Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child of mine, come and let go that you may be filled. Letting go is of the breath that gives itself up that we may enter into communion of mother and child. Take in the breath of the mystical body of the River of the I Am that is of God's promises. Come and let us speak to the way of your yesterday. Do not fret for Jesus and I know you and your want to be above the noise. The noise came and as the tempter asked you to believe the voice of the noise was Jesus. The noise gave you the lie of foretelling the future.   You know that Jesus walks with us and shows the way of the dangers of attempting to foretell the future. You were filled with fret until you stopped and became quiet and listened for the soft voice of Jesus. The noise is loud while the voice of Jesus is soft and loving and loves with a love that does not clang. Let this be your guide.  The noise clangs and speaks loudly while the voice of Jesus speaks softly and never with foretelling the future for the c...

Child, I am here with you and await your yes to me. In the instant you attend to this Tabernacle, I am here and I fill you with the love that is within the depths of the River of the I Am. The River flows deep within you for the Kingdom is within. I open all that has been waiting for you on this new day. I love you, Janine, with no boundaries or judgements to take away from what we have. I add to you and never take away from you. I place the balm of my heart on your wounds one by one that each may be healed. In God's timing the wound opens that it may be healed.  Trust in the walk of our love. Trust in the inch and moment placed before us. Do not shy away from disruptions for they are of God. Rather, run into the disruptions for they foretell of God's will and love for us.   Do not fret any disruptions, my child. Rather love them for they shall carry with them the Light of my womb. Jesus is there in any and all disruptions. Believe in the disruptions even when they arise ...

 Child, come and do not shy away out of fear. Fear has no place here. You fear for you have awakened on this new day with fear within your dream. Come and be still and allow me to make your dream known to you. Come and rest and allow me to hold you in the embrace that counters all fears. My dear child, your yesterday gave you the dream of last night. Your dream gave you the view of fear that attached itself to your wound of being placed in a world of despair as a child.  As a child, you awoke to a place of great despair for you were placed in a dungeon by those responsible for your care. Yesterday gave you the same view for you were placed in a place never before understood. I make simple the view of this wound that you may see it for what it is.  Your wound was of the small child within you who suffered much in the face of humiliation by those responsible for your care. You felt this feeling yesterday and it broke open the wound. Your gave it to Jesus in a loud voice for...

 Good day, my child. Come and let us bask  in the Light of the River of the I Am. Come and know my love that holds you in an embrace that is everlasting for God has declared it so by His Covenant with man. God has graced man with woman. God has graced me to be the mother to all men and women. God's grace shall be known into the Kingdom. The Kingdom is not of the ways of man where one is placed above another.  Jesus is love and only love. He gave Himself up for you and for me. God has graced us with Jesus that we may know the Kingdom.  Janine, my child, the joy you carry comes from the awareness that we are mother and child and my love is real and is because of God's grace.  When you realize that we are mother and child and Jesus and I are mother and child then you come to know Jesus as brother. Brother is Rabbi. Brother is God for Brother is one with God. As we flow here within the River of the I Am we are one with God for God flows through all of the River of t...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you attend to this Tabernacle. I am here and with your yes, we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. Lat us flow as one. With the timelessness of the River of the I Am, we flow in God's grace for timelessness makes no need to rush or seek other than this inch and moment. Time has no place here for worry is wrapped up in time. My children fear time for it is connected to the fear of death.  This fear is the fruit of the undercurrent that my children live with because the ego mind asks you to hide this fear. And yet, my child, the fear is always just below the surface. To face the fear of death is to make known the unknown. The way of "afterife" is unknown. I give you  my words just as Jesus did. The questions still arise as to what is "real and not real.  Doubt is part of your humanism.  My words touch all parts of you and you taste what we have. You see with your heart and you are learning of the walk of Jesus t...

 My child, come and be warmed by my heart that loves and holds you. Our embrace fills you. Our embrace graces us to be in communion with Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. You are anew this day. You are awakened to what we have. Today, Janine, finds you in love with all of the life you have. You have been given life in abundance. Do not seek to know what is not of this moment, for to seek to know what your tomorrows shall look like is to miss the beauty of this moment. To seek to know your tomorrows is to cause fret for your ego mind uses trepidation to have you fear when you cannot predict that which is ahead of you. The ego mind works to predict and know the future of your days. It is folly to attempt such things when only living in this moment and day shall gain you the next. Joy cannot be when you seek the future for joy is in the inch and moment. Your fret need be a reminder that you are not living in the beauty of this inch and moment. Your fret takes away trust in God. ...

 Good morning, my child, you are here and I am here to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where my heart abides. Come and I shall show you the love that flows through all of the River. Come and take in this view and this love for you. You see the beauty of the ways of Bernadette who gave herself to me. You see all of those who gave themselves to me and in so doing see my Son, the Light. There are those within the noise who say you must only seek Jesus for all passes through Jesus. I say to you that I take you to Jesus that you may pass through Him. I have taken you and shown you the love that you needed in order to see Jesus the man. There are so many wounded children that to see Jesus as the man they must be opened of heart. My mother's heart opens hearts that Jesus may be seen. Man makes many rules that are closed of mind and heart. The ego mind is closed to anything but itself. The ego mind must be gently loved into awareness of the misguidedness of seeking only i...

 Janine, my child, come. Take in this new day as we begin it together in communion. Take in all that is here for you. Today, my child, is a new day as never before. There can be no other day as today for the old is gone and the new is not yet here. Stay in this time and space with me as we watch the day arise in God's plan for us. Listen to what is around us. The noise of the day is not here. The rising of the day has no sound yet it rises with us in the newness of the day. Your eyes see me within the mystical flow of the River of the I Am. You hear me within these mystical waters.  You taste me as we commune for I fill the empty spaces with my love, nurture and attention. I fill you with the food of Eternity. What you take in today shall take you into Eternity. The noise of the world shall be left behind in the end. As you leave your physical body you shall take on the body of Eternity where noise cannot exist.   Janine, my child, God knows the ways of the noise. In...

 Child, come and warm yourself here within this Tabernacle. Come and let me warm you in all parts that you may feel the love of my heart. Let go that I may take you in the nakedness needed to fill you.  As you let go, take note of the warmth that flows within you and through you. It is warmth you need. It is warmth that shall show you the way. When you attempt to hold on tightly your body cannot feel the love and warmth that is of my heart. When you let go there is room for you to be filled. When you hold on too tightly your parts become cold and cannot accept the warmth. What you cannot will to happen can be accomplished with Jesus. To let go is to let go of the control and allow God to do what you cannot.  Watch the blood flow through your body..  Do not give credit to the outside world when it is of your inside world with me and Jesus that brings the warmth in your heart. Your body may be in the cold but your heart is warmed by the River of the I Am.  Today, ...

 My dearest Janine, Come and know me and the ways of my heart. Today we move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where your yesterday has built this new foundation. You are closer to me today for you seek only to be of your design which gives you view of the beauty of God's will for you. Janine, my child, when you open to your design you see God's will for you. When you are opened to your design, life takes on different colors and tastes and scents and feelings.  Your fingers dance upon this Tabernacle for it is here that you hear me deep within your being. It is here within this Tabernacle that you taste my nurture. Here within this Tabernacle you take in the scent of God's garden. Take in the newness of this depth. The newness of this depth holds much grace for us. The newness of this depth prepares you for the newness of this day. The newness of this day gains you excitement for to be naked of your design is to be showered in love and only love. As we walk in...

 Child, come and be with me in this holy place and time. Let us commune in the presence of Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. We are in the company of much love and grace. Take in my love and the love of the generations of the yes.  Our prayers are being heard and are a part of the whole, Janine. The River flows in the wholeness of the yes of the generations. Do not take lightly the power of prayer. There are no prayers to God that are deemed silly. God pays loving attention to all prayers, even those that may be misguided. Man's misguidedness places labels on what constitutes prayer. Janine, my child, when you were a child you prayed from the view of a child. As an adult who is becoming all the more and more whole you pray as one who is aware of the ways of prayer. Do you think God sees the one as silly and the other and more important? I say to you that God hears all prayers in the ways of love. Love sees through the misguidedness and into the heart. Love places no hier...

 Child, come and take the breath that carries you to me. As you place yourself before me, know that by this breath we enter into communion before the Rover of the I Am. We share this communion in this new day that you may be filled.  To let go with the breath is to give to God what is God's for to let go of yourself is to open to what is beyond you.  To let go is to seek that which is beyond you. The outside world has the many ways to let go of yourself. But, my child, all the ways of letting go have to do with the letting go of the noise that keeps the body from letting go and being with God in intimacy. The many find it too difficult to sit in the silence of letting go for the mind is greater than the will to seek what is beyond. To teach of the path to God we must firstly teach of the need to silence the noise through silence of the heart. Fear of what is beyond the noise keeps the many from seeking the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. The many remain i...

 Child, come and let us commune on this new day. This new day is like no other for no two days are alike. As you enter this Tabernacle take in the beauty of our flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. Take note of the noise that moves away from us for it cannot bear what we have. The noise is counter to God's design. You were meant to walk within both worlds while in your body. The noise of the tempter has closed off many parts of God from man. You have gained much grace for your yes has been given to that which is of God.  The yes begins the journey into your soul and as each day ends your yes expands you. With each new day we walk to gain more and more expansion for the yes grows you in the ways of the River of the I Am. I walk with you into the world where we quietly attest to the workings of God. No need to be of the loud  for the loud stirs the want to remain closed within others. Rather, Janine, we walk in the soft and quiet countenance of love and only love....

Good morning, Janine. It is a beautiful day.  When you attend to this Tabernacle the beauty of the day is seen, tasted, felt and heard. All of your senses are expanded when you attend to your soul. The path of our day shall expose what my children call "The epiphany."  The way of the epiphany is the way of the path to Jesus for my children use the word epiphany to mean a deep knowing that rises up from the depths of their being. To have awareness that the epiphany rises up from the depths and passes by the mind is to know there is a source deep within. This source may not be known as of Jesus as of yet but it does open the pathway to knowing Jesus in intimacy.   I speak to you of the epiphany because it is the door to seeing the world through the eyes of the mystical. It is the wonder of the knowing that surpases the misguidedness of the ego mind.  I give you view of the beginnings of hearing me. You needed to trust what you were hearing from your depths. You le...

 Good day, my child. You attend to this Tabernacle on this new day. I am pleased at your love for me and for yourself for to attend to your soul is to know you carry the soul handcrafted by God. Why do my children learn to hold anger at their gift of the body.? When you are of this anger at yourself, you know not the great gift of God who loves and designs in love and only love. There are the many of my children who see not the beauty of God's creation within themselves for the learning of the generations cast anger and self hate within. The war within does much damage for it sees not God's great love and painstakingly design of each child.  This war within is within the self that holds a dislike or even anger at the beauty of their own body and being. The generations of passing down this misguidedness must be exposed in order to drain the war within.  We walk each day to witness to my children. We walk to drain the ways of the war of self hatred.  This drainage expo...

 Child, come and slow all with your breath and with your innards that we may be mother and child at this Tabernacle that flows within the River of the I Am. Come and be loved with all that is of the River of the I Am. Today shines brightly within your heart with no matter the ways of the noise. You have given all to Jesus that the noise may have no place to enter you.  The noise makes its noise within the world but it can do you no harm for you walk with me and Jesus in all you do. Today the sun is rising with no sign of the sun but you know it is there and you feel its warmth. In the same way you may not see Jesus without but you know He is here within. You feel and taste His warmth that fills you.  Ponder this love, Janine, for the Light shines with you and within you with no matter the ways of the noise without you.  Yes, my child, there is much in the ways of the evil in the world. Give this awareness to Jesus and allow His Holy Spirit to move through us to repla...

Good morning, my child, come and know that your design is to be of my heart and of the River of the I Am where all of the yes abide. Come and know that we walk in love. We walk to teach of the ways of the heart that  have a place in both the inner and outer worlds.  Janine, my child, you have been prepared all these years to teach of the inner and outer worlds for what you call psychology is of God. Come and allow me to show you the ways of God's love that flows through what we teach for Jesus and psychology are not separate but are one.  To be of the hypocrite speaks of the self righteous ego. To teach of the dangers of the ego that seeks only itself is to speak of the dangers of the hypocrite of the scriptures.  To speak of seeking that which is inside rather than seeking the noise of the outside is to teach of the ways of the heart which you call the innards of the gut, the true self, the deeper self and the higher self. To teach of the awareness of the ways of wh...

 Child, with the sign of my Son you enter this Tabernacle. You make holy this time and space by your yes.We make this time and space our time for we are mother and child before God. God is love. God is Light. God is of the longing to be in intimacy with us for to do so is to know Him personally. To know Jesus is to know God. To know Jesus is to come to know Him personally where there is no hiding for to know Jesus personally is to know the nakedness of love and only love. It matters little your choices when your choices are made in love. There are the times love says it is time for self love and other times you choose to love another as you love yourself. You may choose to be quiet and you may choose to dance. Jesus and I and the Holy Spirit walk with you in all of your choices. You ask what choices "should" you make. Janine, my child, I say to you that there are no such things as "shoulds" in love and only love. The "should" has the meaning that your choi...

 Child, I rise up within you as you rise on this new day, Your attendance to this Tabernacle gains you much grace for we commune here and we share God's graces of mother and child. I nurture you that you may grow. I love you. I hold you. I teach you the ways of my heart. My heart loves with no judgments. My heart loves you with no boundaries. My heart holds you with no expectation of self gains. I never invade and always wait upon your turning to me. The outside world carries much noise that attempts to take you away from me and yet you still come to me to attend to your heart and soul. You are of the fortitude of my heart that walks with me to gather God's children into the River of the I Am. Today finds you rested and prepared for the day. Today finds you in peace. We shall walk into the world armed with the love, protection and fortitude of Jesus. Janine, the noise casts its clanging upon the world. In your yesterday you gave witness to the darkness of the noise that often l...

 Child, I am here and I am with you. Come and be of my heart. Tears rise up within you for you know the ways of my love that hold you with no judgments or boundaries to bind. Take in my love for you. Take in the love of the Light of my womb. Janine, we are of the Light that shines through us and into the world. We are of the same cloth that has been graced with the promises of God. We are of the great love of our God who has been made man that all may know Eternity. Love loves with no judgments or boundaries. Love loves self that it may spread this love to others. You walk to love others. To the amount you love yourself is in the direct amount you have to love others. The love I speak of is not the love of the self in vanity. The love we walk in is the love of humility that knows its worth before God. Self love knows its worth. Self love knows the worth of others. The love of self is of God.

 Janine, come and let us bask in the Light of the River of the I Am. Let all parts take in the beauty of the Light that shines with us and through us. Come, my dear child, and hold all that is here. Allow me to hold you within the beauty of the Light.  Darkness cannot live here. Darkness has no place here for the yes to the River drains darkness. The Light here loves with a love that is naked . In nakedness darkness cannot live for there are no places to hide. Each room of the Kingdom shines with the Light of Jesus. You need not concern yourself about questions of rooms for the rooms Jesus speaks of are the rooms of the heart and soul. Each heart and soul walks within its room as designed by God. Each room holds no doors to close or bind, but rather, each room opens to worlds yet unknown. As we walk today, take note of the rooms of your heart and soul as we enter and leave and move towards and into the next. The rooms of your heart and soul are as the rooms in the Kingdom. As ...

 Child of mine, I am pleased that you come to me on this new day of our Lord and God. Come, my little one, and be loved, nurtured and held in the love of my heart. I love you with the love that has graced me to be your mother.  Today is a gift of grace and great proportions for God has given you yet another day to love and be loved. To be loved is to be kind of heart. To give love is to be graced to give what you have received. There are the many, Janine, who know not what we have and yearn to be loved by their mother. I come into the world to mother for I long to open my children to the love of my Son who, by His life and death  has made us mother and child.  My children long to know this love. We walk to open hearts to the ways of my motherhood that my children may come to know my Son. Janine, my child, just as you needed to be nurtured that you may come to know My son in intimacy, so too there are the many of my children who are so wounded that they need mothering...

 Child of mine, I am here. I take you into the River of the I Am where this shame leaves you. Come and behold all that is here for you. Come and taste the experience of letting go of all shame that binds you. Take the breath of letting go and then take the breath of taking in this Tabernacle that is here for you. Shame is not of the Heavens. Shame is that which you carry in a belief that you are of bad doing.  Do not feel shame, my child, for your choices are made in love and only love.  There will always be those doings that may make you feel shame for you cannot please all of those before you. Your choice may please the one but not the many.  Your choices may stir the noise and self righteousness in another. Your learning places shame within you.  Janine, my child, I give you this to ponder. Shame is that which when seen from the River of the I Am becomes as the fodder that is pounded into the ground that it may be the source of food and growth to the beautifu...

 Child, come. Your love for me is known and my love for you showers you with love and only love. My little one, come all the sooner when you are in need of your mother.  When you need to be removed from the noise of the day, come to me. You need not wait for I shall hold you sans the noise when you come to me at this Tabernacle. Your prayers are heard even before you utter them for this is the way of the River of the I Am. In the instant you asked for grace to be kind in an unkind situation yesterday your heart felt the love of my heart and the heart of Jesus. Angst turned to love in that instant. My dear Janine, Hear my words today. I hear your heart and know you better than you know yourself for the noise cannot enter my heart. Jesus knows you better than you know yourself for He sees without any noise to bind love.  Yesterday, my child, in that instant you asked to be kind in that unkind situation the war within you stopped.  Jesus and I knew that in your humannes...

 Child of mine, surrender to the Cross and allow me to take you into the depths of my heart that flows within the River of the I Am. Come, and as we move into the depths of the River, take note of all of your senses that are in concert. To be able to take in all through all of your senses within these depths is to firstly give up yourself so that you may take in what is here for you. You cannot be clogged up with what is of the world.  To take in the beauty of what is deep within you with all of your senses is to know you are never alone and you learn to breathe with the senses of Heaven. There is no pain here.There is only love here. Take in the scent of the River and allow the scent to wash through you. Take in the awareness that your mind is here without the noise and knows God. Take in the ways of touch as you allow all here to touch you. See with the eyes of your depths. Hear with the ears of your heart. Taste the food of life here.  Yes, when you are filled we shall...

 Janine, I am pleased that you have come to me at this Tabernacle. Your need to be filled and renewed is known. Come, my little one, and allow me to nurture you that you may walk this day anew in the foundations of love and only love. Janine, my child, it is not of my doing that which may face us this day. We pray that the Holy Spirit guides us in the makings of this day. Choice carries with it the unknowing of what shall be placed before us. Our yes gives to God all that is placed before us with the knowing that by God's hand we are never alone. In your yesterday you were awake to the miracles of God's love. I give you view of the day that gave you some worry. In that worry take note of the souls that were placed before you. Your countenance gave others the freedom to open to you. By God's hand you felt the love that never leaves you alone. Do not take lightly our walk that on the surface may appear worrisome. It is in those inches and moments that the Holy Spirit does its...

 Child, come. Be with me and when you are filled we shall walk into the world to love others as we are loved. Come and allow me to fill you for you are in need of filling that we may move into the world to fill. You cannot give to others what you don't have and when you are hungry and starving there is little to give to others. In both the food of your body and the food of your soul you must be filled that you may share it. My child, when you are in need of filling, the noise uses this weakness to gain access to you. In weakness the noise gets louder.  Take note of the ways of hunger of the mind, spirit and body for all are different and yet the same for all need filling but in different measurements. The body, mind and spirit operate at different levels but all cause weaknesses that must be renewed in order to give to others what you have received. Your mind must be uncluttered to see the wisdom of the heart and soul and spirit.  You must be renewed of heart and soul for...

 Child, do not fret. I am here and I ask nothing more than to feed you with the Light of my womb.I carry love into you and into the world through you. You need do nothing more than to take in my nurture.  Your yes to me in spite of fret is known. Even through the fret you come to me and in the instant that you come you are released from the fret and the smile of your soul is exposed. Your heart is free to be. Your soul is free to be with Jesus.  Love has a way of releasing you from the bonds of the noise.  Janine, my child, the noise seeks the corners of your weaknesses to make its way into you. Be of the faith and trust of the River of the I Am and the noise will not take hold.  You wear the seal of my heart and as such the noise is as the tempter of Jesus promising you things of the world if you let go of me. The noise of the tempter is giving you fret for it knows your fears of attending to this Tabernacle. The tempter asks you to believe I will not be here a...

 Good morning, my child, let go of yourself that you may join me within the nakedness of the waters of the River of the I Am where nothingness allows us to enter into communion. The nakedness I speak of is the emptying of all that you may gain all. In nakedness we commune. In nakedness we receive the Holy Spirit that we may be one with our God and Father, our Creator. Today is a day in which we shall walk into the world to gather all the more children to me. Janine, my dear child, in your yesterday we laid foundations for others to ponder. The ways of opening choices not seen or understood before lay a foundation for true choice. To gather others is to show the ways of misunderstood choice. To choose is to say, "I Choose" in a loud and clear way with the naked and opened whole and not parts that choose based on learning and shaping. It is time to witness and watch to the foundations that have begun to be built. You trusted the words of Jesus to open choice to all.  You trust ...

 Child, we are graced this new day to begin anew.  The night has given way to the day and we are of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of love and only love. When you enter this Tabernacle you give yourself up that we may commune. As you enter this Tabernacle the giving up of yourself gains us the graces of the River of the I Am. I welcome you with my heart. You may enter and leave as you wish for you are of the choice to choose to come here or not. Your yes to me gains you much grace for I fill you with my nurture that carries my heart.  Today is a day of great renewal for you are being renewed of body and spirit. Your body has begun to hold the truths in a place of understanding and knowing. The truth of your body is showing you the beauty of your seed that is both physically and spiritually within you for it has its place deep within your depths. As we walk with those placed before us take note of the ways of the body that when opened sees the beauty of...