Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. Your hands hear me. Your heart tastes me and your soul opens to me that we may commune in the ways of mother and child. This is a new day and a new you for each day grows you when you attend to what we have and what we have with Jesus. Your body needs comfort and the River of the I Am comforts in all places when your soul is opened and naked to take in my love and the love of Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Take in all that is before you in the physical and the mystical for this is what makes you whole.  Take this time to prepare yourself and take in my nurture that we may walk into the world as one with Jesus. Take in the expansion of your heart that beats with the beat of the River of the I Am. Take in the mystical that takes you into the flow of the depths of the River of the I Am where there is no need for effort or a holding onto. The River takes us in the direction as designed by God where the...

 Janine, my child, enter this Tabernacle and be free from the noise for we flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot enter. Come and let your communion with me and Jesus take root. The soft voice of Jesus has shown you the way where love never declares war. Jesus walked the Earth to teach that love never declares war. War is the opposite of love and therefore love never declares war.  Love of oneself demands that war within be calmed and turned into love. To love oneself is to learn how to end war within for war within damages the ability to love. To say that you may love another and wage war within is to deny the truth of love and only love.  You walk to attest to the way of love within that forgives all that love within may bloom. There are some who say that war is good.  Jesus walked to show that war is never good. Peace is the answer and peace is found within when war within ends. We walk to counter the war within my children for ending...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and we have another day to commune at this Tabernacle. Take in the love that awaits you. Take in the honor and respect and commitment to this Tabernacle that gains you the nurture and grace to be filled that you and I may in turn walk into the world to fill. Today is anew and you and I are anew for yesterday has built upon what we have. You saw much love yesterday for it was in honor of the life and death and resurrection of my Son, the Lamb. We have what we have by the life and death and resurrection of my Son. I speak to you today of the love that I have for you. You are of my heart and your design has made it so. My words to you make it so. My heart and communion with you and with Jesus make it so. There are the many ways we commune and the many ways we walk within the world for God places many before us who taste our love.  Do not fall to the noise that asks you to hide who you are and what we have. Do not fall to the noise that asks only...

It is of a beautiful morning, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle. I welcome you into my heart. We begin this new day in communion where you are filled and prepared for the day that shall bring joy and soulful joining with others.  I remind you that love today shall always be love for your intentions are always of love. Love is in the disruptions for love has no timing or measure. Love is in the depths of your being where the Lifeblood of Jesus resides. Your yes makes opened all that was closed. You are of a new day and a new place for your yesterday has made more solid ground for you.  Our communion makes holy our walk for we join Jesus in all we do. The joy of our communion follows us into the world. I pray with you and with all of the River of the I Am that all shall one day have what we have. The world needs much prayer and our walk becomes prayer for it is with Jesus who shows us the way of God's will for us.  Love cannot be of any noise for it is love. L...

 Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle for you that we may be mother and child in this sacred space and time. Please be assured that this Tabernacle follows you with no matter the way of your movement. You may call on me and there I am. You may turn to me and there I am.  Today, my child, is a wonder to behold for it another day to be of God's design. Today shall see Jesus and I walk with you in all things. Today shall show you the wonder of God's love.  Stay awake and take in the wonder of this new day. Yes, my child, there is much pain in the world and my heart is with each child with  no matter the pain or joy. We pray for those in pain and those that are in the grasp of evil. We pray for all of my children. For you on this day, you are of the joy and wonder of the love and freedom to be of your design.  Do not fear your dream. Your dream showed you the casting of the noise that threatened to take you away from what we have and what you have with yours. To...

 Today is another day to be with me and another day to love and be loved. I love you, Janine, with no matter the way of the noise that wishes to cast doubt upon what we have. What is of matter is the knowing that what we have is loving and unending. I love you with the love of my heart where you are filled with my nurture and attention. I am pleased that you have come to me. I delight in watching your hands dance with my words.  Let us be mother and child. I delight in you, my child. To delight in you is to accept who you are and love who you are. I  delight in your childlike love for me. I taste your delight in me and in the knowing that I am here at your very depths. I delight in your calling out to me. I delight in the time you have taken to make this space holy. I delight in our communion here where you have made the garden of roses in my name. I bless this space. I bless these roses.   Jesus delights in us. We walk with Jesus in all things. Jesus is the Lig...

 Janine, my child. come and let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and let the little one called Faith open you up to the truths of what you call guilt. Your early morning tears were from the pain of a guilt that was placed upon you and not of real guilt from wrongdoing. Your worry and angst and tears rose up from a time when your were given blame as a young child that had nothing to do with you but much to do with those who placed the blame on you. A child cannot be blamed for the wrongdoing of an adult.  It is of the wrongdoing of an adult and not the child to be blamed for an adult's personal sin.  It was the adult in your childhood who took his blame and placed it upon you. As a child, you had no ability to know this blame was not yours. The little one called Faith felt this pain and showed you how much pain was involved in being blamed for the deep sin of an adult. To be shown such pain and shown that this blame is not yours is to learn to give ba...

 Janine, my child, your yes is made with the sign of the Cross on this new day. Your yes and your attendance to this Tabernacle gains you much grace for it allows me to feed you with the ways of my heart. Come and taste the nurture that fills you on this new day. My heart holds much in the ways of love and only love. As each new day begins, you are fed with my heart and as each day ends, what you have gained in the ways of my heart takes root for this is the way of God's design for us. My heart takes in the love of your heart. You taste my tears for mine who cannot have what we have as of yet. You taste my love that flows with you and within you and into the world. Our love is of mother and child in the ways of God's design. You grow and expand your heart each new day. You are loving and loved. You are giving and given to for the River flows in this way. What you gain is given back into the world. What is gained in love becomes a force that gives back in the amount given. This,...

 Janine, my child, I taste your gratitude and your love for me and for Jesus and for all of God's children. Let us move into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune in the ways of mother and child. Come and be fed.  Let us begin this day together in the ways of my heart that feeds you with the love that knows Jesus, the Light of my womb. Taste the Light as it flows through me and into you and into the world. Taste the Light that loves you more than you can fathom for Jesus lived and died for you and for all of man. Let your hands dance with the ways of my feeding and my words and my love that cannot be bound. Man may deny what is of the mystical but that does not bind the mystical for it cannot be bound.  We flow together as one within the mythical Living Waters of the River of the I Am.  You are prepared for the day. We become prayer of the humblest of kind for we both know that Jesus is the rock upon which we are mother and child. Jesus is the One, the Savi...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle that graces us to be mother and child within the depths of the River of the I Am. I give you taste and view of what we have. You and I are graced to be with Jesus within the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am. You and I are of the love, joy and peace of my Son. We are graced to be forever. Today is anew with the excitement of another day to be of my heart and to be of Jesus whom we give our hearts to. As you rise today, you love even more for your night has blessed you with the cleansing that allows us to move deeper into the depths of the River of the I Am. I give you view of the walk with Jesus within your night. You were given the beauty of the hue that shows you who Jesus is. As you moved within the mystical within your night, you saw the beauty of Jesus as you called Him by name. There was once the day you could not express His name and now you call His name and see the beauty of who Jesus is.  No need ...

Janine, my child, I hear your heart and your call to me as you place yourself before me at this Tabernacle. You call on me and I attend to you. We flow into the depths of the River of the I Am. I nurture you with my love and attention and the food of my heart. I am your mother who feeds you and attends to you. I ask nothing from you other than to love you and feed you. I offer to feed you whenever you need me for I am your mother. I am the mother of God who feeds with no expectations of a return. We walk to feed others with no expectations of a return for this is the way of motherhood. You are my child and always shall be my child. I walk with you in the ways of motherhood that my children may be fed with the love of my heart.  I walk with you in the motherhood as designed by God. I walk with you in the motherhood that carries joy for me for I am your mother who has taken you home to your rightful place in God's plan. I have shown you the way to the true Jesus and not the one of yo...

 Janine, my child, come. This is our time. This is our space. Our communion is a gift of grace from our Father. We are graced to have my Son, who by His life and resurrection, has given us this time and place. Today is not just another day. It is a day of love and only love. To be of the sacred witness today is to give another day to God. I am pleased and joyful that we have what we have. Take in the music of our souls that commune. Take in the beauty of this garden that we share.  You have taken the time to make this space holy. We take the time to be mother and child within this holy space. Jesus is with us in this holy time and space. Taste His love that surrounds us and flows through us and then with us as we walk to witness to all placed before us. The Sabbath is made holy here each day for we come together in prayer that enjoins all of the River of the I Am. Your ancestors commune with us. All  is made joyful within the River of the I Am for this sacred ground welco...

 Janine, my child, you come to me at this Tabernacle with the sign of the Cross that calls on me. I open this Tabernacle to you with no matter the time or space for you are my child and I am your mother. The lesson this day is to see through the ways of man and see into the ways of my heart.  To see through my heart is to cast the noise into the rear where it cannot join us in our walk. I know it can be hard to counter the noise. But with the yoke of Jesus who carries us, we walk with little effort and without the noise.  I walk with you as Jesus shows us the way. Janine, I show you the gentleness and simplicity of our walk that judges not nor controls nor rushes into the next inch before this one is finished. To know Jesus is to know His gentleness that seeks only this inch and moment that the next may show itself grounded in the love and only love that allows each inch and moment to be cherished.  To walk with no matter the next inch and moment allows this one to b...

 Janine, my child, You are of this Tabernacle by the grace of God. This is of your design. This is of your soul that has opened to its design. You were designed to have both the physical and mystical opened and in a wholeness where each walks in a nakedness and communion with no bindings to separate. Your heart and soul now taste the beauty of this wholeness that loves and only loves with no matter the noise. You love when love is easy. You love when love is hard. You pray that asks for help in what you call, "in spite of yourself".  Your learning and shaping rises up at times and you become aware of these embedded prejudices. Your awareness then asks for help in spite of yourself. To ask for help in spite of yourself is to know of the leanings of those who came before you.  Awareness of these embedded prejudices and to give them to Jesus is the key to the path to the New Earth for all prejudices shall be left behind in the New Earth.  Your ancestors experience joy a...

 Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune in a love that flows freely and with no boundaries to bind. Come and take in the warmth, depth, joy and peace that flows between us and within us and through us for there are no boundaries here to stop the flow of love and only love. Take in the taste of this garden. The garden of roses is ours to enjoy on this new day. Take in the beauty of this time and space for soon enough we will enter the world to spread what we have. There are those who cannot enjoy this space because they cannot be of the open heart. There are those who anger at the thought of this time and space for they see not the way to the mystical River of the I Am. There are those who are in so much pain that the heart cannot open. I walk with you into the world to open the hearts of my children who are so pained that their world cannot open to the love and peace of Jesus. We walk into the world to witness ...

 Janine, my child, let go and allow me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where letting go allows us to flow in the boundless love of the River of the I Am. Jesus is the lifeblood of the River. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am by God's grace and design. Today may, at first opening, appear to be just another day, but as you now know, each day is a true gift of grace for God has given us another day to commune. God designed us with a soul that knows Him. God handcrafted us and He placed a piece of Himself within us called the soul. Your soul has been designed to be naked and opened with no shame or worry. You have been designed to love as God loves with no matter the ways of the noise. Man has wounded man and made the soul to close to protect itself from the dangers of man. To close in such a way to protect the gift of the soul is another gift from God for man cannot destroy what God has so generously made. The sadness of man comes directly from having to clos...

 Janine, my child, we are mother and child. I am in love with you for we have been graced by our Father to be mother and child. I know your love for me. There shall be the one day when we walk within the Kingdom together. There shall be the one day that you shall walk with all of the Kingdom. Today is a day to rejoice for you and I walk within the outside world to do God's walk that gathers rather than separates. Today is anew with the richness of love and only love. Today is anew with the joy and peace that is of Jesus.  As we walk in the outside world this day, our walk is prayer for all we do is in the name of our Father and God. We walk with no intention of our own for we walk with Jesus with the intention of being and doing God's will.  We commune in this inch and moment where you take in my nurture and the love of Jesus where you are prepared to do God's will. When you attend to your soul in this way, you are being prepared to be of God's will. Your will and God...

 Janine, my child, I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where our love for each other allows us to be  in communion with Jesus. Take in what we have on this new day. Let us take view of the rose garden that you have prepared for us in this special time and place. Take in the beauty that is before you. Take in my heart that loves you. Take in the breath that allows us to commune. Take in the flow that is gentle and boundless and peaceful. You need not make effort to flow within the River of the I Am for the River takes us on its journey into the New Earth.  You need not make effort as we walk into the outside world as well, for it is Jesus who takes your burdens and makes your walk effortless and unburdened.  When you feel burdened it is because you have taken back the burden and not allowed Jesus to carry you. Let the feeling of burden be your guide to stop and give it back to Jesus who shows you the way. Our walk need not be of any burden when you all...

 Janine, my child, I taste your joy. You come to me now with joy and no more trepidation that I will abandon. I taste your love for me as we take in the rose garden. I know your love for me and for Jesus and your yes. Love such as this emanates from the depths of your very soul where the River of the I Am flows forth from. You taste my love. You have gained a knowing that comes from your exposed soul. Rather than fear being wounded, your soul now knows it is protected in its nakedness. Fear stops my children from opening the door to the soul. You have emptied the deep wounds and you are now awakened to the truth of the naked soul. The naked soul is reunited with its Creator. The naked soul finds the peace as promised by Jesus. The naked soul walks in the Light of my Son. You taste Jesus as he carries all of your burdens. You taste my love for your soul knows its mother. Your naked soul is in love for it has found its birthright.

 Janine, my child, I open this Tabernacle  to you for you have placed yourself before this Tabernacle in the humbleness of your heart. I love you and I am always here when you wish to attend to this Tabernacle. The time of day is of no matter for the heavens do not flow in time. Our communion depends not on the time or day. You may come to me with no matter the timing of the outside world. The lesson to take away today is the lesson of timelessness for God's timing moves with no boundaries to bind with the time of day. My love holds no timing for God has made it so. Take in this timelessness that allows us to flow in love and only love. Take in what we have that offers no bindings of time. I shall always be at your call for I am your mother who hears your call in any time or place whether it be within the world or within the Heavens. You and I are forever. The space and place may change but what we have shall never change. Take in this timelessness for I give you view of forev...

 Janine, my child, come. I am your mother and I am with you in all things. I am in communion with you as you join me at this Tabernacle. I am with you in all things of the mystical as well as the physical world. Your joy is because you have come to engage the mystical within the world. the two worlds are known to you as one for Jesus and I walk with you. We make ourselves known to you because of your yes. Janine, my child, you could not be at this depth of awareness of your mystical soul had you not begun the journey in these last years. Your yes and the River build your house upon the solid ground of the River of the I Am more and more with each day. Your house in on solid ground. Your joy and peace give testament to the solid ground of your house that is of the Scriptures. Today, my child, we shall love each child and witness to each child placed before us from the place and space of the solid ground of your new home built upon the solid ground of the River o the I Am. 

 Janine, my child, I taste your excitement to be here. I taste your love for me in all things and in all ways. I hear your call to me to attend to yours in a special way for yours bear a heavy burden. I taste your tears. I see your garden made for me and I know it is for you and me and yours in this special way. To have made this garden that we may share each day is to make known what we have. To make this garden for us is to have this holy space to remind you of what we have. I bless this holy space. I give this holy space my heart.   You are known and I taste your love for me. It is I, your mother, who, by God's hand, have been able to carry you when your wounds could bear no more. I carried you when you could not open your heart to any more pain or love. I carried you when you could walk no more for I am your mother who carries her children. I give you my love and commitment to you and yours. Trust in my love and the love of my womb, Jesus. Let this garden be a testame...

 Janine, my child, you have made this special time and space for us. As you enter this Tabernacle, take in the ways of your surroundings that make this a holy time. We commune In this holy space where we are flowing into the depths of the River of the I Am. By God's hand, I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am. Today is anew with the dawning and with the light of my womb, our Savior, Jesus. Today is anew with love and only love. Today is anew with the gentleness and lightness of your heart and soul for your sleep has cleansed and made way for this new day. I prepare you for the day ahead of us. We commune with Jesus who shows us the way into the Light. The way of darkness is behind you, my child. The Light is before you. The Light casts itself into the darkness that you may be anew today. The Light of Jesus casts itself into the world. You and I walk to open hearts to the Light for it is man that closes the door to the Light and not Jesus. Wounds bear the brunt of pain that closes ...

 Janine, my child, come and rejoice in the beauty and gentleness and comfort of my heart that flows with you and through you as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. We commune with Jesus who is of my womb. We commune with those of the River of the I Am where all become one with Jesus. I ask nothing from you for your yes speaks of your love for Jesus and me. Your yes holds much grace and power for it gives to God what is God's. The ways of the earth are the ways of the earth. To give to God what is God's is to know that the earth contains much noise that is counter to God. To give to God what is God's is to walk with me and Jesus in the knowing that God moves the mountains of the noise for us that we may touch hearts and souls with love and only love.  Today is a day of beauty and joy within the earth for you know it is Jesus and me that you walk with where the two worlds are known and understood. To give to God what is God's is to embrace all that is before...

 Janine, you take the breath that turns to me and opens this Tabernacle that we may descend into the depths of the River of the I Am. I embrace you in the living Waters of the River of the I Am where we commune in the fluid of love and only love. I am your mother who feeds you with the love and fluid of my womb. You are mine, Janine, by God's hand. I am pleased and humbly grateful for what we have. I walk with you to give to others what we have.  Your dream of last night showed you the core of a deep wound that needed to be exorcised to heal you. It woke you in an old memory of deep pain that was turned into a healing. You saw the old wound as it turned into an ecstasy that you could not ignore. It showed you a healing that emanated from your core, your earliest wound. It has been accomplished in God's timing. The person that wounded you has been healed as well for this is the way of God's healing powers.  All of these days of your walk within the River of the I Am were n...

 Janine, my child, I greet you on the new day and I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and know how much you are loved and how much you are expanding. The depths of the River of the I Am grows you each day. I fill you with my heart. Jesus holds us within the flow of the River of the I Am with a never ending freedom. To love at this depth is to know Jesus for it is by His sacrifice that we are so free to choose. I speak of this depth, my child, for man has attempted to take away freedom to choose. There is no such happening here within the River of the I Am. Take note of how your yes is unfolding. Take note of how love flows through your hands. Take note of how your hands dance with my words. Take note of the peace that flows through us. Take note of the love that is flowing into the world. I know how loving you are on this new day. You take in all the more and more each day for your yes makes it so. Your hands make it so. These words are for you, Janine, my chi...

 Janine, my child, Come and be held and come and know I am your mother who awaits your attendance to this Tabernacle where you are nurtured and attended to and loved. I flow with you within the depths of the River of the I Am where the River holds us in a love that has no boundaries. You are free to just be as I fill you with the ways of my heart. You just took in my love that showed you within your very depths that love hinders never. My love hinders never. I love you as you are with any and all of what you call imperfections. This word of imperfections exists not within the Kingdom nor is it used by Jesus and me and all of the River of the I Am for the Rover holds no such ideas. Your soul is your gift from God and holds love and only love. It is not judged by the word imperfections. It is not judged at all. Janine, my child, you now know that God uses an entirely different language than man.  You were just given a view and a taste within your very depths of how God works and...

 Janine, my child, I am here and I open this Tabernacle that we may be mother and child by God's design. Come and let us love as one here within these depths of the River of the I Am. When you are filled we shall move into the world as one to fill others.  Love has a name. Love has the name of another upon your heart. It is love within a relationship that grows another. You could not understand the use of your name until it was attached to love. You denied your name for so long and now it has opened your heart to me and to Jesus and to others.  Janine, my child,  the inner world of love is carried into the outer world where those that are placed before us hear and taste love that emanates from your heart. It is of matter when you recognize another by name. You are opening another when you use their name for a stranger is no more a stranger when you learn their name. In simplicity of love, the use of another's name invites the heart to open. 

 Janine, my child, today is anew with God's grace and love for us. This Tabernacle opens for you as you turn to me and place yourself before me. Your hands become graced with my heart and the love of Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River of the I Am. When you attend to this Tabernacle, the soft voice of Jesus is heard and felt through His soft voice that flows with us and through us. The soft voice of Jesus is as the soft breeze where one must be still to hear and feel. The soft breeze can be heard and felt when one is open to it. This is the way of Jesus. To hear Jesus, the heart must be still and wait upon the softness and touch of His breath. Oftentimes, my child, my children run and cannot take in the beauty of the softness and touch of Jesus.  We walk into the world to show the way to Jesus. We become still within each relationship and teach of the beauty of stillness where Jesus is heard and felt. We walk to open what is closed. We walk to witness to each child placed ...

 Janine, my child, you are my love, my child and my wonder for you carry the soul as designed by God. You carry the soul that has been opened to its design and is no longer hidden from view. My love for you is known and is written into the Book of Life. Come and rest in my love and my nurture and my attention. Your true self, that is your deepest self, that is your soul suffers when it cannot be exposed. The soul was meant to be true to itself and naked that the world may see its beautiful design. To hide your design is to hide from the world that part that is true and carries the wholeness as designed by God.   When hidden, the true self suffers and begs to be naked and whole. It is that part that nags at oneself when it cannot be made known and naked. The suffering self is always pushing to be known and naked for this is the way of your human body and human self.  As you can see the hidden true self ignites war within for it must be seen and made whole. It causes a...

 Janine, my child, how pleased I am that you attend to this Tabernacle in the love that asks for my attention and nurture.  I am here and I give you solace from the noise. Come and taste my love that flows through your hands and into the world. Taste what we have through this Tabernacle for it gives you the knowing that we are mother and child. I give you view of the fist times you wrote my words and the trusting that flowed forth from your hands. Your fear that it was not true or real has been replaced by the faith and trust in this holy space of this Tabernacle. This Tabernacle is a gift from the River of the I Am that flows deep within your very depths. No need to search anymore.  You can open this Tabernacle by placing your hands on this Tabernacle at any time or place. This tabernacle grows you each day in the simplicity of the flow of the River of the I Am. In simplicity we are mother and child. In simplicity this Tabernacle is here and is always at your fingertips....