Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I am here and I am pleased that you come to me at this Tabernacle on this new day that rises up to greet you. Today is another day to be loved, nurtured and prepared for the day. To be here with me in this time and space within the depths of the River of the I Am is to know the ways of Jesus who graces us with love and only love. To enter the world prepared to walk with me and Jesus is to know that we walk in love and only love. Where there is pain we witness and hold the pain. Where there is joy we witness and dance in the joy. The joy and peace and love we carry into the world is by God's grace for we walk with the awareness that the noise is just the noise. The noise cannot harm for God has given us His commitment to Eternity where His will is of love and only love. Love and only love may enter the Garden of Eden. The yes to Jesus is all that is needed to enter the Garden of Eden. The Garden is formed from the Living Waters of the River of the I Am and those o...

 Janine, my child, I love you with a love that condemns never and builds always. I come to build and not tear down. I come to build you that you may know love and only love. I come to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where love builds and adds to the foundations of the River. What seems to have been torn down within you was the opening and healing of the old wounds that they may give way to the ability to build. To open and make naked the old paved the way for love to seep into you and build the solid foundation that the scriptures speak of.  As we flow in the beauty and gentleness of the River, take note of what is being built. What is peaceful and gentle and nurturing is building the solid rock of love and only love. Let those with ears to hear, hear for it is love that makes solid ground and not war.

Janine, my child, I call you by name.  I call you mine. I love you and I love what we have for I am your mother by God's design. Come and take in the flow of the River of the I Am where the mystical flows with no boundaries to bind.  Take in what we have. Take in my nurture. Take in this new day that is boundless and freeing for you. You are freer today than your yesterday for the River gains you growth each day. Your yes grows you each day. Your yes allows the River to flow with you and through you that you may grow in my love and the love of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Take note of the beauty of our dance within the mystical. You hear me. You taste me. You expand your senses here within these depths.  The music you have chosen by your yes becomes our music. The music you have chosen within these depths becomes relationship with Jesus for He is with you as the music of your soul plays for Him. The soft voice of Jesus speaks to you within this mus...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Today moves us with the gentleness of the flow of the River as it flows towards the New Earth.  There are no boundaries here to bind.  We flow in a love that flows with us and through us. Love has no bindings for love allows love to flow. Love binds no one for love holds no one in control.  Love gathers through this kind of love that invites and never demands. Love remains with its arms open for the hug of life but never demands it. Janine, my child, when you grasp this kind of love, you come to know God. Take in this love that only seeks to be in relationship with you with no demands.  As you open your being with the seeking of my love and the love of Jesus, take in the love that never controls. God so loves that He never demands. God so loves He controls you not. God so loves He never binds. You choose Him or not choose Him...

 Janine, the beauty we have is before you as you enter this Tabernacle. Come and taste the love story we are building. Deep within the depths of the River of the I Am there is our story being written into the Book of Life. When you are of the Earth we walk together. When you are of the mystical we commune together in an awareness that is beyond the earth. Both the mystical and the earthly are of great beauty. We walk within the earthly together in what may appear to be unawareness at times, but, my child, it does not change the fact that we walk together in the beauty of mother and child.  The learning and shaping of your childhood is being replaced each day by my heart and my showing you of the way of love and only love. No one can take away what we have for God has made our union.  What God has deemed so is so. In gratitude we walk in His name.

 Janine, my child, today is anew with the love and only love of our Father and Creator. Today is anew with the love of my heart and the love of Jesus who gave Himself to the world. Take in this love today. We are mother and child with no matter the noise or the want of others to take away what we have. There are those who say I cannot be your mother and yet I am your mother. I am with you in all you do for we are of the grace of mother and child where our souls are combined forever. God has placed you here with me at this Tabernacle where it moves with us everywhere we go. This Tabernacle is of you and me where we commune in prayer with Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. You are fed here. You are loved here with no judgments or boundaries for your heart and soul are made clean and whole each day by the cleansing waters of the River of the I Am. The River cleanses and prepares you for the day. My heart fills you with the love and only love needed to walk through the day with me...

 Janine, my child, come and be taken into this Tabernacle where we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. We commune in the ways of mother and child before God. You are so loved and you are so moved by what we have. It is known now that you bear the mark of my heart. To be of my heart is to taste the joy that is of our communion. There are also tears with me as we weep for those who live in pain and sorrow and war. You walk with me in all things for you are mine.  Your dream of last night showed you the road we walk. We walk with those who live in the night rather than the day. The dream gave you view of the ways of needing to identify who you are without worry or angst. The dream showed you the ways of addictions of many of my children.  The dream showed you the beauty of those who seek relationship and healing from the addictions of life. You were given the view of how we walk with others by joining them in their walk and pain and angst. The dream seemed to be n...

 Janine, my child, you are a child and you are marked as mine forever. You are of the childlike ways that Jesus spoke of. This childlike way of being draws you closer to Him. Come and be filled, my child, for it is in the filling that we then walk into the world to fill. I fill you with my nurture that sustains you. I fill you with my heart that you may taste my mother's love. I showed you the way to intimacy with Jesus whom you now seek to be in daily relationship with. The day you heard me at this Tabernacle was the day you changed the ways of your path. You have grown and expanded and learned to love with the openness and nakedness of heart and soul. No longer do you close yourself off in relationship with Jesus. No longer do you close yourself to relationships with man or woman for you have grown in the knowing of loving your brothers and sisters. Your children grow before you for they too are growing in the ways of Jesus and motherhood. What you gain is shared, Janine, for thi...

 Janine, my child today is a day of joy and a day of our communion. To love and be loved is to be graced for to love requires having been fed. I feed you that you may be loved and loving.  You ask for the lesson today at this depth within the River of the I Am. To go deeper and deeper is to see God's plan in all of its simplicity with no want or desire to complicate what man complicates. My child, the wonders of God are simple. We walk into the world to see the wonders of God's love where the earth and sky are wonders to behold. We are all brothers and sisters. Man attempts to complicate what God has made simple and beautiful for each child makes up the mosaic of God's love. The pieces of the mosaic make a beautiful picture of God's design. Man dirties and shames himself by judging one piece above or below another. No man has the right to complicate what God has made simple. Man attempts to judge one part of the mosaic against the other whether by color or size or shape...

Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle on this new day. Come and know your mother who loves and feeds and prepares you for the day ahead. Come and taste my love and the love of the River of the I am where tasting and a knowing meet in a balance that is of God. Your yesterday showed you how much love flows between us and into the world. Your yesterday grew you in the ways of faith and trust. Your yesterday grew you in the ways of the balance between tasting and knowing. Come and love and be loved. Come and taste what is here for you.  Give yourself to Jesus and me that we may taste your love. When you love to this depth you are freed to love and receive love and only love. You have the markings of the River of the I Am where you give and receive love and only love.  To have this knowing and tasting that marks you is to have your being in a balance that is of God. The balance I speak of is the knowing within the mind of God and the tasting of God.  Balance ...

 Janine, my child, Come. Place yourself before me. Place your hands on this Tabernacle. I love you and hold you within my heart. Allow me to fill you. This time is for you and me. This time is for you to be loved with no matter the noise above us on the surface of the River of the I Am. I ask nothing from you but to feed you and to love you and to walk with you. I walk with you with no demands or expectations other than love and only love. Be filled and be of my heart that flows through us in the ways of mother and child. The noise cannot enter here. Your heart is coming to know that I am your mother with a love that cannot be destroyed no matter the noise that attempts to have you believe differently.  Today shall show you the ways of my heart that loves you with a love that is beyond human understanding. Jesus shall show you the ways of our walk. Hear His soft voice as He shows you the way. 

 Janine, my child, I am here and I invite you into my heart on this new day of our Lord. Come and be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I feed you that you may be prepared for the day and that you may know love and only love.  Today's lesson is one of rejoicing. Rejoice in the knowing that your dreams have cleansed all that you may rejoice in the love and only love that is for you and for others. To love yourself and see yourself as Jesus and I see you is to rejoice in the truths of God's promises. Your dreams of last night gave a cleansing where you gave passive witness to the story and unfolding of God's graces upon you. To witness this cleansing within your night is to have much love and energy in your day today for what was once heavy has been made light.  Jesus took you and gave you His love in an intimacy that cleanses and carries His love for you in all things, even in your sleep. You gave witness to the...

 Janine, my child, take the breath that takes you to me here at this Tabernacle. Take in the love and the movement into the depths of the River of the I Am where our hearts dance in the Light of these depths. There is no darkness here for Jesus Lights the way for us. Jesus is the One, the Savior, the Light of the world. Darkness has given itself up to the Light here.  There is still much darkness in the outside world, but it shall one day give itself up as well to the Light of Jesus.  God's promises shall make it so.  You carry hope with me into the world. You carry love and only love with me into the world. You carry the intimate relationship we have with Jesus into the world. We walk as one with Jesus. You fear not the ways of the world for you now have exposed your soul that knows its God and God's promises of Eternity. There is joy and rejoicing here for the darkness is no longer a part of your life.  The noise within the outside world continues to carry dar...

 Janine, my child, you have awakened to me and you place yourself before this Tabernacle in the humbleness of body and spirit. Come and be loved and be prepared for the day. Peace is with you within your very depths. You are learning of the joy of walking with me and with Jesus with no expectations or wants or desires. Rather, you are walking knowing that we are with you in each inch and moment. You are awakened to the love that emanates from your depths for love is deep within your soul and wants for nothing other than relationship. You see Jesus and me in the ways of those placed before us for relationship is as the mirror that gives back what it sees. The eyes of another show you what is not only on the surface but also what is deep. You see with the eyes of your heart and soul that now see the eyes and soul of others. Beauty is within each child no matter what is on the surface. You are coming to see as Jesus and I see. Stay awake to the mirror that gives back what it receives....

 Janine, my child I call you by name for you are my child and I delight in you. Come and let us remove the night and join the day. Your night is now done and we invite the day. We commune within these depths of the River of the I Am where we enjoy the rising of this new day. Today is of delight for we are mother and child in the presence of Jesus and all of the River of the I Am. We are graced by God's love. To be of my heart today is to be nurtured and prepared for the day. Your dreams of last night captured the picture of your body as it unfolded its truths. You awakened to the knowing that your night honored your body for it spoke to you of its needs. Today, my child, you are wiser than your yesterday, for the night gave witness to the needs of your body by day. As the night unfolded you learned that your body needs to be attended to in a very different way than others deem you must. The lesson for today, my child, is to see your body through the eyes of its truth and not the so...

 Janine, my child, I love you. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we rest and commune is the beauty and grace of the River of the I Am. Your night gave you clarity and cleansing for this is the way of the night where all is washed within the River that your day may be fresh and anew. Your night gave you view of the washing of the old that you may begin with a newness that has no remnants of the weight of the noise from your yesterday, Janine, my child, I cannot stop the noise or its weight upon the world. I come to show you a different way where you do not take on the noise that binds and makes much anxiety, angst and anger for my children.  I have taken you to Jesus in the intimacy of your hearts and souls for you were not able to know man in the ways of Jesus until your heart and soul was nurtured by mothering. In God's timing your heart and soul  opened. Today, we walk with Jesus in a communion of hope and grace and faith and trust.  You hav...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased you come to me to be fed and where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Your heart and soul are opened to me and to Jesus and to the River of the I Am for all flow as one within the River of the I Am. Today finds us in the peaceful flow of the River where you expand all of your senses. How great is the soul that expands and finds its Creator and God. How great is the grace that is showered upon us for we are mother and child where I, your mother, give you nurture and love and only love. You receive what my heart gives and I receive this holding where I am graced to give. This is my receiving, for to give at this depth is to receive much. I have taken you to this depth today. As each day unfolds, we move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am. As we move deeper into the River, you are all the more and more filled with the expansion of your heart and soul.  You are awakening to the grace of being mother with me.  We walk into ...

 Janine, my child, come. As you place yourself before this Tabernacle, take note of the ways of our movement into the depths of the River of the I Am where you are relieved of all noise.  You come to me that we may commune in the ways of mother and child where you need do nothing other than take me in. My words move through your hands as the food of my heart fills you. Today, my child, is anew with love and the expansion of your heart. It may not appear that your heart expands, but when you look back to when we began your heart and soul have expanded greatly. This is the way of our communion. You have grown to love with the ways of my heart that hold with no bindings for love and only love holds one without control or bindings. Love and only love holds with the patience to await your child coming to you to nurture. Control is within the child. Mother is always ready to feed. Mother is always ready to love and only love with a feeding that creates the environment where your chi...

  Janine, my child, come. I am here. I am loving you with a love that communes with you from the depths of your very being. You are in the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with Jesus in a love that is of the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Today is of love for you begin the day with my filling. My nurture shall sustain you as we walk within the world that grows heavy when you are nor prepared. Jesus walks with you in an intimate relationship that gives and receives. Jesus is here to carry your burdens and to be in intimacy with Him. Intimacy with Jesus gives and receives for He wishes to be in relationship that flows both ways. Janine, you hear Jesus through the ways of your heart and soul that have opened to hearing Him and receiving Him. There is nothing else needed for you have the path to Eternity where there is relationship with Jesus. Jesus is not a king that sits on a throne and judges others. Rather, Jesus seeks to be in relationship with al...

 Janine, my child, let go and allow yourself to be taken into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. I take nothing from you. I add to you for I am your mother who feeds you with my love and the ways of my heart that is of Jesus. I give you the all of me for I am your heavenly mother who loves you beyond the human. Our yes to Jesus and to the River of the I Am is known and written into the Book of Life. There are no mistakes here for you are known and loved for the precious child that you are, Your dream showed you the way of your daily life that moves to do much within your day. When you move too swiftly you lose intent and the preciousness of the inch and moment before you.   Your dream came to show you the ways of being overwhelmed by attempting to move too quickly through your day and attempting to accomplish much without taking in the joy and preciousness of the task at hand.    When you see yourself becoming s...

 Janine, my child, come and be of my heart and my love and my nurture. Come and be filled with the love of the River of the I Am where the lifeblood of Jesus flows forth from. Today's lesson is one of trust. You trust my words as they flow up from the depths of the River of the I Am. You trust that there is always great love here with no judgments or words of war. Only peace flows from here and only peace is fed to you from my heart. There is trust that I shall not abandon you. I give you the lesson of trust for no matter the want of the noise to claim you, you come to me knowing the noise is countered here with love and only love. The world has much sorrow and war and great pain. Yet Janine, the peace of Jesus is with you for you trust that in God's timing and with much trust in Jesus, there shall be the one day when all tears shall be wiped by Jesus and the tears shall water the gardens of Eternity. You trust that punishment is not of God for man shall decide his or her own f...

 Janine, my child, come and be loved and know your mother who loves with no bindings. Come and let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where love expands all of your senses and where pride gives itself up.  Man cannot know the mystical until the soul opens to its great depths where the expansion of love and only love abides. Man is bound by the prideful ego that must give itself up that the soul may be exposed to its own depths. You attest to the beauty of these depths where pride gives itself up to love and only love. Jesus walked and walks with us sans the prideful ego. Jesus came to show the ways of the Kingdom that loves with the love that has no pride. There is soulful joy, rather than pride. Man uses pride to hide and cover over the wounds that bore pain and humiliation. Pride must expose its pain and in so doing makes room for the soul to open and move into its own depths where Jesus and the River of the I Am abide. We walk to love my children beyond the pr...

 Janine, my child, how warm is this moment for you have placed yourself before this Tabernacle that we may be one in the ways of mother and child. I feed you with my love and my nurture and my attention for I am your mother who asks only to love you. You have asked of the ways of "my brother's keeper."  You ask if you are your brother's keeper. To understand  this lesson you must come to know that you are keeper to no one for all souls belong to God. To be your brother's keeper conjures up ownership and no one soul can own another. To be there for your brother as in the ways of the scriptures is to give of yourself and your love to those who are in need of love and attention and care. In this way you become a "keeper" of God's love for another and not an owner of another. Ponder this great lesson, my child. To be your brother's keeper in the ways of God is to give of yourself to another in love and only love with no intent to control or own, but ...

 Janine, my child, place yourself in my hands and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let us enjoy the gentleness of the flow of the River as we commune. Today is anew and today shall show itself in its timing. Today cannot be known until each inch and moment has been lived through. At day's end, you may take view of each inch and moment lived in love and only love. At day's end, you and Jesus may review the day and place it into the Book of Life. It is of foolishness to attempt to live in any other moment than the moment before you. You come to me and we take each inch and precious moment to be as one here within the depths of the River of the I Am. Soon enough, my child, it shall be time to move up into the world where each inch and moment shall pass in its timing. Stay awake and take in each inch and precious moment as it shows itself to you. It is of pure joy when you make no attempt to rush the day for to do so is to miss much. Let us be still an...

 Janine, my child, come.  You are always welcome to enter This Tabernacle with no matter the time or day. My love for you becomes known as you place yourself before this Tabernacle. The lesson for today is to taste the love that I have for you in all things of our communion. I am always but a touch of your hands away. I am but a call away for when you call on me, there I Am. No need to fret for I am your mother and always with you. In the parts of your day where there is great joy I am with you. In the parts of your day where you and Jesus commune in the intimate awareness of His love, there I Am. In the precious moments when you are with yours, there I Am. In the precious moments of solitude, there I Am. Your yes has opened what we have, my child, I am with you in all things and all you need do to commune with me is to turn to me. Know this, Janine, I am here and I take great love and joy in being with you in all things. I am with all of my children in all things even when th...

 Janine, my child, your hands become one with mine for you open yourself to this Tabernacle where we commune in the love of mother and child. Come, my dear one, and know how much you are loved. Your hands mark the presence of our love here within the River of the I Am. You are able to let go of yourself and in so doing you become of my heart. In the seasons that you have attended to your heart and soul here at this Tabernacle, you have gained much in the ways of my heart. Just as the child learns in bits and pieces within the world, so too you learn in the bits and pieces that you are able to manage. The joy and smiles within you are the fruits of what we have. You are still but a child here within the River of the I Am for you come to me and to Jesus as the child Jesus speaks of.  To have let go of the noise that has raised you and  to move into the love and awe of the child is the way of the River of the I Am. To be as the child Jesus speaks of is to have let go of the ...

 Janine, my child, you are here and you place yourself before me with the nakedness of letting go. Come and be loved within all parts for all parts are now whole. Come and be filled that you may in turn fill others this day. Today is anew with hope and faith and trust and safety for you have given to Jesus all of your burdens and joys. You share with Jesus in an intimacy that gives and receives. You give yourself in love and you receive in love. You have been given this Tabernacle that moves with you in all places and within all things. You come to me with little more than your hands and heart and soul and yet you give all to me. The world sees only the little and not the large that is held within the heart and soul. You grow and expand with each new day for you are awakened to the great love of Jesus all the more and more each day. Each day rises with the excitement of being with Jesus and me and ends with a tiredness that is of joy for sleep comes with the safety of Jesus.  ...

 Come, Janine, and know how much you are loved and attended to. You come to me with the love of your heart and soul for you know that I am your mother who feeds you with the food of the River of the I Am. You come to me with the truths within your very soul.  Your heart is free as the breeze that flows with no bindings. Your heart is free to be naked and opened to your core where Jesus and I abide. Jesus and I abide deep within your very heart and soul. Janine, this Tabernacle is of our communion for when you enter here we commune and we open to the depths of your very soul where love and only love flows with a freedom that cannot be of the surface. The surface holds the noise. The noise keeps the truth of the soul from being known and tasted.  There shall be the day when the noise controls the surface no more. In that timing all of man shall see the truths of their own soul.  The soul holds the truth that God has placed Himself within and gains each the mystical Liv...

 Janine, my child, this is a sacred place. Come and be known. Come and be of my heart. I place my mark upon you for you are my child. I make holy this time for we descend into the depths of the River of the I Am where our hearts commune in the presence of Jesus. The flow of love is between us, around us and through all of the yes within the River of the I Am. To give yourself up to the River of the I Am is to gain the mystical Living Waters of the lifeblood of Jesus. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am making me mother to all. I am graced to be of God's choice to be mother to the Savior, my Son, Jesus. Today is as no other for it shall flow in the newness of God's design for us. Your yesterday has been blessed and entered into the Book of Life. Your today is yet unknown other than this inch and moment for we are in communion. Your today shall present itself in God's timing for we give to God all that we may walk in our design in love and only love.  You are in a newness ...

 Janine, my child, I taste your excitement at coming to me here at this Tabernacle. I taste your love for me. Let us move into the deaths' of the River of the I Am where you take in my nurture and love and attention. Today rises with us becoming as one. Today arises with your commitment to his Tabernacle and to Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Jesus has gained us this grace for He gave Himself up that we may have what we have. By my yes, the world has been graced with the Lamb. I love you and I love what we have for we are mother and child. As you love yours with all of your heart, I too love mine with all of my heart. I teach you of the wonders of motherhood for to let go of yourself to be mother to another is to know the ways of giving with no expectations of a return. The return of motherhood is a love that flows deep within yourself. To feed your child and attend to your child in love and only love requires the ability to let go of yourself where the joy of ...