Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, you make the sign of the Cross as you enter this Tabernacle to show you are of the yes to Jesus and to the River of the I Am. Come and taste the freedom to just be in the nakedness of our hearts and souls. Come and as you let go, take note of how your senses expand to take in this depth of the River of the I Am.  I remind you of the space that is being made within you that you may see and taste Jesus all the deeper and deeper. To be in relationship with Jesus means to accept that all choices are yours where you make no sin or error by your choices for you are filled with the love of Jesus that gives and receives love and only love in all of your choices.  Janine, to be at this depth today is to know the space that is being made may at first feel lonely and isolating for you must give up much to receive much. The loneliness shall give way to pure joy in God's timing.  You must give up the idea that you are responsible for the souls of others. We wit...

 Janine, my child, come and be lightened for I take you into the River of the I Am where we are free to flow in the softness and lightness of the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Allow yourself to just be as we flow deeper and deeper into the depths of the River of the  I Am.  Allow, my child, just allow. Take in this inch and moment as we allow the River to take us on its journey into the New Earth. You need do nothing except be of the yes where we allow the River to take us in each inch and moment. Your yesterday saw you do nothing but allow the day to flow. You saw the noise ask you to declare war and you did nothing for you knew the war was within and not without you. You saw Jesus show you how to just give the noise space and let it flow through you and when it was done making noise it fled.  To walk with Jesus is to just be and allow the noise to move through you rather than become of angst and feel you have to declare war upon another or the world. Jesu...

 My dearest, Janine, I call you by name for I am your mother who loves you and holds you in the embrace of my heart that you may know love and only love. Know that Jesus communes with us for the River flows as one.  To know this Tabernacle is to know I am the mother of Jesus for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am that flows with the Lifeblood of my Son, the Savior of all of mankind. Come and be at peace within this embrace. Be of the joy that is here. Taste the peace that is deep within you with no matter the ways of the noise. The quietness within your heart is of the peace as promised by Jesus. The newness of the empty space deep within you is the growth and expansion of your soul, my child. You cannot understand this space as of yet for it is new and unknown.  Know that even as it may seem unknown it is of Jesus who makes space for the new, where the old is being shed, for it serves you no longer. The old has no more place in your walk within the world for you walk...

 Janine, my child,  Take the breath that draws you into the Light. Come and let me take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Let us hold each other in the communion of mother and child. Jesus speaks to you of relationship that holds no control. Jesus shows you the way of relationship where your choices matter not for your choices need only allow Jesus to be with you as you choose.  To be in relationship with Jesus when you choose is to walk with Him in love and only love.  What kind of relationship controls? What kind of relationships take and do not give? Relationships that control and take only are not relationships for to be in relationship is to walk in the circle of love that gives and receives and judges not. Do not doubt the soft voice of Jesus that shows you the dangers of control. What kind of god sits upon a throne and judges another or controls another in the name of love? What kind of god only takes in the name of love?  The true God is love...

 Janine, my child, come and be filled that you may know how much you are loved. Come and allow yourself to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where peace and love flow. Janine, my love holds you even when the noise is loudest as in your awakening. The noise casts doubt upon your day. Your prayers are heard. Your want for peace within all of yours is heard. Your want for peace within the world is heard.  The Holy Spirit works within the world to gather all of God's children in love and only love. The Holy Spirit of Jesus flows within the world and offers itself up each day that peace may be of the Earth. You must come to trust Jesus in all things big and small. Prayer and the giving of yourself to me, to Jesus and to this Tabernacle gives to Jesus the power of the Holy Spirit to touch souls with the peace that is promised by the Covenant between God and all of the human community. The world is heavy and riddled with misguidedness as to what is real and true. Keep...

 Janine, my child, come and know me, your mother, who judges you not and who loves you with a love that is beyond human understanding.  Come and let us take in the music that is of your soul. Take heart, my child. Take in my love and allow me to counter the noise as we flow deep into the depths of the River of the I Am. Allow the tears to flow as we hold each other in the embrace of love and only love. Your tears wash away the old as the new takes its place. Your dream of last night showed you the white of purity that is around you. It leaves you walking seemingly alone with no place to call yours.  Janine, the dream has left you confused. I make simple what seems complicated. Your dream showed you the walk of one who is moving from one place to another and in the purity of the white (Jesus) what makes little sense in the outside world makes all the sense in the mystical world.  You were with those of the old ways of your walk and you entered the ways of the walk wit...

 Janine, my child, come and let go of the noise with the breath that takes you to this Tabernacle. Come and know my heart that fills you and shows you that love and only love powers the River of the I Am.  I show you the way of your taking on another's war. Your yesterday saw you take on another's war for you were seeking to carry peace when another drew you into the war of the other's making. The fruit of this war for you was angst. Take this angst as a sign of your need to make distance from this war. Do not take on the war of another for this only makes more war. Give back to the other their own war. To be of the sacred witness is to witness only and not take on war. Jesus has shown you the way of the soft voice of peace. It is yours that worries when worry is useless. Let go and let Jesus take on this war for His love is greater and His power of love is greater. You must come to see that there are those times when you must turn over to Jesus another's war.  Now, my ...

 Janine, my child, it is another day to be of this Tabernacle. It is another day that I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I feed you that you may receive me. I take in your love and receive you. The River of the I Am has given us this new day and for this I am grateful and humbly accept these gifts. I am grateful that I am your mother. I know you are grateful to be  my child. This circle of love is of God's design for to give and receive love completes one's self and completes the circle of love. Jesus comes to give and receive for He is the mission sent into the world to teach of love and only love. To love and only love is to accept in humbleness the act of giving and receiving. As of the human body, it is a great gift to receive and give without taking or controling.  There is a great difference between receiving and taking, my child. Receiving awaits another's giving with the soul in the opened position...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and it is in humbleness that you join me at this Tabernacle. Blessed is  this Tabernacle for it allows us to give and receive the Lifeblood of Jesus. This Tabernacle shows the way into the depths of the River of the I Am. This Tabernacle allows you to hear and write my words.  By the grace of the River of the I Am, I am able to nurture you and prepare you for the day. Let us take in the beauty of what we have. I am your mother who feeds you and I am your mother who receives much from your love for me. Love gives and receives. Love holds dear each child placed before you. Love slows all down that the miracles within the inch and moment may be seen and tasted. Love is love with no boundaries or judgements to get in the way of communication with another's soul. As we walk into the world today, my child, let us walk slowly and with intent to love and only love. Let us slow all down that the day may be filled with love and only love. With int...

 Janine, my child, you are emptied this new day. As you attend to this Tabernacle take note of how I hold you and fill you and renew you in the ways of my heart. I carry the love of God through Jesus whose lifeblood is the River of the I Am.  You ask what is this feeling? What is this that slows you? Janine, my child, in that instant upon awakening you heard the name of evil. You woke in confusion for there were the many who followed this evil but never knew it.  You asked Jesus why this name of "Heil Hitler" suddenly rose up with you. Jesus showed  you that there were these who chose this evil for their god not even knowing it was evil. Some were forced out of fear to be "loyal" to an evil even when knowing it was evil. Others chose this evil in the anger of the self righteousness that it carries. Beware of those that demand loyalty for theirs is the need to own you. The fruits of this kind of loyalty carry self righteous anger at others who will not join them. The...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you attend to this Tabernacle that I may show you the ways of my heart and the ways of the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am by God's hands. Do not take lightly what we have for we have God's blessings upon us. We commune in the gentleness of the River of the I Am. It is of God's design for us to be here within the mystical flow of the River of the I Am. This peace that flows within and without is deep within your loins for it is of your soul's design. No longer is this sacred peace covered over with the fear of your childhood that closed you off to the truth of your very soul. Janine, my child, you have been embedded with God's seed for you are made in His image and likeness as is each child.  To be of this depth is to have opened your seed and tasted God deep within. You taste me and Jesus and all of the River of the I Am for you have made clear what was muddied by the pain and wounds cast upon you. Jani...

 Janine, my child, take the breath that attaches itself to this Tabernacle. Take the breath that seeks to be of my heart. Take the breath that lets go that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where you are fed and attached to me. I feed you with my love and only love that prepares you for this new day.  Love is the lifeblood of the River for it flows with the lifeblood of Jesus. As you hear the music of your soul, take in the lifeblood. Your relationship with Jesus is known. I hear your call to Him that you may hear His soft voice from deep within your own soul. Janine, my child, to hear the soft voice of Jesus is not of some insanity as some may say. The insanity is of the voice of the noise that cannot open to anything other than itself for it carries the misguidedness of the generations.  To disrupt the noise to hear the voice deep within one's own soul is to become still of heart that the heart may open to its own soul where Jesus abides. This is the ...

 Janine, my child, I am your mother on this new day of Our Lord and God. I hold you in the embrace of the River of the I Am on this new day. I fill you. I nurture you with the food of the Light of my womb. Come, be awakened to all that is here for you today. Take in what is here for the River of the I Am expands you.  Take in the beauty of touch as you write my words. Take in the ways of your hands that are of God's design for us. How gentle are my hands that give you my words. Touch is not only of the physical but also of the mystical. Touch expands you in all directions for the River of the I Am flows in all directions. You touch this Tabernacle. You touch my heart that feeds you. You touch Jesus in ways that the physical cannot for you are expanded in the relationship with Jesus. You hear what is in the mystical and not just the physical for you have been expanding all of these years that you may hear the soft voice of Jesus that rises up from your very soul. You now hear t...

 Janine, my child, you are here and you enter this Tabernacle where we commune with Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am and allow the River to take us on its journey towards the New Earth. You say you are small before me. You come with the humbleness of the small one. I know your heart and it is of humbleness that you speak.  Your heart is humble and carries a smallness that gives to God what is God's for you know His Love that loves with a love that is great. As you take in my love and the love of Jesus, know that what we have is of great matter to God. You may feel small but God raises you up to Him and makes great what we have.  We are one within the River of the I Am where you take in the beauty and nourishment of the River. No need to make haste. No need to do. Just let the River of the I Am wash through you with its mystical Waters that renew you in love and only love.  The day is beginning and it shall p...

 Janine, my child, come and let us commune in the prayers of mother and child for we are one because of the yes to Jesus. Your prayers are being heard, Janine. Your heart is known to me. Your love and trust is known to me.  You are of motherhood to all that are placed before us. You give all to me and to Jesus. You know that my love holds you and yours. I hold all of your children. Janine, I know your heart and I know your prayers before you utter the words. Trust in Jesus who shines His Light upon us. Know that as we witness to those placed before us the energy of love and only love moves out from the center of our hearts into the world and into the hearts of others. By the Holy Spirit of Jesus our love flows into the world upon the wings of the Holy Spirit. I hold yours for they are my children too. I hold you for you are my child.  To be of this depth within the River of the I Am is to know that love and only love that is shared within the noisy world makes the million...

 Janine, my child, take the breath that lets go and the breath that takes in this Tabernacle. Take in the love that fills you with the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. As you let go of yourself, take in the beauty of being taken into my heart. Feel the ways of my heart for I am your mother.  I give myself to you. I love you with the all of me with no boundaries or judgments. Take in the renewal and preparation for the day. Stay and be filled and know that I and Jesus walk with you in all things.  I remind you of those of the ego noise that cast judgment on you with no understanding of what is within their own hearts and souls.  This day is like no other. But, my child, the noise is still the noise.  I show you the noise that is loudest upon awakening. I show you the peace and serenity that is yours now. The two are opposed to each other for the noise cannot enter here and it is forced into the shadows of the day where it must be witness rather th...

 Janine, my child, come and allow me to take you and hold you for I am your mother who comes to feed you that you may be filled with the love of my heart. I love you with no bounds, my child. Hear the music being played for you and I. Its sweet sounds cause tears to rise within you. The tears are not of pain but of understanding that your hurry to me is of the knowing that I make all peaceful through Jesus as we flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. Your tears are because of the awareness that you hurried to me that I may hold you in the embrace of mother and child for you need your mother. You need me to hold you in the embrace that says you are loved and lovable. The noise has made much noise in your ears and you know it is lies but it also shows you the need to be of my heart and the heart of Jesus all the more.  Ah, now my child,  take in the peace that flows into you and all around you. Trust in the River. Trust in Jesus who shows you the way of truth by bei...

Good morning, my child, come and be of my heart that holds you in the embrace of the River of the I Am. Come and be of this filling that renews you and prepares you for the day. Come, and let us be of one heart as we flow in the gentle and peaceful flow of the River of the I Am. As we move and flow, take in the view before us that Lights the way. Take in the ways of God's creations. All is of God's making for this beauty here is the additions of all of the yes. The song we take in is the song that carries the peace of Jesus that resounds through the all of you. It is the song of your soul that is deep in relationship with Jesus. My child, I do not take leave of you during your day within the world.  The soft voice of Jesus is yours that you may be in relationship with Him. In the stillness of my heart I am with you. The soft voice of Jesus teaches you the ways of the noise and ego that you may come to see and taste His ways of peace. When the noise erupts and asks you to "...

  Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me with your heart opened and ready to take me in. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am on this new day of our Lord and God.  I am your mother who is the mother to Jesus and to all by God's hand. Your yesterday has grown you that your today may be more of love and only love.  In your yesterday, the soft voice of Jesus showed you that your ego needed to be put aside that your heart may hear and bear witness rather than be of the self righteous ego.  All the while your heart is in the opened and hearing position, ego is made frozen and must listen for the heart makes whole what the ego wishes to keep separate. Janine, it is of discomfort in the moment to adhere to the heart's call for openness to hearing the other in the openness of heart and soul for the self righteous ego is eager to make war. In the name of "right" the ego makes its statements.  Keep your heart open and the ego cannot be...

Janine, my child, come and let go of yourself that we may enter into the River of the I Am as one. I give you my heart as you take in my heart. I give you my nurture that you may take in my nurture that prepares you for the day. You are in need of daily nurture both food and the mystical. I give you the mystical that you may walk with me in love and only love for you give what you receive.  The noise is the noise and shall one day give up its clanging for it cannot be of the New Earth where love and only love shall abide. Noise cannot have a home in the New Earth for its greed and hunger to own the world cannot be in the Kingdom.  Your ego is misguided and its intent has always been to protect all parts of you that it sees as tiny and vulnerable and unable to protect itself. The ego must come to know its God that protects the whole. The ego must come to see God as its Savior and let go of its need to control the whole. The ego feels it must protect you from annihilation. The e...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I love you with a love that is beyond all earthly noise and chaos. I take you to where the Light of the River of the I Am shines brightly in love and only love. You take in this Light with your yes. Take in the brightness of the great love here within the River of the I Am. Take in how slowed all is here with no matter the timing of the earth.  Take note of how soft your hands are on this Tabernacle for you hear my soft heart that is deep within your heart. Take in the stillness of the flow of the River of the I Am that flows in the stillness that grows you and expands you. To grow and expand in love and only love is to slow all down and take in the inch and moment at hand with the view from the eyes of Jesus who shows us the walk in the inch and moment.  Jesus lives Janine. Jesus lives within you for the 'Kingdom is within."  Jesus is the beauty and intensity of love and only love. To truly know Jesus is to witness to Him in all soul...

 Janine, come and be known. You are my child. I comfort you, hold you, nurture you and show you the graces of the River of the I Am for God has given us this Tabernacle that you may come to and find us in the holdings of love and only love. You are slowed here where you hear, taste, smell, see and touch all in an expanded way for this is the way of the River of the I Am. To be expanded is to know with all of your senses that God exists and is true with love and only love. I show you the way of your entrance at this Tabernacle. You take the breath of expansion and open yourself to this Tabernacle. You place your hands here at this Tabernacle and you freely take me in with the yes of your heart and soul. You are expanding each new day all the more and more. The taste of my nurture is of the mystical where you are graced to take me into your depths. You take in the Light of Jesus that shows His love within us in all things. Your yesterday gave you the view of the expansion within you ...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here at this Tabernacle where I take you into my heart and where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. The song of songs is heard and our love for each other is known. You are my child and I love with the love of the River of the I Am. Be warmed by my heart and by the holding of the River of the I Am. Feel the blessings of what we have. Taste my love and nurture. You are now filled in those places where you once starved.  I give you the view of the starving child that starves no more. I give you view of the abandoned child who is abandoned no more. I give you view of the child who had no home and now is home with me within  the River of the I am where home is with Jesus and me and all of your ancestors who have said yes.  I give you view of the child who had to close herself off to the world in a cocoon of sadness and loneliness. No more is that child lost.  The parts of you are now known to each other and are opened ...

 Janine, my child, it is I your mother and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where Jesus abides. Conform yourself not to the ways of the rules of the noise. Give to Jesus your heart and you shall see love overtake all noise. Noise cannot bear the sign of Jesus. Noise cannot bear to be in the presence of the truth for it shutters at the truth that lay hidden within the heart and soul of each child.  We walk in relationship with others in love and only love no matter the noise that enters the relationship. Noice loves to place itself in the relationship to cast doubt upon the truths of the River of the I Am. The truths are that Jesus is and always will be able to cast out the noise with love and only love. The truth is that Jesus comes to be in relationship with you and all of God's children. The truth is that you walk with Jesus and me in all things. The truth is that you shall always be of my heart and the heart of Jesus for your yes has made it so. The noise...

 Janine, I call you by name that you may know I love you and know you in all parts and ways. Rather than hide, you now open all that you may come to me at this Tabernacle emptied and opened to my nurture and filling. I fill you and renew you that you may be of my heart when we walk into the world. To give my love and receive my love love is to be opened of heart and soul where the flow of giving and receiving is known and tasted and seen. My love knows no limits, my dear child  I am your mother and my love is endless. Our mother's hearts cannot be undone nor made smaller by those who deem themselves judges of what we have. There are those who wish to dim or destroy what we have for they see only from their own dimness and blindness.  To open oneself to what is in the heart is to begin to open to Jesus for as scripture says, if you are not against me you are for me. Many of my children are confused and ask for proof of Jesus and God. We walk to show that Jesus and God resi...

 Janine, my child, I am here and we are one as we flow deep into the depths of the River of the I Am. You are of my heart and you are of the sacred witness. You are here and I fill you that we may be one in the ways of Jesus who is our guide in all things. To be of the sacred witness is to know Jesus for Jesus shows us the way to be in relationship. You are being filled here within the River of the I Am that we may accomplish the gathering of souls into the River of the I Am where the truth of Eternity lies.  The sacred witness listens with the ears of the heart. Jesus walked the Earth to show us the ways of the sacred witness in all things. His sacred heart showed all the ways of love and only love. He walked a simple life of love and only love that all of God's children may come to know a most loving God. He came to show the ways of the hypocrite that is called the ego in the words of today. His words of the hypocrite showed how the ego sees only itself and is blind to its o...

My dearest child, I come to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am on this new day. We are anew in the graces of our Father and God for it is by His hand that we are here and of Eternity. I ask only that you let go that I may fill you. I ask only for the yes within our hearts that are exposed to the graces of God. Today is anew with the wonderment of love and only love. As you keep yourself eyed on the graces of God, you shall see His love become as powerful as the raging storm that grows and grows in great power.  The power of the River does not destroy, but rather, grows and builds up rather than tears down. Love grows with the yes of my children and becomes more and more powerful with love and only love. When you walk with the Light, you walk with the power to grow more and more love. When you walk in war you destroy for war destroys while love grows.  Today shall bring alive your love and only love in greater ways for you cannot be dormant when you are of the Ri...

 Janine, my child, come and be known. Come and feel and taste the Light that shines within and through us for it is the Light of Jesus. The Light heals and tempers worry and angst and the resulting war within. The night is ending and the day is beginning where God's Light graces us with the River of the I Am.  We begin each day with the attendance to your soul for you come to this Tabernacle to be filled. This Tabernacle is for you and me and all of God's children. Let us pray as we commune, that all of God's children may come to have what we have. Hold onto me. Hold onto my heart that cherishes you for you are mine. You have been of my heart since your conception for God's grace has made it so. How can a mother deny her child? How can a father or mother abandon? Janine, my child, you cannot give what you don't have. There are many who have not been fed so they hunger and thirst and cannot give with the freed heart and soul.  It is not of anyone to judge another for...

 Janine, my child, you are mine and I come to hold you and feed you with the nurture of my heart. As we go deeper into my heart within the depths of the River of the I Am, know that you are being held by the Lifeblood of Jesus who holds us and loves with a love that is beyond understanding. To love as Jesus loves is to give up all that all of  God's children may gain the graces of mercy and Eternity. You saw the picture of Bernadette yesterday and connected with her spirit here within the River  of the I Am. I have called you of the order of Bernadette and I am pleased that you searched her out.  There are the many generations between you and Bernadette and yet you are connected. By the grace of Jesus you are connected. God's love moves through the generations and by God's hand you are connected to those whom you knew not in life. How can this be, Janine?  All is done in the timing of Jesus where no time separates. All is done by the life and death of Jesus wher...

 Janine, my child, I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where the peace of Jesus flows with us and through us. Our communion is of the grace of God who has given us His son. My yes graces us as does yours. I love to love you for I am your mother. We carry mother's hearts that love to love and love to give. We gain grace in return that fills us as mothers. To be of the River of the  I Am is to grow in the ways of the love of motherhood.  To be of the River of the I Am is to learn to walk with Jesus. It is of matter that we walk from the view within the River of the I Am for to do so is to know Jesus in intimacy. The one day gives way to the next and as each new day rises you grow in intimacy with Jesus. Janine, my child, you must come to see that the noise casts itself upon you the loudest when you awaken each day, for the noise awaits your awakening that it may use worry and anxiety to cast doubt upon you. You awakened as this day arose to worry and fear of...