Welcome to Our Lady of the River of the I Am

 Janine, my child, you are here and I love you and take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Your hands dance at this Tabernacle in the ways of your heart and soul. You are of your design that is excited to see another day rise that we may love and only love. Love and only love loves yourself for to love yourself is to know God's love. Love and only love loves others when you are fed with love and only love. One must walk with self love to love another. To love yourself as you love another you must love yourself.   It is folly to say you love others when you cannot love yourself for one cannot be without the other. To the degree you love yourself is the degree you love others. To the degree you love others is the degree you love yourself.  To say you love others and not yourself holds a lie for it is only a giving from the outside and not the inside. Let those with ears to hear, hear.

 Janine, my child I have promised you that I am here at any time for you to come to this Tabernacle. I am here and I enter into our communion as we move into the depths of the River of the I Am. I commune with you each time you join me at this Tabernacle. We share our hearts here. We share Jesus here for we gather here with Him. The beauty of our garden is shared here. Time is not of issue here for what we have has no place in time. The River of the I Am flows in its timelessness. Your heart and soul hear me with no attempt to be of time. Whether it be by the moment in the outside world or the hour, it makes no issues for time is timeless here. When you let go of time you see forever. When you let go of time, beauty is forever. When you let go of time, you learn the lesson of love and only love, forgiveness and forever. Love is timeless and it forgives all for timeless love knows its God. Allow this lesson to take root for it by this ability to let go of time that you shall enter t...

 Janine, my child, let go of yourself as you place your hands upon this Tabernacle. Come and know that we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune in the ways of our souls for God has designed us to be in relationship this way. No need to judge our design. No need to make any human sense of it. Just take in with the humbleness and acceptance of how you have been designed. It is not of matter to judge how others are designed for that is between each soul and its God. When you take in this lesson your learn that each soul is handcrafted and there is no need to judge. To witness is to lay down judgment. To witness is to listen to the soul and allow the soul to show you its design.  We walk into the world to be of the sacred witness and not of judgment.  When we witness in this sacred way, the soul of another shows us how God has designed their soul and thus designed their being.  This is why each day carries joy and excitement for to be honored to ...

 Janine, my child, I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am and feed you with the nurture of my heart. You are fed here with the love of  my womb for Jesus holds my heart. Today's view of my heart is the lesson of the good intentions of the world. God has given us much in the ways of grace within the world. To see these graces is to see the fruits of the opened heart and soul. What you call science holds grace to show you the love of God for God is science. The science I speak of is the awareness that the world expands and grows with God's love and only love. God's science holds truths that man may make good from. Man may also make evil with the gifts of science. Science is as the gift of life where some make good from and some make evil from. Man can do good with science or do evil with science but it does not change what God intends. God intends man to use science to see Him in all things. When man makes good with science it brings love and relief to the many f...

 Janine, my child, it is that time in this new day where you come to me and attend to your soul. Your yes has made what we have so. Your design has made this so. My design has made this so. All roads here at this Tabernacle lead to Jesus and to our Father, our God Love and only love hath no anger or fury, just love. Love and only love draws more love for love and only love can be of no other way. Today is anew with hope that flows through us and into the world for love and only love has great power to draw more love and only love. Those placed before us are graced by our love and only love for love and only love makes our walk joined to the Holy Spirit of Jesus that cleanses and grows more love. The closed heart is not closed out of choice, my child. Your heart and the hearts of my children do not close out of choice, but rather, by deep wounds placed upon them as children. The closed heart had no choice but to close to save itself from the wounds of man. Let those with ears to hea...

 Janine, my child, I welcome you into this Tabernacle and I welcome you to this new day that is rising and is anew with joy and play. Let us flow deeply into the depths of your heart and soul where the River flows through us and out into the world for this is the way of the love and only love of the River. I love you, Janine. I walk with you in all things. As we walk today, take note of your heart that finds joy in those we walk with. Your heart finds joy in the newness of the day for your yesterday has given way to this new day. There are many wonders ahead of us today. In the ordinary there is much extraordinary when your heart and soul are awake and open to seeing the ordinary become extraordinary. God's miracles are seen in the ordinary. Miracles go unnoticed when you are blind to them. Let us walk in the awakened position that you may take in the extraordinary from the ordinary.

 Janine, my child, I hear your heart and your love of play. I take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where you are fed with the food of my heart and the heart of Jesus.  Your love of play is the fruit of this Tabernacle and the fruit of the River of the I Am. Play is of the little one called Faith who has risen up inside of you now that she is no longer trapped in the dungeon of your painful childhood. You are experiencing the child of the scriptures where Jesus speaks of the child and allowing the child to come to Him for you "must become as little children" to enter the Kingdom. Jesus speaks to the letting go of the ego and becoming as a child who is opened and playful and without an ego to boast and act above God.  Your love of play and your love of the little on inside of you has found Jesus and has placed the ego in the rear view. Come and play and take me and Jesus with you. You have the playful heart that takes in love and only love and leaves behind lov...

 Janine, I call you by name. I speak  to you that you may know I am here and I open this Tabernacle for you. You hear me and taste me. The mystical within you has been opened and it allows me to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. Janine, my child, you bear my name and you are precious in my sight. I know your love for me and your love for Jesus. I know your love that expands here and within the world. We flow with the expansion of your heart each day. You grow in the ways of the River of the I Am each day for nothing here stands still. The world moves each day as well. The Earth does not stand still. The world moves on its course as you do now that you are expanding each day. This happens  by your attendance to  your soul. There are those who move but do not expand for a closed heart stands still. Expansion of the heart and soul occurs when one opens with the yes or opens with the questioning to God. My children open when they questio...

  Janine, my child, I welcome you here to this Tabernacle on the day of my delight. I delight in your attendance to me and to our garden of roses. To be in relationship with me and with Jesus is to hear our voices from the depths of your very being where your soul abides and where your soul hears and takes in my heart. You speak to me from your soul and not the noisy ego. Your mind can be in many places at once while your heart takes in only the inch and moment before you. The beauty of what we have rests in the heart and soul and not the ego mind. You hear me sans the noise when you enter this Tabernacle. Take note of your heart that houses great peace right now. Take note of how beautiful the flowers of our garden are. Take note of the love that emanates from your soul for your soul takes in and receives love as well as sends love into the world for this is the way of the River of the I Am that gives and receives love and only love.

 Janine, my child, come and let us move into the River of the I Am where you may let go of this noise. The noise causes fear within you but there is no fear to be had. It is just the noise.  I am pleased that you come to me and we may move into the depths of the River of the I Am. Come and allow me to feed you with the ways of my heart. The noise cannot be here. Only peace reigns here.   The lesson today is to come to me all the sooner when the noise rings loudly in your ears. I do understand, Janine, that you work to end the noise by following its angst that you may appease your worry. But, my child, worry cannot be here and you would do well to come to me sooner. Now that you have peace within your heart, let this lesson take root. When you come to me when the noise begins its ringing in your ears it cannot get louder if you turn to me.  Peace shall never leave you, Janine, for it is always but a turn away from the noise by coming to this Tabernacle.  Tak...

 Janine, my child, joy fills your heart as you enter this Tabernacle knowing I am here to feed you and to grow you in the ways of the River of the I Am. I am Our Lady of the River of the I Am and I remind you of what we have. You are loving and loved. You ask only to be of my heart and to have me walk with you and Jesus in all things. Your prayers have been answered for even as a child with all of your pain you called out to me. I have always been with you, Janine. As a child, my grotto was a place where you met me and spoke to me even when there were those who wounded you at this grotto. Still, you learned to love me and to pray to me. How could such a thing happen, my child?  It was by the grace of God who has given us my Son. It was by the prayers of those before you. It was my love and attention that was with you and took witness to you. Janine, my child, the grotto gave you a knowing of me even as a small child. I give you view of our relationship at the grotto. Take in w...

 Janine, my child, Come and be of my heart. Come and lay down all that you may gain all here within the River of the I Am. Come and know that to empty yourself is to allow yourself to be filled with the peace of Jesus. As you empty before me know that all of your yesterday has been washed in the River of the I Am and made anew for you that you may be prepared for the day.  We shall walk into the world refreshed in God's love or us. We shall be mother and child to all God places in our path. Jesus walks with us and you hear His soft voice within your depths. Love flows, Janine. Love holds no one in contempt. Love carries no grudges. Love learns to just be and witness to God's day. Peace is not earned, Janine, it is accepted. Peace cannot be bought but it can be taken in. Peace flows and cannot be held but it can be tasted. It is as your food that can be taken in but cannot be held. Peace flows as the air and when you are naked and empty of noise you can taste it as it passes th...

 Janine, my child, come in the joy of my heart that is pleased to take you into the depths of the River of the I Am. I love you and I feed you and I attend to you on this new day. This Tabernacle fills you and shows you the  ways of my heart that mothers with the love of my womb. What you taste is what Jesus gives.   Let us join our hearts and taste each other and the love that passes between us in a communion that is with Jesus for it is by Jesus that this Tabernacle exists. It is by Jesus that love fills us. What we have is because  of my yes to be mother to Jesus and to all of mankind.  I show you the way of the yes that cannot foresee what God has waiting for us. Love never gets old. Love moves into a forever that grows and grows your soul. Love knows love expands and walks with the excitement of each day. There is awareness that grows with the yes and holds dear awareness of Eternity.  Take in this awareness that I, the mother of Jesus, love you i...

 Janine, my loving child, I am here and I pour my love into our communion where loves flows between us and through us. Our love is gentle and flows with the mystical body of Jesus that flows through all things. You cannot stop the mystical just as you cannot stop the air of your breath from flowing into you and then through you and back into the world. The mystical is always here for us and always offers the peace of Jesus. Even those who know not of Jesus and His Holy Spirit still have the mystical flowing through them.  The mystical is as the breath that must take in air and then let go of the air as it passes through and back into the world awaiting the next breath of air. Each breath must take in the air of the physical. Each breath also takes in the mystical even when it is not made aware of.  Jesus is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. He breathes with us and through us. His Holy Spirit flows  through us for He is the breath of our life that breathes His a...

 Janine, my child, come. There was the call of a disruption where you were asked to witness to one of mine and wait upon turning to this Tabernacle.  Know that Jesus has blessed the disruption for it brought you into the love and only love of one of mine who needed to see your love.  Love and only love at times calls on disruptions that you may see the miracles of Jesus. "One more, just one more," was asked by your heart and one more was given you by Jesus that you may know He walks with you and hears your heart in all things. Relationship with Jesus cannot be by the attendance to rigid rules. You come to this Tabernacle each day but  there are those times when Jesus opens you to a disruption. You chose to honor the disruption where you were able to attend to one who needed to see your love and only love. You have touched one of mine who is now one of yours for God has made it so.  You are here now and I take you into depths of the River of the I Am where we com...

 Janine, my child, you are of my heart and you are of the River of the I Am. Your yes has made it so. Take in my love as I take in your love. Take in the ways of the River of the I Am where all of the yes flow with Jesus who is the lifeblood of the River. Come and let go of any and all fret for the noise cannot enter here. You become still here where the River takes us into its flow with no effort, just rest. Allow your body to rest in my heart where I give you my love and where I take in your love.  Today has much pain for so many. Let us pray with all of the River that God's will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. There are those who choose evil over love and over God for they see not the ways of their own soul where God abides.  Do not keep your eyes on the evil, my child, Rather, keep your eyes on Jesus and give to Him your burdens. Let His love carry us into the world where we love and invite others to the peace that Jesus offers. When you turn over all to Jesus yo...

 Janine, my child, come and be of  my heart. Come and know your yesterday has given way to this new day where we commune in the ways of mother and child. Take in the scent of my love that holds you and nurtures you and prepares you for the day ahead. There is no need to fret or hold onto the world for we shall flow with the boundless ways of the River of the I Am. No need to hold onto the world for it cannot give you the safety that the River of the I Am gives you. Today is anew with the excitement of each inch and moment. Each inch and moment holds great love and safety for Jesus walks with us in all things and He is the safety of the world and the Heavens.  Your yesterday showed you the beauty of waiting upon Jesus to show you the way in the flow of love and only love.  You did not attempt to take over or control. Rather, you waited upon Jesus to show you that the world can be navigated in the freeing flow of His love and not in an attempt to control by making rigi...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me and place your hands on this Tabernacle. As you take the breath of letting go, you are freed to be with me for the breath of letting go allows me to take you into my heart. The breath of letting go is your yes and your call to me for within that exhale the mystical Living Waters of the River of the I Am are called upon.  Today is anew with our communion. Today is anew with the joy of the garden that we share. Take in the love of our garden and its beauty as well as the prayers that emanate from what we have within this garden. I take in the garden you have prepared for me. I take in this space that you have made anew with the love of what we have.  It is here that we witness to others with Jesus. It is here that we take in the love and only love of Jesus. It  is here that you are prepared to give to others for it is  here where you are filled to overflowing that others may be given the overflow.  I take in...

 Janine, my child, we move into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune. You are of my heart . You are of the yes. You are loved and loving. This is the fruit of your attendance to your soul that is now opened to your God and to me and to Jesus. Love loves for the sake of love and only love. Love takes in the love of others and loves in spite of another's closed heart. Love loves and seeks to see through to each soul regardless of what is seen on the outside. This is an impossible task if you see only from the eyes of the outside world of noise and judgments of others. All is possible when you see from the eyes of the River of the I Am where souls are opened and exposed to the Light of Jesus who is the Lifeblood of the River of the I Am. Let us walk into the world today in love.  Seek only to love and you shall see Jesus in all things. 

 Janine, my child, I am your heavenly mother who loves and nurtures and attends to you and your needs. I am your mother who holds you within the flow of the River of the I Am. Our love flows with no bindings.  You are free to just be here. You are free to take in my nurture with no expectations of a return. Your yes allows us to be mother and child for I do not force. You are free and you are opened to your design, No more do you hide who you are. No more do you withdraw from the life of the outside world. No more does the noise scatter you into fractures where parts were needed to be hidden. Janine, become still and let us enjoy the rose garden and enjoy the communion of mother and child. When you are prepared with my heart we shall move into the world once again to witness to those placed before us. Be filled and be known. 

 Janine, come and let us cast out the noise as we flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where the noise cannot be. Take in the beauty of the music before us. Take in the rose garden of our love for each other.  To be of my heart is to be filled with the love and only love of the River of the I Am. To be of this Tabernacle is to give yourself to me. To be in this time and space is to be nurtured and prepared for the day. Take and see what is in your heart. Take in and see what is in your soul. Take in and see what is love and only love that keeps your heart and soul opened to what is of no effort.  What we have is peaceful and flowing with no need for effort. Take and see your breath that breathes with me in the cadence of love and only love. The music of our souls becomes prayer within the River of the I Am. The music made by our communion holds love and only love. Today may seem ordinary to the many, my child. There is nothing ordinary about what we have. I am pl...

 Janine, my child, it is here where you place yourself  before this Tabernacle that I may open  my heart to you. It is here that we begin our journey into the depths of the River of the I Am where the familiar love and only love of my heart awakens you to what we have.  You receive my love and you give me your love. We receive and we give to each other in the ways of mother and child.  In your night you heard the soft voice of Jesus speak to you of the ways of relationship with Him and with all that are placed before us. Jesus spoke to you of choice and the ways of His love that wishes to walk with you in relationship in any and all of your choices. What kind of God would give you only certain choices and then say you are loved. Love is freedom to choose with no matter the choice. It may at first glance seem wrong in your world.  But my child, Jesus wishes to walk with each child with no matter the choices made. The sadness of Jesus is that there are those ...

 Janine, my child, come and let go of yourself that I may take you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we commune with the mystical body of Jesus. Come and take the breath that lets go and take in the breath that takes you into my heart. These years have graced us in the ways of mother and child for your attendance to your soul has opened up the gates of the River of the I Am. You have opened your soul that houses the awareness of the mystical. Let us be of the prayer of gratitude for your yes. There was a day those many years ago that you began to say yes to this Tabernacle and wrote my words even when you were fearful that they were not mine, but rather, were of a sinful nature. Each day you wrote you became closer to me. Then there was the one day you trusted in what we have.  Let us be of prayer of gratitude that you did not fall prey to the noise that cast fear upon you. Let us be of prayer of gratitude at the encouragement of your sacred witness. In those days...

 Janine, my child, it is a new day and you have come to this Tabernacle that we may be of the River of the I Am. Come and be held in the love and nurture of my heart that gives you the all of me. No need to make effort for this communion flows with no effort. The River of the I Am takes us and makes gentle and buoyant our souls.  Love is gentle. Love needs no effort for love flows with the gentleness and peace of Jesus. Jesus is the way to this peace. When your day appears to be hard, you are letting the yoke of Jesus take your heavy and you again become peaceful. This is the way of the River of the I Am. I walk with you in the love and only love that Jesus gives us. I walk with you as we walk with Jesus. This love does not hide. Rather, this love and peace of Jesus shows us the way even in the heavy and hard and painful. To know Jesus is to know that He feels the pain of your humanness and the joy of your humanness. To know Jesus is to know it is His yoke that carries us. We ...

 Janine, my child, you come to this Tabernacle to be loved, filled and attended to. Peace is with you. We are flowing within the depths of the River of the I Am where we breathe in the Lifeblood of Jesus. You are with Jesus here and in the world as well for the Lifeblood of Jesus is always with us and within us and through us into the world where His Holy Spirit flows. We walk with the Holy Spirit that holds the soft voice of Jesus. There shall one day be the New Earth where the peace and Lifeblood of Jesus shall reign.  Love gives of itself for love loves itself that it may give to others. The love you hold finds joy in giving and that giving comes from your depths. This is the way of the River of the I Am for to be filled to this depth has the want to fill others that they may have the peace of Jesus. This is the way of the Holy Spirit of Jesus. No need to force yourself upon others. When love and only love flows from within you others are called to open their hearts to our ...

 Janine, my child, you have come to this Tabernacle and placed yourself before me that we may flow into the depths of the River of the I Am and commune in the ways of mother and child. I feed you with my heart and show you the way to Jesus who is the Lifeblood here within the River. The Lifeblood of Jesus flows with us and between us through us. It follows us and flows through us in all things. What we gain here we move into the world to share with others. Love holds no bounds. Love and only love touches those paced before us for we give all of ourselves to giving what we receive. Our walk is prayer for we give all to God. We pray in the solitude of our souls where Jesus and His Holy Spirit abide. Take in the beauty before us. You are warmed by my heart and hold much grace. You are loved greatly and known to all of the River of the I Am for all flow with us in the mystical body of Jesus.  The souls within the River of the I Am love greatly and power the River that the New Eart...

 Janine, my child, I am pleased that you come to me at this Tabernacle that I may nurture you and attend to your needs. I fill you that you may be of your design. I feed you in all parts that you may be prepared to enter the world filled with the food of love and only love. No need to do anything other than to take in my love. We are mother and child in the holdings of God's graces. We are mother and child in the love and only love of the River of the I Am. We flow with Jesus within these depths. When you are filled we shall enter the world with Jesus armed with His love and only love. Breathe in the Living Waters of the River of the I Am. Breathe in the communion of our hearts that breathe with Jesus for we gather here in His name and where there are two or more gathered in the name of Jesus, there He is. Hear His soft voice speak of His love for us. Take in the warm blanketing of love and only love. Janine, you have come to this Tabernacle with your yes for these many years. Each...

 Janine, my child, come and be known. Come and be filled. Come and allow all souls of the River of the I Am to flow with us in the magnitude of the power of the River of the I Am. The River flows and gains power with each yes to something bigger than one's self.  You cannot be what other people want you to be for theirs is of their want. When you chase the tail of another's want for you, you become a puppet and not your true self.  You can be what God wants you to be by being of your deepest and true self which contains the freedom to be you and not what others deem you should be.  Freedom is always what God wishes for you and for all of His children for in freedom God is.  When you leave behind attempts to be what others believe you should be and be of who you truly are, you become of the design of God. You become free to choose. 

 Janine, my child, come and be of my heart that takes you into the depths of the River of the I Am where we flow in the ways of mother and child. Come and be filled and be attended to. Let us just be in the ways of my motherhood for you are in need of nurturing. Your dream cannot be met with understanding but rather, with love. Let my love fill you and in God's timing the dream will become  clear to you. For now, my child, let our love for each other grace us. Do not shy away, but rather, open all the more to me. I give you the understanding that there are times when you must allow your dreams to take root rather than attempt to give them meaning for meaning has no place when God is giving you a piece of Himself that must take root to be understood.   Take note of the peace that flows through you and through us for this is the peace of Jesus. You were fearful that your dream has a dark meaning when it is a dream given you by God that must take root and then it shall ...

 Janine, my child, take the breath that takes you to me. Take the breath that takes you into my heart where my words touch you in your deepest parts. You hear me. Your hands write and dance with my love. You are opened to your design. Come and  let go that we may be mother and child in the wonder of the River of the I Am.  We flow in the gentleness and newness of the day. No matter that the world may say it is the same as your yesterday. We know that today is anew with a deeper love than your yesterday for this is the way of our Creator. Take in this time and space in the newness of your heart that loves much deeper than your yesterday. The River grows you with each day for the River can be of no other way. The River thus flows towards the New Earth for it gathers and grows in the power needed to flow into the New Earth. Power is in terms of love and only love. Your yesterday showed you that without the power of the River of the I Am the Earth would not be. The River flow...

 Janine, my child, I taste your love for me and your love for Jesus. Let us flow into the depths of the River of the I Am where we slow all that you may take in all. Allowing me to feed you and to attend to you draws grace upon us for we are mother and child before God. I am graced to be your mother and you are graced to be my child. You open yourself to me that we may love and only love each other. I give you the ways of my heart that you may come to know how much you are loved. Love as this has no end for it shall be forever. Today, Janine, I shall show you the love that holds no one in anger or contempt for love loves with no barriers or judgments. Even in the face of evil we love. Jesus loved in the face of those who crucified Him. To love at this depth is to set aside judgments and allow Jesus to walk with us for His love and His love alone may turn cold and evil into love. We walk with Jesus that His Holy Spirit may enter those placed before us for His intense love heals one ...