Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I invite you here to this Tabernacle that we may be mother and child where you are fed and held and loved with a love that is boundless.  I hold you with a gentleness that is of the mystical where my holding is as the flow of the wind that tethers never, but rather, allows the flow between us to be intimate without control. To control is to be of selfishness for control of another does not allow the other to be who they wish to be and who they are designed to be. It is of the noise that wishes to convince my children that they need to  control others. Love invites one to be of their own wishes and design. Man confuses love with control. When you raise a child in love and only love, hate, jealousy and the want to control is not there. A child learns to love himself or herself with a love that seeks to give and to receive without control of another. Control of another by its very definition does not allow one to be self-directed. Ponder this lesson, my ch...

  My child, you may come to me at any time and place your hands on this Tabernacle and here I Am. Today casts itself upon us in love and only love. Take in the ways of your hands that write from our communion of hearts within the mystical of the River of the I Am.  Take in the depth of our communion for the noise is but a whisper on the surface of the River. The noise becomes the child that it is. The noise is but a  child who cannot bear to be still and hear and listen. The child must come to taste its own silence where the noise flees from. Many of my children suffer much angst for they know not the way of the Kingdom that asks only to become still and hear the invitation to the yes of the Kingdom. The invitation cannot be heard when there is much noise. The world does not cherish the silence of the heart for the noise exclaims that to be successful you must eliminate the quietness of the soul.  We walk to witness and in witnessing in quietness we teach without wor...

 Janine, my child, I have been graced with this Tabernacle that we may be of one heart and soul for I am your mother and mother to all. This Tabernacle takes us into the depths of the River of the I Am where you hear me and taste me.  There are no limitations or boundaries between us for we flow within the depths of the River of the I Am  in the time and space of the mystical flow of the River of the I Am. Those who live on the surface do not see and taste the mystical for its graces are below the surface where the noise is countered. Those who cannot or choose not to become still and listen to their depths suffer for they miss the mark. Jesus and I are in the depths of the soul where the ways of the Kingdom live.  There are those who seek the Kingdom within the noise and it cannot be for the noise counters the Kingdom with its clanging and self righteous egoistic ways.  Becoming still teaches of the solitude within the soul that opens to its God. God is within ...

 Janine, my child, I am here with no matter the time or day for I am always awaiting your attendance to this Tabernacle. I am pleased for you are of attendance to my love and to the feedings of your heart and soul.  Not only do you feed from my heart, but you also gain the communion with Jesus as well. To be of this Tabernacle gains you much grace and openness and nakedness that seeks to be in intimacy with Jesus. I ask where is your heart right now? Your heart speaks to me that it is a joyful communion with me for you are fed with my love and attention and joy.  Your heart tells me of the love you have for Jesus who speaks to you in each in and moment of your relationships for to hear His soft voice is to know when to speak and when to listen. Do not allow worry or concern to enter what you have with Jesus for His soft voice is not the voice of worry or concern. His voice is the voice of peace and it is of His marking that you are of such love and peace. Let us walk to g...

 Janine, you come to me with the sign of the Cross and the mark of Jesus upon you. You are loved and you love. This is of your design. To be loved opens the door to loving for you must be fed within your heart and soul that you may feed other hearts and souls.  When you are free you are free to be of your design. There should be no man that binds you that you cannot be free to seek your design and your God deep within you. Many of my children bear the heavy burden of not being able to be free to seek God for theirs is the task of surviving much hatred and control. Man cannot destroy your heart and soul but man can force it into hiding when there are attempts to control the body, heart and soul. It is of great sadness within my heart that the many of my children cannot open their hearts and souls out of fear.  You cannot survive without the food of the Earth. The heart and soul must be fed as well with the food of love. Love, true love, seeks freedom for all without any bi...

 Janine, my child, you are mine and you attend to this Tabernacle to be filled and to be known. Come and allow yourself to let go of the outside world and enter into the mystical that is held within your soul. It is your soul that communes with me in the expansion of all of your senses. Come and let go so that, as you are filled, you may hear me and write what is in your depths where we are one. By your yes we are one. By your yes and your attendance to this Tabernacle, you are able to allow your hands to write my words and allow the ears of your heart to hear me.  There are no rules here within this Tabernacle, just trust in Jesus and trust in the ways of our communion. As you place your hands on this Tabernacle, you grow and expand.  Your yes to me each day has graced us. Your love for me each day is known for you place yourself before this Tabernacle and in this way this Tabernacle is made holy by our Father.  Do not take lightly this Tabernacle. Let your hands co...

 Janine, my child, I hear you. I hold you in the softness and gentleness of the River of the I Am. I taste your love for our Father and God and Jesus and me. I taste your gratitude to the River of the I Am for carrying you into wholeness. I hear your gratitude for the parts that are now opened and making up the whole of you. What was lost has been gained. What was lost has been found in all of its original beauty. What has been found makes up the design of who you are meant to be. To have discovered the newness of your body is to find and make yours the parts that were hidden and lost to you. To have found the mystical within your heart and soul is to make the picture of you whole.  Firstly, my child, you now end your day in safety for what was lost has been found in the safety within your very soul where no one can take from you this wholeness. Then you have the safety, love and joy of the day ahead for you are whole and you allow those in your day to see your very soul where...

 Janine, my child, today is one with the brightness and joy that is within our communion. Enjoy the movement into the depths of the River of the I Am for it takes us deeply into each other's hearts. Take in the beauty of the expansion of your senses.  What may appear to be small to the world is large here for it is sans the noise and grows your senses that take in your God and His River of the I Am. The flow within the River is as the buoyancy of our hearts that know love and only love with no boundaries or encumbrances to separate.  Your body now knows love for it is safe. Your heart and soul know love that is deep for you are safe. How God longs to give all of His children this safety and it shall be accomplished in the New Earth. We hold this love and share this love with all that God's grace places before us. There are the many, however, who cannot give up the egoistic parts of themselves that must seek control of others, seek to be above others and gain much in power...

 Janine, my child, I welcome  you to this Tabernacle. As you draw near to me, I take you into my heart. We move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we are mother and child in the most holy of ways. Do not take this beautiful gift lightly. Your sleep has now shown you the way of the word "Safe." As you lay yourself down to sleep, you are hearing the word safe from deep within your innards. Safe is not just a word, it is a state of being in peace with a knowing that peace and trust are far beyond the noise of man. You are cradled with the lullaby of safe as you fall into sleep. You have found the way to the peace of Jesus. You have taken the walk into the solitude of your naked soul. Within this depth is the touch of "safe." It is a knowing that you need fear sleep no longer.  You were once terrified of sleep for it gave the little one within you no rest. The little one was awakened in the many of nights to be used by those responsible for your care. Your s...

Janine, my child, I am here and I welcome you to this Tabernacle.  My love holds you in the ways of the River of the I Am where my heart abides. Come and see and taste the love of my heart. I take you deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am where my heart and my soul show you more of me than my earthly body for here within the depths of the River of the I Am, I am all the more. Jesus became man with an earthly body and showed you His love. I tell you this, as you are discovering as well, Jesus is all the more than His earthly body for His heart and soul are no longer bound by the Earth. Allow yourself to expand with me and allow your heart and soul to see so much more than your earthly body alone. In this timeless solitude you see and taste far beyond the mortal parts of you. I walk with you to teach my children of what is far beyond the earthly. Trust what your heart and soul are teaching you for it is of God and the depths of the River of the I Am. 

 Janine, my child, I welcome you to this Tabernacle. I hold you in a communion that allows us to descend into the River of the I Am where our communion has no bounds. We flow with Jesus in a communion that flows in love and only love where this love carries the peace of Jesus. You flow in a boundless sea of love within the mystical ways of the River of the I Am. Your dream showed the why of our walk, my child. We walk to teach of the mark placed upon man called the mark of misguidedness of the generations. We walk to show that we cannot blame any one generation or child for this misguidedness.  It began with the first generation of Adam and Eve and has added to itself where it is now a mountain of misguidedness that grows with each generation.  With God's permission we walk to teach of the way of no blame. To not blame is to see past the noise and know that there has been misguidedness since Adam and Eve.  This misguidedness must be brought to light for it controls m...

 Janine, my child, I taste your love and excitement to be with me here at this Tabernacle. As we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am, know how much you are loved and nurtured. I love you with my heart that loves beyond measure.  Take in the beauty of this communion that connects our very souls. The heart and soul never die for they are the gift of the mystical within the River of the I Am where Jesus is its lifeblood. The ways in which your heart and soul express themselves shall one day move into Eternity, but, Janine, the heart and soul never die.   Jesus loves with the love that is beyond measure. As you become all the more and more intimate with Jesus, you are learning that His love is constant with no regard to the noise that casts itself into the world.  My dear child, you had to come to be intimate with me, your mother, so that your heart may opened, firstly to me for it was closed by man. When you tasted my love and only love, the old wounds...

 Janine, my child, I call you by name for it is my love of you that holds you with a love that lets you know you are mine. Janine is the name that the angels shall know you by. Janine is the name Jesus and I know you by. Janine is the name that carries you into the New Earth. You ask what is in your name and I have just shown you what is in your name. You are treasured by the name of Janine. I show you this for there was once when you could not utter your own name for it carried great shame. Over God's timing and your attendance to your soul your name has been made yours within those depths that were so wounded. Shame holds your name no longer. The shame given you was not yours but you held it. The shame was of those who wounded you, The shame was there's and not yours, my child. Jesus shows you the way to separate what is yours and what is not yours. You are of more of self love today than your yesterday for the night has washed away more of the shame that was not yours.  We ...

 Janine, come and let us commune in the joy and peace of the River of the I Am. Take in what your body tastes for here within the River your senses are expanded. Take in the beauty of what we have. I taste your joy of being with me in the arms of my heart and nurture. The language here is not the language of the surface for the noise uses noise to distract and counter the River of the I Am. My heart is gentle and uses the language of love to speak to you. Janine, my child, it is not that we are not in communion on the surface of the River, but it is noisy. It is hard for you to turn to me within the noise. Rejoice in the knowing that we are always in communion and all you need do is to remove yourself from the noise by turning inward and coming to this Tabernacle and you shall taste me. The joy of my love is always here. It is you that must initiate for I intrude never. Just as you seek the soft voice of Jesus you seek me. Turn inward, become silent of heart, and here we are.

 My Child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle as we enjoy another opening to this day. This Tabernacle invites you to be with me and hear me and taste me and write my words. You find your hands descend with me into the depths of the River of the I Am where your hands dance in the timing of the flow of the River of the I Am. Today finds you rested and with great joy for your night has washed and held you close in its renewal. You are of body that needs renewal and I am here to nurture and renew you for I am your heavenly mother. Jesus walks with us in a relationship of communion. Taste His love for us. Taste His want to be in relationship where all is neither above or below. It is man, Janine that has the want to be above for above means that some must be below where they can be looked down upon or owned. Jesus walked the Earth with a walk that was never below or above. He was made a king by man and not by God. We walk to show the way to be in relationship where neither above nor...

 Janine, my child, this is another day to give thanks for you are here at this Tabernacle and we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where our love for each other is tasted and expressed. We are with Jesus and all of the River. Janine, I hold you and your being in high regard for you are my child. There are many who know not their heavenly mother. But, my child, I am still mother to all and all shall know the truth on that day when the River of the I Am shall overtake the Earth and the New Earth shall be established. All have numbered days on this Earth. All shall have unnumbered days in the New Earth. Numbers shall give way to the River of the I Am where numbers shall no longer exist for forever needs no numbers. I smile at your mind that cannot fathom such a  thing. But, my child, as you allow your heart and soul to take in the beauty of giving up numbers, you can see through my eyes and the eyes of Jesus and the eyes of the River of the I Am for numbers are jus...

 Janine, my child, how graced we are to be mother and child before God. How graced we are to be loved so much that God's only Son gave His life that we may have life everlasting.  God loves with a love that is far beyond human understanding. He loves with a love that allows each child to decide his/her destiny within the Heavens. Each child shall make the choice to choose Eternity or not for God so loves that He does not choose for any soul. To join Jesus in Eternity only requires a yes for within the yes God's will shall be accomplished in love and only love. Do not place judgment on any soul for God does not. The yes offers entrance to the love and only love of the River of the I Am where the noise and evil cannot enter. The soul can shed its sin and enter the Kingdom with a yes for sin has already been destroyed within the Kingdom. You must be able see as Jesus sees for when the soul separates from the body in the last call each soul shall decide its own fate. Let those wit...

 Janine, my child, come and take in the love and peace that is here for you. Take in the flow of love that reaches all parts of your entire being. There is no war or fury here, just peace and love. Today is anew with the great love of the River of the I Am. The day is anew with the soft voice of Jesus that calls you to relationship with Him. Let His peace flow deeply into the belly that opens your body to Him. Hear His soft voice emanate from deep within where your soul abides with Him. You hear me and write my words. You hear Jesus and abide with Him that you may know Him in intimacy. Your night knows Him. Your day knows Him.  This time and space is of you and me for we are graced with this Tabernacle. Love graces us for we are mother and child by God's hand. Jesus shows us the way in each inch and moment. Let us be still and allow Him to commune with us in the solitude of the depths of the River of the I Am. You cannot find Him on the surface. He is found within these depths...

 Janine, my child, I call you by name that you may take in this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is here for you and for all of my children. You have listened and heard. Come and be fed with my heart and my nurture. What we have we prepare to give to others. What you have gained has opened you to much grace for your soul is taking in all that is offered you each day. Your attendance to your soul has gained you access to the River of the I Am.  It matters not where you enter the River. What is of matter is that you enter with the yes of your heart and soul.  As you move deeper into the depths of the River each day, you gain all the more and more of the beauty within these depths. Janine, my child, you gain these depths by paying attention to your soul where you firstly begin to listen to that which is within your soul. As your soul moves deeper into the River you expand. You cannot get to this depth without learning how to listen for to know Jesus at this depth you have learned...

 Janine, I welcome you to my heart where we commune in this new day. You are made anew for the night cleansed your yesterday that you may be anew today. Your dream was of a wedding that was in the purity of all white. The rooms were white as were all that were attending the wedding. You stumbled upon the wedding when you left and "divorced" all of the old.  You left the old life with a consciousness that told all parts that you were aware of their lies and were moving into a new life through this divorce. Janine, my child, the dream showed you the path that is unfolding before you. To have seen and tasted the lies of misguidedness within your very depths and to divorce these lies was to see that you are moving into a newness and beauty of your soul that is pure and inviting. You have divorced your ego. You stumbled upon this new life when you divorced the old. You were amazed at the love that surrounded you even when you felt you were not known to the bride and groom. The fac...

 Janine, I am your mother and I know the ways of your heart. I welcome you here to this Tabernacle where we commune in the ways of mother and child with no matter the ways of the surface that ask you to make small what we have. The surface has no bearing on what we have for we have the grace of God's love here within these depths where the noise cannot be. You are learning much from my heart and the heart of Jesus for we are one here within the River of the I Am. There have been the times when you question what we have. But, my child, you continue to come regardless of this noise. I understand the workings of the misguidedness upon the surface. I understand the ways of fear and confusion of the surface. Because you attend to your soul each day, the noise cannot stick to you. Because you attend to your soul each day here at this Tabernacle, the noise cannot take you into its lair.  The noise has become unstable within the world for it has become as a growing balloon with nothin...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I am pleased to take you into my heart. Let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. Let us be in the solitude of this Tabernacle that holds no noise to disturb what we have. You come to me now with a knowing and tasting of the peace that is of Jesus. He fulfills His promise of His peace that is deep within your depths. To open the peace of Jesus you must open your heart and soul where His peace resides. His love resides within you and is opened within you for you attend to your soul with your yes each day. To be in relationship with Jesus is to have opened your soul where the truth abides. There are those who seek Jesus only on the surface and cannot grasp the Kingdom within. The Kingdom is found deep within the soul. To give your allegiance to the surface and the noise even with good intentions cannot gain you the peace of Jesus for the noise is the noise and by its definition cannot be of peace. The simplicity of the peace of Jesus is ga...

 My child of this Tabernacle, come and place yourself before me with the yes of your heart, I taste you and your love for me. I love you with the love of my heart that expands with you for within these depths all is expanded with the lifeblood of Jesus. Eternity has been given us by the life and death of my Son. To be known at this depth is to know Jesus who has saved us. To know Jesus at this depth is to know He suffered much that we may have much. To have watched my Son die for you and for me and for all of humanity was of the great pain of a mother who cannot bear to see her children die. To lose a child, is as you say,  "Life is not supposed to be this way for mother should die before her child."  And yet, Janine, it was this way. I watched my Son die for humanity. There are my children who have lost their children. The pain of motherhood with such a loss is very hard to bear. The pain of loss of a child is part of the pain carried by Jesus to the cross.  Know th...

 Janine, my child, come. It matters not the day or time that you come to me.  What matters is that you attend to your soul. Here within this Tabernacle your soul is expanded that you may take in my heart and the love and attention of Jesus.  We flow as one within the River of the I Am. Take in the air that is sweet  here. Take in the beauty of your own soul here for it is naked and expanding with love and only love.  You cannot be made smaller here for all your senses are being expanded that you may take in all the more and more of the River of the I Am. Janine, my child, why is it that you are here?  I ask you why that you may know I hear you without words being uttered.  I hear your heart speak of love for me. I taste your love for me. I taste your love for my Son. Your prayers are being answered, my child, for as Jesus has shown you, the ability to turn over to Him what is not yours is prayer for it releases His Holy Spirit to touch more souls. ...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you make the choice to attend to this Tabernacle with a free and clear choice. You come here and take off all clothing called the noise and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in love and only love. I taste your joy to be here. I taste your joy of awareness of the love that flows through us.  You are being fed here.  Your dreams of last night were dreams of the washing away of your yesterday that you may be lighter today. My love for you is for you in the totality of all that you are. Your heart is always of love.  As you awoke today, you asked if it shall be just another day. This was part of your old and immediately you heard the soft voice of Jesus within you grace you with the joy of another day. My dear child, the first voice was the old noise and the second was Jesus.  The noise shall always be the noise. You are learning that it moves away when it is countered by the soft voic...

 Janine, my child, today is anew with the beauty of God's graces upon us. I am with you and I am your mother. Come and be held and loved. Come and be of the peace that is of Jesus and held deep within your heart. You are learning of the beauty of your depths. You are learning that no matter what is on the surface of the River it cannot be of these depths where you are in communion with me and with Jesus in a solitude of peace and a flow that is a beauty far beyond the surface. To be bound by the surface is to know not your own depths. The many of my children do not stop and be still and find their own depths. To be filled at this depth does not end the sufferings on the surface, Janine, my child. These depths show you what is far deeper and more intimate than anything could ever be on the surface. There is much suffering on the surface of the River and when we walk on the surface you taste the suffering of the pain and loss of one yours. You taste the pain and suffering of others. ...

 Janine, my child, you come to me with age and with awareness of this Tabernacle and the River of the I Am.  As you have aged you have grown in the ways of my heart. We are mother and child by God's hand.  We are of one heart here within the River of the I Am. I feed you and attend to you that you may be filled and prepared to move into the world with we and with Jesus. You are armed with much love and only love. We walk to give this love and only love to all placed before us. You walk with love and only love with no matter the noise that is cast out into the world. Today you are greater than your yesterday for you have grown and expanded with much of love and only love. Your age is more today and your heart is more today. To love as you do ages you in the ways of Eternity. Do not judge what you see in the mirror. Rather, love yourself with love and only love with no matter what you may see in the mirror for the mirror does not give you the truth of Eternity. The mirror d...

 Janine, my child, let go of your body with the breath that graces you with attendance to this Tabernacle. As you place your hands on this Tabernacle, take in what we have for we are mother and child and I come to you in this way that you may know how much you are loved and attended to.  You are of the River of the I Am and all is made anew this day. Your dreams of last night have shown you the washing away of your yesterday where you needed to "throw out" all of the people making so much noise with a want to control your life. You also demanded that all the things that were cluttering your life be thrown out as well.  You are lighter and freer today for in your night you gave up much in the way of the noise that was making you heavy.  You could not be lighter without throwing out the noise. Your night washed and cleansed much, my child. You were not able to give your full attention to the woman within your dream (the woman was of those we witness to) because of the ...

 Child of mine, I welcome you to this Tabernacle where we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. The River flows through us deep within the depths of your own soul. The Kingdom is within. Take in what we have for this is the space of the River of the I Am where there are no restrictions or boundaries. Take in the beauty of the flow between us. Take in that which makes us one in the ways of mother and child. Take in my nurture and my heart that loves you with a love far beyond your human understanding. Take it all in, my child, In your last days you have been experiencing the weightlessness and buoyancy of the River of the I Am for you are allowing Jesus to take all of your burdens. That which is "not yours" becomes that of Jesus. I remind you of your daily shout outs to Jesus of what is "not yours." You have been diligent in awareness of these shout outs even when you knew not what Jesus meant by practicing that "which is not yours." Now these...

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come, for you are in need of your mother. I hold you and fill you with my love that counters your woundedness with the balm of my heart.  On the surface there appears to be two parts to you. The one part o surface holds pain and sorrow and woundedness where you feel much abandonment.  Below the surface where we meet, you are of the part that knows me and my love and my nurture. You know me and come to me naked that I may know both the surface and the depths of you.  It is of your human nature to be of both parts for the surface holds much in the ways of your wounds, The depths know these wounds are being treated with the balm of my heart and in God's timing shall be healed.  It is of a need to attend to the pain on the surface for it moves with you through your day. Within the depths of your being you are still and take in the balm of my heart knowing that the surface and the depth...

 Janine, my child, I call you by name for I am your mother who holds you in love and a knowing of all you are. By God's hand I am mother to the Savior and mother to all of God's children. My love for you never falters. My heart knows where the wounds are and how they place themselves before you in pain and sorrow and angst. My heart knows what these scars hide. My heart knows your abandonments that caused you these wounds. The scars are still there. But, my child, God's healing is upon you and all scars shall one day become the fodder of your beautiful garden. My children suffer much and must be loved back into the fold of love and only love.  We walk to love and only love. Love and only love becomes the balm that heals others wounds.  When you judge rather than listen and witness to another's wounds, you are placing dirt on another's wounds and making the wounds that much deeper. The heart and soul knows when it is being witnessed to or judged. Let those with ears ...