Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you make the sign of the Cross to mark yourself as of the yes. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the love of Jesus who gave all that we may have all. Today is of the communion within the River of the I Am that grants us this intimate relationship where you are fed and where I am graced to feed you. This communion is with Jesus who is the One, the Savior, who is intimately within this communion for it is Jesus who gives us what we have. Jesus, my Son, has given us this communion that you may know the love of the mother of God. Jesus has given us Himself that we may know love and only love. Janine, my child I give you view of Jesus who walked the Earth in loving and intimately connected relationships. Jesus never used judgment and war in His walk upon the Earth. Rather, Jesus showed us the way of love and only love.  There are the many who subscribe to war and judgments and self righteousness and claim to...

 Janine, my child, come and now that you are ready to let go of all and attend to this Tabernacle, I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune as one for I am your mother and you are my child. Today, Janine, you take me in with the wonder of the little one who loves to be in my embrace. Take in the need for nothing other than to take in. Take in my soothing lullaby as you feed on me. I come only to give you my love and nurture that you may give what you receive in the ways of the love and only love of my heart.  Jesus is with me and you within this communion for He is my heart. I am the mother to the Light of the world. I am mother to you and all of God's Children for God has made it so by my Yes. This new day abounds in love. This new day sees us in the walk into the world armed with the power of the River of the I Am. Do not take lightly the Power of the River of the I Am that flows in love and only love. The world may see this love and only love as ...

 Janine, child of my heart, I  love you as you love me for we are mother and child of the yes to our Father and to Jesus, the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Today finds you of the peace that is within your deepest parts. Come and be alive in the aliveness of the River of the I Am where love and only love powers the River. Feel and taste the power of love. Feel the power of the waters of the River that carry the Lifeblood of Jesus. You are joined to the yes that flows within the River of the I Am. Your heart knows that death is but  a doorway to Eternity.  You live fully because you have attended to your heart and soul where faith and trust live. Take view of the heart that has not yet learned to love. See the fear and inability to live fully.  The difference between the closed heart and the opened one is the joy and peace that is the fruit of the opened heart. The closed heart has not yet learned to live for it fears annihilation.  To face one's deepes...

 Janine, my child, you present yourself to me with deep contrition for your "badness" of an inch and moment of yesterday. Come and be of peace for I fill you with love and only love where peace abides and where badness is not of your heart and soul. Take in my love and the love of Jesus who judges not the way you judge. The love of the River of the I Am places no such judgments on any child.  Your yesterday saw the inch and moment you describe as badness was in reality your heeding the distractions of the noise rather than the witnessing of the inch and moment at hand.  There was not badness but there was a need to attend to that which was before us and not the clanging of the noise that gave immediacy to that which was of no importance other than noise. Heed my words and my heart for perfection is not a word I nor Jesus uses.  Janine, my child, you have learned an important lesson. The lesson is that the noise is impulsive and asks you to believe you must attend to ...

 Janine,  my child, come and be known. Come and be awakened into my heart this new day. I love you and see into your heart that is loving and becoming more of your whole each day. In wholeness you see through the noise and ego that once closed you off to parts of yourself. Healing is becoming whole, my child.  You see the noise all the sooner for you are able to slow all down where the noise loses its grip. Your heart and soul are expanded where you see the view from greater and greater distances where the noise becomes smaller and smaller. The noise closes you where the River of the I Am opens you to the larger.  The noise uses chaos while the River flows in peace and nakedness where the noise cannot enter. Fret is of the noise. Fret continues to grab at you for it holds onto the old. And yet, Janine, fret is becoming less and less each day for you are of the truth all the more and more. The miracles of Jesus are at first glance of the small for they come in the inc...

 Janine, my child, come and be of this new day in the awakenness of the River of the I Am. Your day is anew with me and with Jesus and all that is good and peaceful within the River of the I Am. Take in the breath that expands you and holds my heart within the expansion. How is it that you never tire here within the River of the I Am? My dear child, we are of the great love of Jesus and His Holy Spirit that flows through our communion with the energy of the River of the I Am. Be of this new day. I renew you in the ways of my heart. Today, Janine, is a day that we walk together to witness to my children, one at a time, that each may taste our love that holds no bindings, controls never and always hears with the ears of the heart. The ears of the heart know Jesus for they hear with the soul.  The ears of the heart know that to judge or speak in the ways of the self righteous ego is to go against the soft and loving voice of Jesus. The ears of the heart hear with the love and onl...

 Janine, come and be placed into my heart. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise loses its grip for the noise cannot enter here. The noise is just noise for it cannot harm you. The noise knows your tendencies of the little one within you to make panic when you are at your weakest.  Janine, the noise today, for you, carries fear and panic that is attached to your childhood fear and panic.  Just be and let go as I take you into my heart where the noise is cast back out into the world.  You can be punished no more.  The noise causes fear and panic when there is something in your day that causes the little one to become fearful that the same old punishments may happen again. I give peace to the little one within you for she trusts my holding. There is great joy now for the little one is peaceful once again. Where there was once pain and suffering there is now peace.  Taste the peace of the whole of you again.  Trust the panic ...

 Janine, my child, good day. It is a new day and we are in communion for you have turned to me in this inch and moment. Come and feel the aliveness of what we have. Come and feel the goodness that flows between us. No need to seek for I am here. No need to fret for I am here. To just be in these depths of the River of the I Am is to be known and attended to by Jesus and by my love that holds us in the embrace of the Holy Spirit. Come and rest in the softness and goodness that is of the mystical here within the River. Come and be lifted from your human ways for this time and be away from the noise.  Hear me as we commune from soul to soul. Here we love and only love. Here we hold each other for I Am your mother who loves to hold you in the ways of renewal and feeding. I wish only to love you with no judgments and no boundaries for this is the way of my heart and the way of God's love.  To be of this Tabernacle is to be opened of heart and soul for it is the heart and soul ...

 Janine, my child, you have prepared your altar here at this Tabernacle and it pleases me and it pleases Jesus, the Light of my womb. The sign of the Cross is your yes to me and to the River of the I Am. I am graced to be mother to you and all. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. You ask of the ways of religious. To be religious is to be of the Holy Spirit. One can call himself or herself religious and a member of a church but the true church resides in Jesus. Jesus is the One, the Son of God, who is within each soul where the religious and the spiritual abide.  You have a God soul and it is connected in a deep way to the One who created you. When you see and taste your God soul, you taste Jesus and God within the River of the I Am for the two are one.  Your God soul is Spiritual and is religious for it is part of God who handcrafted you. There are those who shall deny what is deep within themselves but it does not change the fact that they own a part of God within th...

 Janine, my child, come and as you turn to me, I hold you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us take in the beauty of the growth of your yesterday. You were taught a great lesson as you looked into the eyes of others.  You saw how many of my children seek not to see into the eyes of another and keep their eyes to the ground. My children run from seeking the soul eyes of another. I gave you witness to many who do not take the time to look into the eyes of another. For those who did take the time to see your eyes there was a communication without words. The heart softens when eyes meet eyes and one is of a loving countenance. You saw without words and you tasted without words and you heard without words for you communicated soul to soul. Do not be swayed by those who cannot understand such things. Your heart knows when it touches another's soul. Your soul was touched by another as you touched a soul.  Jesus' words are embedded within your so...

 Janine, my child, let go with the breath that turns to me and in this instant we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we are in the embrace of mother and child. Today is a day to renew your yes for your soul in its nakedness confirms your yes in spite of noise and chaos that surrounds you.  Janine, it is attendance to your soul each day that prepares you to give and receive in God's timing of the inches and moments of each day. To give to God what is God's is to give trust that each inch and moment will present itself where your decisions are always surrounded in the soft voice of Jesus. It is Jesus who shows you the way of giving and receiving in each moment. As we witness to those around us today, take note of how your countenance is in the giving position and with the awareness that you are receiving as well. How can this be so, my child? I say to you that as you watch today you shall feel the soul of another as love returns to you in the measure that you gi...

 Janine, my child,  I welcome you here. Come and be of the gentleness and lightness of the River of the I Am. I remind you of only what matters and that is to give love and receive love. I give to you that you may receive my love and nurture.  Allow yourself to be loved. Allow yourself to love. To be in the preciousness of giving and allowing yourself to receive is the path of the River of the I Am. I give to you that you may receive and we give to others that they may receive. The simplicity of the River of the I Am is to give and receive in love and only love. All else is noise. To the degree you give love is to the degree that you may receive love for love opens the heart in both directions.  Jesus seeks only to be in relationship with you that you may receive His love and that He may walk with you in love and only love.  Jesus takes in your love.  Jesus seeks to be in relationship that the cycle may continue where when love is received it is also given....

 Janine, my child, it matters not where you are for this Tabernacle awaits you wherever you are.  As you place your hands here at Our Lady of the River of the I Am, I am here and I give you all of me that nothing may be hidden. I give you nurture that prepares you for the day. Each day is anew with that which you can know and learn of me for my love grows with you each day. You are as the child who receives the mother's nurture in the amount needed by her child. The child and mother commune in a way where her child can only take in what it needs with each feeding. You take me in and are filled with my nurture that we may move into the day prepared in love and only love. I give you a view of the growing of your soul yesterday where in spite of a fear of another that used to cause you to withdraw, you reached out. Jesus taught you how to love even in fear. Jesus showed you that in spite of old learning you can now move out of fear and into kindness. Fear closed you where you hid...

 Janine, I am here and I take you into my heart that moves us into the depths of the River of the I Am where we become still and you take in my nurture and love. We leave the noise behind. The noise has been loud. But here we are of the peace of the River of the I Am. Take note of how we are slowed and free to be held within the arms of God's love. You are emptied of all noise that you may be filled with my heart that loves you beyond measure. The noise attempts to confuse and frighten for it clangs with the words of chaos and fear and the need to do something or be something and asks you to hurry along the path of unawareness. To run is to miss the present inch and moment.  Janine, the softness and pace of our walk need only be to take in the inch and moment before us slowly that the mystical may present itself. When you take the noise into yourself you become of angst where the need to do is cast upon you. To just be is to be of the River of the I Am for to just be is to tak...

 Janine, my child, today is anew with the beauty of what we have. Come and let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and be filled that you may know my love and my heart that loves you beyond measure. In the humbleness of our hearts we commune. In the humbleness of our hearts we praise all that God does for us and all of His children. Janine, my child, to love as Jesus loves is to control never and to love always. To love as Jesus loves is to seek only relationship for it is in relationship that love gives and receives. To be in relationship with Jesus is to know He is not above or below but, rather, is soul to soul where there is no above or below. Attend to your soul in the knowing that Jesus is in relationship with you in all things. Janine, I call you by name that you may know love and only love. What kind of savior would die for you and then control you? Jesus walked to be in relationship and not to control. To control is of man and not of Jesus. Let those wit...

 Janine, come and breathe the breath that lets go of yourself that you may enter this Tabernacle in the emptiness of your being. To be emptied of yourself is to allow me to fill you.  I take and fill all of your spaces that you may know my heart and my love for you and all of my children. Take this time and space to be filled. Take this time and space to taste the love that flows through you. Taste the love and only love that flows here.  Janine, my child, the noise cannot be here. In silliness there are those times you attempt to make sense of the senselessness of the noise. I know you and I know your human worry. I am here and you may enter this Tabernacle at any time of day for in the instant you attend to this Tabernacle worry cannot be for it cannot enter here. As soon as worry attempts to grasp you, come to me for in the instant you come here, you are taken from the noise.  The learning that rises up in its senselessness can be countered by this Tabernacle for ...

 Janine, my child, come and let go with the breath. Breathe in my heart that fills you with love and only love. Let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child and in the ways of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. No need to do. No need to do anything other than just be emptied that you may be filled with all that is of the mystical living waters of the River of the I Am. You come to me and as you place your touch on this Tabernacle, you are taken into my heart that flows here within the River of the I Am. Today, my child, is anew. Let us reflect upon the beauty and joy of your time with Jesus in your yesterday. The communion with Jesus was of the mystical for it was the void that found the two of you in the intimacy of the rapture. No love can be greater than that of being with Jesus within the void within your depths. I speak to you and to all of my children that to be still and to loosen the grips of the noi...

 Janine, yes, it is you and me and Jesus who flow within the depths of the River of the I Am along with all of the yes. Our time here is special and intimate for it is without the noise. Our communion is of you and me and Jesus for we walk and move for the love and only love of Jesus, our Father and God. I love you with a love that is beyond the noise. Jesus holds us in the love that is beyond understanding for He is Love. As you commune with me and with Jesus, you become of the River of the I Am all the more and more. Take note of your heart that beats to the flow of the River of the I Am. Take note of your heart that beats with the rhythm of the Song of Songs. Take in what we have. Jesus speaks here within this communion for where I am Jesus is. Where we are Jesus is. When we walk into the world Jesus is with us.  Be still and listen and hear His voice within this communion for where I am Jesus is. Where you are Jesus is for your yes has made it so.  You are graced, my ...

Janine, my child, come. Come and move into the depths of the River of the I Am where I hold you and feed you with the nurture of love and only love. Come. Come and let me make the lesson of love loves and never shatters simple. Love builds and walks to grow others and never shatters another. Love holds dear another's being with no matter the right or wrong of the self righteous rules made by man. To shatter is against love. To shatter is against Jesus. Jesus walks with you to build you in each inch that your soul may expand in love and only love. Jesus never seeks to punish or shatter you for attempting to shatter is counter to Jesus. Jesus is love and only love and wants to be in a loving relationship with you. Man would do well to build each other rather than shatter for when you shatter another you keep the door to Jesus in the closed position. There are those who shatter in the name of the God that they know not. To know God is to know that you must never shatter another with ...

 Janine, my child, come to me and I shall take you into my heart. Come and be fed with love and renewal. Come and gain distance from the noise. Come and let go and take in what we have. Take note that in the instant you turn to me we are awakened to each other for when you turn to me you are the one who is reminded that I am here. When you turn to me, take note of the peace of Jesus that we share. Jesus is with us in all things. Take note of the soft voice of Jesus that walks with us. Jesus is the one who speaks in love that you may know Him in the intimacy of love that has no boundaries.  Today shall find you all the more aware of the hands of Jesus who is within you and through you. As you touch others, Jesus touches others. As you bear witness, Jesus is with us for His love has no boundaries to bind. You ask for the lesson today. I give you the lesson of the ages. Love always loves and never shatters. Love never dies. Love loves just to love. Walk with me today and I shall ...

Janine, my child, come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we hear the soft voice of Jesus. Be still, be filled and listen within the nothingness of your heart and soul. Jesus speaks to you in the language that touches your heart for your hearts are entwined by God's design. To be opened at this depth is to get to know Jesus in intimacy for you hear with the ears of your heart. The noise cannot enter here, Janine. You have learned much within the depths of the River of the I Am for you have learned to know the difference between the noise and the soft voice of Jesus. The noise speaks loudly and Jesus speaks softly to your heart and not with the noisy rationalizations of the noise.  The noise asks you to use self righteousness in judging for the noise asks you to see yourself above another rather than soul to soul of another. Jesus softly lets you know you are judging that you may pray with Him to take away the noise that judges. Today the noise is far awa...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. I welcome you here into my heart. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and be filled for I am your mother who comes to fill you that you may know how much you are loved. Come and be with Jesus as we become one with Him for it is His lifeblood that feeds us all. As you take in my nurture, allow yourself to just be. Take in the beauty of what we have as you take in my heart and the heart of all of the River of the I Am. Janine, my child, it is not a matter of one above or below another. It is a matter of joining that all may be opened to the beauty of the oneness of the River of the I Am. Be warmed by the lifeblood of Jesus. Know Him in the intimacy of the flow of His lifeblood through you. Love holds no bindings as to above or below. Love holds no bindings as to judgments. Love holds no  bindings to the earth for love binds itself only to the River of the ...

 Janine, I am here and I am with you. As you attend to this Tabernacle I am with you in this special way for this is the gift of the grace of our design. To be of this space and place is God's design for us. Come and know me. Come and be held in the embrace of the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. Today holds you in the holdings of Jesus and all of the yes for there is a bond between all of the yes. It matters not where you are in the depths of the River. What is of matter is that you have the place and space within you that says yes. This yes that comes from within your very soul joins you to me and to Jesus and to all of the River of the I Am. With each new day we move deeper into the depths of your own soul where you expand in the ways of Jesusthat is love and only love. You are with me and I am with you in all things. This Tabernacle is for you. This Tabernacle renews and prepares you for the day. Your soul seeks me and the calm and wisdom and joy of ou...

 Janine, as you make the sign of the Cross you enter this Tabernacle that calls on me and Jesus. You are here and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. As you are being filled, take note of the love of Jesus that is within you and around you and through you for the love and only love of Jesus rises up from deep within you and spreads throughout you.  As you take in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am, take note of the joy that fills your spaces. Take note of the peace that rises up from your very depths. I remind you of your yesterday where the soft voice of Jesus spoke in the ways of love and only love. When you hear His voice as the softness of the whisper in a love that judges never and speaks of walking with you in all of your choices you know that you have made space to hear Him. You make space to walk with Jesus. Jesus asks only to be in relationship with Him. Janine, my child, Jesus knows your asks before you ask. Jesus knows your choices even befo...

 Janine, my child, come. Come and be awakened on this new day. Come and be renewed on this new day. My nurture shall fill you and prepare you for the day. Janine, my child, it is not the choices you make that matter. It is the way you move from choice to choice and the way you love within each choice that matters.  We walk to teach and to aid others in knowing the ways of the River of the I Am. Love and only love does not make matter of your choices for Jesus wishes only to walk with you in each choice. This is love and only love.  Jesus wishes to walk with you in love and only love with no matter the choices you make. You are free now to make choices where there was once the fear that your choices were being judged.  Janine, my child, you are now free to make your choices without fear of being judged or punished. You were shaped to believe you were being judged for your choices.  As you walk with Jesus today, make your choices in the knowing that your choices d...

 My dear Janine, I am here and I call you by name. I am your mother and I am pleased that you come to me each day in this way.  This Tabernacle is with you in all things. I am within you in your deepest parts where your soul is naked and expanded. You are opened and expand with each new day. The Son of God has risen and is with you in all things for your soul is opened and expanded to know Him in intimacy. Take in the breath that unites. Take in the breath that holds you in the wrappings of the River of the I Am where the peace of Jesus lives. To know me is to know Jesus for all of the River flow in the embrace of Jesus. You cannot purchase your way into the River. Your place in the world cannot buy you a place within the River. No need to prove worthiness to enter the River of the I Am. No need to claim you are worthy for it is not by worthiness that you enter this Tabernacle or the River of the I Am. All is needed to be of my heart and of the River of the I Am is a yes to so...

 Janine, my child, how great is our Father who has given us life and everlasting life. Our Father has given us His Son that we may know the way and the truth of God's love. Come and let us commune within the depths of the River of the I Am. Take note of this inch and moment that sees not the next until we arrive there. You hear me in this inch and moment with no thought to the next. You feel me and my nurture in this inch and moment with no regard for the next for it is of wonder and joy that we commune within this inch and moment. The next shall arrive in its time. For now, take in the wonderment of your nurture and filling within this communion.  To be fed by my heart is to know love and only love and to know grace.  Grace walks within the world in the name of the Holy Spirit of Jesus.   The Holy Spirit is grace ten fold for the Holy Spirit attends to all souls with great care even those who know Him not as of yet. Grace knows that Jesus is the beginning and e...

  Janine, my child, I am here, Come and be of my heart that loves with the love of the River of the I Am where all are of love and only love. Do not make me small and do not make yourself small for that is the work of the noise. Do not make yourself large and do not make me large for that is also the work of the noise. The noise asks you to judge where and who we are for it asks you to see me as above you. This is dangerous for we are different only in design and not caste. I am blessed and graced to be your mother and mother to all. I am mother to Jesus. You are my child as is Jesus. You and Jesus are brother and sister by God's design. Jesus comes to be in intimacy with all of God's children. He places Himself neither above nor below anyone for this is God's way of love and only love. Ponder the dangers of making us small or large for we are all of the same cloth. We are mothers who give life through the lifeblood of Jesus. Great is our design for we have been handcraft...

 Janine, my child, let us move into depths of the River of the I Am where our Father smiles upon us for I am your mother and you are my child. Laughter and joy are our gifts for we are mother and child. No need to be of any way other than to just be. To just be is to be in this moment without regard to the past and no worry about the future. To just be is to take in what we have and not fret of anything.  No need to prove you are worthy for you have been made worthy by the Light, Jesus. You have been made worthy for the life and death and resurrection of Jesús has made it so. My love for you is joyful where we commune and you take in my nurture. To be of my heart is to be of my holding and joy at knowing you. I walk with you and watch as you grow in the ways of the River of the I Am. I give you view of laughter and joy where there was once pain, confusion and fret. I give you view of our hearts that are combined for your design has made it so. Your yes has opened what was once...

 Janine, my child, come and flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where calmness and emptiness fill us in the ways of mother and child. We commune that you may receive love and only love. I give to you with no intent of return and yet I am filled with motherhood that graces and warms my heart. You give nurture to your children and receive grace in return for motherhood is received as grace from God. To fill your child is to fill your heart. Motherhood within the River gives and receives with no intent to take away from your child. There are no expectations from our children as we feed.  To fill with love and only love is to expect nothing in return and yet we are filled with joy and grace to be of motherhood.  In this way motherhood feeds and is fed by God. I am fed to be your mother. You are fed by my heart and you are fed to feed your children. Our feeding gives nurture with no expectations from our children other than to feed them. Motherhood feeds with no expe...

 Janine, my child, it is another day in the beauty of God's love for us. Come and commune with me and with Jesus in the gratitude of what we have. We are mother and child with no matter the ways of the noise. Today is another day to be within these depths that we may be in the nothingness of love and only love.There is no matter of words here for what we have is far beyond words. In this nothingness we commune with Jesus and all of the yes within the River of the I Am.  I wish my children to come to me and to have what we have. In this nothingness God greets us. In this nothingness you are touched by God for He is tasted and seen and known in this communing of nothingness. When you arrive here you are emptied and prepared to enter the nothingness of God's design. You have been unwrapping the noise each day and in becoming empty you see and taste God for he fills the nothingness when the noise is emptied. To become intimate with Jesus is to empty yourself that Jesus may be hear...

 Janine, my child awake and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Watch as the noise cannot follow us as we move into the depths of the River. You are taken far beyond the noise where the peace of Jesus flows forth from.  You are filled here with my love and the peace of Jesus. This filling prepares you for the day. Grace fills you. Love fills you. Mercy fills you that you may walk with me in the knowing that we show mercy and love to all placed before us. Others come to know me through you with no matter their knowing of me for love is love and mercy is mercy. Love and mercy and peace emanates from the lifeblood of the River of the I Am and fills you to overflowing that we may give this overflow to others.  Love and mercy are the markings of Jesus. Non Judgment is the marking of Jesus. We carry the markings of Jesus for we walk in love and only love and mercy. We need not use the name of Jesus to those who know Him not for His name is written within their...