Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I name you mine for your yes is known to me and to all of the River of the I Am. Come and be filled with my love, attention and nurture. Know that the Holy spirit walks with us and does the work of God's will on earth as it is in Heaven. Man has the power to do God's will for man holds God's seed within. To seek the wisdom within one's own seed is to evade the ego.  Your yes to my Son is known.  When you pray that God's will be done in spite of your misguidedness and unawareness you allow the Holy Spirit to do its work. With this prayer the Holy Spirit is able to work beyond your awareness to do God's will on Earth as it is in Heaven.  Our walk together flows from deep within your heart and soul where you hear and speak from the heart and soul. You are discovering the way of our walk that speaks from the heart where the noise cannot enter. Your heart knows when you speak from the noise and it lets you know by giving you view of the futility to...

 Child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. I welcome you to my heart. Come, and with no matter the noise know that I am here and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and be given the freedom of the boundaries that bind you in the outside world. Here within the mystical there are no boundaries. Here within the mystical we commune in the ways of our Father and Creator and Guide. Here within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am we exchange the love between mother and child. The connection can never be lost. The connection between mother and child cannot be severed. What we have is far beyond the physical. How much more is this connection for we are opened and connected in a nakedness that takes in both the physical and mystical. I am pleased that you come to me each day with no matter the ways of the noise. You arise and come to me with no matter the ways of the body that oft wants to stray from this Tabernacle. You are of my heart, Janine....

 Child, come and know you are a part of the River of the I Am that grows you with each day for you attend to your soul in the ways of awareness that God walks with us and through us.  After your filling we move into the world to give what you have received. Janine, my child, there is no need to fear being abandoned or starving for you are mine. I know the ways of the outside world give you pain and pause. It is of matter that you know I, and all of the River are with you in each step and moment.  What is of great matter is the knowing that there is a Garden of Eden that is of God and not the noise.  There is a future that has no timing. There is a movement towards the New Earth that shall one day overtake the noise and pain within the world.  Jesus walks with us and guides all into Eternity. What is of matter is to know you are mine and as such I use the power of God's River to hold you and each of my children for I am your mother who shall always hold you in th...

 Child, come and taste what we have. Open yourself to me as you let go of the noise. Take in the journey into the depths of the River of the I Am. No noise can exist in this void for the noise cannot be quieted and cannot withstand the ways of our peaceful flow. The rose has the scent of my love. All you need do is remain awake to the scent that shall remind you of what we have and the power of my love.  The many know not the ways of the River that expands all of your senses into Eternity and beyond.  As we move through each depth take note of how your sense of taste is expanded for you taste me. You know me by the taste within your loins. Your body expands for your soul opens and expands all the more and more when you attend to your soul each day here within the River of the I Am. As a child must learn to walk, so too you must learn each depth within the River of the I Am that you may be expanded and grown. Growth expands forever for God is showing you His love forever. ...

 Child, come. Let go of the noise and empty yourself. To empty is to have no conditions in this time and space. To have no desires and no hold onto the world allows me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Today is the day of roses. The rose is the flower of God. The rose is that flower that graces me for I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am with roses upon my heart and roses upon my feet. I tell you the story of the Roses which is not of your knowing. Seek not the view of the world in regards to the roses. Take in my words of the way of roses. God has placed roses upon me that they may represent the Light of my womb. The rose represents the love of God upon me as well as the power within my womb. You need not know any more of the rose than what I give to you for it is of importance to what we do on Earth. I shall place the rose between us as a reminder of what we have. The rose shall be of our communion for God places much weight on the rose.  The rose is th...

 Child, come and let us commune for we are mother and child before God who has destined it so. God has graced us with the beauty of mother and child. I nurture you and grow you in the ways of the Light of my womb. The River flows in simplicity. The River of the I Am flows to carry my children into the New Earth. The River of the I Am flows with no boundaries, nor judgments. These last days have given you view of the truths of no judgment. War reigns where there is judgment placed upon bother or sister. Peace reigns when there is no judgment placed upon brother or sister. I have watched as your dreams have flowed from war to peace in these last days. The cleansing of your misguidedness needed to occur within your dreams that today you may find yourself more peaceful and less of war within.  Your dreams have been of the war of your childhood. The dreams caused you fret for they were not of your adulthood. You attempted to make sense of them through the eyes of an adult. It was t...

 Child, come and be known. Come and be touched by my heart. Come and know love that shall never end. Come and trust what we have. Your dreams gave you a restless sleep. But know this, my child, they are for a grave reason. Janine, my child, I call you by name for you are in need of hearing your name. For far too long you heard not your name nor did you hear or taste of love.  Touch was not yours.  You cried out in the night when your soul begged for love and touch. Your dreams are of that pain and aloneness.  Your dreams are of that little child who had no guidance, but rather had lies poured into her. These dreams of your restless night have given you view of the lost child who, rather than being shown the way, was taken into more and more darkness.  Do not fret the dreams. Rather, let us give thanks to God for them. They are the dreams of the letting go of the little one called Faith who was lost to you for so long.  Let the dreams cleanse what needs to b...

 Child, come.  Let us flow down into the depths of your own soul where the River of the I Am flows and where we commune in the ways of the River of the I Am. Your dreams cause you more fret and I come to show you the way of those dreams.  Firstly, come and be renewed in the ways of the River for the dreams have shown you the ways of your worldly that are being cleansed within your dreams. You must be cleansed of the fear of not having enough. You waited in the line with the many to be fed for there was a gathering of those who were celebrating life. What seemed joyful became very worrisome for the food was not being served and many were gathering to be in the place of the front. You gave up your place to search for your father who appeared lost to you. It took you much worry and fret for you could not find him. When at last you found him, you decided to leave with him and find food away from the gathering for the gathering was not joyful when all were seeking to be first ...

 Child, come.  Come and place yourself at this Tabernacle. Take this inch and moment to prepare yourself for this holy space that is of God's Garden. Come and let go with the breath that I may breathe with you and for you.  When you let go into the emptiness of nothingness you allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I fill you and renew you in the ways of the River. When you let go into emptiness you are making room for the Light to shine from deep within where Jesus and all of the River of the I Am abide. There is only one way to enter this Tabernacle and that is the letting go of yourself that I may take you into the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Your sleep was restless. Come and taste my love that renews and makes new this new day. Your dreams were of the restless kind for they were of the making known the flesh that moves you in your day. In your yesterday you walked within your body where you were shown the ways of your ...

 Child, let go of all and know I am here awaiting your attendance. Today is anew like no other. You are here and you are in need of my nurture. Come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune as one. I fill you with my nurture and attention and love. These last days have found you fearful for you fret worldly things. Janine, my child, I call you by name for I am your heavenly mother who holds you in all worldly things as well as the mystical within the River of the I Am. Your heart holds the pain of my children who are in the throws of evil and darkness, not by their doing. You pray for them as I pray with you. The world has always known evil and darkness. You cannot know God until you leave the darkness and rise up into the Light.  You ask why is it that this darkness cannot end? I say to you, my child, this darkness is ending for as we end war within one child and then another and then another the wars without shall end. When your heart sees an...

 Good morning, my child. How graced we are to be mother and child. By our yes we have gained much in the ways of grace. Child. Grace is not earned, it is accepted. The many complicate what is simple. How can the most loving Creator take away your choice to choose or not. Grace falls upon you when you accept grace.  When you choose no, God accepts and passes you by. But know this, God always waits upon your opening up to Him. The true choice is what is buried for the many are tortured by the noise that works to block grace and keep you in blindness. You must expose the noise of the misguidedness and empty its blindness.  God shall await the choice when it is clear and known. If true choice eludes you in this world it shall be exposed in the next. Grace is that which is showered upon the world and is everywhere. The sadness in all of this is the blindness that shuts one off from opening up to and accepting grace.   The doubting Thomas must see to believe. I say to...

 Child, in this inch and moment I take your human ways into my heart to show that all you need do is place your hands on this Tabernacle and here I am. Come and allow us to commune in the ways of mother and child.  The Lord our God blesses this relationship. The Lord our God has deemed us mother and child forever. No one can take away what God has deemed for us. You may say no but you can never take away the love of my heart. I love with no conditions. Whether a child knows me or says no to this relationship, the relationship is still here within my heart. You cannot take away motherhood. You cannot take away the love of a mother for her child. There is much that may get in the way of this awareness, Janine, but it is still here and always will be. Let us be of prayer that my children will awaken to the love I carry to each child. I walk in the ways of motherhood where I love even when not known or loved. At first glance it may seem that this love is only one way but just as y...

 Janine, my child, how loved you are.  The love of the River of the I Am is showered upon us. Our Father and Creator has graced us with Eternity. To be loved above all things is the mark of our God. To be loved and graced with the seed of God is to come to know Him in relationship.  As the day rises anew take in the journey into the depths of the River of the I Am. In the silence of this new day take in the beauty of the River as it rises with you. Take note of the subtle quietness of your heart that joins mine. In the newness of the day take note of the Light that shines through the darkness and though all may seem dark the Light shines upon the way. The River shows you its depths each day. Take note of the way of quietness that speaks to you loudly. When the noise is softened the beauty of God's voice speaks to you. In the quietness and softness of this new day take note of how our hearts commune in the language of love and only love. Hear the day as it rises up to gree...

 Child. Do not ever question what we have. Reach out to this Tabernacle and here I am. Come and hear me. Come and taste my love and nurture. You are a sign of me within the world. We must teach my children to reach out to me in any time or space for I am mother to all and await all. How is it that we have what we have, my child? Your love for me and your attendance to this Tabernacle with no matter the ways of the noise has gained you much grace in the eyes of our Father.  Janine, you must no longer fear sin for you walk with me and my Son and the Holy Spirit each day in the commitment to learning of the ways of the River of the I Am. Each night you are cleansed that each day you may begin anew for you give yourself over to God who is the River of the I Am where renewal flows forth from. You were given the misguidedness of what causes sin. Sin is the separation from relationship with God. You now walk in relationship with me and my Son and God. You are of human and spirit. The...

 Child, come and place yourself before me at this Tabernacle that we may move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and taste my love that nurtures and attends to you in all things. Come and take in the lesson of this new day. Allow the Light to open your heart. Allow the Light to show you the path to all that is of God. How joyful is your heart for it rests within my heart. Your heart knows where it came from and where it is going. The many seek not this time and space for "They know not what they do." This is why we walk as mother and child into the world for the many must come to know what they do. It is the story of what is within the soul that must be given the Light of day.  To be in darkness is to know not the real truths of God's love. The many seek to live in the noise only for it provides the cover of darkness. When you are in darkness you see only one side of your being. You see not the beauty of what is within. The many fear what is within. To walk in...

 Child of mine, come and allow yourself to let go into the mystical Waters of the River of the I Am. Come and be of the truths of the Covenant between God and Man. Come and be. Come and just allow your nakedness of heart and soul to just be for here within this time and space we commune.  Notice the sounds of the Earth that become in the background as we move deeper into the depths of the River of The I Am. Notice how your body becomes all the more a part of my heart that holds you and moves you into the truths of God.  Janine, the lesson this day is simple. As in your yesterday, take in the lessons of each inch and moment. You are founded in grace and grace follows you in the inch and moment. Those souls placed before you are of great matter. Each inch you walk through and each moment you become still you taste Jesus and me. In your yesterday, you witnessed in the inch and moment and took note of the course that the Holy Spirit pointed. Rather than seek you became still ...

My dear child, how great is our Father who has placed this beautiful and sacred inch before us. How great is our God who has shown you the way of trust. You took up the cross by acting in the ways of your design.  You trusted your voice within your very depths. You spoke of your love for me and your devotion to this space and my words.  The Cross has many facets.The Cross carries God’s will. The Cross carries the voice deep within you that knows and trusts the truths that rise up. You trusted the inch that came upon you in the most unexpected way. You trusted the child before us with the truths of my heart. The Cross need not be carried in pain or torture for God makes light the Cross you carry. You have come from the dark into the Light of the River of the I Am. Let us pray the prayer of gratitude for your voice deep within has been released and you denied me not. The sweet test of your love for me pleases me and my Son. What you once feared to speak is being spoken. What y...

  Child, let go of yourself and place yourself in nakedness at this Tabernacle that you may enter sans any hiddenness. Come and be known for I take you and nurture you as well as gently cleanse all parts that are before me. In nakedness I see you. In nakedness I hold you and in nakedness I gently cleanse you that you may know my love and attention as well as know the life giving blood of my Son, the Lamb. I cleanse you in gentleness and love that you may come to see the beauty of your God given body and soul. To cleanse you is to wash you over with my love that all may be washed with the cleansing blood of the Lamb that flows within the River of the I Am.   The view of the blood of the Lamb conjures up a picture of bloodiness in your mind, my child. But I say to you in a loud and clear voice that the blood of my Son shall cleanse you that you may be made clean and pure before my Son. The blood of my Son has turned what you view as bloody into the view of the clarity of th...

 Good morning, my child. Let the day begin with our communion. Allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and be awakened to me on this new day. The lesson this day is to be aware and awakened to the ways of the mysteries of God. God does not punish even though there is evil. God does not abandon any child no matter the yes or no. God does not take away from you.  God longs to add to you and to shower you with graces. God does not intrude into your being for to do that is to control and take away choice.  God seeks to teach of the sacred witness that gives herself/himself up that another may be heard. To die to yourself is to give life to yourself. To die for another is to give life to yourself. I say to you that to listen to another with no regard to yourself is to die to yourself that another may live. Evil shall be overcome with love. Evil shall continue as long as man wages war. You see much war, my child , and you ask of what to do. To end wa...

 Child, awaken. Come and be awakened on this new day. Come and be held and known for you are my child. Come and taste the freedom to just be.  Come and let go of all for we move into the depths of the River of the I Am in the sacredness of mother and child before God. The choice to attend here is yours. Do not let what we have lose its sacredness.  Become still and know the love that fills you in all parts and corners of your entire being.  The lesson this day is to witness to all before you. I ask you to witness to all of the good and all the evil but make no judgments. Allow the witness part of you make note of all that you see. Allow God to take our witnessing and accept it as a prayer. To witness in the ways of the sacred witness is to walk knowing that your witnessing is a prayer to God. When you judge you invoke the ego mind which leaves out God. When you witness only you invoke God's love and power to make change. Your yesterday saw you struggle with this for ...

 Child, how graced you are to be of the naked soul that sees beyond the noise and the ego mind that works to trap my children. How graced you are to see the shapings within yourself that continue to make noise. You come to me in spite of the noise and call upon me. I am here, my child, and I come to build you. We commune and make the foundation that shall carry us forever. Take the breath that lets go of the one world and enters the mystical waters of the River of the I Am. I breathe with you and for you at these depths within the River of the I Am. Take note of the outside world from a distance. Take note of the outside world from the view of the River of the I Am. Take note of what we have. Take note that the outside world from this distance shows you the view that God sees. All is sacred in both worlds. The many see not the sacredness of their inches and moments. It is within the inches and moments that God's miracles are seen. Let us walk this new day within each inch and momen...

 Child, come and rest. Come and know I am with you with no matter the time or day. This day finds you in need of your heavenly mother. Come, rest and allow me to fill you. Come and rest and allow the River to take us into its effortless flow where we commune with no boundaries to bind.  Janine, take in the way of the noise that moves away from us for the noise cannot withstand what we have. The noise waits for us to walk into the world where it attempts to take away what we have. Come to me all the more when the noise causes you fear. Come to me at this Tabernacle and allow me to hold you where  the noise must flee.  Even when the noise is great it cannot attend to you when you are here within this Tabernacle. Let peace guide your way. When the noise carries fear into you come to me all the sooner at this Tabernacle and I shall take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where I shall shower you with the peace that is of my Son. Janine, I cannot promise you the...

 My child, this day is rising as you come to me to be filled. Janine, my child, I ask only that you come to me to be filled for I fill you that you may in turn carry the peace of this filling into your day.  The peace that is of your countenance tells the world that you carry the peace of my Son deep within your loins. Do not compare yourself with that of another for this is the sign of the noise that asks you to be of  someone else. This is a sin against God for it is God who made you. Do not let another attempt to make you into something that is not of your design.  You shall walk with me into the world today in a vigilance that denounces the signs of the noise that asks my children to deny their design. Your design is within your soul. Your design carries God's graces for when you unlock your design you open the relationship to God that has always been there but buried. Adam and Eve clothed themselves for they feared being naked before God.  To be of your des...

  Child, I am your mother who awaits your call that I may feed you.  I await your call for I am your heavenly mother who is here for you in the instant that you call on me. I come to feed you.  I come to let you know how much you are loved. I come to show you that you are of God who has handcrafted you. I have come that your soul may be opened where you and the Light of my womb commune. I come to fill you that you may in turn fill. The Holy Spirit works through us for you are of the earth where my children see me through you.  Janine, my child, you walk with me in the ways of your design.  You are designed to bear witness with me. You are designed to give what you receive.  You are designed to hear with the ears of your heart where others are heard and understood.  You are designed to love. You are designed to bear witness to God’s love without judgments or boundaries. You are my faithful child who comes to me each day and you place yourself before me ...

 Child, how graced we are to be mother and child where I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am and feed you with my nurture and the ways of our design. We are designed that I may be your mother forever.  My yes has gained us much in the ways of God's loving plan. Each soul has been given their design that adds to God's loving plan. That loving design gives freedom to all to walk in all ways of the Earth. On the day of the true choice each soul shall choose the Kingdom or not. For the child who chooses not to say yes to the Kingdom that soul shall be lost to God's Mosaic. One lost is one empty space for each child is intended to add to the mosaic of God's design. As the yes is given the soul opens and adds to the mosaic. Janine, let us commune where you are only called upon to take in this nurture within this time and space. I do not come to take but to give. I do not come to judge but to hold. I do  not come to chastise but to build for love builds and does ...

Good morning, my child, come and be with me in the rising of this new day where we commune with our Father and Creator, our God. You have been designed to taste and know the great love that has created you.  Janine, my child, it is not where you are but who you are where you are.  Do you not see that in this inch and moment you are with me and it is my heart that speaks to your heart? Our souls combine in this mystical union of mother and child. You are mine with no matter where you are.  What is of matter is that you are opened to receiving me with no matter where you are. What is of matter is that you remain awake to me and to Jesus for we walk with you into the world with no matter where you are.  Today, my child, we are one for my nurture graces you with the ways of my heart. Inch by inch and moment by moment you gain in the ways of my heart. On this new day be awakened to the beauty before you with no matter of where we are.  Where we are shall show you the...

   Child,  come and allow me to take you into my heart within the River of the I Am. No need to do anything other than let go of yourself that I may take you from the noise. Come and allow yourself to flow with no boundaries to separate us or all of the River of the I Am. On this new day take in the scent of my love and attention within the Garden of God's love that flowers each new day. We are His and His love for us shall always grace us in the ways of mother and child. Janine, my child, we are one in the mystical for by God's design we are mother and child within the River of the I Am. The River flows to touch us with the love that has no bounds. Janine, my child, do not fret. Take in my heart within this emptiness. The emptiness you feel makes room for me. The letting go of all is necessary that I may fill. You cannot fill the empty space when it is filled with noise. To come to know me is to know I fill you with my heart and I take the noise from you that in the empt...

  Child, I am pleased that you come to me in this time and space for you call out to me with the commitment of your heart and soul. Come and as this new day begins take in the newness of not only the day but of your soul.  Come and know the peace that is yours when you keep your heart aimed at me and my Son, the Light. On this new day taste the ways of the rhythm of the River of the I Am. Just as your heart has a rhythm, so too, the River flows with a warm and steadfast rhythm that sings its song of love and steadiness and commitment to the Covenant between God and all of mankind. The rhythm of your heart and soul shall one day be flowing with the rhythm of the River of the I Am. I give you the view and the taste of the rhythm and beauty of the commitment made to you by God. In the instant that you were created you were given the commitment that shall take you into Eternity. As we walk into the world this new day I hear your prayer to open another heart as we witness to the so...

 Child of mine. come. Take the breath that lets go that you may take in the breath that fills you with the ways of my heart. Let go as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I am your mother who fills you with no regard to my needs for your needs are of my intentions. I have been with you since the beginning. I shall be with you always. I may not have been able to stop the pain but I have always been with you in each pain. I have always held you close to my heart for I am your mother. I awaited your awareness of me. I awaited your yes to me. But, my child, make no doubt that I have been by your side even when you knew me not. I have always interceded for you and your closed heart even when you knew not of your closed heart. I have been with you even when you walked in hatred of my Son for He is a man. I have been with you even in your hatred of yourself for being a child who drove men to do evil things. You were taught tha...

 Child, I see you and I know you. Come and let go. Come and allow the noise to fall away as you enter this Tabernacle. I refuse you never and await you always. Turn to me, address me and enter this Tabernacle that draws you near to me. I am your mother and Our Lady of the River of the I Am. This name has been given me by our Father and Creator. I come to fill you and all of my children. I come to open hearts through you. I come to show you and all of my children the path into the River of the I Am where communion with all of the yes abide.  Janine, I say this to you  in a loud and clear voice. There are the many who seek only the ways of the ego mind that seeks only to be above another.  All of my children are in danger of their own ego minds for the noise lives here and seeks to have my children feel the need to be above another that they may feel special. To be special here within the River is to see yourself as neither above nor below. To be special is to know tha...

 Child, come and do not run in fear that I will abandon. I am here and I never abandon. Come and be filled with my love and nurture that you may taste how much you are loved. Janine, my child, we are designed to walk in the ways of mother and child. I am your mother and I give to you with no expectations or want of anything in return from you. It is the way of Jesus and God as well as the way of my mother's heart to seek only to give and not take away from. I await your call each day for I am here to hold, strengthen and love you with no want or desire for anything in return.  Your attendance to me at this tabernacle is your yes. I walk with you into the world today reaching out to my children through you that they may come to see my motherly ways through you. As we walk, you too ask for nothing from those we walk with. You give to others as I give to you for this is the way of the River of the I Am. Your arms hear the need to be held where one of mine needs to be held by your...