Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Child, Place yourself before this Tabernacle and I shall take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where boundaries cease and where I fill you with the ways of my heart. Come and be at peace for the peace of the River flows within us and through us that we may walk into the world armed with the power of the River of the I Am. The lesson this day is to walk with me in the inch and moment.  The lesson this day is to walk in the trust that God has us in the palm of His hand and there are no powers to take that away. Let joy and fearlessness fill you for this is the way of my heart and it is the way of my Son, the lamb, our Savior. When you taste God's hand upon you, fearlessness is the fruit. When you trust that His Son guides us, peace is the fruit. When you taste my heart, the knowing that you are loved beyond measure is the fruit. When you have all of this each day you are renewed and prepared to face the day for love, trust and fearlessness are within your deepest pa...

 Child, I am pleased that you come to me at this Tabernacle with no matter the ways of the noise. Come and enter this holy space and time where we commune in the ways of mother and child within the mystical body of our God. Come and be filled with my nurture and renewal that we may enter the world to give what you have received. I remind you that this day is as no other and therefore you must not rely on anything other than this inch and moment for it moves you into the next and then the next. As we move deeper into the depths, take in the flow of the movement that takes you deeper. You must take in each depth for it is of God's grace that we move deeper and deeper each day. Your yesterday gave you the ground you walk on today.  Your yesterday gave you the grace to see past the noise and into others hearts. By this grace you are expanded this day that we may walk into the world expanded in God's graces. Janine, my child, as each day ends you become more of the ground of the Ri...

 Child, come and allow me to awaken you to this Tabernacle on this new day. I remind you that this day is like no other. I remind you that this day shall awaken you to my heart in new ways for we move deeper into the River of the I Am. No more shall there be a day like this one. Stay awake to the ways of God's will for you. Those placed before us shall be witnessed to in the inch and moment. When you stay awake you miss not God's miracles that show you the way. In your yesterday you witnessed to the opening of a soul for it was time. You allowed the soft voice of Jesus to guide you.  Rather than speak you listened and when the timing was right the words that you spoke gave the heart and soul permission to open. Janine, my child, wait upon the soft voice of Jesus as He uses His Spirit to show you the way. When you enter the sacred space with Jesus, rather than walk alone, you walk with Him. In that instant you knew that Jesus had done the work to open the soul for they were not...

 Child, come and taste the freedom within the River of the I Am where all boundaries that bind you to the earth cannot enter. Come, and as you feel the letting go, take joy in the loosening of the boundaries. Take heart in the awareness that you are freed from the noise. I come to fill you and renew you in the ways of God's will for us. When you are filled and renewed we shall walk into the noise armed with God's power and might. We shall walk into the world with my Son who shows us the way for He has paid the price of entrance into Eternity for all of us. Janine, my child, I leave you never. I walk with you in all things. My Son has challenged you with the need to trust Him in all things.  In your yesterday He showed you the  beauty in all of God's children. He asked you to trust Him by slowing all down and walking all the more slowly that you may hear Him.  When you run you see not what is before you. When you run you miss the tiniest of miracles that build the fou...

 Child, come and allow me to take you into the River of the I Am for your heart and body and soul are in need of your mother. Take the breath of letting go and come to know that peace is within your very depths. Child, the silliness of the noise fights for your attention.  Fear not that you will not be loved for I know the ways of your nature and I and my Son love in spite of the distractions of the noise. The noise asked you in your yesterday to believe it carried the soft voice of Jesus as it attempted to forecast the future.  It caused you angst until Jesus came to you in your call and showed you His peace within the depths of your being. Even within the angst you felt Him and His peace. Even in the worry that the noise could sound like Jesus you had His peace. Janine, my child, the lesson today is simple. You know Jesus by his peace. You know Jesus who will not forecast the future to you for He asks that you walk with Him in this inch and moment and not the next. Let ...

 Child, let go and greet me here at this Tabernacle where we commune within the River of the I Am. Take note of how we move from the surface of the River into its depths for your hands are placed on this Tabernacle. When you take the breath of letting go you also take the breath of entrance into this Tabernacle.  Come on this new day and take in this depth within the River of the I Am. Take in the joy that flows with us and through us. Take in my heart that shows you the love of my heart that we may walk into the world loving as I love. I take you out into the world to love as I love with no questions as to how much you can love for I Shall show you the hearts of those placed before us. I will show you how to love beyond the surface. When we walk into the world each day you shed the noise a bit more each day and as each day ends you have more of my heart. On this day take in the beauty of color within my children. Take in the beauty of the differences within my children. Talke...

  Janine, come and let me speak to you of the void. Come, and as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am allow your breath to take you into the void where God abides.  The void is a scary place for the many for there is no light nor mind nor body. There in the emptiness and nothingness of the void God rises up to greet you.  Silence of the heart teaches the ways of the void. To enter the mystical you must calm the body where you learn to open the heart. It all begins with the witnessing to yourself in non judgment. When  you witness you become still and listen from outside the noise. When your heart begins to hear, the body  learns to let go within the stillness.  With each day, if you become still and witness you build upon the stillness and in God’s timing you enter the void where you and God meet and unite.  The process is simple.  Become still and  learn to listen with the ear of the heart. Slow your breath down. Breathe in the l...

 Child, come and I shall take you into my heart where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. As we move deeper, I show you the depths we have traversed. My dear child, you have come from the surface of the River where you could not taste or hear or see me to this depth where we commune in the ways of mother and child.  You allow me to feed you with the food of Eternity. You allow me to hold you in the embrace of love and only love. There was a time when an embrace tortured you for it meant the dangers of losing yourself. Now you awaken to the beauty of losing yourself in my heart where we become one. To be at this depth is to see and gain the knowing that you do not lose yourself within the River of the I Am. Rather, you gain all the more and more of you for what was lost has been found. You are a part of the greater all the while not losing yourself within the greater. Ponder this lesson for you lose not who you are when you join all here as one. You gain all the m...

Child, come and enter this Tabernacle that awaits you for it is you who calls out with your yes to me and to the River of the I Am. I welcome you into my heart that loves with a love that judges never and holds always. You ask for the lesson of this new day. I show you my heart that holds each child with a love that is beyond measure. I hold you and each child with a love that holds the Light of my womb. Janine, my child, take in the love I show you and give you a taste of.  Take in the love that I hold for each child. I am mother to all and love all with no matter the ways of their color or shape or learning. The lesson this day is to awaken to the ways of learning that the outside world often punishes and judges and condemns to hell. I cannot condemn for I love each with no matter the ways of their shaping and learning or misguidedness that often appears to be evil. The core of you knows this to be true and I take you into the world to attest to the ways of shaping and learning t...

 Child, take the breath that leaves the noise behind as I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. I come to feed you and to show you my love that never abandons nor judges. Janine, my child, I heard you ask for me within the noise of your yesterday.  All you need do is ask and there I am. I never invade. Your attention to the ways of this Tabernacle have shown you that as each day arises you may be assured of my attention for this is the way of the River of the I Am. In your yesterday you awakened to the ways of my heart within the noise for in spite of the noise we walked together.  You must come to see that because you are mine the noise can now only make noise. It can no longer control you.  I ask only that you rest in the knowing that the noise can no longer be the controller within you.  The noise can only tempt you with its want to cause fear within you. The noise uses fear to attempt to sway you from me. In your yesterday you paid no heed to th...

 Child of mine, come to me at this Tabernacle. You are in need of your mother. Come and be filled and know my love for you that emanates from my heart. I fill you with my heart that nurtures you in the ways of mother and child. I nurture you for you are my child as destined by God. Destiny is that which you were designed to do.  Destiny becomes God's will for you when you say yes with your heart and soul for the yes of the heart and soul opens the core of your being where you and God are reunited. To be reunited with God is to be naked of heart and soul where your soul sees, once again, the truths of the Kingdom. Your destiny counters the noise for when you open to your destiny you open yourself to the truth of who you are and why you were created. I am pleased that you come here each day and seek out your destiny. I am pleased that you come to me each day to be nurtured in the ways of God's will for you. Joy and peace and faith and trust are the fruits of your attendance to t...

 Child, come and as you enter this Tabernacle know that the noise is rendered speechless because it knows now that it cannot draw you from me for we are mother and child before all. On this new day I show you the beauty of my heart that glows with the Light of my Son, our Lord and God who has given us Eternity. By my yes we glow with the Light for by my yes Eternity is. By my Yes we have been graced by the Holy Spirit that walks and works through us.  By your yes we have more power for there is more power in the 2 than the one. We gather others to the power of the River of the I Am. We combine the mystical and physical to make power for God's work is done in this way. Janine, my child when we witness and open the heart of others, in the meeting of hearts is God. The yes need not be the yes to knowing God for the many know Him not yet. The yes firstly, may be the yes to opening the heart where God rises and presents Himself. On this new day enter the world with me in the knowin...

 Child, let go of yourself with the breath that takes you into the River of the I Am where we move deeper into its depths than your yesterday. Your yesterday has grown you more in the ways of the River of the I Am. The noise may make itself louder but you are coming to the depth where you know the noise cannot harm you. The noise knows your deepest fears and it attempts to use them to take you away from what we have. The noise knows your fret of being abandoned and so it clangs loudest to have you believe that I will not be here nor the soft voice of Jesus. The noise knows your wounds and attempts to reopen them even after the original wound has healed over for the ego mind wishes to be the controller and close you off to me and to the great love of Jesus who began the flow of the River of the I Am by His death and resurrection. As we commune this day in this new depth it may seem to be the same as other depths. But know this, Janine, my child, this depth is giving you more fortitu...

Janine, my child, I walk with you in each inch and moment.  Stay awake to me and there I am. Take my peace with you in each inch and moment and when the noise threatens you, allow me to calm the waters for you. I come to love in each inch for there is no other inch  like this one.To seek the future or stay in the past is to leave me for I live and walk in this inch and moment only where the next is not here and the past is no longer.  To  forecast or live in the past is to miss the mark. Know this, my child, I walk with you and speak to you in this inch and moment.  Even though we speak and review the past, the secret to God’s ways is to see and taste in this inch and moment. You must not attempt to forecast for that is not of God. It is of matter what you do in this inch and moment for it  prepares you for the next. Love loves in this inch and moment.  Love witnesses in this inch and moment even while reviewing the past.  Seeking to forecast the ...

 Child of mine, I give you my heart and I am here in the ways of the River of the I Am. My heart awaits your attendance that I may fill you for I am your mother who awaits the call of her child that mother may fill and nurture and hold and build trust. In  my nurture trust is built for I nurture when you call on me. Janine, my child, trust was never built upon nurture for you.  It has taken these many years for  you to trust that I will not abandon you. On this new day I review with you and give you a clear view of the feedings of your heart and soul where you learned to trust that I will never abandon you.  Now, my child, your trust has been given to Jesus for your relationship with Him has grown you where you trust that He will never abandon you as well. Your nightly reviews with Jesus and the daily attention to His soft voice have grown you greatly in trust. By this day, trust has entered your deepest parts. Let us walk in the solitude of heart that encounter...

Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to this Tabernacle and attend to your heart and soul and body.  I feed you with the Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am as destined by God. I am with you in the outside world as destined by God. We walk with the Light of my womb as destined by God. I am your mother who loves with a motherly love that shall never end and shall judge never. I seek only to nurture and gain you the love of my Son whom you now have come to know in intimacy. Intimacy is the gift of a nakedness that graces the all of you where you allow Jesus to walk with you in an awareness of all parts that all parts may come to know how much you are loved. You are loved within this intimacy where you know and taste the ways of Jesus. Jesus teaches you to love as he loves with no judgments or boundaries. I remind you of the walk each day where He speaks of your own shaping and learning that He may show you the way out of the mi...

 Janine, come and place yourself in my care.  Your attendance to this Tabernacle graces us for you become untangled by the noise. This time is of you and me in the presence of our Father and God. Come and take note of the ways of the dissipation and disappearance of the noise. The noise cannot be within these depths for this is holy ground. Take in the smile and joy that emanates from your belly. Take in the peace that flows through your heart and soul. Take in the trust that exudes from your countenance.  I give you view of the promises of the Resurrection. I give you the taste of love that flows through your senses for all senses are expanded within the River of the I Am.  Take in what your body can take in. In the day you leave this body for your heavenly one you shall see and taste all the more. This is the promise of the Resurrection, my child. Eternity shall be yours for you have declared yourself as mine and thus of the River of the I Am. On this new day be of...

 Good morning, my child. Breathe in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Let us move into the depths of the River where prayers and love abides. As we move deeper, hear the Song of Songs that sing out in prayer that God's will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Janine, my child, let us become one with the Song of Songs sung by all of the River of the I Am.  Let us be a part of the gathered here within the depths that sing in prayer for all that are in need of knowing their God and for the gratitude that the River flows towards the New Earth.  God loves with a love that transcends all noise, pain and suffering. God loves with a love that wishes to be in relationship with each child that He has Created. God loves with a love that gave us His only Son that we all may be a part of Eternity. To sing in prayer with others of the River gains more and more grace for all in need of God's graces. Come, and be with  me in this depth where we join in the prayers of the ...

 Child, come and taste the love of the River of the I Am. The peace that flows here flows through your senses where the mind is stilled.  The noise cannot enter here. You hear me with the ear of the heart, Janine. You taste me with the taste that uses not the mind for taste knows not anything other than the truth. Can you taste the meat as bread?  Can you taste the meat as bread? Can your ego mind tell you what to taste?  The lesson this day is to ponder the ways of taste for taste circumvents the mind. The mind cannot be counted on to tell you the truth when the noise and ego mind continue to ask you to believe what is not of the truth of God. To taste within the mystical of the River of the I Am is to take in the truth of the ways of our Father and Creator.  To taste me is to know that you taste rather than use the mind for you taste me and you taste Jesus and you taste the Holy Spirit of the RIver of the I Am.  To taste and to hear with the ear of t...

   Child, come and as you sign yourself with the sign of the Cross know that we flow deep within the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and allow me to fill you in all parts that all parts may know me and the love I carry into you. To allow me to take you is of the ability to let go of all that I may fill all. The ability to let go is to know me within the mystical within the River of the I Am. On the surface of the River the noise lives. On the surface of the River the temptations live. On the surface of the River fear and trepidation live. On the surface of the River the doubting thomas lives. As you enter this Tabernacle, know that the noise of temptations, addictions, and the doubting thomas are countered by faith in God, a knowing that God is within, a knowing that the noise cannot harm you and a trust that cannot be found above the River of the I Am. To enter this Tabernacle is to attest to the entrance into the depths of the River where the mystical ways of God abide...

 Janine, my child, breathe and await the opening of this Tabernacle that opens when you come to me with your yes and with your commitment to me. Come and be known for you are my child and I am your heavenly mother who loves you with a love that shall never end. This new day finds us loved by our Father and Creator. This day finds us loving for I fill you with my love that fills you to overflowing and where it shall spread to my children that are placed before us. This time is of you and me. Rest and be filled and know that this filling shall spread to others. When we enter the world the ways of my heart shall spread through you. To be as one within this Tabernacle is to allow me to nurture and hold you in the embrace of mother and child.  When we leave this Tabernacle and engage the outer world this embrace shall touch others for this is the way of the River of the I Am. And so, my child, be at peace and take in all that is within you and around you within this Tabernacle for ...

 Child, come and know the love that awaits you on this new day. Come and be drowned in the love of my heart and the love of the River of the I Am.  Let go of all that is around you and all that is within you. Make yourself empty that you may be filled with the all of me and all of the River of the I Am. At this depth you are freed from the noise. Slow your breath down, my child. Breathe in the love of my heart and as you breathe out let go of your body and open your heart.  To let go of the body and open the heart is to traverse into the void of nothingness. For  the many of my children it is fear that keeps them from joining the stillness of their heart where the void presents itself and where God resides. As you breathe out take note of how deeply the breath lets go into the void. Janine, my child, the many cannot begin the journey to their own soul out of fear that to let go with the breath is to die. The many purchase the ways of the noise that claims stillness i...

 Child, come and taste the freedom to flow with me into the River of the I Am where we commune within the mystical where there are no boundaries to bind. Your mind holds no boundaries. Your body flows with me with no boundaries for we become one here within these depths where you taste me and I taste you.  To let go of all boundaries and join me here within the River of the I Am is to let go of all wants, desires and expectations. To let go of all boundaries is to allow your body to open to its depths where the River flows forth from. You breathe a much different air here for it is air that is of the New Earth that flows towards Eternity. My dearest child, what you gain from the River of the I Am on this earth you shall take with you into Eternity. You come to me each day and await me to enter your deepest parts for your deepest parts have been emptied of much and I fill all parts that are empty. My children must come to see that to empty is to be filled. To let go of des...

 Child, come and rest as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I come to take you and grow you in the ways of the River of the I Am that you may be nurtured and cleansed and renewed for this is the way of the River of the I Am and this is the way of my heart. There shall be those who hear the good news of the River of the I Am and take in the love of God that abounds deep within their own soul. There shall be those who do not believe in the Kingdom within and there shall be those who believe in the Kingdom and make war against God. Janine, my child, this is of no matter to your soul for your soul knows God. Make no matter to those who may scorn you.  Your design is to write my words and be with me as we walk into the world to witness to others and teach of the road to God which is the journey within to the soul that when opened finds its God. Jesus spoke of knowing His sheep and His sheep knowing Him. Those who open ...

 Child, come and be with me at this Tabernacle and let us commune in the ways of the River of the I Am where my heart abides. I am called Our Lady of the River of the I Am by the grace of God. Come and be renewed. Come and taste the freedom here within the River for the River flows with no boundaries to bind. Today, I give you my heart that you may know how  much you are loved. Today, I show you the ways of the past that once bound you to the noise.  Your heart is in need of knowing that the past can bind you no more. The noise can harm you no more. Yes, my child, there are those times that your past comes to make you fearful but the noise of the past can no longer tear you away from yourself.  At one time you hid that no one may see you and your whole. Today these bindings are gone and you are freed from the bindings of the past. You have come to me in all of these days to commune with me and to allow me to heal those wounds, each one at a time.  I say to you, ...

 Good morning, my child, we awaken to this new day that gathers us in the ways of the River of the I Am. Come and be opened to your depths for we commune within the depths of the River of the I Am where all is made naked before God. Here within the River there is no reason to hide for all parts are opened to God who cares for us with great love, kindness and treasure. There is no one that can know you as God knows you for God has handcrafted you in great love, a love that is beyond human understanding.  You are learning to see as God sees for Jesus is showing you the way. Your human ways are not seen by God as evil. Rather, God sees you through the eyes of love where the noise of generational learning casts itself into the world generation by generation. Yes, my child, you have free will given you by God. It is man, however, who uses noise and generational learning to bind you from the truth and thus free will may be bound by generational learning. You, my child, were taught o...

 Child, come and know that you are loved with no matter the ways of the noise that clangs all around you. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus and all of the yes. The noise cannot enter this holy space and time. As you take this next breath take note of how peaceful you become for I hold you and there are no boundaries between us. There is no noise to distract from what we have. Janine, my child, this time and space renews you in the ways of my heart and in the ways of my Son. This time and this space is of you and me and as I fill you take note of how joy flows through you. I remind you of the noise that is the loudest upon your awakening. Janine, when you come to me at this Tabernacle, all is made new and clean and clear. Your attendance to this Tabernacle is as the new day that rises clean and clear where all is made clear in the truths of the River of the I Am. Come and be still and be filled and you shall find great joy in t...

Child, you have been given much in the ways of grace. You have been given the grace to see and taste Jesus. No more are you able to say you know Him not for you have heard and seen and tasted Him and His love for you. Now you can come and know Jesus, the man. Come and let us move into the depths within the River of the I Am on this new day where we commune as one with the One who is our Savior and Creator and Father. My dear child, no longer can you say you matter not. No longer can you say you know not the Light of my womb.  Come on this new day and know Jesus, the man. Joy is in you. Faith is within you and peace flows within and without you. Jesus is now known to you for you have seen the man and not just the God.  The man called Jesus seeks relationship with you.  You were able to witness to His love for you in a very real and direct way for he answered your plea to see Him.  Do not be frightened by your entrance into the world of Jesus. Be of gratitude and joy....

 Child, you come to me with no matter the noise that rings in your ears. The noise cannot harm you when you are committed to this Tabernacle each day. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I am where we become still and commune. This is our time and space, my child. This is of you and me. This is by the grace of the River of the I Am. This is our home within each other. All the years the little one called Faith wept and cried to go home was of the longing to be home even when she knew not a home for she was not given a home where she belonged. This day she is home with me and within this communion.Faith has waited upon you and me to open her soul that she may find her way home to where she belongs. This new day finds you in a nakedness with Faith that you may both be home within me and within the whole of yourself. The journey has been long and fraught with the seemingly unending and making naked all of the false learnings and teachings of a great misguidedness. ...

  Child, open yourself to me and awaken to this Tabernacle. Allow the smile and joy to move through the entire of you. Come and taste my love that holds you and carries you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. The lesson this day is to gather yourself and walk with me into the world in the wholeness that is anew this day. No more is your yesterday and we leave that behind for it has been written into the Book of Life.  You have gained from your yesterday and you have built this new day upon the foundations of your yesterdays. You have been planted on good ground, my child, for your heart and soul have been fed with the water and fodder of God’s Garden here within the River of the I Am. The fruits of this grounding are being seen and tasted on this new day. To gather yourself is to open to the nakedness that gathers all parts into a whole where there is no need to hide yourself anymore. Take note this new day to how your hea...

 Child I welcome you into this Tabernacle on this new day in this new  year of your outside world.  Come and know the newness of this day for it is a day you are graced to taste. Life is always a gift even when you see not the good and rather, see all the bad. Today is a new day to be of the River of the I Am where hope springs from. This is a new day to love and allow yourself to be loved.  There were days when you could not let love in. There were days when you could not taste. There were days when you could not see goodness. There were days when you were convinced that you could not know Jesus or find peace or gain Eternity. I take you into the world to attest to the goodness of our Father and Creator.  I take you into the world to attest that no matter the disease of the outside world nor the depth to which the heart and soul may be  closed, God can intervene and heal all wounds.  Your wounds have been healed that you may attest to the goodness of ...