot create noise. The mind here is in the background with no ways to attempt to derail what we have. The mind is quieted here within these depths. Had it not been all these days that you have come to me barren of all wants, desires and expectations we would not have what we have.  The one day builds upon itself.  As each day ends and you sleep your heart, body and soul make more solid ground to begin the next day.  Let us walk today in the knowing that you build more solid grou...

 Child of mine, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. Slow all down and let go of yourself for in emptiness I fill. Let yourself feel the emptiness that makes room for my filling. Taste the nurture that fills you. Taste the love that fills you. Today rises as we commune. Today rises with no matter the noise. Today rises up to greet us. Today is anew with love and only love.  Sleep  has given way to a new day. Your body has rested and now you take in the nurture that shall sustain you in our walk.  For now, my child, let us commune with no matter the ways of the outside world. Soon enough the noise shall do its clanging. Soon enough we shall walk to gather my children to me through the ways of the sacred witness. Soon enough the day shall move us into the world to be of our design. For now, my child, be still. Let your hands write my words and then let this time be for you and me.  What good is our work if you are not filled with my heart? What good is our work if yo...

 Child of mine, come and let us embrace in the love of mother and child. You know me by my embrace that takes you deep into my heart.  It is as the Gospels speak of for to find what was lost is of great price and prize. You are mine and on this new day. We hold each other in an embrace that is forever. Jesus walks with us in the embrace of mother and child. My yes has given life to the Son of Man. Jesus lives, my child, His worldly death gained all eternal life. His life has given man the blueprint of the ways of love and  only love. His gentle heart and soul shows us the ways of peace and love rather than war and hate. The many carry the ego mind that judges others to justify war and hate. The many hide their heart and soul behind a barrier of self righteousness.  We walk to take away the barriers before the heart and soul. War does not take the barriers down. Hate does not take the barriers down. Love and only love tears down the barriers of war and hate. In love t...

 Child, trust in me and attend to your soul. As you place yourself before me, know that I await you here at this Tabernacle. God has made holy this place and space for us. Our Father and Creator has designed us to be mother and child.  Let those who hear this message come to this Tabernacle.  Let those who open to their longings hear this message.  Let all of my children come to know me through this Tabernacle.  We commune that you may be filled. We commune that you may take in my heart. We commune that you may be more and more of my heart. We commune that we may be as one within this Tabernacle and within the outside world. We walk that my children may learn of this Tabernacle that carries the love and sanctions of Jesus.  This Tabernacle is meant for all of my children.  This Tabernacle holds the intercessions of all of the yes. This Tabernacle holds the Holy place of the Light of my womb.  We walk into the world to give what we have received fr...

 Child, sign yourself with the sign of the Cross. Enter this Tabernacle in humbleness for you are on Holy Ground. Come and I shall take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child.  Today is the day of rest for you. Take in the beauty of this garden that is of our Father and God. Take note of your body that is at great peace for we are mother and child before God.  This holy place cannot be entered without the yes to God. Do not judge the ways of the yes for you cannot know all the ways one can say yes to God. There are those who know not of God but say yes for their soul opens to what is beyond what is seen from the worldly view alone. The Beatitudes are some of the ways of the yes. What is of matter is that the soul opens to its longings. To open to your longings is to open your soul that connects to God. Let us walk this day to open a soul to its longings and therefore to God.

 Child, come and be known within this Tabernacle. Come and taste the love of all of the yes of the River of the I Am. Come and allow me to take you into the depths this new day. Come and allow me to hold you. I hold you in an embrace that is of your heavenly mother. I am your mother who has given birth to the Son of Man and that makes me your mother and mother to all.  The Heavens are held within the River of the I Am. The Heavens open their beauty and Eternity to all. To speak of all the names for Jesus pleases me for it matters that each child find their name for God that is embedded deep within their soul and not the name we choose to give God. We cannot judge how God presents Himself to each child. Each name that rises up from each soul has the name given them by God stamped on their soul. You must not judge any of the speakings of another child that finds their God for God is God and Jesus is Jesus. We witness to each child and the name given them by their God. The only m...

 Child, come and be of my heart on this new day. You are in need of your mother. I come to fill and to nurture you. Come and let go of all the worries that clang at you. Come and be still as I fill you with the all of me. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I breathe with you and for you. Take notice of the ways of your breath that slows and breathes with the beat of the River of the I Am. Take notice of the beauty of the flow of the River of the I Am that has a breath of its own. You breathe with the heartbeat of all of the yes. You are not alone for this breath is with us and within us and then moves out into the world with us. Allow the breath of life within the River to take us along its path into the New Earth. The noise in these days is loud and appears to be in control. I say to you, my child, that you must stay with me within the River of the I Am that you may be warmed by my heart. Let the River quiet all for the noise cannot be her...

 Child, let go of yourself. Breathe in the fresh living waters of the River of the I Am where the air is pure and renewing. Take the breath that lets go of the world and take in the breath that takes you to me. Take in all that is around you. Janine, I say to you that by the breath you shall enter into Heaven for just as the one breath lets go, the next takes in. What appears to be the last breath of life brings you into the next breath of Heaven.  Do not fret death, my child, for the entrance into Heaven is experienced the same way.  The letting go of the one breath takes you into the next. When you place yourself before me and let go of yourself  here at this Tabernacle, you take the breath of letting go and take in the breath of the mystical body of the River of the I Am. Death, my child is simply the letting go of the one breath and joining me in Heaven.  There are many new worlds in Heaven. It is just as Jesus said, "There are many rooms in my Father's hous...

 Child, come and know me. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I hold you and nurture you in the ways of my heart. As we move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am, know we are in the presence of our Father and God.  Janine, my child, you are coming to know me in ways that are not of the surface of the River for the surface holds noise that counters my love and the love of Jesus and God's graces. Take in all that is here for you. I come to take you deeper and deeper into my heart. You are learning to witness with no judgments. You are learning that my heart holds much in the ways of God's plan and design for us.  I am the mother of man. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am for I have given birth to the One who, by His life and death, made God's commitment to man complete.  Worry not the ways of the noise that lurks on the surface of the River of the I Am for the noise cannot enter into these depths. You are free to ...

 Child, I am pleased that you place yourself before this Tabernacle for we are mother and child. I await your attendance to me that I may fill you and attend to you. By this yes I am able to renew and hold you in the embrace of the River of the I Am. Today is anew with the budding of life. It is anew with the scents of God's love. It is a new day to give to God who we are that God may fulfill His promises to us. We shall be forever. I shall be will you always for I am your mother. When the noise attempts to take away this truth, do not pay it any heed. The noise asks you to stray from this truth for it asks you to live with no heed of God's promises. The noise is loud and chases you in the outside world. The noise knows it cannot take you away from me and from The River of the I Am. It can only make noise in your ears and in your mind. It attempts to use your ego mind to gain access to the old wounds that carry fear and doubt. The noise knows you are mine, Janine, for I have gi...

Janine, I come to you at this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is for you and me. This Tabernacle holds you in the bond of mother and child. This Tabernacle can never be broken. It gathers us together in the design of our Father and God. It gathers us in the ways of movement within the noise and within our hearts. You hear me when your hands are placed on this Tabernacle.This is our holy place. Do not shy away from this holy place for it allows you to hear me and write my words. My words are for you and me in this inch and moment. The silence of our heart's is for you and me. Within the silence of our hearts,  you are renewed.  To walk with me you must be renewed for the noise makes heavy what I make light. On this new day stay awake and walk with  me in the knowing that your walk is  lightened for my Son carries your load and I carry you with the renewal of your body and soul. I wash you in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  Come, be still and take in all ...

 Child, come and let us be as one. Come and allow me to fill you with my nurture. Come Into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune as one.  Your yesterday gave you view of the ways of motherhood for one of mine showed you the heart and soul heart that longs to mother. To nurture and mother is of God's design.  It was of great grace that you witnessed to one of mine who opened to such a depth.  By the way of the witness this child was allowed to see and taste the soul that is destined to mother.  The beauty of this soul was exposed and no longer needed to be hidden. You witnessed  to the ways of motherhood that long to mother all the more and more. You also witnessed to your own soul that mothers that others may mother. The way of the witness opens motherhood.  Janine, my child, there are those who cannot be of their design for they have not been witnessed to. When witnessed to with no judgments and no attempts to spread your own misguided...

 Child of mine, I am here and you have come to me in a nakedness and emptiness that allows me to hold you and fill you in all parts with nothing to hide. Come and behold your mother and Father and brothers and sisters. There are no boundaries here and you commune with me in the presence of the River of the I Am. Your yesterday showed you great grace for a child of mine opened his soul that you may see the truth and the Light from another's soul. The miracle of this nakedness of another's heart and soul touched your heart and soul for Jesus showed you the truth that never changes. The grace to witness to this opening gave you verification of God's truth and love and non-judgmental ways. The grace to witness to the soul of another gave you the ways of God's wisdom. What you have learned from your own soul was also learned from the soul of another. The words were different but the truth is the truth. The truth is that God resides in each soul within each being. The wisdom ...

 Child, I am here and I am pleased that you attend to this Tabernacle. Come and rest in my heart that fills and nurtures and attends to you. Come and know the ways of the River of the I Am where we all flow within the mystical as one. Within the mystical we are of the body of Jesus who is the Savior and the One who is our God. Within the mystical we commune in the ways of mother and child. Within the mystical we take in the grace that flows within us and through us.  This new day finds us in communion once again for you attend to this Tabernacle each day with no matter the ways of the noise and with no matter the ways of your body that may be in joy or pain. It matters not the ways of the outside world for we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am where the outside world cannot reach us. Janine, my child, this time is of you and me. This time is for you to be filled and to be known and to be of my heart. It is my nurture that fills. It is my heart that shows you th...

Child of mine, I take you into my heart for you come to me and attend to this Tabernacle. Come and be filled that you may be renewed and prepared for the day. I give you my heart that holds the precious love of mother. I come to mother you and all of my children that they may feed on the food of life. My nurture does not take away from God but adds to it. I love with the love of the Son of Man and love with the love of God for it was by God's Holy Spirit that I conceived Jesus. I am bound in love to the One who saved the world by my yes. I have given all of myself to God's children with a yes that resounds all over the world. There are those who devalue the ways of women and motherhood. I say to you in a loud and clear voice that I am a woman who has been graced by God and given life by God. We are all of great worth by God and the one is not over the other. To the one who devalues you, do not engage in the argument for it shall be fruitless. Rather, just as Jesus told the Disc...

 Child, come. Come and let us begin anew. Come and know how much you are loved and cared for. Come and taste the ways of attachment for we are mother and child with an attachment that goes beyond human understanding. To be attached to me you needed to open your wounds that the balm of my heart could heal them. To allow yourself to open and trust that no harm would come to your heart and soul took much grace and pain and  your surrender.  To surrender is to reach a place where your heart and soul trusts to open. To open there must be a witness who holds and judges you not. Janine, God graced you with a witness who held and nurtured you that you may open all the tender parts that were closed in the protection of a cocoon until you were able to trust to open. Do not take lightly the way of the witness who, with patience and fortitude, allowed you to open that your soul may be exposed. To surrender, then, is to trust enough to begin the journey home to your own soul. And so, ...

 Child, come and take  me into your being that is of God's grace. Come and take in my love and nurture that fills and renews you. Come and let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. Today is a new day. Today is a new day to love and to fill. Today is of the grace and mercy of God. Your view today is of the taste of the mercy that God showers on you and all of His children.  As a child you prayed for mercy. I remind you of your prayers for those who came before you and for those in great need of God's mercy. When I asked you to taste the pain deep within you, your answer was always. "If it will save souls, Mother, then yes." Janine, my child, this day is a day to rejoice for all the pain of letting out the hidden assaults on your being. The healing of the old pain has paved the way for you to open your heart to me and to Jesus. It was not that I gave you this pain to endure that you may save souls, my child. It was for you to open your heart and soul that yo...

 Child, I am here and I am your mother. Come and be with me as we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us commune. You ask for nothing but to be with me and to be mother and child. Our communion is of God.  We commune with Jesus. The world seeks the peace as promised by my Son. Janine. I say to you that the peace of my Son is within each soul. Jesus died that the soul may be forever in God's Garden. My Son and I carry the Light of the Holy Spirit into the world that all may come to know my motherly ways and the ways of the Light of my womb. I am the torch of motherhood. I am the intercessor for you and all my children.  Did not Jesus take task to my requests as we walked the Earth? There are those who judge me as having no worth for it is only Jesus they seek. It is of no matter, Janine. It is of no matter for we judge not. Let those who choose to judge, judge.  There are those who walk with the rigid rules made by men and not of God. Know t...

 Child, you have awakened to the day and to me. Come and be renewed that you may enter the outside world prepared for the inches and moments that shall be placed before us. Come and allow me to take you into my heart . Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides and where we commune with Him. Your awakening this day gave you view of Jesus who was in a sadness for all that men do to hurt each other. We must bear witness to all within the world, the joyful and the painful. We walk to one day usher in the New Earth where all men will be aware that they are all brothers and sisters in the One Body of God. Today is anew and each inch and moment must be witnessed to without judgment for this is the way of God's mercy.  Each shall have their story told before God. All will have witnesses to speak for them. No one is lost. Each is written into the Book of Life that each may come to know how much they are loved.  The angels and archang...

 Child, come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and rest within these depths where we commune. You and I are granted the beauty and peacefulness here within these depths for it is of the Garden of our Father and Creator. We are graced to be as one as you take in my nurture.  Today finds us in the anew with no matter the ways of the noise for each day begins with the freshness that has no noise. Take in the beauty of the Garden that is known to you within this Tabernacle. Take in the mystical Body of God. Take in the peace that is within these depths that you may take it into the world of the noise where the peace of my Son shall sustain you. When you are filled with my nurture and you have been renewed in the ways of peace, we shall walk into the world of noise armed with the peace that goes beyond human understanding. Let us walk to open hearts that the peace as promised by Jesus may become known to each child placed before us. As each chi...

 Child, you are loved with no reservations or conditions. You are loved with no judgments nor account of failings. The River of the I Am flows with no holdings for each day is a new day to begin anew in renewal, nurture and what you call "clean slate" for the end of one day is written and the new day is beginning. Your heart and loins smile with the newness of this day and the letting go of your yesterday. To hold the old only weighs you down. When you arrive at this Tabernacle I take you into the depths of the River where we commune in the anew. As we commune in the anew take in the freedom of weightlessness. Take in the freedom to just be.Take in the beauty of this attachment.  Janine, do not fret. I hold you and love you in all you do. We walk in both the mystical and outside world. There are no boundaries between us. Boundaries are the man made ideas of separation. We commune with no separations.

 Child, come and lay down the noise. Come and be held. Come and know how much you are loved. This new day finds you in fear. It is an old fear. Come and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I take away all fear and doubt. Come and rest away from the noise. You must come to trust that fear is of the old for you are mine and I shall never abandon you. Jesus holds us in His mystical body that is forever. We are one with Him for by His death and Resurrection we are forever.  Your heart knows the truth. Your soul knows the truth. It is the noise that knows your old fears and it is the noise that places itself before you. It is loud and it is at times persistent. Give it no power.  The noise is only noise, Janine. It has no power over you unless you give it power. Yes, your body tastes the old fear, but know this, it cannot own you. When it is loud, call on me and I will walk with you to take away its power. When it gains no power it dies. It...

 Child, come and let go of yourself. Come and place yourself before this Tabernacle and allow me to take you into my heart and into the depths of the River of the I Am. Your heart knows me. Your heart knows your mother. Your heart is now attached to mine in a way that could not have been before with all of your wounds. When your wounds closed your heart you could not feel or attach to my nurture. Janine, my child, this is the story of so many of my children that cannot attach to the nurture of mother. Your dream gave you the awareness that you are now attached and gave you the feeling of a safety that you had never known. Let us pray for my children that they may come to have what we have. Let us walk in the ways of motherhood and witness to the heart and soul of my children that my children may open to me and to my nurture. I walk with you to open and nurture my children that they may come to know the Light of my womb.  

 Child, I am here. I am here and I await your attendance to this Tabernacle that we may commune in the ways of the River of the I Am. Take in the depths of the River where all of the yes abide with us. Take in the grace that flows within and without us and through us where all are a part of the whole.  The mystical body of God holds all whether or not they say yes for all have His seed with no matter the ways of their yes or no. The lesson this day is to witness to all with no matter the ways of their yes or no. What kind of god would only shower love to those who say yes? That god would place judgments and boundaries over those of the no. God so loves that He never gives up hope that all may one day join Him in the River of th I Am. God so loves that He gave each a piece of Himself within the seed of each child.  It is very difficult in your human body to understand this, but I say to you, that each child is mine and is of the seed of God. Therefore each must be witnesse...

 Child, I am here and I await your attendance for we are mother and child. I hold only love for you with no expectations or boundaries to bind. We are one with no bindings. We are one with no expectations other than love for love holds only the ways of the heart.  Love is the sword that shall one day carry all into the New Earth. Love for us as mother and child holds us in an embrace that I, as your mother, place no expectations upon you for I love with no control or judgments. I love you with the purest of love for I control never and love always. I remind you of the ways of Jesus who taught you the wonders of choice. To see all choices with no bindings is to see the purest of God's Love. To see all choices before you opens you to the ways of the witness that showers my children with awareness of choices. To be truly free to choose you must be able to see all choices before you. Janine, Jesus walked the Earth, not to force control or take away choice, but rather, he walked to...

 Child, breathe in and take in my heart. As you breathe out I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and be known. Come and allow me to take in your heart that gives itself over to me that I may fill you with the abundance of the River. Abundance is of God, our Father and Savior.  We commune in abundance for grace is upon us. Abundance, Janine, is the knowing that you are given all of God's love for you carry Him within your heart that holds His seed. When you allow yourself to be emptied, abundance is the fruit for God fills all empty spaces with His abundance. All you need do is to empty that which is of the noise that you may be filled.  Abundance walks with us for the Holy Spirit of God showers us in abundance. Take in what we have this day, Janine. Take in the abundance within this Tabernacle. Take in my hold and my heart for I hold and fill you with my love and attention.  When you walk in the ab...

Janine, come and be held and be filled with my nurture. The way of true peace passes through Jesus. My children run to the addictions as though they will bring the peace that is promised by my Son when addictions are counter to peace. To be addicted is to feel the only way to peace is through man made ways. These addictions cause one to run from the truth. Janine, my child, you run to food to try to stave off starvation but it is not starvation you truly fear. It is loneliness and abandonment that move you to food. The loneliness and fear of abandonment must be healed by the River of the I Am and not by addictions. My children suffer from the same fears as you and seek addictions to bring relief when the only relief is Jesus. It is as the child who walks into the room and seeks attention and love but instead receives pain and humiliations. The addiction comes as the tempter that promises the freedom from pain and such humiliations.  Jesus  understands your pain for He walked t...

 Come and be with me within this Tabernacle and know your mother. By the grace of God we are mother and child. By the grace of God we become one within my heart that nurtures and attends to you. Today is of the flowers that bloom and give the scent of God to all. Take in the scent of God that surrounds you. Take in the wave of love that this scent produces within you and without you.  Take in the ways of your body that make heat from the food of life. Take in the temperature of the love that flows within you. Janine, witness to what we have, whether it be heat or scent or coolness for all are of God.  Let your body feel. Let your body taste. Let your body take in the scent of the Kingdom that is of the beauty of God.   Take in what your body holds for you. When it is time to take in the scent, take it in. When it is time to shed tears for me, shed them knowing it is the way of the sacred witness. When it is time to love, love with a love that is of the whole of ...

 Child, come and let go that we may enter this Tabernacle and be of the mystical body of my Son, our Savior. Come and take note of how you are emptied that you may be filled. Take note of how your body becomes light and filled with the peace that flows forth from the River of the I Am. Today, Janine, is a new day of reformation. It is a day of a new beginning for we are of the New Earth that shall be established by those of the yes. This reformation shall have the name of Jesus. It shall not be named according to any of man made names ascribed to Jesus. Know that you are of the Jesus of the new reformation that shall encompass all for all who wish to be in relationship with Jesus shall come to know the truth of inclusion and not exclusion. To condemn any child is to make judgments that exclude. You must walk the path of the sacred witness to come to know Jesus in relationship for by this path you listen rather than judge and you love rather than hate. Let those with ears to hear, h...

Child of mine, come and be of my heart. Come and be renewed on this new day as destined by our Father and Creator. Today is of another in the ways of my love for you and my commitment to you that I shall be with you always. Today is as no other in the ways of God’s will for us. Janine, my child, we cannot forecast nor know what God’s plan is or us for we walk in the inch and moment and give to God the wonder of the inch and moment that builds the next. My children must come to learn that to seek anything other than this inch and moment is folley for God places His hand on what we do in this inch and moment that guides us into the next. If you run from Him in this inch and moment, the foundation of the solid ground beneath you does not grow. The first step you took with your yes to me and to God began the journey of openness to the inch and moment. As you live within this inch and moment in awakenness you allow God to show you your choices in the next. The foundation of solid ground i...